After returning to China, the paranoid little boyfriend went crazy

【"Why do you have to see a doctor..."

"..."

"I don't want to see a doctor, I can control myself..." He lowered his head, "I have promised to take medicine, why do you want me to see a doctor..."

"Only by seeing a doctor can you accurately understand your own state...Xu Ci, don't you think that after he came back, you became more serious?"

"no……"

"You have to be obedient, Xu Ci, you have to see a doctor, follow the doctor's advice, and take your medicine properly."

"Only if you are getting better, he will not abandon you."]

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Fu Sheng's breathing was tight, because Xu Ci's hand slowly let go of his hand, fingertips slipped from the palm, and even his heart began to contract.

"Just treat her like an ordinary person, just chat casually."

Fu Sheng leaned over, brushed away Xu Ci's soft hair, and looked at him: "I don't want to be like this forever, do I?"

Fu Sheng's tone seemed to be coaxing an ignorant baby, but Xu Ci opened his mouth slightly, but he couldn't refuse such tenderness.

"..." His eyes turned red: "You carry me on your back."

"Okay." Fu Sheng squatted down, waited for Xu Ci's thin body to lie on his back, then supported his thighs, and easily lifted him up.

too skinny……

Streams of moist liquid slid down the side of his neck, Fu Sheng was stunned, and the little guy on his back was crying.

As if trying to restrain his voice, the child cried and trembled, and a suppressed, whining trill came out of his throat.

There was a grievance in his voice that maybe he didn't know, and he was crying: "I will take the medicine obediently...can I not see a doctor?"

Fu Sheng was so distressed that he was almost on the point of giving in, and in the end he ruthlessly refused: "No."

"I want you to be well and be happy." Fu Sheng supported his child and walked on the inaccessible path, "Cizai is just sick. If you are sick, you need to see a doctor. Everything will be fine."

Xu Ci cried all the way, and her emotions stabilized a little after Fu Sheng comforted her. Although the tears were still falling, they were not as loud as before.

Fu Sheng felt that the clothes on his shoulders were basically soaked through, full of Xu Ci's tears.

He asked friends who had taken care of patients before, and they all said that they were extremely unstable, irritable, irritable, and prone to collapse and cry.

In comparison, the child is really well-behaved, rarely angry and irritable, except for the time when he woke up that morning and couldn't find him.

Even crying is very restrained, as if afraid of offending him, desperately suppressing himself.

Back at the hotel, in the elevator, I bumped into Shan Li, the assistant who was buying Ye Qingzhu's supper.

She greeted Fu Sheng politely, and tactfully pretended not to see Xu Ci who was in a bad mood.

Xu Ci put her arms around Fu Sheng's neck, buried her face on the side of his neck, and could vaguely hear the suppressed sobs.

Before getting out of the elevator, Shan Li hesitated and said, "Does Director Fu want to have supper together?"

"No." Fu Sheng refused without hesitation, "Going back to coax people."

Xu Ci was so light that Fu Sheng could hold him up with one hand. He took out the room card from his pocket with his free hand to open the door, and put the child on the bed only to see his red and swollen eye sockets from crying.

The mess that had been smashed by Xu Ci in the room before had been cleaned up by the cleaning, and the compensation that should be paid by Fu Sheng was not left behind.

With one knee on the ground, he wiped away the excess tears from Xu Ci's eyes with his fingertips.

"Cub..."

Before Fu Sheng finished speaking, Xu Ci sat on the edge of the bed and put his arms around his neck: "I'll see her, don't be angry."

"..."

Fu Sheng clasped the back of Xu Ci's head and hugged her completely in his arms, his heart softened beyond words: "I'm not angry, I don't want to force you, I just hope that you will always be happy in the future, even if I'm not around, you will be happy, understand? ?”

Xu Ci trembled all over.

Fu Sheng originally wanted Xu Ci not to laugh just because of him, and there are many beautiful things, but that was not the case in Xu Ci's ears.

He pushed Fu Sheng away violently, his voice became crying again: "Liar!"

Fu Sheng was taken aback, he subconsciously wanted to go forward and hug Xuci: "Zier..."

Xu Ci resisted his approach, protecting himself like a little beast's fur: "You don't like me like this at all, do you?"

"..."

Without waiting for Fu Sheng to answer, Xu Ci yelled directly: "You are only worried about my illness! That's why you treat me well, don't you!"

When Xu Ci said "I'm sick", Fu Sheng's heart felt unceasingly sore.

"Actually, you don't like me at all."

Xu Ci stepped back, sat on the ground with her knees hugged, her back leaning against the bed, her tears couldn't stop falling: "You just want to heal me quickly, so hurry up and let me go, don't you?"

"I mean what I say, and I will never leave again."

Seeing Xu Ci like this, Fu Sheng's heart seemed to be blocked by something, almost suffocating.

Xu Ci was still whispering about liars, Fu Sheng tentatively moved closer: "Zai Zai, I like you no matter what..."

He raised Xu Ci's face, and gently wiped away the tears on his cheeks with his thumb: "Even if I thought you were breaking up with me at the beginning... I still like you the same. I just want you to be in a better state, always Can be a little happier..."

Xu Ci's resistance was no longer so obvious, and Fu Sheng embraced her again: "I just don't want to lose you one day in the future if I don't pay attention to you... Do you understand?"

Xu Ci didn't speak, and was held in Fu Sheng's arms without struggling. Her fingers tugged at his sleeves, and her tears rolled down silently.

He has persisted in the past two years without Fu Sheng. Now that Fu Sheng is back, how could he be willing to leave...

He is a greedy person, and he will never let go of the only warmth left for him in this world.

Fu Sheng hugged Xu Ci and sat on the ground for almost an hour, his arm muscles were a little sore, he didn't care, and continued to pat Xu Ci's back to comfort him.

He knew it would be difficult to take this step, but if Xu Ci could agree to see the doctor, it would be a great improvement.

Lawyer Lin told him that he would never go to the psychological clinic where Xu Ci went to prescribe medicine, except to prescribe medicine.

Perhaps because of the influence of abstaining from homosexuality, Xu Ci is extremely resistant to this kind of psychological doctor.

When he thought that after taking those messy medicines in there before, he was willing to take psychological medicine when he came out, Fu Sheng felt like a needle prick, and his heart ached.

It's because I feel that I can't hold on without taking medicine...

I can't wait for Fu Sheng.

So he restrained his fear and aversion, and he was willing to eat one as if it was time to renew his life.

Fu Sheng kissed the side of Xu Ci's hair: "It's just a meeting, you don't have to say anything you don't want to say, okay?"

Xu Ci was stuffy in Fu Sheng's arms, and nodded very lightly.

Fu Sheng shook his numb arm: "Then let's take a shower first, then go to bed after the shower, huh?"

Xu Ci's voice was very hoarse: "...OK."

Fu Sheng stood up, pulled Xu Ci up from the ground, and led him into the bathroom.

It was too late now, and it was troublesome to take a bath, so Fu Sheng turned on the shower directly.

Fu Sheng took off his shirt, which was soaked with Xu Ci's tears before and after, revealing his lean and beautiful muscles, and stood under the shower wearing only a pair of trousers.

Xu Ci was like an egg, and he peeled it off in a short time, and his fair skin was wrapped in water.

The child pressed against his arms all the time, and Fu Sheng's breathing became tighter and tighter. He felt a little helpless: "Baby, I can't wash it clean like this."

Xu Ci's face was smothered at his collarbone, and he suddenly whispered: "Do you have no feelings for me?"

"..." Fu Sheng knew all too well whether he felt it, "Why do you ask that?"

"You don't even touch me."

Fu Sheng felt a little helpless, he held Xu Ci's hand and touched it: "Do you think you feel it?"

Seeing that the child paused, he simply held both his wrists above his head, and helped him foam up with one hand, with a slight smile on his lips: "I've been very busy recently, I'm afraid you won't be able to get out of bed the next day, I didn't Fa will take care of you at the hotel."

Xu Ci blushed belatedly, like an instinctive reaction from his past.

"It's okay." Xu Ci whispered, "I can get out of bed."

Fu Sheng was amused: "Do you think you are very talented, or do you think I am not good enough?"

Having been a vegetarian for two years, he himself is not sure that he can control himself, and whether he will be able to get out of bed is really unknown.

Xu Ci, who was wrapped in a bath towel like a rice dumpling, was sitting at the dressing table, and Fu Sheng was blowing his hair with a hair dryer.

Boys' hair is easy to dry and can be blown in a few minutes.

Fu Sheng rubbed it, and it felt good.

"Put on your pajamas and go to bed and wait for me."

Xu Ci pursed her lips and nodded.

Fu Sheng went back to the bathroom and took off his wet pants, feeling a little helpless for his energetic self.

But afraid that Xu Ci would wait too long, he hurriedly wiped off the water stains and returned to the bedside without much relief.

Xu Ci left his head outside, and Fu Sheng leaned over and kissed him before lifting the quilt and lying down.

In just a second, a flexible body came up.

Fu Sheng: "..."

The veins on his forehead twitched violently: "Don't make trouble, put on your pajamas."

Xu Ci stubbornly drilled into his arms: "No."

Fu Sheng's hands couldn't keep up with reason at all, and he stroked Xu Ci's thin waist. He restrained his unspeakable impulse: "Hey, even if you're fine, you still have to get up early tomorrow, and you can't make trouble too late tonight."

"Then hurry up."

"..."

Fu Sheng took a deep breath, tried his best to control his hands that were about to lose control, and slammed his palm on Xu Ci's butt/butt.

"Be obedient, when you are resting, you can do whatever you want."

Xu Ci managed to calm down a bit, but still refused to put on her pajamas, and slowly closed her eyes while holding Fu Sheng's lapel.

With Fu Sheng by his side, it was easier for him to fall asleep, and the little thoughts in front of him were quickly forgotten, leaving Fu Sheng struggling awake alone.

Fu Sheng didn't even dare to stop with a taste, as long as he took this step, it would be difficult to end it for a while.

He hugged Xu Ci vaguely, the skin under his hands was soft and firm, and his consciousness became more and more clear.

The statue of Xu Ci was still dissatisfied, and when he fell asleep, he would grab his arm and carry it to the other side of his body, wanting him to hold him tighter.

A hot night.