[Korean Entertainment] Simple, not simple

During festive seasons, when people usually get together for reunion, celebrities start to be busy.Catch shows everywhere, not just shuttling between TV stations, sometimes, you also need to go back and forth between countries.The star's helplessness is fully reflected in this moment.

The backstage of the performance venue is full of people. The artists participating in the performance, the accompanying staff, and the staff in charge of the performance crowded the backstage, which is not considered spacious.There's a lot of noise and it's like a morning market.Those shining stars on the stage, after leaving the stage and the lights, are actually just ordinary people.They can swear, fight each other, sit cross-legged on the sofa, and even eat fried chicken on the ground.Shouting something in his mouth, he started talking in a bluff.Others think that the backstage will be star-studded, but in fact, the backstage of group performances is just like a vegetable market.Those celebrities, the backstage is also the same as the middle-aged woman carrying a vegetable basket to buy vegetables in the morning.

Quan Zhilong was wearing earphones and leaning on the sofa.The hat covered his eyes, and he was motionless, appearing to be asleep.The corners of his mouth curled down slightly, revealing his impatience at the moment.He is very tired now, disgusted by such a noisy environment, by the full schedule every day, by the stereotyped, those few songs he sings every day, by the forced smiles on stage.And what he hates is actually himself.

That day, downstairs at Xu Qingman's house, he watched Xu Qingman leave, but there was nothing he could do.He should hold her back. There was a voice in his heart that kept yelling, asking him to get out of the car immediately, hold her back, and ask her why she refused him.However, he is still sane, and he also knows what will happen if he gets off the car.He admitted that at that moment, he was timid and hesitated.

If he wasn't a team, the leader of Bigbang, he would definitely have grabbed her without hesitation.But on him, he was burdened, not only his own dream, but also the other four members.After he made such a fuss, the consequences will not only affect him, but also have a serious impact on the entire Bigbang team.He couldn't let the other four suffer with him because of himself.

Even so, Quan Zhilong still resented himself for being powerless.Facing the fact that he likes girls, he dare not confess for a long time.After finally making up his mind to express his love, he clearly knew that the other party had himself in his heart.But because of his status, there was no way for him to admit his love to the real estate.

Seeing Xu Qingman leave, the feeling of helplessness, confusion and powerlessness made Quan Zhilong understand the reason why Xu Qingman pushed him away.Yes, she is a good girl, why should she accompany him to live such a sneaky life?You can't even hold hands with your boyfriend on the street. Who would like this kind of love?

Quan Zhilong opened his eyes abruptly, not letting himself think about the scene of that day again.He, Quan Zhilong, is actually just a poor guy who can't even control love by himself.What's the point of flowers and applause if you can't even get love?The girl he wanted to sing to her had already pushed him away, so what's the point of him singing?He's really tired of living like this, the entertainment industry, what is his dream like for so many years?Is it his dream that even a simple love affair can't be realized?

"Zhilong, it's on standby."

The economic man thought he was asleep and gave him a push.He took off his hat and let the makeup artist touch up his makeup and do his hair.On the stage, he was still the g-Dragn who turned everyone upside down, no one would see how upset he was now.He has always been good at disguising things like emotions, as long as he hides them from the bottom of his heart.

After all, Victory is his good brother Quan Zhilong. He moved to Quan Zhilong and said softly to him: "Brother, you are great!" Yes, in Li Shengxian's heart, and in the hearts of many people, he Quan Zhilong is great.In order to maintain his good image, even his character can be hidden.In this way, how can I give Xu Qingman a complete love wholeheartedly?

On the stage, the lights flickered.The audience screamed one after another, and many girls cried and shouted "g-Dragn I love you".Quan Zhilong left the stage with sweat all over his face, and leaned against the wall of the corridor, panting heavily.Every time he performed, he used his full strength.This time, especially!

On stage, he seemed to see Xu Qingman.Just like Inkigayo a few months ago, she was standing not far from the stage, as long as he looked up, he could see her smiling face.He even seemed to hear her softly calling, "Quan Zhilong".Such a soft and soft voice, from nowhere, reached his ears.However, when he looked around in surprise, she was nowhere to be found.There are only some strangers or familiar people around, but there is no her.

Yes, she left and will not appear again.Quan Zhilong knew that if he and Xu Qingman couldn't be lovers, then they couldn't even be friends.He couldn't bear the kind of things that suppressed his feelings. He obviously liked her very much, but he still had to pretend that he didn't care. It was really hard work!He has been doing this for nearly half a year, and he doesn't want to taste that kind of taste again.

After getting into the nanny car, Quan Zhilong saw the missed call.The word "Qingman" was clearly displayed on the screen of the mobile phone.I haven't contacted her for more than two weeks, and when I suddenly saw this name, Quan Zhilong's heart contracted suddenly, and his blood circulation seemed to stop.

She actually took the initiative to contact him, even took the initiative to call him!Did she regret it, was she as reluctant as he was, and missed him as much as he missed her?Many conjectures popped up in one go.

"Zhilong, don't forget to go to Japan tomorrow morning!"

The economic man's voice was like a basin of ice water, quenching Quan Zhilong's enthusiasm.The existence of economic man seems to be a constant reminder to artists of their responsibilities and shackles.Thinking that even if they were together in the future, there might be a series of problems that would follow, Quan Zhilong's spirit suddenly sank down again.

Even if Xu Qingman was willing to be the woman behind him, how could he be willing to let Xu Qingman bear those things?Xu Qingman deserves to be upright and openly admitted.He couldn't bear to let her sneak around with him.If you can't give her good things, is it right to leave and let others give her those good things?

Quan Zhilong closed the phone, clenched his hands tightly, his joints turned white, the feeling of reluctance and resentment seemed to burst out from his joints at any time.Love is perfect only in novels.