[Korean Entertainment] Simple, not simple

Quan Zhilong opened his eyes and saw Xu Qingman's peaceful sleeping face.In many dreams, he has seen such a scene.Now, she is so real, leaning in his arms, and falling asleep peacefully.For a moment, his nasal cavity was a little sour.The person who could only be seen in dreams all this time has finally returned to his embrace.Her peaceful sleeping face, to him, is the best gift from God.He is willing to use anything in exchange for the peace and beauty now.

Xu Qingman hasn't slept so peacefully for a long time.After coming to Shanghai, she had nightmares every night and woke up crying every morning.Although I slept sorely this time, it was extremely peaceful. I didn't dream all night, I just felt very at ease.Opening his eyes, he saw Quan Zhilong's bright eyes.She froze for a moment, thinking she was still dreaming.

Quan Zhilong pursed his lips and smiled, held her face in his hands, placed a kiss on her forehead, and said softly: "Good morning!" This is what he has always wanted to do for the past two years, wake up with her, and then give her a Good morning kiss.

Only then did Xu Qingman remember what happened last night, and knew that all this was not a dream.Pushing him away hastily, stood up and walked out.She was hugged by him like that last night, and she fell asleep unknowingly.

Xu's mother saw Xu Qingman still in shock, and asked her: "What's wrong?" Xu Qingman shook her head, said only: "It's okay," and went to her mother's room.She didn't know how to face Quan Zhilong, rationally, she should stay away from him and be decisive with him.But emotionally, she can't help but want to look at him more.He was sick, and she was so worried that she couldn't help but see him.Let her face him face to face, but she was timid again.

Although he had a fever, Quan Zhilong still remembered what happened last night.He knew that Xu Qingman still cared about him very much and was very reluctant to part with him.Her reluctance was his bargaining chip to pull her to his side again.If being sick can keep her by his side, what's the point of being sick all the time?

When Quan Zhilong came out after washing, Xu Qingman had already left.He was startled, didn't bother to eat breakfast, asked Xu Qingman's whereabouts, and chased him out.Mother Xu shook her head, her family clearly still misses Zhilong, why bother to torture herself like this, and also torture Zhilong?

Xu Qingman can be said to have fled in despair.After washing up, she rushed out without even putting on makeup.She admitted that she was cowardly, she just didn't dare to face him.He couldn't push her away cruelly, and he didn't have the courage to return to him.There was nothing she could do but escape.

Quan Zhilong waited for a long time at the gate of Xu Qingman's school. It was not until lunch time that he saw Xu Qingman come out of the school.She was driving, so he quickly stopped a taxi and chased her.He didn't know what to say to her after he caught up with her.It's just that chasing her has become a habit.

Xu Qingman's car stopped at an office building. During lunch time, many cars drove outside, and she was the only one driving in.Quan Zhilong got off the car at the door, followed Xu Qingman into the underground parking lot, and watched her enter the elevator.The number displayed on the elevator kept climbing until it stopped on the 13th floor.Quan Zhilong took the elevator and went to the 13th floor.

He looked at the directions in the elevator. There was a handicraft class on the 13th floor, a dental clinic, and a psychological clinic.Quan Zhilong's heart tightened, no one would come to learn handicrafts at this time.Xu Qingman's teeth have always been healthy, and he will not come to see them at this time.Did she come here in such a hurry to see a psychiatrist?Has she been seeing a psychiatrist for the past two years?No wonder seeing her this time, I feel that she has changed a lot.The whole person is very haggard and looks lifeless.How much psychological torture did she suffer to the point where she had to see a doctor for two years?And all of this is because of him, he caused it all by himself.

Xu Qingman has already made an appointment with Lu Ying.Originally, her next visit here should be a month later.But her mind was in a mess and she couldn't figure it out.She didn't know what to do, so she could only go to Lu Ying for help.

This time, Lu Ying did not hypnotize Xu Qingman, but just gave Xu Qingman a cup of warm water, and then quietly listened to her narration.Xu Qingman took a sip of water and said softly: "He came to Shanghai. Last night, he came to see me. He stood in the rain, holding a birthday cake for me. I really want to rush down and hug him. However, I dare not. I am afraid that what happened two years ago will happen again, and I cannot bear the accusations and accusations, as well as the tearful pleas of those children."

Xu Qingman's body began to tremble, Lu Ying held her hand, and said softly: "It's okay, Manman, don't be afraid." Xu Qingman was soothed, and continued: "Those children are only in their early ten years old, because I am with him , I skipped class and went to parade in front of his company. I heard that many people went to the school I used to work at. Yishan is a student I like very much. She is lively and cheerful. She is a very cute child. She forced her to death and cried Beg me to break up with Oppa. I was actually selfish, because I didn't want to bear such a crime, so I broke up with Oppa."

Lu Ying looked at her distressedly, shook her head, and said, "Manman, everyone is selfish." Xu Qingman was already in tears, and she held Lu Ying's hand tightly, like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw.She said: "I can't bear that kind of pressure myself, so I want to break up with him and make him feel so sad. I'm actually very selfish. In fact, before Ye Sun was about to jump off the building, I had already thought about breaking up with Oppa. I can't stand those people's accusations against me, and I can't stand the guilt surging in my heart every time I face Oppa. I caused him to lose his child, and I caused him to lose his original aura, and his fans .Everything he cherished was destroyed by me."

Lu Ying hugged Xu Qingman in her arms, patted her on the back lightly, and said in a low voice, "This is the pain in your heart all the time, isn't it?" Xu Qingman nodded.While comforting her, Lu Ying said, "But, have you ever thought that this is just your idea, maybe he doesn't think so? Did he say anything when he came to you this time?"

Xu Qingman told Lu Ying what Quan Zhilong said last night.Lu Ying was very moved. This man is worthy of Xu Qingman's love for him.In this world, there are not many such profound loves.

"Manman, in fact, you know that you are the most important thing to him, right?" Lu Ying looked directly into Xu Qingman's eyes, and she didn't miss any emotion on Xu Qingman's face or eyes.Xu Qingman's pupils contracted for a moment, indicating that this sentence hit her heart.

Lu Ying continued: "If you know what is most important to him, and if you really feel guilty for him, why don't you give him back what is most important to him?"

Two years was enough for Lu Ying to understand Xu Qingman's feelings for Quan Zhilong.And Quan Zhilong's words that Xu Qingman relayed just now were enough for Lu Ying to understand Quan Zhilong's feelings for Xu Qingman.In fact, what Xu Qingman couldn't get over was just the hurdle in his heart.The pressure from Quan Zhilong's fans and the media is just an excuse.She just kept warning herself subconsciously, don't get close to Quan Zhilong again, don't bring him trouble.She trapped herself in a dead end, and she could get out just by turning around, but she stubbornly refused to turn around.

Lu Ying has been trying to guide Xu Qingman to turn around and walk out of the dead end for the past two years.But Xu Qingman always only saw in front of him, felt that there was no way in front of him, but never thought about turning around.But now, Lu Ying planned to turn around with Xu Qingman directly, and tell her directly that turning around would lead to a way out.

Xu Qingman stared blankly at Lu Ying, and asked her: "Give him back what he thinks is the most important thing?" Lu Ying nodded, held Xu Qingman's hand tightly, and said, "He never gave up, only you. Children, fans, are not important to him. Only you, he is unwilling to give up. In such a difficult situation two years ago, he never thought of giving up on you. In the past two years, in order to be with you again , He has done so many things. He gave up everything he had in Korea, just to have you again. Manman, can't you see what he wants most?"

"But..." Xu Qingman looked at Lu Ying hesitantly.Lu Ying leaned forward, and said to Xu Qingman with her unique deep and magnetic voice: "Don't hesitate anymore, Manman, look back, he has always been in the original place and has not left. In fact, the sun and warmth have always been there. Now, you blocked it yourself."

Lu Ying opened the curtains. During psychotherapy, she usually closed the curtains to give patients a quiet space.But now, she wanted Xu Qingman to see the clear sky and vibrant scene outside.

"Manman, in fact, what you have to do is as simple as pulling the curtains just now. Take a good look at your own heart, and see his. Be brave!" Lu Ying tightly held Xu Qingman's shoulders with both hands, trying to put her own Give her strength, let her have the courage to turn around and walk out of the knot she made herself.

Xu Qingman asked Lu Ying in a daze: "Should I be brave and recklessly go back to the original path?"

Lu Ying didn't answer, but just asked her: "If you go back to that morning in 09, on the premise that you already knew that something happened two years ago, what would you do?"

Xu Qingman thought, she would still hug Quan Zhilong without hesitation.Even if she knew that what happened two years ago would happen, she would hug him without hesitation.In the past two years, she has regretted many things, but she has never regretted hugging him on that drizzle morning.

Xu Qingman came out of Lu Ying's office, and when he looked up, he saw Quan Zhilong.He stood at the window, and the sun shone on him, casting a warm halo on him.After last night's storm left, today is still sunny.Perhaps, everything is really just as simple as turning around.