[Korean Entertainment] Simple, not simple
Chapter 190 Lack of Courage
Two years later, Shanghai——
In the quiet room, the lights are dim, there is a faint fragrance, and the quiet piano music is played in the room.On the white fabric sofa lay a girl in her early twenties.The girl's eyes were closed, but her brows were tightly knit together. It could be seen that she was very uncomfortable and in pain.
Lu Ying sighed, two years, Xu Qingman has been here for two years.She still remembers the first time Xu Qingman came to her clinic two years ago.She was pitifully thin, with no energy at all, and her eyes were slack.Ask her anything, she doesn't answer, completely closed herself up.Her depression at that time had reached a serious level.Later, I slowly learned what happened to her two years ago.Losing her child, being separated from her fiancé, and bad things all came together and drove her to that point.
Xu Qingman never told Lu Ying who her fiance was.However, Lu Ying is not completely ignorant.The matter of Quan Zhilong having a girlfriend caused a lot of trouble, even in China, it caused quite a stir.At that time, Lu Ying didn't care.But then she met Xu Qingman and accidentally saw Quan Zhilong's public wedding photo on the Internet, and she realized what happened to this girl.Lu Ying watched the video of Park Yishan jumping off the building, and vaguely heard the words "I broke up with him" that Xu Qingman said.For this girl, Lu Ying felt distressed from the bottom of her heart.
Xu Qingman opened his eyes, tears still glistening in the corners of his eyes.She wiped her tears, sat up, and Lu Ying handed her a tissue.In the past two years, every time I finished hypnosis, I would repeat this scene.Lu Ying never told Xu Qingman, she knew about her and Quan Zhilong.It's just that Lu Ying paid more attention to Xu Qingman.
In fact, after two years of psychotherapy, Xu Qingman's condition has improved a lot.At least, for that child, she had let go.What really made Xu Qingman unable to let go was the relationship between Quan Zhilong and them.
Lu Ying opened the list, handed it to Xu Qingman, and said, "Manman, did you sleep well at night recently? Do you still have nightmares?" Xu Qingman shook his head and said, "I have taken the medicine you prescribed, and I have been fine recently, and I haven't done anything yet. It's a nightmare. Now I can sleep five or six hours at night, which is pretty good."
When she first came here, she had nightmares every night. She dreamed that the child was calling "Mom" in a pool of blood, and she couldn't fall asleep without taking sleeping pills at night.Afterwards, I took the medicine and came for follow-up visits every week, and the condition has improved a lot.Since half a year ago, she has been able to come once a month instead of every week.
Lu Ying nodded and said, "Then reduce one medicine. You are in good condition recently, and you are in a good mood at ordinary times. Don't think about what you have and what you don't have. If this continues, you will not use me soon. Here it is."
Xu Qingman pursed his lips and smiled, will it be okay?She never expected that she could completely heal this injury.Nor did she wish to heal those scars.Even now, she still misses him, misses every bit of their past.
Lu Ying took out an exquisite small bag from the drawer, handed it to her, and said, "Birthday gift." Xu Qingman took it and thanked Lu Ying.In the past two years in Shanghai, the person with whom she has the best relationship is Lu Ying.
Coming out of Lu Ying's clinic, she walked forward aimlessly, and before she knew it, she came to the place that made her miss her heart and dream.In the past two years, Shanghai has changed rapidly.Even this community has added a lot of sports equipment and built a basketball court.It's just that the bench is still placed in its original place.She sat there, and when she looked up, she could see the window.The newly moved family still kept the cartoon cellophane that she had pasted. From the outside, it looked exactly the same as when they lived there before.
Although when she first came to China, she was very determined.She also knew that she shouldn't think about her past life.However, she still couldn't help but want to remember the past with Quan Zhilong, and also wanted to meet him and know his recent situation.She paid attention to many of his news.
In the past two years, he rarely returned to Korea.Two months after she came to Shanghai, he went to America.Last year, on her birthday, he released his first album in the US.In the United States, as well as throughout Europe, and even the entire world, it has made a name for itself.Many people thought that after going through that turmoil, he would never recover from a setback.He used facts to prove to those people that he, Quan Zhilong, would not be easily defeated.His song "Honey" is now more popular than PSY's "Gangnam Style".And he himself, also at the Grammy earlier this year, won the best composition for "Honey".This is the first Korean to win a Grammy award. Those fans who said they were disappointed with him before are now watching helplessly and become his supporters again.
In August, his concert tour will be held in Shanghai.This was his first visit to Shanghai after they separated.She has been afraid to go back to Seoul, but he is coming to Shanghai.Perhaps, he had already forgotten her?To him, she was just a passer-by in his life.After leaving, it disappeared.
Xu Qingman sat there for a long time, until her grandmother called her and said her mother was here, and she hurried back.In the past two years, she has never been back to Korea.Her parents come to visit her occasionally, but at most twice a year.At this point, she felt particularly unfilial.However, she really didn't have the courage to go back.In that place in South Korea, she didn't know if she would have the courage to go back one day in her life.
Seeing Xu Qingman, Xu's mother hugged and touched her face.When I sent Xu Qingman to Shanghai two years ago, she was as thin as skin and bones.During this period of time, he seemed to have gained a little weight, and his face looked better than before.Mother Xu thought that maybe soon, her daughter would return to her original appearance.
Mother Xu will come here at this time because tomorrow is Xu Qingman's birthday.After tomorrow, Xu Qingman will be 26 years old.In fact, in Shanghai, or Seoul, 26 years old is not considered old.Many 26-year-old girls are still dressed up all day long, living a heartless life.But Xu Qingman, her heart hasn't been alive and kicking for a long time.She is obviously a young girl, but her heart is already like an old man who has experienced many vicissitudes.
It's strange to say that after coming to Shanghai, Xu Qingman's birthday will always rain every year.This time this year, it was especially heavy, with heavy rain, pouring down, and even catching up with the typhoon.
Xu Qingman sat by the window, looking at the swaying tree branches outside, but his heart was very peaceful.She has experienced bigger turmoil than this, so why would she care about the typhoon in front of her?
Xu's mother was very worried. Looking at the wind and rain outside, she was very worried.
It was getting dark very quickly today, and at only 05:30, the street lights were turned on in the community.Quan Zhilong got off the taxi, holding a cake and an umbrella.Seeing him like this, the taxi driver kindly reminded him: "Young man, it's windy and rainy today, and it's my girlfriend's birthday, so you should take it easy!"
In the past two years, Quan Zhilong's Chinese proficiency has improved by leaps and bounds, and he can even understand the mandarin that the master speaks is not standard.However, he did not intend to accept the old master's suggestion.It's just the wind and rain, how could it stop him from talking about his girlfriend's birthday wishes?
During the meal, Xu's mother kept looking out of the window.Xu Qingman felt strange, and also looked outside.Quan Zhilong just appeared in front of her eyes.
On a stormy night, Quan Zhilong held an umbrella in one hand and a cake in the other.The candle that had just been lit was quickly extinguished, and it was unknown whether it was blown by the wind or the rain.The umbrella in his hand was covering the cake all the time, his whole body was drenched by the rain, his hair stuck to his face, and his vision was blurred.
However, he still stubbornly raised his head and looked at the window of his grandparents' house.Xu Qingman was standing at the window, his body trembling.Quan Zhilong's vision was blurred, but Xu Qingman could still be seen.He could even feel the shock and trembling in her heart.
"Happy birthday, wife!"
Quan Zhilong's voice drifted in the wind and rain, accompanied by the majestic sound of the rainstorm, reaching Xu Qingman's ears.She stood at the window in a daze, looking at him in the wind and rain, and even forgot to breathe.
Mother Xu pushed her, handed her an umbrella, and said, "Go down quickly and ask Zhilong to come up! It's windy and rainy, if you stay outside any longer, you'll definitely catch a cold."
Xu Qingman held the umbrella and was pushed out by her mother.Standing at the door, she still didn't move.She was afraid, she didn't dare, she no longer had the courage to go to him.Everything that happened two years ago is still vivid in my mind.Park Ye Sun stood on the rooftop, crying and calling her to break up with Quan Zhilong, still echoing in her ears.
Quan Zhilong waited for a long time, but Xu Qingman did not show up either.Mother Xu opened the door and found Xu Qingman standing at the door in a daze, and hurriedly dragged her downstairs together.
At the door of the corridor, Xu Qingman refused to leave.There was a distance of less than ten meters between her and Quan Zhilong, but she couldn't walk any further.Mother Xu pushed her, but she refused to leave.
Looking at Quan Zhilong who was soaking wet and still protecting the cake, Xu Qingman's tears rolled down from his eyes.She said: "Go back and don't show up again! I have tried my best not to disturb your life, and you will not disturb my life in the future!"
After speaking, she turned and left without looking back.Even though she is now in tears, she refuses to look back and hug the man she fell in love with deeply.
Standing in the rain, Quan Zhilong felt that the summer rain was icy cold.Two years of torment, two years of waiting, and two years of eager anticipation were completely destroyed by her words.
In the quiet room, the lights are dim, there is a faint fragrance, and the quiet piano music is played in the room.On the white fabric sofa lay a girl in her early twenties.The girl's eyes were closed, but her brows were tightly knit together. It could be seen that she was very uncomfortable and in pain.
Lu Ying sighed, two years, Xu Qingman has been here for two years.She still remembers the first time Xu Qingman came to her clinic two years ago.She was pitifully thin, with no energy at all, and her eyes were slack.Ask her anything, she doesn't answer, completely closed herself up.Her depression at that time had reached a serious level.Later, I slowly learned what happened to her two years ago.Losing her child, being separated from her fiancé, and bad things all came together and drove her to that point.
Xu Qingman never told Lu Ying who her fiance was.However, Lu Ying is not completely ignorant.The matter of Quan Zhilong having a girlfriend caused a lot of trouble, even in China, it caused quite a stir.At that time, Lu Ying didn't care.But then she met Xu Qingman and accidentally saw Quan Zhilong's public wedding photo on the Internet, and she realized what happened to this girl.Lu Ying watched the video of Park Yishan jumping off the building, and vaguely heard the words "I broke up with him" that Xu Qingman said.For this girl, Lu Ying felt distressed from the bottom of her heart.
Xu Qingman opened his eyes, tears still glistening in the corners of his eyes.She wiped her tears, sat up, and Lu Ying handed her a tissue.In the past two years, every time I finished hypnosis, I would repeat this scene.Lu Ying never told Xu Qingman, she knew about her and Quan Zhilong.It's just that Lu Ying paid more attention to Xu Qingman.
In fact, after two years of psychotherapy, Xu Qingman's condition has improved a lot.At least, for that child, she had let go.What really made Xu Qingman unable to let go was the relationship between Quan Zhilong and them.
Lu Ying opened the list, handed it to Xu Qingman, and said, "Manman, did you sleep well at night recently? Do you still have nightmares?" Xu Qingman shook his head and said, "I have taken the medicine you prescribed, and I have been fine recently, and I haven't done anything yet. It's a nightmare. Now I can sleep five or six hours at night, which is pretty good."
When she first came here, she had nightmares every night. She dreamed that the child was calling "Mom" in a pool of blood, and she couldn't fall asleep without taking sleeping pills at night.Afterwards, I took the medicine and came for follow-up visits every week, and the condition has improved a lot.Since half a year ago, she has been able to come once a month instead of every week.
Lu Ying nodded and said, "Then reduce one medicine. You are in good condition recently, and you are in a good mood at ordinary times. Don't think about what you have and what you don't have. If this continues, you will not use me soon. Here it is."
Xu Qingman pursed his lips and smiled, will it be okay?She never expected that she could completely heal this injury.Nor did she wish to heal those scars.Even now, she still misses him, misses every bit of their past.
Lu Ying took out an exquisite small bag from the drawer, handed it to her, and said, "Birthday gift." Xu Qingman took it and thanked Lu Ying.In the past two years in Shanghai, the person with whom she has the best relationship is Lu Ying.
Coming out of Lu Ying's clinic, she walked forward aimlessly, and before she knew it, she came to the place that made her miss her heart and dream.In the past two years, Shanghai has changed rapidly.Even this community has added a lot of sports equipment and built a basketball court.It's just that the bench is still placed in its original place.She sat there, and when she looked up, she could see the window.The newly moved family still kept the cartoon cellophane that she had pasted. From the outside, it looked exactly the same as when they lived there before.
Although when she first came to China, she was very determined.She also knew that she shouldn't think about her past life.However, she still couldn't help but want to remember the past with Quan Zhilong, and also wanted to meet him and know his recent situation.She paid attention to many of his news.
In the past two years, he rarely returned to Korea.Two months after she came to Shanghai, he went to America.Last year, on her birthday, he released his first album in the US.In the United States, as well as throughout Europe, and even the entire world, it has made a name for itself.Many people thought that after going through that turmoil, he would never recover from a setback.He used facts to prove to those people that he, Quan Zhilong, would not be easily defeated.His song "Honey" is now more popular than PSY's "Gangnam Style".And he himself, also at the Grammy earlier this year, won the best composition for "Honey".This is the first Korean to win a Grammy award. Those fans who said they were disappointed with him before are now watching helplessly and become his supporters again.
In August, his concert tour will be held in Shanghai.This was his first visit to Shanghai after they separated.She has been afraid to go back to Seoul, but he is coming to Shanghai.Perhaps, he had already forgotten her?To him, she was just a passer-by in his life.After leaving, it disappeared.
Xu Qingman sat there for a long time, until her grandmother called her and said her mother was here, and she hurried back.In the past two years, she has never been back to Korea.Her parents come to visit her occasionally, but at most twice a year.At this point, she felt particularly unfilial.However, she really didn't have the courage to go back.In that place in South Korea, she didn't know if she would have the courage to go back one day in her life.
Seeing Xu Qingman, Xu's mother hugged and touched her face.When I sent Xu Qingman to Shanghai two years ago, she was as thin as skin and bones.During this period of time, he seemed to have gained a little weight, and his face looked better than before.Mother Xu thought that maybe soon, her daughter would return to her original appearance.
Mother Xu will come here at this time because tomorrow is Xu Qingman's birthday.After tomorrow, Xu Qingman will be 26 years old.In fact, in Shanghai, or Seoul, 26 years old is not considered old.Many 26-year-old girls are still dressed up all day long, living a heartless life.But Xu Qingman, her heart hasn't been alive and kicking for a long time.She is obviously a young girl, but her heart is already like an old man who has experienced many vicissitudes.
It's strange to say that after coming to Shanghai, Xu Qingman's birthday will always rain every year.This time this year, it was especially heavy, with heavy rain, pouring down, and even catching up with the typhoon.
Xu Qingman sat by the window, looking at the swaying tree branches outside, but his heart was very peaceful.She has experienced bigger turmoil than this, so why would she care about the typhoon in front of her?
Xu's mother was very worried. Looking at the wind and rain outside, she was very worried.
It was getting dark very quickly today, and at only 05:30, the street lights were turned on in the community.Quan Zhilong got off the taxi, holding a cake and an umbrella.Seeing him like this, the taxi driver kindly reminded him: "Young man, it's windy and rainy today, and it's my girlfriend's birthday, so you should take it easy!"
In the past two years, Quan Zhilong's Chinese proficiency has improved by leaps and bounds, and he can even understand the mandarin that the master speaks is not standard.However, he did not intend to accept the old master's suggestion.It's just the wind and rain, how could it stop him from talking about his girlfriend's birthday wishes?
During the meal, Xu's mother kept looking out of the window.Xu Qingman felt strange, and also looked outside.Quan Zhilong just appeared in front of her eyes.
On a stormy night, Quan Zhilong held an umbrella in one hand and a cake in the other.The candle that had just been lit was quickly extinguished, and it was unknown whether it was blown by the wind or the rain.The umbrella in his hand was covering the cake all the time, his whole body was drenched by the rain, his hair stuck to his face, and his vision was blurred.
However, he still stubbornly raised his head and looked at the window of his grandparents' house.Xu Qingman was standing at the window, his body trembling.Quan Zhilong's vision was blurred, but Xu Qingman could still be seen.He could even feel the shock and trembling in her heart.
"Happy birthday, wife!"
Quan Zhilong's voice drifted in the wind and rain, accompanied by the majestic sound of the rainstorm, reaching Xu Qingman's ears.She stood at the window in a daze, looking at him in the wind and rain, and even forgot to breathe.
Mother Xu pushed her, handed her an umbrella, and said, "Go down quickly and ask Zhilong to come up! It's windy and rainy, if you stay outside any longer, you'll definitely catch a cold."
Xu Qingman held the umbrella and was pushed out by her mother.Standing at the door, she still didn't move.She was afraid, she didn't dare, she no longer had the courage to go to him.Everything that happened two years ago is still vivid in my mind.Park Ye Sun stood on the rooftop, crying and calling her to break up with Quan Zhilong, still echoing in her ears.
Quan Zhilong waited for a long time, but Xu Qingman did not show up either.Mother Xu opened the door and found Xu Qingman standing at the door in a daze, and hurriedly dragged her downstairs together.
At the door of the corridor, Xu Qingman refused to leave.There was a distance of less than ten meters between her and Quan Zhilong, but she couldn't walk any further.Mother Xu pushed her, but she refused to leave.
Looking at Quan Zhilong who was soaking wet and still protecting the cake, Xu Qingman's tears rolled down from his eyes.She said: "Go back and don't show up again! I have tried my best not to disturb your life, and you will not disturb my life in the future!"
After speaking, she turned and left without looking back.Even though she is now in tears, she refuses to look back and hug the man she fell in love with deeply.
Standing in the rain, Quan Zhilong felt that the summer rain was icy cold.Two years of torment, two years of waiting, and two years of eager anticipation were completely destroyed by her words.
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