[Korean Entertainment] Simple, not simple

After Quan Zhilong returned to his parents' home, he cut off contact with Xu Qingman.Xu Qingman can only find out about Quan Zhilong's situation by calling Quan Zhilong's sister or Quan's mother.He didn't want to see her, and when he was most sad, he refused to meet her, which made Xu Qingman the most uncomfortable.When he is sad, shouldn't he want her to accompany him?Why avoid her instead?She couldn't figure it out.

Xu's mother said that it was a man's self-esteem.He wants to maintain his tall image in her mind, and wants her to feel that he can handle everything and nothing can trouble him.Although a man's self-esteem is abominable, but as his woman, he must save face and let him maintain his damn self-esteem.

Quan Zhilong stayed at home for a long time, except for going to the police station to cooperate with the investigation, he hardly left the house.One morning, when he opened his eyes and looked at the white ceiling, he didn't know what he thought of, so he ran to turn on the computer.Since he was summoned by the procuratorate, he has not been online, deliberately not to read the outside world's comments on him.

Today, he didn't even need to enter his name. On the headline of the browser today, there were five big characters "Quan Zhilong takes drugs" written in red, which was very conspicuous.He clicked in and read related reports, most of which said that he was summoned by the procuratorate to do hair examination or something like that.Obviously, through these reports, everyone has believed that Quan Zhilong is a regular drug addict.

He is unusually calm, isn't this what he expected a long time ago?Everything was as he thought, nothing more, nothing special.

As for his fans, a small number of people still firmly believe that he is innocent, insisting that he did not use drugs.Said that the procuratorate has not yet issued a result, so it cannot convict him.It's just that the words of these children are very weak. They can only say that they believe in Brother Long and their idol.However, they can't say conclusive evidence that makes people believe it.They can only say that their idol is not such a person, and that those who framed their idol are jealous of his talent.

Some fans also expressed their disappointment with him. They never thought that the idol they once liked would turn out to be a marijuana addict.Many fans quit Bigbang's fan club.The previous discussion areas and forums were all gloomy.

For the fans, Quan Zhilong feels very sorry.He has always wanted to be a good role model, so that his fans can learn from him the persistence and other advantages that young people should have.But up to now, he can only disappoint them.

As for the accusation of anti fans, it can even be said to be abusive, Quan Zhilong thought he was used to it.But when he saw someone saying that he was the source of Bigbang's crimes, and why he didn't want to die, his heart still felt as if he was being punched hard with a fist, the pain was so severe that he could hardly breathe.

"The source of Bigbang's evil"?Really?Did he ruin the whole Bigbang?He has been working very hard to protect the interests of the entire team.Among the five, he was the last to be active in SoLO.Every time he writes a song, he writes according to the style of Bigbang.For the team's album, he can spend several nights without sleep changing the lyrics, changing the tune, recording, and post-production.He has been doing his best to push Bigbang to the top.But now, some people actually say that he is the source of all the crimes of Bigbang.Could it be that the combination he had always wanted to protect was destroyed by himself?

Such an accusation was too severe, he couldn't accept it, really couldn't accept it.

After the drug incident, he has maintained a stable mood on the surface, neither losing his temper, skipping meals or doing other self-abusing things.The only abnormal thing was that he refused to see Xu Qingman.But after reading those messages, he smashed all the albums in the room.All the big and small albums released since the debut of Bigbang, which he regarded as a treasure, were all thrown to the ground.

When Quan's parents heard the voice and rushed to his room, it was already a mess.The album box was broken and most of the CDs were broken.His hand didn't know whether it was scratched by the box or the CD. Drop by drop of blood flowed down and dripped to the ground.He was already in a state of madness, his eyes were red and bloodshot, but his complexion was pale, and he looked very scary.

Seeing her son like this, Quan's mother couldn't help crying, hugged her son with tears, and said over and over again: "Zhilong, why are you doing this?" Quan's mother felt sorry for her son.Her son is only 23 years old and still a child. Why did those people hurt her son like this?Her son is obviously very well-behaved. From childhood to adulthood, he has always been very sensible and never caused trouble.While my sister was still fighting with friends, my son was already practicing hard for his debut.Such a sensible child who has suffered a lot, how could those people have the heart to hurt him?

Not to mention Quan's mother, even Quan's father couldn't help but have red eyes.He even regretted that Quan Zhilong should not have entered the entertainment circle at the beginning.This circle is too chaotic and accidents are easy to happen.If he insisted on not letting his son go this way at that time, he would not be in such pain now.

Quan Zhilong also shed tears, in front of his parents, he can let go of all his pretense, let go of his damn vanity and self-esteem.He cried in his mother's arms like he was bullied by his seniors many years ago.Although he is now taller than his mother, his mother's embrace is still the most comforting to him.

Others say that if you cry and let it out, you will be fine.But Quan Zhilong has been lying in the room alone since he smashed the things in the room that day, without saying a word.Sometimes mother Quan talked to him, but he didn't respond.When eating, I also eat very little.The whole person was in a trance, and he didn't know where to focus his sight.

Sister Quan was a little scared. Quan Zhilong's state was similar to those mental patients on TV.Could it be that he was greatly stimulated and suddenly lost his mind?This conjecture shocked sister Quan, father Quan, and mother Quan.Of course they wouldn't ask Quan Zhilong to see a psychiatrist, he is so sensitive now, if they asked him to see a doctor, it would irritate him instead.

They could only secretly search the Internet for some methods of treating mental illness. Sister Quan even went to the psychiatric clinic to buy medicine for treating depression, and wanted to mix it in drinks for Quan Zhilong to drink.Mother Quan stopped her, after all, this medicine should not be taken indiscriminately.

The Quan family, who had nothing to do, finally called Xu Qingman over.Hearing what happened to Quan Zhilong, Xu Qingman trembled with fright.That's what she's most afraid of.For someone as proud as Quan Zhilong, how painful should he be when he encounters such unfair accusations and suspicions?

Seeing the distracted Quan Zhilong, Xu Qingman's eyes turned red, and he called him "Oppa" in a low voice.Quan Zhilong turned his head, his eyes finally had focus, and it was fixed on Xu Qingman's face.