[Bo Yinggui] A gentleman, good day!

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At noon, Ye Xinlan lazily leaned on the porch to bask in the sun. Today is a rare sunny day, so staying in the laboratory is really a waste.

There were soft footsteps approaching her, Ye Xinlan came to the conclusion in her heart who it was, she let him approach without moving, and sat down beside her.

"Lan, let's talk, shall we?"

Ye Xinlan didn't open her eyes, but just softly said "um" with her nose, and she couldn't hear it at all unless she listened carefully.

Saitoichi, who was always paying attention to Ye Xinlan, naturally wouldn't miss it. He squeezed his fist nervously, and after a long time of deliberation, he said expectantly: "Lan, I... you... what you said last time, I went back and thought about it for a long time... ...Sure enough...I still can't just give up like this."

Ye Xinlan didn't move, she didn't seem to care, but as soon as Saito knew, her breathing paused, she was listening, and she listened very carefully.

This also gave him the courage to continue, "Lan...should be very powerful, right? Even without me, you can protect yourself very well... Actually, I discovered a long time ago that Lan may not be as powerful as I imagined. So weak, it's just... I always ignore the past... because... I want to protect you."

No matter how Ye Xinlan conceals it, or how formless and invisible the little Wuxiang Gong is, she has never practiced to the state of returning to nature, and her own demeanor will not change. She may not be aware of it when she first met, but after getting along for a long time, she always You will find some previously overlooked details.

For example, she never sweats like other people in summer, and no matter how much time she spends doing experiments, she can't see how tired her face is... She has always looked calm and composed in the face of danger, either courageous or fearless.

But no matter how courageous and courageous a person is, a person will always be a little afraid when faced with a possible danger to his life, but Ye Xinlan has never behaved like this.

So she must be hiding something, maybe that's what she said, and he just doesn't understand what's wrong with her.

"You're right, I don't know you well enough... But, you never gave me a chance to get to know the real you."

Ye Xinlan opened her eyes slightly, and looked at Saitoichi blankly, "Oh? Then it's my fault?"

Saito shook his head, "No, no one is wrong. Self-preservation is a biological instinct, no one can really show themselves without reservation, and I am no exception. I am actually curious, what will the real you look like .”

"Now you know?"

Saito nodded, then shook his head again, "Actually, I only know a part of you, and there is still a part that I am trying to understand."

"Aren't you disappointed? I'm not as kind and medically virtuous as you think. The reason I study medicine is not to save lives, but just for fun. Whether I save people depends on my mood. When I'm in a good mood, I will Rescue once or twice, if you are in a bad mood, you will die. I don't want to understand people's mood, whether it is despair or misery, it has nothing to do with me, and I will not feel any guilt because of it." Ye Xinlan Stated indifferently, as if the person who said it was not himself.

None of the Xiaoyao faction is a good person. In their generation, they are indeed amazingly talented people, but they are also selfish and conceited people, and they are representatives of self-centeredness.Look at Tianshan Child Elder and Li Qiushui, how powerful they are, both in martial arts and intellect, how many people have they killed because of choking each other?

Do they feel guilty about it?Are you kidding me?According to their thinking, it is an honor for those people to die in their hands!

It is strange to think that people with high spirits and outstanding abilities like them all have a common problem.If you speculate about them with the thinking of normal people, you will only be at a loss. They don't have the same thoughts as the world, and they are so selfish and indifferent that people dare not take a step beyond the thunder.

People like Ye Xinlan are quite normal!At least she didn't think about framing her when she was practicing in the same sect, so that they would never grow up, nor did she think about ruining other people's faces, nor did she abandon her husband to fall in love with the statue...

It's just a bit feminist... Isn't it normal to live in such an environment?She is not a real ancient person, and there are many more women than men in the Xiaoyao School, and all of them are ruthless characters.

Grab it if you want it!Ye Xinlan is also a supporter of this principle, but...she makes her prey willingly jump into the web she weaves. With her pride, she can't do such a shameful thing as forcing others.

Saitoichi didn't know that Ye Xinlan regarded him as something in his pocket, and he was still shocked and distressed by Ye Xinlan's words.Yes, it hurts, he doesn't know what she went through to make her character become so indifferent, he always believed that the doctor who would save people unconditionally back then was not a bad person.

"That's fine..." Saitoichi said softly, "This era doesn't need much sympathy, so I can rest assured that you will not be hurt because of sympathy."

Ye Xinlan looked at Saitoichi in surprise, as if she didn't expect him to say such a thing.After all, most of the women men like in this era are gentle and kind, just like Chizuru Yukimura.

"You think so! You can accept it?"

"Why not? Actually... I am not as good as you think. I have killed many people. Sometimes because of a secret, unarmed women and children will not let go." Saitoichi said cold-blooded words very calmly , The knife in his hand was stained with the blood of many people, those who deserved to be guilty, those who died innocently, countless.

He never felt that there was anything wrong with it, he was a samurai, and samurai were made to kill.When he killed the first person, he was ready to be killed, so he would not feel guilty or sad.Ye Xinlan's idea of ​​such a cold-blooded thought was beyond his expectation, but it was not unacceptable.

Ye Xinlan was silent, and smiled self-deprecatingly, it turned out that she didn't know Saitou Kazu that well either.

Saitoichi did not follow Ye Xinlan's silence, but continued to say: "Actually... thinking about it later, I was overwhelmed at the beginning, and the rest was pleasantly surprised."

"...!" Ye Xinlan turned her head to look at him, her eyes were full of disbelief, she also knew that there are very few people who can bear her bad temper, it's really nice to have someone she likes and won't get bored with her. It's not easy.

At this time, Saito Kazu also turned his head to look at her, with a slight blush on his face, and his blue eyes were like the sea sparkling in the sun, full of tenderness and shyness, "Because... this feeling of liking, Can't you become a double?" He already liked the side of Ye Xinlan shown before, and seeing her other side he couldn't hate, and even faintly liked her, because he saw a more real version of her.

"In this case... I earned it, right?"

"Bang bang——" Ye Xinlan pressed her chest, she felt that something inside was about to jump out, and the reason was just because of a sentence from the person in front of her.

Double like?Ye Xinlan couldn't help smiling, what a good way to say it!She didn't expect Saitoichi to be able to say such level words, so that she couldn't find a loophole to refute.

"I'm very domineering. If it's not the most important position, I won't take it." Ye Xinlan's voice was soft, but the content of her words was not gentle at all.

If the Shinsengumi is more important than her, she will not accept it.She didn't hope that one day, she would be like those women, watching her husband go out and work hard, not because of her.

She doesn't care about righteousness and love, she is just a selfish villain!

Possessing outstanding abilities but refusing to contribute to the country is what the Xiaoyao faction has always done. Compared with defending the home and the country, perhaps their generation prefers to make waves.It's a pity that the old man Xiaoyaozi probably won't be able to see this day. Before she crossed over, he said that his time is coming...

It would be great if I could go back... Ye Xinlan thought lightly, three years have passed, and she doesn't know how things are going over there. Will she still have time to send Master off for the last time?

As soon as Saito noticed that Ye Xinlan was distracted, he couldn't help but feel a little frustrated. At this moment, the person he was confessing to was actually distracted... Sure enough, was he too much of a failure?

Stretching out his left hand slowly, holding Ye Xinlan's right hand, Saito tried his best to make himself serious, but the deepening blush on his face made him look unconvincing.

"Lan, at this time, can you leave me all the time?" Don't think about anything else, just look at him!

Ye Xinlan looked down at her held hand, because Saitoichi held the knife in his left hand, and his palm had thick calluses. When he held it, it felt a little itchy, and the temperature of his palm was higher than hers. It's very strange, obviously they don't have internal strength, why don't they feel cold in such thin clothes in winter?

"Then have you figured out how to persuade me?" Ye Xinlan looked at Saitoichi playfully, she really wanted to know if he could still say something that touched her heart, just like before.

Saito took her hand and slowly tightened it, "The Shinsengumi is different, you are not comparable."

Ye Xinlan was a little disappointed, she thought he would say something novel, but she didn't expect it to be so old-fashioned.People say things like "it's different, there's no comparison" because they don't have a choice, they want both.

Slowly withdrew the hand being held, but found that the other party was holding it very tightly, and she might not be able to withdraw her hand without other means, so Ye Xinlan said coldly, "If that's the case, you can go."

"I haven't finished yet..." Saitoichi shook his head stubbornly, tightened his hands, looked straight into Ye Xinlan's eyes, and expressed his inner thoughts without reservation.

"Lan, the Shinsengumi is a dream, but you are life."

Thanks to Lei Tingye Shen and Ding Ding for throwing the mines~ Memmada~ I also want to thank Yiyi for her long comment, the first long comment of this article!Unspeakably moved! ! !

At the same time, I would like to wish you all a Merry Christmas~ On Christmas Day, let’s watch Yijun’s confession together~

Dear friends who are satisfied with this confession, please give the author a deadly thumbs up! ! ! ! !The author died a lot of brain cells to write it! ! !

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In fact, I don't know how to develop in the future. Will it happen naturally?Or regenerative twists and turns?

Staring at you with dull eyes...