Tie up to the social fear movie emperor

Fan Xiaoyu was shocked for the nth time tonight.

"Your father—"

"He left in a car accident," Luo Xiao said dryly, "When the car was hit, he unbuckled his seat belt and stood in front of me. So he could have survived, and I was the one who should have left..."

Fan Xiaoyu's pupils trembled, looking at him, Luo Xiao swallowed hard, with a bitter smile:

"At that time, I stood alone in the long hospital corridor, watching him being pushed into the emergency room, and watching him being pushed out quietly. It was the first time in my life that I felt that he was my father. Maybe no matter what No matter how "scumbag" he is, he can't break through the instinct of being bound by blood. When he beat me before, he often regretted why I had me, yes, why did I have me? If there is no me, he would You don't have to die."

"Luo Xiao..."

"Don't worry, I don't think so anymore," Luo Xiao smiled at him again, "I know my dad deserves it. He has done a lot of wrong things in his life and is a typical 'human scum'; Brought into this world, but chose to protect me with his own life in the end. I think we are even, so from that moment on, I decided to live a good life as a real person."

Luo Xiao had a smile on his face, but Fan Xiaoyu felt something was wrong no matter how he looked at it.He chewed every word of Luo Xiao carefully, and always felt that there was something hidden in it that he didn't say clearly——

"What do you mean 'I didn't think so long ago'? And what do you mean 'from that moment on'?" Fan Xiaoyu's expression moved, "Luobo, what have you ever thought about?"

Luo Xiao smiled at him.In fact, the answer is obvious. If you don't understand Chinese, you should be able to understand what he meant from the lines just now.

"Don't smile at me like that," Fan Xiaoyu was suddenly a little annoyed, "You said you wanted to tell me? How did you refuse to tell me at the critical moment? ——What have you experienced that made you think like that? Is it because of those that you are now so resistant to blending into this world?"

Luo Xiao pondered for a moment, then turned to look at him: "Actually, it's nothing. I don't think I've been treated inhumanly. It's only possible that I'm a sensitive person by nature, and I have too much emotion, so many things will be lost to me. It is infinitely magnified. Especially when I was young, I didn’t know how to deal with emotions and how to get along with myself, so to a large extent, it may be my own problem—”

"Don't just look for your own problems." Fan Xiaoyu's face was still stained with the tears she had just killed, "If you blame yourself for everything, is it appropriate to let those who have hurt you live in peace? Why? !"

Luo Xiao looked at him without moving, which made Fan Xiaoyu who was still a little annoyed slowly calm down, and then began to be shy...

"Look, why are you looking at me? Young master, I have always had a hot temper, and it's not like you don't know it."

Luo Xiao smiled, wanting to touch his head very much, but held back:

"It's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that I really don't remember a lot of details. And it's been so long, it's impossible to go to those people to settle accounts with those people now, right? It's okay, don't think too much - you say you don't gossip, don't want to Picked my wound?"

"I--"

Fan Xiaoyu was speechless.This is indeed what he said, but can the situation at that time be the same as it is now? ...

And looking at Luo Xiao's gentle and firm eyes, he always felt that one sentence was right: As time goes by, we will eventually forgive those who have hurt us, but that is not forgiveness, that is forget it (from " Strange Flower Talk" Ma Dong and Teacher Cai Kangyong).

Luo Xiao added: "Also, the overly sensitive and overflowing empathy ability that I have always disliked since I was a child has become a unique talent after I started to get in touch with acting. So when God closes a door for you It will indeed open another window. When I was a child, I was annoyed, thinking that my heart was too fragile. Later, I discovered that it was actually my ability to digest emotions:

"I will absorb all positive and negative feedback from the outside world, and then process it with my own emotions, and finally output it as I want. This is very difficult before my inner world is completely mature, but when the psychological and After the personality is fully developed, this is actually helpful to acting, isn’t it?——Actors need to have imagination, empathy, and a sense of empathy and empathy that is enough to forget themselves. I have all of these, and they are given to me by God Yeah, so now I feel like, I have nothing to complain about."

Fan Xiaoyu blinked, and looked at Luo Xiao obsessively: "Xiao Luobo, were you a schoolmaster when you were young?"

"Huh?" Luo Xiao wondered, "Why did you ask this suddenly?"

"I think, you seem to know a lot, and then you like to make some words that I don't understand at first, and make them even more incomprehensible..."

Luo Xiao lowered his head and smiled: "No. Maybe I'm more interested in this aspect. 'Exploring the self' has always been a very interesting topic for me, so I read a lot of psychology when I was growing up. Book."

"..."

Fan Xiaoyu didn't know how to continue.For him who is "ignorant of learning and skill", reading is really a bit reluctant.He once again felt the gap between himself and Luo Xiao, and it seemed that this gap could not be bridged by studying a few years of books: Luo Xiao's understanding and research on the world was much deeper than his, and many unforgettable comprehensions could not be made through simple The vicissitudes of ups and downs imposed upon him—

To put it simply, like Fan Xiaoyu, Luo Xiao also lost his parents.But the pain of losing a parent is like a trauma that has lost too much blood. Given time to heal, the wound will eventually heal and scab.What Luo Xiao has experienced, although Fan Xiaoyu doesn't know what it is, may be an internal injury, which affects him thoroughly and lifelong, and can even change his understanding and acceptance of the world.

"So you don't like to socialize with people because—"

"It doesn't have that much connection anymore," Luo Xiao said. "When I was a child, I could say that I was introverted and shy, but now who do you think I can be afraid of? I just really find it troublesome to communicate with people, and I don't like to go to To make too many unnecessary relationships, I might as well read a few more books when I have this time-enriching myself, in my opinion, is much more important than ineffective social interaction.”

It's not just "ineffective" socializing, Luo Xiao has not seen a few friends who are "effective"... Fan Xiaoyu has been completely led astray by him now, just now he was crying, angry and distressed, wanting to know who bullied his little carrot , Now I actually started to think about such a "serious" question.

"Well, it's fine if you don't say it," Fan Xiaoyu pouted and pretended to be unhappy, "I know you may be afraid that I will be upset...but I'm more likely to help you beat up those nasty adults Okay! What kind of relatives?! It doesn’t matter to the children if the parents make mistakes, right? They don’t even look down on such an outstanding kid—”

A golden light flashed in his eyes suddenly: "By the way, have you checked out how your relatives are doing now? I have always believed that evil people will be rewarded with evil. If they dare to torment you like that, they must be living a miserable life now." ——Deserve it! They should regret that they didn’t treat you well when they were young, right? Can’t you be a relative of yours? Let’s go back and ‘visit’ them one day, throw a wad of money in their face, and see if they dare to look down on you No?!"

Luo Xiao looked at him quietly for two seconds, then burst out laughing: "Xiao Yu, why are you so cute..."

He still couldn't help rubbing Fan Xiaoyu's hair, and Fan Xiaoyu was made both ashamed and hot by him: "Oh, I'm... I'm not cute! Let me tell you, I don't care what happens abroad, but as long as I'm here In the country, my lord, no one can bully you! I still don’t believe it, my lord, I’ve become like this, and I can’t cure a few broken relatives... I can smash them to death with money, okay! "

Luo Xiao covered his stomach and laughed for a while, not forgetting to ruffle Fan Xiaoyu's hair, Fan Xiaoyu couldn't hide, and finally the two fell down on the sofa fighting and fighting.

Suddenly Luo Xiao remembered something, he didn't care that someone was already lying in his arms, but said to himself:

"What you said reminded me. My relatives, if they haven't moved, should still live... But I think someone may have 'visited' them for us first."

"Ah?" Fan Xiaoyu got up from his arms, "What do you mean?"

The author has something to say: Fan Xiaoyu: And how did you manage to make me lie in your arms and you still talk about things seriously?

Luo Xiao: That's how your stepmother set me up, there's no way—

Author: God!Wrong!

Luo Xiao did have some reservations, otherwise this chapter would make people cry...

Friendly reminder that the next few chapters are best read together, otherwise, I will be easily pissed off (top the pot and run away