look at me

Seeing Bai Chuan striding out with a tense face, Fu Gangqiang's heart sank, he was broken, he was really angry.

"You didn't think about it at the beginning. You made the decision to divorce because you thought about it." Fu Gangqiang stood up, picked up the coat hanging behind him, looked at the direction Bai Chuan left, and said quickly: "I'm going to live now. I'm doing very well, and I have a lover, he doesn't trust me to come here alone, and I just ate at the table next to the wall."

"I should have finished talking about Hu Ming. If he has anything to do, let him send me another WeChat message."

Hu Die was dumbfounded listening to Fu Gangqiang's cannon-like words, he seemed very anxious.After knowing each other for so many years, Hu Die seemed to have only met such urgent Fu Gangqiang once when she was hospitalized before her divorce.

The neat suit is full of wrinkles, and his face is dusty.

At the beginning, Fu Gangqiang was for her, but now Fu Gangqiang is for his new lover.

Thinking of this, Hu Die couldn't tell what it was like.

"This is the meal money. Hu Ming is a junior. I'll treat you to this meal."

Putting the cash under the teacup, Fu Gangqiang wanted to run out.

Hu Die stood up abruptly and asked, "You...do you care about your current lover?"

If it hadn't been for this meeting, Fu Gangqiang might not have noticed it so deeply.In his heart, at this moment, Bai Chuan's existence is unparalleled.

Even if it is an ex-wife, Hu Die can't.

"Yes, I care about him."

"You..." Hu Die wanted to say something, but she couldn't utter a single word.

"I'll go first." Fu Gangqiang didn't stop, and ran out with big strides.

Hu Ming who came back just happened to pass by Fu Gangqiang. He walked back to the table without knowing why, and asked, "Brother Fu, are you in a hurry to go to the bathroom?"

Hu Die didn't answer him, and slowly sat back on the chair.

Keep your back straight and lift your jaw slightly.

"Sister?" Hu Ming saw several hundred-yuan bills pressed under the teacup: "This is?"

"This is the meal fee." Hu Die took the menu on the side, raised her hand to greet the waiter, and said to Hu Ming: "It's rare that someone invites you to dinner, and we have to pay back the cost, so we will eat according to this meal fee."

"Brother Fu went back? How was your chat?"

Before going out for dinner tonight, Hu Ming heard his mother talk to him on the phone for half an hour with one purpose, to match his ex-brother-in-law and his sister.

Hu Ming himself really wanted to join Fu Gangqiang's company, so he went for an interview without hesitation when applying for an internship.

As for Fu Gangqiang, as a junior, he simply admired him.He is also very proud to work in the same company as him.He didn't want to get involved in the relationship between Fu Gangqiang and his sister.

"Can people still fall in the same place? How can I jump into Fu Gangqiang's deep pit a second time." Hu Die flipped through the menu and said flatly.

"Didn't you say it when you came..." Hu Ming was a little confused, his sister's attitude was quite vague on the way here, why is he so decisive now.

"It's motion sickness. Waiter, I want to order food. Leek sea sausage, sea urchin steamed egg, sashimi platter, and an additional tuna belly." Hu Die ordered the food in one go.

She has always been proud. Since he already has a lover, she doesn't need to say more. She still knows how stubborn Fu Gangqiang is.

Besides, she doesn't dislike being chased by others. Someone asked her to watch a movie the day before yesterday.

Hu Die took a deep breath. The dress she was wearing today was a bit tight. She tugged at the hem of the skirt and said, "Add two pots of Japanese wine! Shochikumei will do."

Hu Ming looked at his sister silently. If you say motion sickness, you get motion sickness. He doesn't want to talk too much about the two of them.

"Add another shellfish!" Hu Ming hurriedly added it, and it tasted the best without having to pay for it.

On the other side, Fu Gangqiang ran all the way to the parking lot. Fortunately, Bai Chuan just walked to the side of the car and was opening the door.

"Shirakawa!"

Bai Chuan turned a deaf ear and opened the door vigorously.

But his fingers couldn't exert any strength at all. Bai Chuan drove the car a few times, but he couldn't open the car door which was usually easy to open.

"I shouldn't have come." Bai Chuan lowered his head, looking from the side, his eyes were slightly red, and he said softly, "I feel like a crazy person."

The parking lot of Fishing Boat Restaurant is outside, and there are not only cars but also people coming and going, Fu Gangqiang didn't care so much, he stepped forward and hugged the lonely Bai Chuan into his arms.

"No, it's my fault. I shouldn't have come today." Fu Gangqiang said.

Bai Chuan buried his face in his neck, and let Fu Gangqiang hold him tightly with his hands hanging by his side, as if he had no bones in his whole body, clinging to him.

"Would you, someday want to get married...or have children."

Filled with unease, Bai Chuan said in a trembling voice.

Seeing Fu Gangqiang and Hu Die talking and laughing, the repressed imagination in his heart began to grow unscrupulously.

Fu Gangqiang knew that Bai Chuan would mind, but he didn't expect him to be so disturbed.

He patted Bai Chuan on the back lightly, and people passing by the parking lot would look at them without any trace.

Fu Gangqiang didn't care, what he cared about most now was the young man in his arms.

Gently kissing Bai Chuan's forehead, Fu Gangqiang said: "Bai Chuan, you never asked me, and I didn't tell you. Even in my last marriage, I didn't have the idea of ​​having children."

Bai Chuan buried his face in his arms, and Fu Gangqiang continued: "The one who will spend the rest of my life with me is you, not the child, nor anyone else."

"Then you...then do you feel that being with me is very tiring one day. It is impossible to get married like her, and you can introduce your lover to colleagues and friends. Always pay attention to other people's eyes... Maybe you don't think it's anything right now, but what about in the future? What if one day you suddenly get bored?" Bai Chuan said with a slightly crying sound.

Hu Die is like an introduction, digging out all his anxiety and expanding it infinitely.

Fu Gangqiang sighed, he had infinite patience with Bai Chuan, sometimes even he himself would be surprised.

Perhaps it was because he knew very well that Bai Chuan loved him too much.

Love to worry about gain and loss, obviously want to hold on to him tightly, but can't help but think from his point of view, and always imagine some worst situations.

Immediately afterwards, there will be both self-blame and discomfort.

"Bai Chuan, take a deep breath, calm down and listen to me."

Bai Chuan's tears wet Fu Gangqiang's neck, like a frightened deer, he obediently took a deep breath.The drooping hands were raised, tightly grasping the corners of Fu Gangqiang's clothes.

"You know, I'm not a person who likes to make a big show, and I'm not the kind of person who wants to let everyone know about something." Fu Gangqiang said slowly.

"From the day I was with you, I have thought about this issue. I am not afraid of anyone knowing. I don't mind what others think of me, except you and my parents. There is a benefit in being older, thick-skinned. "

Fu Gangqiang rubbed the back of the young man's neck, Bai Chuan cried until his heart ached.

"Bai Chuan, you know, I can't do anything against you."

Bai Chuan didn't even need to cry, he just looked at him with that sad look, and he couldn't stand it, he felt like he had done something terribly wrong.

"My dad knows that we are in a relationship. If there is a chance in the next year, I will find a way to introduce you to my mom. You don't have to worry about it in the company. Didn't you say it during the training of the HR department? We must respect the LGBTQQA group, girls If you don't want to, you don't have to wear a skirt, have you forgotten?"

Bai Chuan in his arms moved, and said sullenly, "It's not QQA, it's QIA."

Fu Gangqiang laughed: "Yes, I remembered wrongly."

Bai Chuan raised his head slightly, revealing his watery eyes, the red eye sockets were full of tears, he murmured, "I hate myself like this, be careful." He also cried easily.

Fu Gangqiang bowed his head and kissed his eyes: "It's fine if I like it, don't cry."

Bai Chuan sobbed silently, wrapping his arms around Fu Gangqiang's neck, pursing his thin lips tightly, afraid of crying out loud.

Seeing Fu Gangqiang was very uncomfortable, why did he have so many tears?Eyes are crying dry.

"Tell me, what can I do to make you stop crying?" Fu Gangqiang asked with a sigh, every time Bai Chuan shed tears, he was helpless.

Bai Chuan sobbed and said, "You, you are not allowed to see her again."

Fu Gangqiang nodded immediately: "Okay, see you again."

With Hu Die's personality, she probably never wants to see him again.

Bai Chuan: "She is still interested in you." He accused with red eyes.

"...If you hadn't told me, I wouldn't have noticed."

"I see it."

"Okay, you're right, I'll stay away from her in the future."

When Bai Chuan recovered slowly, Fu Gangqiang put his arms around him and said, "Get in the car? It's too cold outside."

The tears on Bai Chuan's face were blown dry by the wind, burning hot.

"En." Bai Chuan choked, and nodded obediently.

Fu Gangqiang opened the car door, watched him get in, and closed the car door for him.

Bai Chuan in the car looked at him with nostalgia, his red eyes looked pitiful.

When he was about to get home, Bai Chuan's mood finally stabilized. He himself felt very embarrassed about the sudden emotional breakdown, so he pulled the turtleneck sweater up to the height of his nose, nestled there without speaking, and revealed a pair of red eyes.

After returning home, as soon as the door was closed, Fu Gangqiang pulled Bai Chuan over, hugged him and kissed him fiercely.

Bai Chuan was more enthusiastic and couldn't wait to start taking off his clothes.

"I found out how you made me feel uncomfortable, so I just picked something to say." Fu Gangqiang said with a vicious look.

Bai Chuan looked into his eyes: "Seeing me cry, is it hard for you?"

"What do you say?"

His heart is going to be pulled together.

In the bedroom, Fu Gangqiang hugged Bai Chuan and kissed him.

After a while, Bai Chuan slid down like a snake, pointed to the direction pole and said, "I want to write my name on it."

Fu Gangqiang: "..."

Before Fu Gangqiang could react, Bai Chuan jumped off the bed, and when he came back, he held a tube of black marker in his hand, and his eyes were shining with a strange light.

Fu Gangqiang subconsciously thought, can this thing be washed off with water?

"Put on a small umbrella." Fu Gangqiang suggested.

Bai Chuan shook his head: "There is oil on it, so I can't write on it."

"Is it not possible?" Bai Chuan held a pen and looked at Fu Gangqiang with a disappointed face.

Fu Gangqiang: "..."

Gritting his teeth: "Okay! Write it!"

The tip of the marker was a little cold when it touched the skin, and Fu Gangqiang even wondered if Bai Chuan would want to tattoo his name on it if possible.

...That's not acceptable, although Monkey King's golden cudgel also has words on it...

In case of infection, it's not a joke.

Later, Fu Gangqiang asked Bai Chuan this question, but Bai Chuan smiled slyly and said, "I didn't want to get tattoos, the marker pen is so good, the words I write can be different every time."

Fu Gangqiang: "..."

It turns out that there is still such a game.

So when Bai Chuan looked at him with red and swollen eyes, and accommodated the direction pole with his name written on it, Fu Gangqiang's scalp was numb.

Bai Chuan whispered in a hoarse voice, "...he came in."

All thoughts flew to the sky, but Fu Gangqiang had only one thought.

To make this Bai Chuan, who keeps teasing him, hurt until it's a mess.

The author has something to say: the beginning enters the finishing stage

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I have always thought that a female supporting role who has had a relationship with the male protagonist should be online with both EQ and IQ