look at me

Fu Gangqiang didn't miss out. He turned sideways, approaching Bai Chuan's direction, and pressed his left ear with his left hand so that his right ear could hear Bai Chuan's voice more clearly: "What did you say?"

Bai Chuan saw the reflection of colorful fireworks from Fu Gangqiang's pupils.

Time seems to be slowed down.

The roar of fireworks rising into the sky, and the exclamation from other cars shook his eardrums.

Bai Chuan licked his lips, pressed his right hand on his chest, and said softly, "If I'm still single next year, I want to watch the fireworks with the minister."

If you are not single, I hope that the other half who comes together is you.

Fu Gangqiang had an expression of "Is it just a little thing?", and said a little louder: "Okay, next year you will drive."

Bai Chuan nodded slowly, smiling.

"Look at the fireworks." Fu Gangqiang pointed to the front: "I was stuck on the road for an hour, so what if I don't see enough."

Through the windshield, Bai Chuan looked forward, and the red, purple, and colorful fireworks gradually became blurred in his vision.

The voice and breath of the man beside him attracted his mind all the time.

When the accumulation of feelings reaches the critical point, every breath will become difficult.He has to remind himself all the time, don't do any outrageous behavior, don't say what you shouldn't say.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the still fluffy pink cotton candy.

Bai Chuan closed his sore eyes and took a deep breath.

He knew he couldn't take it anymore.

After the beautiful fireworks show, Bai Chuan and Fu Gangqiang encountered a more difficult problem, how to go back...

They were located at the side entrance of the seaside park. When they drove to the seaside park, neither of them bothered to get out of the car. The people in the park were denser than the traffic jams on the road.

The two took turns getting out of the car to go to the bathroom, and then stayed in the car until the end of the fireworks show.

Then, you have to drive back at a slower speed than when you came.

The speed of taxiing can no longer be said to be driving, it is even slower than a baby's walker.

"This is what we call real pressure on the road." Fu Gang said emphatically.

Bai Chuan smiled and said, "This trip will take more than two hours on the road, and it will take more than 20 minutes to watch the fireworks."

"Does it look good?" Fu Gangqiang took out the last cigarette and lit it.

"fireworks?"

"Ah."

Bai Chuan was distracted most of the time, and the two fireworks he remembered most clearly were the purple fireworks at the very beginning and the finale, like purple jellyfish swimming in the sky.

"nice."

Fu Gangqiang said: "That's worth it."

Many things cannot be measured by the time spent. Fu Gangqiang originally wanted to take Bai Chuan to watch the fireworks, but Bai Chuan thought it looked good, so that was fine.

"Send you home first, and then I'll go back." Fu Gangqiang clicked on the electronic navigation, and it took an hour and a half before they arrived at Bai Chuan's house.

"I'll find a movie to watch." Bai Chuan connected the car's Bluetooth with his mobile phone: "What kind of movie does the minister want to watch?"

Fu Gangqiang: "A funny movie, or a shootout."

Bai Chuan found out a new funny road movie and clicked to play it.

"Minister, if you are tired, I will change the car with you."

Fu Gangqiang looked at him sideways, and joked, "Don't compete with me for a job, I'm the driver tonight."

Bai Chuan leaned on the leather seat, nodded with a smile.

The wind at night is soft and comfortable, and the plot of the movie develops slowly, mixed with intermittent jokes.

After working all day during the day and sitting in the car for more than an hour at night, the intense mental activities also made Bai Chuan feel tired.When Fu Gangqiang realized that Bai Chuan hadn't spoken for a long time and turned his head to look, Bai Chuan had already fallen asleep on the seat.

The eyes are closed, the thick eyelashes are drooping, and the white face is hidden in the shadows.

He was only wearing a white shirt and his suit was left in the backseat.

Fu Gangqiang quietly took his coat from the back seat, which was wider than Bai Chuan's coat, and covered him.

Close the hood, turn off the movie, and replace it with soothing soft music.

Bai Chuan did not sleep deeply, and opened his eyes in a daze: "Minister?"

Fu Gangqiang just took out a new pack of cigarettes, when he heard Bai Chuan's murmur, he lifted his slipped suit jacket: "Sleep a little longer, we're almost here."

Bai Chuan fell asleep a bit, he stretched out his hand, grabbed the corner of Fu Gangqiang's shirt, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

Fu Gangqiang was taken aback for a moment, then chuckled.

Bai Chuan was in a daze.

It was already 11:30 when he arrived at Bai Chuan's house. He was sound asleep. No matter how strong Fu Gangqiang was, he couldn't move the 1.8-meter Bai Chuan back.

"Bai Chuan, wake up, we're here."

Bai Chuan opened his misty eyes, looked around the inside of the car, and regained consciousness.

He rubbed his eyes and said, "Excuse me, what time is it?"

"I let you sleep, so I'm sorry." Fu Gangqiang looked at the time: "It's almost twelve o'clock."

"The minister is sleeping at my house tonight? Anyway, the minister will rest tomorrow."

Fu Gangqiang thought for a while: "Okay, I've troubled you so many times, it's not too late."

Bai Chuan just woke up a little tired, Fu Gangqiang picked up their suit jackets and leftover garbage bags from the back seat, the high-end car was filled with the smell of roadside snacks.

Only inside Bai Chuan's suit jacket, there was a faint fragrance.

"Bai Chuan, what kind of perfume do you wear?" Fu Gangqiang wanted to ask a long time ago. Bai Chuan's perfume is not too strong, but it is very long-lasting.

The two entered the apartment from the basement level, and Bai Chuan pressed the access code.

"A men's perfume from Chanel, in a black bottle."

Fu Gangqiang didn't understand this, and asked in surprise, "Chanel still has perfume for men?"

"Yes, spray it on the minister tomorrow."

Fu Gangqiang waved his hand: "I don't need it." Bai Chuan's perfume is the icing on the cake, and it doesn't suit his perfume.

Both of them were tired all day, and Fu Gangqiang even drove back and forth for more than two hours. After taking a shower, he went to lie down and fell asleep until dawn.

Early the next morning, Fu Gangqiang got up wearing boxer shorts to go to the toilet. He was already familiar with the Bai Chuan family and knew how to go to the toilet without opening his eyes.

"Minister, are you up? Wash your face and have breakfast."

Fu Gangqiang frowned, and looked into the living room. Bai Chuan was already fully dressed, sitting on the sofa drinking milk.

"Wait until I finish draining the water." Fu Gangqiang got into the toilet, and when he came out, he went back to his room and put on the home clothes that Bai Chuan lent him, his hair was like unfettered soaring seaweed.

"Why did you wake up so early? What time did you wake up?" Fu Gangqiang sat down next to Bai Chuan, and Bai Chuan handed him a glass of green water: "I woke up at seven, so I ordered breakfast takeaway, and it just arrived."

"What is this?" Fu Gangqiang smelled it, and it smelled like grass.

"Green juice, drinking it in the morning is good for your health." Bai Chuan has a lot of skin care products at home, Fu Gangqiang doesn't pay attention to these, and it's hard to tell what the colorful packaging is.

Fu Gangqiang frowned and drank: "Isn't this the grass that has been beaten to powder?"

Seeing that, Bai Chuan couldn't help laughing out loud.

Time passed silently, and as soon as midsummer passed, early autumn ushered in.

Fu Gangqiang and Bai Chuan got closer, and they spend most of their time together after get off work, drinking and eating, swimming and fitness, and more often working overtime at Bai Chuan's house.

As the weather gradually turned cold, Bai Chuan thought about it and ordered an ashtray and a pair of pure leather slippers for Fu Gangqiang.

Fu Gangqiang's feet are big, and when wearing Bai Chuan's slippers, most of his heels are exposed. As for the ashtray, although Bai Chuan doesn't like the smell of smoke, it's not unbearable. Instead of letting Fu Gangqiang shiver with the cold on the balcony It's better to let him smoke in the house if he smokes repetitiously.

After placing the order, Bai Chuan lay sideways on the sofa, buried his face in the pillow, and sniffed with his nose, as if he could still smell Fu Gangqiang.

Can Fu Gangqiang feel what he did for Fu Gangqiang?

Bai Chuan sneered at himself, Fu Gangqiang felt it and would never have imagined why his subordinates had any intention of staying by his side. If he knew, he would definitely stay away from him.

... No, Fu Gangqiang is soft-hearted, he might treat him like an ordinary subordinate, but can Bai Chuan regain his normal heart?

People are greedy. At the beginning, I just wanted to talk to him more, but slowly, I hope he can smile at himself and separate his attitude from others.

And then...

With the deep friendship between the two, this desire gradually began to get out of control.

Even during company meetings, Bai Chuan would occasionally lose his mind.When he realized it, he had already stared at Fu Gangqiang for a long time.

Fu Gangqiang gave him a look: What's wrong?

What's up with him?

Bai Chuan shook his head slightly to indicate that there was nothing wrong with him, he was simply distracted.

Fu Gangqiang would raise his eyebrows, does that mean to provoke the leader?

Only he and Fu Gangqiang understand the silent communication of these small details in the work. This tacit understanding makes him secretly happy. After the pleasure, the emptiness and negative emotions in his heart will slowly come up.

Touching his Adam's apple and flat chest, Bai Chuan hated it for the first time. Why, who stipulated that men must like women?

From the beginning of the earliest human civilization, human brains were far less agile than they are now, and they knew that men should look for women.

If those are correct, what is a person like him, what is his inner world?

Shouldn't it exist?

He kept himself from thinking about these fruitless questions, but the complex emotional entanglement lingered in his mind.

Fu Gangqiang found that Bai Chuan's mood was a little low recently, and he was not asked to drink after get off work, and always went home alone after get off work.

When he was at work, Bai Chuan would occasionally stare in his direction in a daze, and he couldn't tell whether Bai Chuan was looking at him or just staring at a certain place in a daze, but if it was just a certain place, why was his face every time?

From time to time, Bai Chuan's eyes would reveal a trace of inexplicable depression.

Yes, depression, even Fu Gangqiang could feel the gloom in it.

When Bai Chuan looked at him with that gaze, Fu Gangqiang would want to ask him, what's wrong?This expression?

But when the words came to his lips, Fu Gangqiang couldn't ask again.

He is not dull, he can also vaguely feel that there are some things, it is better not to ask.

Bai Chuan has his own private life, he shouldn't care too much, even if he cares a lot.

After this situation lasted for a few days, Bai Chuan asked for leave suddenly.

Fu Gangqiang walked into the office, habitually glanced at Bai Chuan's direction, and the seat was empty.

"Where's Bai Chuan?" Fu Gangqiang asked seemingly unintentionally. Bai Chuan came early every day, so it's impossible to miss the time.

Department Chief Wang said: "He sent me a text message to ask for leave, saying he was not feeling well."

Fu Gangqiang thought to himself that Bai Chuan had never taken sick leave since he joined the company, and he was a type who could not go to the front line for minor injuries.

...Also, why did Bai Chuan send a text message to Wang Dongyu when he asked for leave?

Fu Gangqiang strode into the office with his briefcase in hand.

After Fu Gangqiang closed the office door, Chief Wang anxiously asked Liu Xin beside him, "Did the minister just stare at me?"

Liu Xin nodded: "I saw it."

Department Chief Wang: "It seems that the minister is not in a good mood today, so I tell everyone to calm down today."

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