look at me

On the screen of the phone, there is a recent message from Bai Chuan's mother: Pay more attention to your body and take precautions.

Fu Gangqiang raised his eyebrows: "Do you often get sick?" No wonder you fell ill when you were blown by the wind.

Bai Chuan took back his mobile phone and said with a smile, "It's okay." Apparently his mother told him to prevent it, and it wasn't the same disease that Fu Gangqiang said.

Fu Gangqiang: "Do you have low immunity?" When he was on a business trip last time, he wanted to say that Bai Chuan is so tall, although he has muscles on his body, he still looks thin visually.

Bai Chuan: "I've been taking food to boost my immune system, and I've started doing some exercise recently."

At least he must keep his body in a healthy state, so as not to let this anxiety of seeing but not eating kill him.

With the end of the Lunar New Year, the busy period has gradually come to an end. Since joining the company, Fu Gangqiang has not been able to stay at home for three full days during the Lunar New Year.

On New Year's Eve, he went home to have a reunion dinner, but Ms. Liu Meixin didn't mention this year that she wanted to introduce him to someone.

Just when he was wondering, Fu's mother said: "I saw Hu Die last week." Hu Die, Fu Gangqiang's ex-wife.

Fu's father almost choked on the wine, coughed several times, and looked up at Fu's mother, meaning, why did he think of saying this?

Fu Gangqiang was also taken aback for a moment. He moved his chopsticks and asked, "She looks good?"

Fu's mother nodded: "It looks pretty good, and invited me to eat a cake." Fu's mother pursed her lips and added: "She hasn't looked for it yet."

"Oh." Fu Gangqiang didn't pick up on Fu's mother's words. If he had said these words a year earlier, he might still be moved in his heart.

He didn't understand many things until after the divorce. At the beginning, he didn't know what Hu Die wanted, but by the time he wanted to give it, it was too late.

Originally thought that mentioning Hu Die would make him feel uncomfortable, but he didn't have any special feelings, except for a little nostalgia and regret.

He remembered what Bai Chuan said: "Does the minister want to be single all the time?"

Seeing that he didn't respond, Mama Fu couldn't help but said: "She didn't look for it again, and you didn't look for it again. Let me tell you, nothing can compare to the original partner..."

Papa Fu: "Ahem!"

Fu's mother said displeasedly: "Your throat is uncomfortable, you should drink water, why do you keep coughing!"

Papa Fu: "..."

"Mom, the matter between me and Hu Die is over, so don't worry about it." Fu Gangqiang quickly finished his meal, then glanced at his phone: "I still have work to do, so I'm leaving first."

"Running out again on New Year's Eve! Our family is not short of your money!" Fu's mother yelled from behind, Fu Gangqiang put on his coat, and walked out while apologizing: "In two days, I will finish my work in two days." Come again."

Seeing that Fu Gangqiang ran out of the gate, Fu's mother shouted from behind: "Pack up and order food and go home! Who can eat with so much left at home!"

"Boom!" The door was closed, Fu's mother sighed and sat down.

Father Fu ate the food, and asked seemingly indifferently: "You didn't go to find Hu Die, did you meet by chance?"

Mama Fu glared at him: "What did I lie to you for? I met you in the mall." Mama Fu couldn't help but sigh when she thought of Fu Gangqiang's divorce: "Tell me, if they hadn't divorced, would I hug you now? Grandson?"

Father Fu: "Don't think about those hypothetical things, unfounded assumptions are untenable."

Ms. Fu's mother, Ms. Liu Meixin, was a music teacher when she was young. She was romantic and a little emotional. She often couldn't listen to Fu's father's rational words.

like now.

"As expected of your son!" Fu's mother dropped her chopsticks and stopped eating.

Papa Fu looked up at her: "Are you full?"

Mom Fu: "I'm going to watch the Spring Festival Gala."

Papa Fu continued to eat: "Call me when there are language programs."

Fu's mother saw that he was still angry, she pulled the chair suddenly, and walked to the living room angrily.

Father Fu watched her go out, took out his mobile phone and sent Fu Gangqiang a WeChat message: Don't take what your mother said seriously, we won't interfere in your affairs.

On the way back to the company, Fu Gangqiang took a look at WeChat at a red light, and replied to Fu's father: Don't worry, Dad, I didn't think much about it.

It may be that Fu's mother brought up this issue, which gave Fu Gangqiang a chance to re-examine his current mental state.

Do you have nostalgia?There were some at the beginning, and there were also regrets and unwillingness. No one gets married for the sake of divorce.It is because they want to spend a lifetime with each other that they make this prudent decision.

But life is not like a story. After getting married, the hero and heroine will love each other smoothly until they grow old.

The reason why he was able to let go so happily at the beginning was not because he was straightforward in his behavior, but because he was afraid that if it dragged on, both parties would suffer more. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, and it was all for people who are afraid of pain.

I filled my life with work and busyness, and struggled for more than 1000 days and nights in such airtight days.

He was 30 years old when he got divorced, and he will be 34 the next year. He was finally able to really let go of these things.

Some people, some things, can't be repeated if they want to.

Did he care about Hu Die?He cared, he wanted to take care of Hu Die as a part of his body, but he chose the wrong method.

He doesn't know what Hu Die thinks today, he only hopes that her future will be smooth.

And his feelings for her have disappeared along with these complex emotions.

Some feelings, once gone, are very difficult to recur.

The rekindling of the old love, the premise is that there is love before it can ignite. On the first night of Fu Gangqiang's divorce, he repeatedly recalled the details of him and Hu Die in his mind.

There is no such deep love in dramas.It's just that it's good for two people to be in touch, I want to treat you well, love, love, Fu Gangqiang thinks that he may not feel it in his life, he can't love someone without reservation, and no one will show his heart Lung loves him, even Hu Die.

Rational adults will control their emotions within a controllable range.

Because in some ways, adults tend to be more vulnerable than children.

After parking the car, Fu Gangqiang stretched out his hand and slowly took off the ring on his ring finger.

I thought that no one in the sales department would work overtime on New Year's Eve, but Fu Gangqiang found that the lights in the sales department were still on as soon as he got out of the elevator.

Looking in from the door, Bai Chuan was typing on his seat.

"Why don't you go home during Chinese New Year?"

Bai Chuan raised his head from the computer, with half an apple still in his mouth: "I just finished the video call, didn't you go back, Minister?"

"I'll be back after dinner. There will be an online event in the opening class tomorrow. I have to take a look." Fu Gangqiang saw Bai Chuan biting an apple with puffed cheeks, and asked, "Did you eat?"

Bai Chuan nodded: "Yeah, I'm thinking about having a late-night snack after I finish my work."

Fu Gangqiang took out his mobile phone: "I'll order takeaway for you."

Bai Chuan looked at Fu Gangqiang, and his gaze stopped when it passed over his fingers. Although he knew he shouldn't ask, he still couldn't help asking, "Minister, where is your ring?"

Fu Gangqiang fiddled with the phone and said, "The eyes are really sharp, I don't know where I lost them, tell me quickly, what are you eating?"

Bai Chuan took a bite of the apple in his mouth, the sourness contained sweetness, the sweetness climbed up the tip of his tongue, the sourness stimulated him to salivate uncontrollably.

"Minister, are you going to have a drink after work today?"

Fu Gangqiang glanced at him from behind the phone: "You have the capacity to drink, you have to pour one drink, and if you take you out for a drink, you have to be responsible for sending you home."

Bai Chuan: "Then go to my house to drink? I can sleep right away if I drink too much."

Fu Gangqiang estimated the remaining work and said, "It depends."

The last time Bai Chuan invited him to his home, Fu Gangqiang felt that it was not good to bother his subordinates after get off work, but Bai Chuan was very active, so he thought, just go once.

When Fu Gangqiang finished his work and looked out of the office, Bai Chuan had already finished the work at hand, playing with his mobile phone as if waiting for him.

"Are you done?" Fu Gangqiang put on his suit and coat.

Bai Chuan stood up: "It's all done."

"Okay then, let's go to your house." Fu Gangqiang took the briefcase, turned off the lights in the office and walked out.

Bai Chuan also put on his coat, and Fu Gangqiang noticed that Bai Chuan was wearing the down jacket he had chosen when he was on a business trip to S City.

"The temperature has cooled in the past two days, so I took it out and wore it." Bai Chuan said with a smile.

Fu Gangqiang: "Aren't you prone to getting sick? It's better to dress warmly."

The two took the elevator downstairs, and outside the building, the street was quiet, only a few taxis still picking up passengers could be seen.

"Buy some food first, and then go to the parking lot to pick up the car?" Fu Gangqiang pointed to the convenience store and said, Bai Chuan just had a takeaway, so he's not too hungry yet.

"My family only has cheese, lactone tofu and fruit, and there are no appetizers."

"Then go buy some, you can't drink on an empty stomach, your alcohol capacity is not good." The two went into the 24-hour convenience store and bought some shredded squid, ham, and cooked food. Fu Gangqiang stood in front of the wine shelf and asked: " What do you drink?"

Bai Chuan: "My family has it." From the day he asked Fu Gangqiang if he would like to come to his house to catch up on sleep, he has successively bought a cabinet of wine, foreign wine, liquor, beer, rice wine... When he was shopping in the supermarket, he looked at it. When the wine arrives, I will take a bottle.

"What do you buy wine for? You don't drink it."

Bai Chuan: "Occasionally take it out to practice drinking."

Fu Gangqiang smiled, and went to check out with a basket of things. When passing by the quick-frozen food cabinet, he saw quick-frozen dumplings: "Do you want dumplings?"

Eating dumplings during the Chinese New Year is also suitable for the occasion.

Bai Chuan nodded: "Eat."

"What stuffing?"

"What kind of stuffing do you like to eat, Minister?"

Fu Gangqiang was not picky about his food, so he picked two kinds at random: "Three delicacies and pork and cabbage?"

Bai Chuan nodded: "Okay."

Bai Chuan really likes to see Fu Gangqiang's life-like side. Although Minister Fu at work is very handsome, there will be a contrast between Fu Gangqiang in life and him at work with a straight face, so Bai Chuan can't help not watching.

For example, the way Fu Gangqiang just washed his hair, the way his hair stood up freely, the way he accidentally got sauce on his mouth when he was eating, the way he rubbed it off with his thumb... and other small things will make him feel Can't take my eyes off.

After Bai Chuan parked the car, Fu Gangqiang followed Bai Chuan into the apartment. The decoration of the high-end apartment is very particular, and the colors are superimposed on each other, so that people will not feel heavy.

"Which floor do you live on?"

Bai Chuan pressed the elevator button: "23rd floor."

"Facing the sea?"

Bai Chuan nodded: "In the morning and evening, the scenery is very beautiful, but at night it's just normal." There are no bridges and colorful lights on the sea, and it's pitch black at night.

"The minister lives in the city center?" Bai Chuan asked.

"Yes, when there is no traffic jam, I drive for three to 10 minutes. Once during the rush hour of traffic jam, the cars on the road didn't even move."

"After that, the minister will work overtime. If it is not convenient to go home, you can come to sleep in my house. The second bedroom is very spacious."

The author has something to say: no one’s bed is for nothing, once you sleep, there will be a second time, and a third time...