I woke up with eight tails

In the quiet room, someone's gentle voice seemed to come through time and space, and it rang in Maoxian's ears

"I want to make another wish, at the cost of everything - please bless our child, a half-breed kitten."

"Bless it from birth, and bless it from growing up until it grows into a unique demon."

Orange Blossom smiled unconsciously.

Lou Lian was instantly alert: "Tell me, are you hiding something from me?"

"Finally awake?" A strange yet somewhat familiar voice sounded from outside the door.

The little kitten let out an "Ah" and moved around, as if very happy, Lou Lian quickly hugged it tightly, looking at the open door from time to time.

The visitor was wearing a white lotus-leaf collar double-breasted Tai Chi suit, with a calm expression and a detached face—if one ignores the strange pale yellow water stains on his chest.

"The masterpiece of the kid." Orange Blossom said in a low voice.

"..."

Lou Lian squeezed the little kitten's butt, suppressed his uneasiness, looked at the passer-by, and smiled: "Director Hu." He looked at the orange blossom again and realized, "Thank you for your help, great kindness , I will never forget it."

Manjusri—that is, screenwriter Hu, poured himself a glass of water, as if he was at home: "Aren't you surprised?"

Lou Lian shook his head: "How can someone who can write the story of Huangyue be ordinary." Although there are discrepancies in the ending, there is generally no deviation, which is shocking enough.

Fortunately, the other party was not malicious, so he asked again, "May I ask who you are?"

Screenwriter Hu showed his trademark exaggerated smile: "It's just an audience who came from the sky and accidentally passed by the world."

Orange Blossom is very disrespectful: "He is one of the gods in this world, he said his name is Manjushri."

Screenwriter Hu: "..."

Lou Lian's eyes widened: "Manjushri?!" He still remembered that when he was studying, there was even a Manjushri amulet that Lou Yuanshan asked for from the temple, which said it could protect his brain from becoming smarter and his grades better.

I don't know if he has become smarter or not. Anyway, Lou Lian finally took the art test and almost failed the culture class. It can be seen that Lord Bodhisattva will not satisfy everyone's wishes.

Lou Lian feels that the world view is a bit broken, but there is no time to reshape it now, there is a more critical problem

"What about Qin Fangfei? Where is he?"

"..."

"..."

Time passed by, but no one answered.

The ominousness in Lou Lian's heart gradually reached its peak, and a possibility that he was afraid of no matter what occupied his mind, and tears came down in an instant: "He...is he..."

Such a big thunder, even though the other party is a creature conceived before the Buddha, will it be impossible to escape... Inescapable...

He didn't want to think about it anymore, and shouted at the two: "Say it! What about others?!"

"Wow--"

The child's crying sounded, piercing.

Lou Lian felt a pain in his heart, and softly coaxed the little kitten.

The little cat's eyes are almost carved out of the same mold as Lou Lian's, but it doesn't look like him below the nose, it follows another father.

He hugged the child tightly in his arms, like a drowning man embracing a thin piece of driftwood, "Die, do you have to die?"

Manjusri sighed: "Everyone in the world says, 'I wish to be born in the Western Pure Land, the nine-rank lotus is my parents, and when the flowers bloom, I can see the Buddha and realize that there is no life'. Life and death are never opposites."

Lou Lian smiled miserably: "I already have a ninth tail, can I go see him?"

"All conditioned dharmas are like dreams and bubbles. Illusory flowers appear in emptiness, and their birth and death are impermanent. He is a lotus flower, morning dew, wind and snow, and mountains and rivers. He is the Buddha in your heart. You can see it wherever you want. "

After a long time, Lou Lian said slowly, one word at a time: "With a ninth tail, does the Bodhisattva know what I suddenly realized?"

"what?"

"It's 'feeling'." Lou Lian looked at the obedient child, his brows and eyes softened, "I once thought, since everything is empty in front of my Buddha, there is no difference, why can't the monster race be able to ascend? Later I thought , probably, is the problem of Yaozu itself."

"Huangyue used to be the demon with the best chance of ascension, but he followed the 'Road of Slaughter', and his heart was already possessed by demons. Naturally, the law of heaven would not allow it. This divine punishment is also a punishment for him."

"Buddhist practitioners suffer in reincarnation, and they are enlightened when they think about it; those who practice Taoism are quiet and inactive, and they can live forever. Demons can neither enter reincarnation nor meditate, so they can only enter the world. The world is natural, the heart is complicated, and the nature is the most affectionate. Relatives, lovers, friends , everything is born from the heart. And my way is that others show affection to me, I repay the wish, the wish is realized, and the back and forth are mutual fulfillment. This is a kind of great love, and it is also the ultimate affection.”

As he said that, he glanced at Orange Blossom, "Before I died, I said to you, 'I hope you will have a good life in the future, and there is endless cat food'. This is also a period of fulfillment, so you become Immortal."

Orange Blossom half-understood: "What about you?"

Lou Lian closed his eyes, and the boy with the same voice and appearance as himself seemed to be still in front of him: "I, like you, was blessed by a good person."

——It’s just that now, I have a bigger wish.

——Lian Lian, I want you to be yourself for the rest of your life, and I want you to be free and free from any constraints.

"So..." Lou Lian turned his head slightly, and looked at Manjusri again, "The biggest difference between a demon and a dead thing is that he understands emotion—how can I understand your Buddhist saying 'There is never a thing, where is it? Dust'?"

Manjusri then chanted a Buddha's name and said: "Love and ruthlessness are the same kind of wisdom. If people know the heart... the earth is also dear."

After finishing speaking, he twitched the corner of his mouth again, as if terrified: "Don't call me a Bodhisattva, just call me a nonsense."

Lou Lian stroked his forehead, and a faint fragrance seemed to remain there. He suddenly remembered something, and his eyes lit up.

It's not over yet.

In an old dilapidated community, in a tube building, the narrow door was knocked.

"Come here, who—"

Lou Yuanshan hurried out to open the door when he heard the sound.

Standing outside the door was a young man in black with a hoodie on.

With a small suitcase in hand, he seemed to be holding something big in his arms, and his whole body was slightly bent.

Lou Yuanshan recognized it for a while, then he was startled, and said, "Why are you back suddenly, where is Fang Fei?"

Lou Lian entered the room without saying a word, put the things in his hand on the bed, poured three glasses of water, and finally he was relieved.

"Have you quarreled?" Lou Yuanshan dragged the suitcase in and asked confusedly.

Before Lou Lian could answer, Xiao Xiaomao had already said "Ah—" first.

"Hey!" Lou Yuanshan was taken aback, threw his luggage and ran to the bed, and saw a cute snow-white little dumpling with exactly the same eyebrows and eyes as Lou Lian, he couldn't help being stunned, "Why is there a child here?"

The little kitten woke up, kicked its legs, twisted its body again, struggled out of the satin, pulled out its big tail by the way, hugged it in its arms and gnawed.

The two black ears moved slightly, and a pair of beautiful azure pupils stared straight at the grandfather.

Lou Lian picked up the little kitten, pulled the wet tail out of his restless mouth, and skillfully replaced it with a pacifier.

Lou Yuanshan stared, pointed at the child, then at Loulian, speechless.

Lou Lian smiled: "Your great grandson, Lou Xiaoxiao."

The old man rubbed his eyes, and for a long time, he asked in a trembling voice, "You are the one who is not decent... What happened? Are you divorced?"

Look at the little kitten again: "Why did you put a tail on the child? Wait, is there something wrong with the child's eyes?"

Lou Lian shook his head: "What I'm going to say now, don't be afraid or excited, just listen to me slowly."

The old man leaned on the back of the chair and sat down, taking a deep drink of water to suppress his shock.

Lou Lian thought for a while, took a deep breath, and went straight to the point: "No divorce, I gave birth to the child."

Snapped.

The cup shattered all over the place.

Lou Lian pursed her lips: "Actually... I'm not a human being, and neither is my child."

"..."

Lou Lian told Lou Yuanshan everything from the beginning to the end.

After finishing, he closed his eyes and whispered, "That's it. I'm not the original 'Lou Lian', but to me, whether you recognize me or not, I am your child. I only have this identity."

Lou Yuanshan was silent for a long time.

Much later, he said, "I have one last question."

Lou Lian looked at him.

Lou Yuanshan had a complicated expression: "Then Qin Fangfei, is he human?"

Lou Lian also had a complicated expression: "He...not."

Lou Yuanshan then nodded, revealing such an expression: "I thought so before. Breaking into my house just to abduct my only grandson? Sure enough, he is not human."

Lou Lian: "..."

The author has something to say: Lou Yuanshan: In fact, I can tell at a glance that he is not a human being, but a livestock!

Love and heartlessness are the same kind of wisdom: sentient beings and heartless beings can also become Buddhas.

If people know the heart, the earth has no space: the essence of all things is the "heart", and everything is derived from the "heart", so once you see your "heart", you will find that everything is illusory, just like the nature, the earth Not even an inch of ground.That is to say, "emptiness is form and form is emptiness" as taught by Buddhism. The heart exists, but it has no form and no form, so it is "empty" instead of "nothing".

Manjusri suddenly said here that "the earth is also amiable", which is not in conflict with "the earth has no inch of soil", but it just turns from ignoring "earth" to feeling "appreciable".The essence still comes from the heart, and agrees with Lou Lian's "Cultivation of Emotion".There is no contradiction between the two.

I suddenly discovered that the variety of Huahua, if you take it apart, it’s just connected... (? I’m not right)