Granny Meng gave her a bowl of soup

At midnight, the aroma of the belated skewers in the small courtyard permeated the air, and on the table were wines that had been preserved in the wine cellar for many years.

Xu Ruying fanned the fan very professionally with one hand and sprinkled peppers with the other. She looked at Song Wanyue with a full smile: "Today you can eat as much as you like."

I don't know if it's because of the fatigue of the journey, but she looked at Wan Yue with a lack of energy, and her complexion was not very good, she just sat there and looked at the bracelet, sometimes looking at Ming Yue's, full of preoccupations.

Huang Lan was very happy. When she came back this time, she didn't find any relatives of the highest quality. She had seen quite a few relatives and friends. After all, she was too old to eat too greasy food. Xu Ruying made some millet porridge for her, and she sat down comfortably after drinking it. Take in the view from the yard.

Xiao Yueyue on the ground happily ate the grilled mutton, her little tail wagging like a fan.

Song Wanyue held a bunch of skewers in her hand. She could no longer taste the taste, but she still ate seriously. She stared at Xu Ruying with a pair of dark eyes, feeling so sad that she almost wanted to cry.

What did they do wrong... to face such tribulations again and again.

She is an emissary from hell, and she should have gone through a rough and rough tribulation, but Ming Yu, where did she go wrong?

For a moment, Song Wanyue was thinking, if it wasn't for her persistence, if it wasn't for her refusal to relax life after life, would her Ming Yu be better?

With such a gentle personality, she should have been born in a good family, loved by her parents, surrounded by friends, and lived her own life in a chic and happy way, instead of being entangled in pain life after life.

Song Wanyue remembered what Xiao Mingyu had said to Mr. Xu when she snooped on the information.

——I would rather she never met me, I want to erase all her information about me.

At that time, she might have done it for her, but why didn't she subconsciously say what she wanted?

No matter how strong and deep the love, the entanglement and sorrow after ten lifetimes, should have been terrified by now.

Song Wanyue lowered her head slowly, her eyes sore. Recently, whether in dreams or in reality, she has seen too many scenes that broke her heart.

No matter what her true self is.

In this life, she was just a human being, a woman who had lost her beloved for less than a year.

Not to mention anything else, the same pain was superimposed ten times, and she couldn't bear the weight.

She was almost going crazy.

"what happened?"

Xu Ruying didn't know when she came over, her face flushed slightly, she rolled up the sleeves on her wrists, and sat down next to Song Wanyue: "Are you tired? Does your complexion look bad?"

Song Wanyue shook her head, Xu Ruying looked up, looked at the soft moonlight in the sky, and said with a smile: "The sky here is more beautiful."

no pollution.

So pure.

After hearing this, Song Wanyue looked up at the bright stars in the sky together with her.

Sometimes, when people look up at the sky, they can feel the vastness of the universe and at the same time feel sad about their own smallness.

Once, she curled up in Ming Yu's arms and admired the moon like this.

At that time, she always liked the tranquility, enjoyed the dependence on Mingyu, and liked the faint lemon fragrance on her body.

But she didn't know that she was nostalgic for life after life.

The two watched quietly for a while, Song Wanyue slowly leaned her head on Xu Ruying's shoulder, "It would be great if she was here."

Xu Ruying smiled faintly after hearing this, and now, she is no longer as scared and repulsed as she was at the beginning when Wan Yue mentioned Ming Yu in front of her, "She has always been here."

Song Wanyue's body trembled slightly, she turned her head to look at Xu Ruying, Xu Ruying looked at her upturned nose, small lips, and said softly: "Didn't you say that you once made an appointment with Ming Yu, you are Mingyue, and she is around you?" Is it your star?"

She raised her slender hand, pointing to the gentle moonlight outlined by the night, "It's always been there."

There were slight ripples in Song Wanyue's eyes, and Xu Ruying looked into her eyes: "So, she will always be here."

She is always with you.

But in another form.

She wanted Wan Yue to know.

No matter where she will go after the short company, her heart is always towards Wanyue.

She can do it for her, thousands of times.

Huang Lan looked at the two children staring at each other under the moonlight, took a sip of wine, and smiled.

She could feel their relief.

She once said to Wan Yue that time is amazing and can solve many problems.

Now, they have finally learned to reconcile with themselves.

When resting at night, Huang Lan was worried. She thought about going to see if the fire was burning enough, so as not to let the kang cool down at night.

The nights in the mountains are very long, and if there is a real lack of fire, it will be very cold.

Xu Ruying didn't let Huang Lan pass by, went to have a look by herself, filled some more firewood, and then came back.

When she came back, the couple had already taken a bath. Huang Lan was too tired during the day, so she lay down and fell asleep, snoring, very cute.

Sometimes, Xu Ruying watched Huang Lan mischievously quarrel with Wan Yue, watched the two mothers fight against the landlord for a round of fighting spirit, and watched them mutter about daily life, she was very moved.

Fortunately, there is still Wanyue to accompany her mother at this time.

Fortunately, there is still a mother to accompany her Wanyue.

In her whole life, the two most important and dearest people have become the fetters of each other.

Song Wanyue covered her with a quilt beside her, and kept staring at Huang Lan, while Xu Ruying looked at her: "Why don't you get under the quilt, aren't you cold?"

Song Wanyue shook her head instinctively, "It's not cold."

Now her body's perception of the outside temperature is also gradually fading, even when she touches Xiao Yueyue's pink belly, she no longer feels the scorching heat at first.

Xu Ruying thought she was being stubborn, so she walked over, raised her hand and wrapped the quilt around her: "Go to sleep, I will take you to the field tomorrow morning to see the flowers, they are so beautiful."

Song Wanyue nodded, and she lay down obediently. Xu Ruying was still holding the flashlight in her hand, she was taken aback for a moment, and then took a picture of her again: "Wanyue?"

Song Wanyue let out an "um" and lay down straight.

"Are you all right?"

Xu Ruying was a little uneasy, she always felt that something was wrong with Wan Yue, but she couldn't tell exactly what was wrong.

Song Wanyue heard her worry, she raised her head and smiled at her: "I'm fine, come up quickly."

The faint light shone on Wan Yue's face, her eyes were clear, nothing unusual.

Xu Ruying stared at her for a while, then climbed onto the kang.

The night in the village is always extraordinarily quiet.

Unlike the hustle and bustle of a big city, only the occasional chirping of insects and birds came from outside the door.

Xu Ruying couldn't sleep a little bit, and she didn't know what was wrong with her, maybe her head was as excited as drinking coffee after returning to her hometown.

Song Wanyue felt her turning over frequently, she turned her head to look at her, and asked softly, "Can't you sleep?"

Xu Ruying nodded, "Did it wake you up?"

Song Wanyue: "I can't sleep either, Ruying, let's chat."

Xu Ruying nodded, she looked at Song Wanyue: "But it can't be too late, I think your complexion is not very good."

……

Long night.

There are so many things to say, but I don't know where to start.

Song Wanyue looked into Xu Ruying's eyes, and said softly: "A few days ago, I read some books at school, about ancient love stories, do you want to listen to them?"

Xu Ruying looked into her eyes: "You were so busy a while ago, do you still have time to read?"

This lie is getting more and more perfunctory.

Song Wanyue rolled her eyes, "You have to listen if you listen, and you have to listen if you don't."

Seeing her long-lost savage look, Xu Ruying smiled, "Okay, okay, tell me."

The evening wind blew the leaves and made rustling noises. Song Wanyue's stories continued. Accompanied by her slow and soft voice, she choked up several times.

Xu Ruying also became more serious from the initial attitude of listening, listening and watching. She listened to the love of the two girls in the story, and heard their emotional experience spanning the past and the present, but never ended well. Tears rolled in the circles of her eyes. After all, it slipped down the pillow and disappeared.

Song Wanyue couldn't go on talking until the end, she cried more and more, Xu Ruying couldn't help but reached out and hugged her, she patted her back gently: "Okay, okay, don't cry, didn't you say yes Did you tell a story? Why did you say you were crying like this?"

She also persuaded Song Wanyue not to cry, Xu Ruying herself heard the cry, and the night spread wantonly, Song Wanyue leaned on Xu Ruying's shoulder, and asked in a nasal voice: "Do you think they are very pitiful and hard-working? Should they give up..."

Wan Yue's heart is in a mess.

She can't make up her mind at all.

In the past, whenever she was hesitant about something, she would always discuss it with Ming Yu, and Ming Yu's answer always made her feel relieved.

Now, it's a big matter for both of them, and she can't make the decision alone.

Xu Ruying hugged Song Wanyue, patted her on the back, thinking seriously.

This is obviously a story told by Wan Yue, but she is extremely serious.

Perhaps it was because Wan Yue's tone and demeanor were too devoted, so that Xu Ruying unconsciously fell into it, and she even felt like a mistress inside.

"Emotional things, no matter how close they are, they can't tell. It's the love between the two of them. Only they know the ups and downs."

Song Wanyue looked at Xu Ruying stubbornly: "Then if you were one of them, would you give up?"

Xu Ruying pursed her lips, thought for a moment, then shook her head: "I probably won't give up."

why?

Song Wanyue's heart shrank, and her dark eyes were fixed on Xu Ruying.

Xu Ruying's thoughts unfolded, and she substituted herself into the plot of the story, "If I could give up, I would have given up a long time ago. Do I still have to persist until now?"

Song Wanyue looked at her blankly.

Yes.

So painful, so bitter, if I could give up, would I have given up a long time ago?

Xu Ruying: "When we think about it from the perspective of one party being the other, we will definitely feel distressed and feel that if it hurts so much, it is better not to start. But the love has already begun, that is their love, whether it is happiness or pain, It’s all theirs, and theirs alone.”

Just like her Wanyue, after so long, Xiao Mingyu has already figured it out through countless times of pain and suffering.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have drank the cup of wine that Wan Yue left behind.

Otherwise, she wouldn't look at Wan Yue and call Huang Lan's mother and wouldn't stop her.

Wan Yue's love for her is unwavering.

The same is true for Wan Yue.

A beautiful love is not something that can be determined by one person, it needs two people to stick to it together.

She can, and so can she.

Song Wanyue's breathing eased and her body relaxed. She looked at Xu Ruying with complicated eyes: "Then... If you were Ming Yu, if there was an afterlife, would you still want to be with me?"

This is the first time she asked her Ming Yu this.

After tossing and tossing and tormenting for so long, Wan Yue finally asked.

Xu Ruying looked at Song Wanyue, saw the seriousness and timidity and uncertainty in her eyes, she smiled softly, and said softly but seriously in Wanyue's ear: "If I am Mingyu, if there is an afterlife, I wish to marry Song Wanyue forever and ever, and never regret it."

The author has something to say: This article is quite emotional.

I hope that everyone will meet their own firm and beautiful love. If there are many setbacks, don't be sad, maybe you are also a god who can overcome the catastrophe, ^_^.

ps: There are not a few chapters left, and the update is not fixed, just take a look when you have time.