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Chapter 143 Crying

The previous doubts were finally answered.

Why the high school guys didn't show any emotion about his death...not because they came out, but because they forgot about it.

Not only the death of Saji Tsubaki, but everything related to him will be forgotten.

What Tsubaki lost was not his life, but all his ties.What has he done for this world, and why?No one will pursue these issues anymore, and naturally no one will feel pain because of his unauthorized sacrifice.

This is the price of manipulating the entire world.

After being silent for a long time, Tsubaki Tsubaki smiled emotionally: "Is this my punishment?"

The mysterious voice insisted: [It is a reward... If you are not observed, you will not be harmed; if you have no evil thoughts, you will not feel pain. ]

"..."

Tsubaki still felt that this was his punishment.

For him, being forgotten by everyone is a more tragic ending than death, but the mysterious voice obviously didn't think so, he thought it was a good thing.

How similar this is to Saji Tsubaki's insistence on going his own way... without discussing with anyone, he arranged their ending on his own, in the name of 'for their own good'.

But their reaction has already explained their attitude: Yigu Yuta would rather "betray" him and inform Gojo Satoru, and Gojo Satoru never approves of Zuo Zhitsubaki's behavior from the beginning to the end, and has been clamoring to settle accounts.

Zuo Zhichun muttered to himself: "Do you want me to reflect...I won't reflect."

Once again, Saji Tsubaki will still choose the same path, even if he knows the ending he will face.

The ending that was forgotten by all.

The mysterious voice persisted: [It's not a punishment. ]

"Whether it is punishment or not is not decided by others, it is still up to you to decide."

If this was punishment for his wanton behavior, then George Tsubaki admitted it.Treating him in his own way, now he finally experienced the feeling of being arbitrarily arranged by someone with good intentions as an excuse.

It's just that this punishment is too cruel... George Tsubaki thought bitterly.

The mysterious voice tried to comfort him: [Don't worry, after accepting your 'reward', you won't feel pain soon. ]

Saji Tsubaki didn't appreciate it at all.

"Where is Qihualuo? Will Qihualuo forget me too?"

[……meeting. ]

"..."

The short answer instantly made Saji Tsubaki's eyes turn red.

He had many assumptions about his ending, but he never thought that Qihualuo would forget him.

That is his most cherished sister, no one can forget him, except Qihualuo, only her...

How could she forget him?

Tsubaki suddenly felt a piercing pain.

He immediately lowered his head, covered his eyes with his hands, and murmured unsteadily, "How could she forget me? I have done so much for her..."

"Only her, only she can never forget me..."

"Qihualuo..."

There was an uncontrollable sob in his voice.

If even Qihualuo had forgotten him, then what's the point of what he did? !Seeing that everyone is living in a beautiful world, but is there no him in that world?

Tsubaki Saji could accept death, but he couldn't accept the ending that was forgotten by everyone, especially Kirikara.He couldn't breathe just thinking about that future.

He thought a lot.

In the long solitude that followed, he might regret today's decision, right?People change, let alone after living alone for too long.

But according to that mysterious voice, he won't even have the emotion of regret in the future, because it is a negative emotion and the 'evil' of human beings.As a 'reward', he will not be contaminated with these negative emotions in the future, loneliness, regret, entanglement, resentment, these painful emotions will be far away from him, and he will live in happiness and peace forever.

But if he really becomes like that, is he still 'Tsubaki Saji'?

The evil of human nature is also one of his components. George Tsubaki has never shy away from admitting his selfishness and calculations. Now when he suddenly hears that these things will be taken away from him, he begins to feel unprecedented fear.

Death is not terrible, what is terrible is that no one remembers him, and even he himself has become less like himself.

He gritted his teeth tightly to keep the tears from falling.

At this time, he was only a thin line away from collapse.

[......]

The voice stared at him silently, and only after a long time carefully uttered a sentence: [You can make one last request before accepting the reward, as long as it does not conflict with your "reward", I can fulfill it for you. ]

Tsubaki suddenly raised his head.

His eyes were obviously red, and there was a last glimmer of hope in his eyes.

"I want to see Qihualuo..."

At first, he murmured softly; at the end, he couldn't restrain himself from shouting: "Please, let me see her one last time!"

In his life, during the 16 years, he uttered the word "begging" very few times.But now he repeats this sentence, like a drowning man holding the last piece of driftwood.

"Whoever you are, please...let me meet her."

"Please...please..."

Even the mysterious voice with a voice like a machine, at this time, there was a tinge of sympathy.

So he quickly agreed, and couldn't bear to watch George Tsubaki plead any longer.

[……good. ]

A gust of white mist slowly enveloped the space, and when the mist cleared, a little girl in a red kimono with her hairdo appeared in front of Saji Tsubaki.

That was the six or seven-year-old Kikara Saji. If those accidents hadn't happened, she would be a slim girl now.However, in this cognitive space, she still retained the appearance of a little girl, standing quietly in front of Tsubaki, looking up at him sadly.

Tsubaki suddenly found it difficult to face his sister's sad eyes.

He forced himself to put on a gentle smile, and half knelt down to hug her: "Qihualuo..."

Unexpectedly, Qihualuo took a step back suddenly, and at the same time gave him a hard push.

"Brother is a villain!!"

Zuozhi Tsubaki was unprepared, and was pushed by her and sat down on the ground. Now it was him who raised his head, and he stared blankly at Qihualuo as if he hadn't realized it.

Qihualuo looked at her brother's distressed appearance, and couldn't hold back her grievances anymore, tears fell down her cheeks like dropped beads.

She rushed forward and beat Zuo Zhitsubaki's shoulder, crying while beating: "Why did you leave Qihualuo alone! Why didn't you tell Qihualuo! Bad brother! Bad brother!!"

She cried so much that she was not prickly or cute at all, but she was able to cry to break Tsubaki's crumbling heart with only a frame left.

He wanted to embrace Qihualuo, but he didn't dare. It's funny to say that Tsubaki never thought that there would be a day when he would not dare to hug his sister.

But every time Qihualuo cries, a nail is dropped on his heart, hammered and hammered until it is firm and bloody.

What the hell did he do...

Tsubaki Tsubaki closed his eyes, and finally lowered his raised hands in despair.

After all, he still made Qihualuo sad.

Up to now, he can't say those words of 'it's all for your own good'.Qihualuo's tears have already explained everything.

Saji Tsubaki did it wrong.

It was his fault for being self-righteous and arranging other people's futures regardless of their wishes.He broke into their lives self-servingly, and then walked away self-servingly, without even leaving a formal farewell.It caused them to feel sad for him, but they expressed their feelings with a light "it will pass".

Until this moment, Saji Tsubaki finally understood the meaning of 'price'.

Heavenly law reincarnates, retribution is unpleasant.He who has no respect for the bonds between people is eventually punished by losing all bonds. It's ridiculous that he didn't see clearly until the end.

Now that the decision has been made, irreversible, Saji Tsubaki is destined to suffer the end he deserved.

He numbly let Qihualuo lay on his shoulder crying out of breath, he didn't dare to hug her, let alone comfort her.

He was the chief culprit who made her sad. Now telling her that he regretted it, what's the use of it other than making her sadder?

Zuoji Tsubaki did not comfort Qihualuo as usual, which made her more and more panicked.

When adults do not respond to a child's crying, the child will automatically stop crying because they find that it is not effective.

Qihualuo lay on Tsubaki's shoulder, sobbing and explaining anxiously, "I'm sorry, brother, Qihualuo shouldn't hit you..."

"Don't be angry, Qihualuo knows she was wrong..."

Tsubaki lowered his eyes, his lower lip was bitten with blood stains.

He kept silent, which caused Qihualuo's emotions to collapse again.

She tried her best to hug Tsubaki who didn't respond, tears wet his side face uncontrollably.

"Woooo... Qihualuo knows she's wrong, and Qihualuo will be good...Brother, don't want Qihualuo...Brother...don't leave me!"

For so many years, Qihualuo has never said a complete sentence.The first time I said it, it was to beg my brother not to abandon me.

The tears that Tsubaki Saji had been holding back since hearing the 'price' finally flowed down.

Trembling, he raised his hand and grabbed the corner of Qihualuo's clothes.

Tears stinged across his bitten and tattered lips.

In the 16 years since he was born, Saji Tsubaki has never cried.

Until he heard Qihualuo say to him, 'Don't leave me'.

And isn't this what he wanted to say, but couldn't say?

Obviously he is the older brother, the depended character among the siblings, but at this moment he is hiding in Qihualuo's little arms, even daring to cry with the tiniest voice.

"sorry Sorry……"

He cried out his prayer that he didn't know who it was for.

"……do not forget me."

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