snow wolf ballad
Chapter 195
【The biggest harm that time brings to the world is that we cannot go back to the past to correct our mistakes, and in the end we can only leave endless regret and pain. 】
When I just came out of the bookstore, I opened the new book I just bought, and there was such a sentence at the beginning.This is a book written by an unknown author, but I bought it by accident today.Couldn't even wait to get home and watch it, as soon as I got off the station, I unwrapped it.
In the crowded crowd, I was bumped, and I regained my senses from the thinking that this sentence brought to me.After thinking about it, I decided to put the book away so as not to squeeze it out.
I was standing on the west platform of the subway station, across the railway, there was a lonely little boy standing on the opposite east platform.The little boy was holding a small black ball in his hands. He looked very precious to that ball, and he held it tightly in his chest.There are no adults around him, I thought to myself, could it be a lost child?
I'm such a bad person, thinking that I have nothing to do next, why not help this child.So I hurried through the crowd and walked around the passage to the east platform.To my relief, the boy was still standing there.
"Little friend, where are your parents?" I walked up to him, squatted in front of him, and asked him.
The little boy turned to look at me, his eyes were black and clear, and his face was delicate and cute.I thought to myself, he should be a handsome boy when he grows up.But he seemed a little shy and didn't answer me.
"My sister is not a bad person, kid, are you lost? Tell my sister, I will take you to the police uncle."
The little boy continued to look at me, and suddenly said nonsensically:
"Sister, why is your hair white?"
I touched my hair subconsciously. It was only dyed pearl silver two days ago, but it was called white by this child. I couldn't help laughing:
"Sister dyed her hair, isn't it pretty?"
"Well, pretty." The kid was very honest.
The topic seems to be off track, so I continued to ask:
"Why are you here alone, where are your parents?"
"I have no parents, I have always been alone." The little boy said.
Eh?How could this be, is this child an orphan?
"Then where do you live, do you know?"
"I know." The little boy's answer was beyond my expectation again.
"Where is it?" I asked.
"Heaven."
"Huh?" Is this kid kidding me?
The wind was blowing in the subway station, and the train was about to enter the station. I looked up at the train schedule and saw the name of the terminal: Paradise.What?There really is a paradise station!I was taken aback.Having lived in this city for more than 20 years, I didn't know that the subway would have such a terrible station name.
"I am God." The little boy said to me solemnly, "Isn't it natural to live in heaven?"
I was a little stunned, and slowly stood up, facing the line, looking at the dark railway tracks below, wondering if this child is not mentally normal?It just so happened that the train was coming into the station at this moment, and the extremely bright high beams of the front of the car came, and my eyes suddenly blurred, as if I saw a woman's figure falling down the railroad track, my heart was so shocked that I stretched out my hand to pull it. she.The picture suddenly disappeared, and what remained was the picture of the train passing by in front of me.I broke out in a cold sweat, what happened?Lack of sleep and daydreaming?
"Sister, it's dangerous not to stand within the yellow line." The little boy tugged on my sleeve and said.
"Ah, yes...you're right..." I lost my strength and looked down at him, his black eyes were still clear and shiny.
"My sister will take you home, you are a child, the road is not safe." I said.
The little boy nodded and said, "Thank you."
I took his hand and led him into the car, the train started and moved forward.
There were not many people in the car, and we got two seats. The little boy sat down on the seat, took off the small schoolbag he was carrying on his back, and still held the black ball tightly in his hand.
I asked him, "What's that in your hand? A pinball?"
He shook his head and said seriously: "It's not bouncing balls, it's a very important thing."
"Can I show my sister?"
The little boy shook his head without hesitation: "No!"
Uh... I was really ashamed to be rejected so mercilessly.Well, since he is a child anyway, I don't care about him anymore.
To pass the time, I took out the book just now from my bag, opened it and continued to read.
[This is a story about time.From a young age, I have been thinking about the meaning of time to us.Now, I have finally come up with some thoughts of my own.There are three states in our time: existence, miss and waiting.When we exist, we are sure that we are happy and happy, and we thank God for our existence.When we miss it, we regret it and wish we could give up our lives from now on.While waiting, we are confused and stubborn, consuming every minute and every second for the sake of slim hope.We who are waiting are not sure whether we exist, but we will not regret enough to give up our lives.
Most people in this world will choose to stay in time in the first state, but they know in their hearts that the first state is a luxury wish.Most of our time states are hovering between the second and third.The second is too painful and extreme, if I had to choose, I would choose the third.
If we are destined not to be happy, then please allow me to wait.
A long, long time ago, in the far north ice field, a little snow wolf was born...]
I had just read this when I was interrupted by a little boy's voice:
"Sister, are you reading a book?"
"Um, yeah..." I replied.
"What's in the book?" he asked me.
"It's a bit esoteric for you."
"I want to listen!" the little boy insisted.
"Uh..." This kid is really weird, "It's probably about waiting." I perfunctory him.
"Wait? Waiting for what?"
"Who knows, wait for your lover or happiness."
"Oh, how stupid." The little boy said suddenly.
"Huh?" I was taken aback by his words.
But he stopped talking, as if he had lost interest in the story in the book in my hand, instead he took out a picture book from his bag, opened it, and read it with relish.
I poked my head to see what was drawn in the picture book.This seems to be a fairy tale, telling the story between a little fox and a little human boy in ancient times, long, long ago.
"Is the story interesting?"
The little boy looked up at me, thought for a moment, and shook his head.
"Eh? You're still so interested in watching boring?" What a weird kid.
"I just thought this story seemed familiar, so I read it. But after reading it over and over again, I still can't remember it." The little boy seemed a little disappointed.
"Can you show me?" I asked.
This time, the boy didn't refuse and handed me the picture book.So I started from scratch.
[A long time ago, there was a little boy without father and mother who lived in the mountains.The little boy has an older brother, and the two brothers depend on each other for life.Later, the elder brother left the mountain for a lofty ideal, and the little boy stayed alone in the mountain.One day, he met a little red fox. He wanted to beat the fox to make a fur boy, but he couldn't do it in the end.For the fox had spoken to him:
"Don't kill me, I'm here to play with you."
The little boy is very strange. He is alone and has no playmates, so the fox becomes his playmate.One person and one fox chase each other, play hide-and-seek, hunt together, catch bugs together, and have a great time.
One day the fox said to the little boy, "Let's play a new game."
Out of curiosity, the little boy immediately agreed.Fox said:
"The game is very simple, you just need to look at me without blinking, and whoever persists for the longest time will win."
"Okay, come on." The boy was eager to try.
So the boy and the fox started a game of staring and staring. The fox's eyes were red, as beautiful as rubies, shining with a bewitching light.The boy felt for a moment that he seemed to be in a trance, but when he came back to his senses, the fox said to him:
"You blinked, you lost."
The boy was sorry, it was all because of the fox's pretty eyes. 】
I quickly turned to the last page of the picture book and saw the ending:
[Since playing this game that day, the lively and active fox has gradually become calm.Not long after, the fox disappeared, and the boy never saw the little fox again. 】
This is really... such a sloppy ending... It really isn't a good story, I thought.
I looked up from the picture book and the boy was looking at me, so I asked:
"Why does this story make you feel familiar?"
"I don't know." The boy answered simply, and took back the picture book in my hand, "Perhaps, I have encountered such a thing before." He added.
"Really?" I murmured.
The boy continued to look down at the picture book, but I temporarily lost interest in reading.Looking up, there happened to be a pair of lovers standing in front of where I was sitting. The man was tall and handsome, wearing a striking long-sleeved t-shirt with a goshawk pattern printed on it. The woman had a beautiful face and an elegant temperament.They seemed so close that I felt a little deja vu.
The next stop arrived, and the couple was about to get off the bus. Before leaving, the man turned his head to look at me, and his lips twitched. I couldn't hear what he said. I just felt like he was saying "Oolong", or "Vermilion", or else...
【My lord! 】
Master?What a weird name, I am surprised that such a word suddenly popped up in my mind.
When I looked up again, the couple had gotten out of the car and disappeared.However, this stop was not the one the boy was going to, so I didn't get off the bus, but just shook my head, sighing to myself that I was probably too tired recently and always had hallucinations.
My hallucinations did not seem to intend to let me go. After the train came in and out of the station, passengers boarded and disembarked, there always seemed to be familiar passengers in front of me, there were tall and burly men, there were women with cold facial paralysis, some The loli, who looks young, has a beautiful temperament and a refined beauty.They will say some inexplicable things to me.I couldn't hear what they said, I could only see their lips squirming, repeating the same mouth shape.
The place the boy was going to was too far away, the train gradually drove far away, and the number of passengers became less and less.By the end, the whole train was empty, it seemed like we were the only ones left.The boy sits to my left, and the row of empty seats to my right.
Suddenly, my right shoulder was heavy, and I was startled. When I turned my head, I found a beautiful girl sitting beside me at some point, leaning her head on my shoulder.She has the same silver-white snow hair as me, and her face is gentle and beautiful, which gives me a very nostalgic feeling.
"Sister, sister..." she murmured.
Talking in your sleep?I looked at her, and suddenly there was tenderness in my heart.
"Save her, save everyone..." the girl murmured in her dream.
Have a nightmare?Poor girl... I adjusted my position to make her more comfortable.
"I don't want to lose her...don't want to lose everyone..." the girl shed tears.
"Don't worry, it's all a nightmare, it will pass." I reached out to help her wipe away the tears.
After a long time, I seemed to be infected by the girl and became drowsy. When I woke up again, the girl had disappeared.
The boy beside him stood up from his seat and said to me:
"It's about to arrive."
"Oh, okay." I rubbed my eyes, stood up, and the book on my lap slammed to the floor.I hurriedly bent down to pick it up, only to find that the book had just turned to the last page, and the last sentence of the whole book caught my eyes:
[Has your life so far made you regret it?If you have no regrets, then congratulations, you beat time. 】
"The terminal, Paradise Station is here, please get off in an orderly manner, thank you for taking the ride..."
"Why are you in a daze, don't you want to take me home? Get out of the car now." The boy looked up at me.
"Yeah." I put away the book, took the boy's hand, and walked out of the train together.
Paradise Station, the empty platform, the silence.I led the boy and walked out of the station.I asked the boy:
"How do you go home?"
"You just come with me." The boy said.
When I got out of the station, what I saw was an endless golden wheat field. There was no city scenery here, let alone a road.There was nothing but wheat and the station entrance behind us.I looked at this scene in surprise, is this the Paradise Station?Was there such a place in this city before?
The boy and I walked hand in hand in the wheat field, the golden wheat ears were waist high, almost submerging the boy's head.He held my hand with his left hand, pushed aside the ears of wheat with his right hand holding the black ball, and walked forward with some difficulty.
My mind is a little confused, and the scene in front of me is a bit too absurd, making me feel that I may still be in a dream and have not yet woken up.I close my eyes and tell myself that when I open them next second, I will be able to see the normal scene.
Three, two, one, when I opened my eyes again, a big house with a strange style appeared in front of me.There is a large wheat field behind us, and the boy and I have crossed the wheat field at some point and arrived in front of this house.
"Is this your house?" I asked the boy.
The boy nodded and said:
"I'm home, do you want to come with me?"
I hesitated for a moment, and looked back at the wheat field. I didn’t know when the station was out of sight. I was a little confused, so I said:
"Then I'll interrupt."
The boy opened the door of the strange house and led me in.
The room was very dark, only a faint light was brought in as we entered.I squinted my eyes and looked carefully. There was no furniture in this room at all. Just near the door, a little girl carved into jade was kneeling and sitting next to a black-haired woman in black, staring at the black-haired woman. face.The black-haired woman lay on the ground again, as if falling asleep, motionless.
The sound of "pa" startled me, and then a firewood stick rolled to my feet.I picked up the firewood stick, looked up again, and saw a heroic woman, her face hidden in the shadows, holding an axe, standing in front of me, stretching out her hand to me, obviously wanting to beg for the axe matchstick.
I handed the matchstick into her hand, but she didn't take it, and kept her hand out there, not knowing what it meant.
I sighed, and thought that I should have gone crazy. In this strange room, there was a dark-haired woman who was dead, a silver-haired girl in a daze, and a woman holding a The woman with the ax chopping wood, I have begun to admire my imagination, and such a weird scene can appear in my mind.
"Hey, is this really your home? Are these people your family?" I asked the little boy.
But the little boy didn't answer me.
I turned around and found that the little boy was looking outside the house. Outside the house, there was a little red fox squatting. The fox has red pupils and was staring at us for a moment.
fox?
"Do you regret it?" the fox asked suddenly.
Do you regret it?Do I regret it?
The scene suddenly changed, and everything around it turned black, leaving only a circle of light.The silver-haired little girl, the woman with the axe, me, and the little boy occupied four positions, and there was a beam of light in the center that hit the red fox.The black-haired woman did not appear.
The red fox turned around, faced the woman with the axe, and asked:
"Do you regret it? Regret that you were born in this world, regret that you never expressed your deepest love to your sister, regret that you fell in love with that woman again, and at the same time hurt that woman severely."
"Why do you have to regret this kind of thing? Time brings maturity and understanding to everyone. You don't have to regret the mistakes you made when you were young and ignorant. I use my present and future to treat her well, that's all. Enough," said the woman with the axe.
The red fox nodded, turned around again, and faced the silver-haired little girl:
"What about you? Do you regret it? Did all the hardships you have suffered from birth to now make you regret meeting A Niang?"
"One cannot choose one's origin. I am the child of my mother and my mother. I am the child of my mother's 33 years of hard work. I can feel her love for me even though I have never met her. After seeing her, I am even more convinced that her feelings for me will always be selfless and self-sacrificing. I am so grateful to God for allowing me to have such a mother. I don’t regret it. How could I regret it? She is my mother. Mother." The silver-haired little girl said.
The red fox was silent for a moment, then nodded again.So she turned around slowly, and this time, she faced me.
"What about you? Do you regret it? Do you regret chasing her chariot in that icy and snowy world? Do you regret saving her from the rat demon? Do you regret having climbed up with her God Realm? Do you regret it? You will go to the hospital to look for her that day. If you have never met her, never fell in love with her, how can you experience all the heart-piercing pain in the world? You are a wolf, you shouldn’t have So many human emotions, do you regret it?"
"Hehehe, do I regret it? That's a good question. If I have regretted it for a second, it is probably impossible. I am a wolf. If it is not a coincidence, I have no chance to realize so much. I I have existed, waited, missed, been happy, despaired, and looked forward to it. It is my greatest blessing to be in love with her in this life. Therefore, no matter how difficult and dangerous it is, I will never regret it. I love her, I will never regret it!"
Ah...I understand...I understand, where is this place, what are we doing, everything, I understand.
The red fox finally turned to face the little boy and asked:
"What about you, do you regret it?"
The little boy raised his head, and there was a little confusion in his clear black eyes.
"What is regret?" he asked.
The red fox didn't answer, but walked slowly and walked up to the little boy.The beam of light hitting it has been moving with it, like a spotlight on a stage.
The red fox raised its paw and said to the little boy:
"Come on, don't keep holding on to that black ball, give it to me."
The little boy hesitated.
"You are too lonely, playing ball alone, too lonely, let me play with you." The fox said.
"Really?" the little boy asked.
"Really." Fox replied.
"Won't you disappear after playing with me?"
"No, I will always be with you." Red Fox said.
The little boy slowly raised his hand and put the black ball on the red fox's paw.But the fox threw the black ball to me, and as soon as I put the black ball into my hand, the black ball quickly turned into nothingness and chaos in my hands.The boy stared blankly at this scene, unable to react for a while.
"Do you regret it?" the red fox asked the boy again.
The boy was stunned for a while, and finally said:
"I regret."
"So let's start over, okay?"
"…it is good."
As soon as he finished speaking, the world began to turn upside down...
When I just came out of the bookstore, I opened the new book I just bought, and there was such a sentence at the beginning.This is a book written by an unknown author, but I bought it by accident today.Couldn't even wait to get home and watch it, as soon as I got off the station, I unwrapped it.
In the crowded crowd, I was bumped, and I regained my senses from the thinking that this sentence brought to me.After thinking about it, I decided to put the book away so as not to squeeze it out.
I was standing on the west platform of the subway station, across the railway, there was a lonely little boy standing on the opposite east platform.The little boy was holding a small black ball in his hands. He looked very precious to that ball, and he held it tightly in his chest.There are no adults around him, I thought to myself, could it be a lost child?
I'm such a bad person, thinking that I have nothing to do next, why not help this child.So I hurried through the crowd and walked around the passage to the east platform.To my relief, the boy was still standing there.
"Little friend, where are your parents?" I walked up to him, squatted in front of him, and asked him.
The little boy turned to look at me, his eyes were black and clear, and his face was delicate and cute.I thought to myself, he should be a handsome boy when he grows up.But he seemed a little shy and didn't answer me.
"My sister is not a bad person, kid, are you lost? Tell my sister, I will take you to the police uncle."
The little boy continued to look at me, and suddenly said nonsensically:
"Sister, why is your hair white?"
I touched my hair subconsciously. It was only dyed pearl silver two days ago, but it was called white by this child. I couldn't help laughing:
"Sister dyed her hair, isn't it pretty?"
"Well, pretty." The kid was very honest.
The topic seems to be off track, so I continued to ask:
"Why are you here alone, where are your parents?"
"I have no parents, I have always been alone." The little boy said.
Eh?How could this be, is this child an orphan?
"Then where do you live, do you know?"
"I know." The little boy's answer was beyond my expectation again.
"Where is it?" I asked.
"Heaven."
"Huh?" Is this kid kidding me?
The wind was blowing in the subway station, and the train was about to enter the station. I looked up at the train schedule and saw the name of the terminal: Paradise.What?There really is a paradise station!I was taken aback.Having lived in this city for more than 20 years, I didn't know that the subway would have such a terrible station name.
"I am God." The little boy said to me solemnly, "Isn't it natural to live in heaven?"
I was a little stunned, and slowly stood up, facing the line, looking at the dark railway tracks below, wondering if this child is not mentally normal?It just so happened that the train was coming into the station at this moment, and the extremely bright high beams of the front of the car came, and my eyes suddenly blurred, as if I saw a woman's figure falling down the railroad track, my heart was so shocked that I stretched out my hand to pull it. she.The picture suddenly disappeared, and what remained was the picture of the train passing by in front of me.I broke out in a cold sweat, what happened?Lack of sleep and daydreaming?
"Sister, it's dangerous not to stand within the yellow line." The little boy tugged on my sleeve and said.
"Ah, yes...you're right..." I lost my strength and looked down at him, his black eyes were still clear and shiny.
"My sister will take you home, you are a child, the road is not safe." I said.
The little boy nodded and said, "Thank you."
I took his hand and led him into the car, the train started and moved forward.
There were not many people in the car, and we got two seats. The little boy sat down on the seat, took off the small schoolbag he was carrying on his back, and still held the black ball tightly in his hand.
I asked him, "What's that in your hand? A pinball?"
He shook his head and said seriously: "It's not bouncing balls, it's a very important thing."
"Can I show my sister?"
The little boy shook his head without hesitation: "No!"
Uh... I was really ashamed to be rejected so mercilessly.Well, since he is a child anyway, I don't care about him anymore.
To pass the time, I took out the book just now from my bag, opened it and continued to read.
[This is a story about time.From a young age, I have been thinking about the meaning of time to us.Now, I have finally come up with some thoughts of my own.There are three states in our time: existence, miss and waiting.When we exist, we are sure that we are happy and happy, and we thank God for our existence.When we miss it, we regret it and wish we could give up our lives from now on.While waiting, we are confused and stubborn, consuming every minute and every second for the sake of slim hope.We who are waiting are not sure whether we exist, but we will not regret enough to give up our lives.
Most people in this world will choose to stay in time in the first state, but they know in their hearts that the first state is a luxury wish.Most of our time states are hovering between the second and third.The second is too painful and extreme, if I had to choose, I would choose the third.
If we are destined not to be happy, then please allow me to wait.
A long, long time ago, in the far north ice field, a little snow wolf was born...]
I had just read this when I was interrupted by a little boy's voice:
"Sister, are you reading a book?"
"Um, yeah..." I replied.
"What's in the book?" he asked me.
"It's a bit esoteric for you."
"I want to listen!" the little boy insisted.
"Uh..." This kid is really weird, "It's probably about waiting." I perfunctory him.
"Wait? Waiting for what?"
"Who knows, wait for your lover or happiness."
"Oh, how stupid." The little boy said suddenly.
"Huh?" I was taken aback by his words.
But he stopped talking, as if he had lost interest in the story in the book in my hand, instead he took out a picture book from his bag, opened it, and read it with relish.
I poked my head to see what was drawn in the picture book.This seems to be a fairy tale, telling the story between a little fox and a little human boy in ancient times, long, long ago.
"Is the story interesting?"
The little boy looked up at me, thought for a moment, and shook his head.
"Eh? You're still so interested in watching boring?" What a weird kid.
"I just thought this story seemed familiar, so I read it. But after reading it over and over again, I still can't remember it." The little boy seemed a little disappointed.
"Can you show me?" I asked.
This time, the boy didn't refuse and handed me the picture book.So I started from scratch.
[A long time ago, there was a little boy without father and mother who lived in the mountains.The little boy has an older brother, and the two brothers depend on each other for life.Later, the elder brother left the mountain for a lofty ideal, and the little boy stayed alone in the mountain.One day, he met a little red fox. He wanted to beat the fox to make a fur boy, but he couldn't do it in the end.For the fox had spoken to him:
"Don't kill me, I'm here to play with you."
The little boy is very strange. He is alone and has no playmates, so the fox becomes his playmate.One person and one fox chase each other, play hide-and-seek, hunt together, catch bugs together, and have a great time.
One day the fox said to the little boy, "Let's play a new game."
Out of curiosity, the little boy immediately agreed.Fox said:
"The game is very simple, you just need to look at me without blinking, and whoever persists for the longest time will win."
"Okay, come on." The boy was eager to try.
So the boy and the fox started a game of staring and staring. The fox's eyes were red, as beautiful as rubies, shining with a bewitching light.The boy felt for a moment that he seemed to be in a trance, but when he came back to his senses, the fox said to him:
"You blinked, you lost."
The boy was sorry, it was all because of the fox's pretty eyes. 】
I quickly turned to the last page of the picture book and saw the ending:
[Since playing this game that day, the lively and active fox has gradually become calm.Not long after, the fox disappeared, and the boy never saw the little fox again. 】
This is really... such a sloppy ending... It really isn't a good story, I thought.
I looked up from the picture book and the boy was looking at me, so I asked:
"Why does this story make you feel familiar?"
"I don't know." The boy answered simply, and took back the picture book in my hand, "Perhaps, I have encountered such a thing before." He added.
"Really?" I murmured.
The boy continued to look down at the picture book, but I temporarily lost interest in reading.Looking up, there happened to be a pair of lovers standing in front of where I was sitting. The man was tall and handsome, wearing a striking long-sleeved t-shirt with a goshawk pattern printed on it. The woman had a beautiful face and an elegant temperament.They seemed so close that I felt a little deja vu.
The next stop arrived, and the couple was about to get off the bus. Before leaving, the man turned his head to look at me, and his lips twitched. I couldn't hear what he said. I just felt like he was saying "Oolong", or "Vermilion", or else...
【My lord! 】
Master?What a weird name, I am surprised that such a word suddenly popped up in my mind.
When I looked up again, the couple had gotten out of the car and disappeared.However, this stop was not the one the boy was going to, so I didn't get off the bus, but just shook my head, sighing to myself that I was probably too tired recently and always had hallucinations.
My hallucinations did not seem to intend to let me go. After the train came in and out of the station, passengers boarded and disembarked, there always seemed to be familiar passengers in front of me, there were tall and burly men, there were women with cold facial paralysis, some The loli, who looks young, has a beautiful temperament and a refined beauty.They will say some inexplicable things to me.I couldn't hear what they said, I could only see their lips squirming, repeating the same mouth shape.
The place the boy was going to was too far away, the train gradually drove far away, and the number of passengers became less and less.By the end, the whole train was empty, it seemed like we were the only ones left.The boy sits to my left, and the row of empty seats to my right.
Suddenly, my right shoulder was heavy, and I was startled. When I turned my head, I found a beautiful girl sitting beside me at some point, leaning her head on my shoulder.She has the same silver-white snow hair as me, and her face is gentle and beautiful, which gives me a very nostalgic feeling.
"Sister, sister..." she murmured.
Talking in your sleep?I looked at her, and suddenly there was tenderness in my heart.
"Save her, save everyone..." the girl murmured in her dream.
Have a nightmare?Poor girl... I adjusted my position to make her more comfortable.
"I don't want to lose her...don't want to lose everyone..." the girl shed tears.
"Don't worry, it's all a nightmare, it will pass." I reached out to help her wipe away the tears.
After a long time, I seemed to be infected by the girl and became drowsy. When I woke up again, the girl had disappeared.
The boy beside him stood up from his seat and said to me:
"It's about to arrive."
"Oh, okay." I rubbed my eyes, stood up, and the book on my lap slammed to the floor.I hurriedly bent down to pick it up, only to find that the book had just turned to the last page, and the last sentence of the whole book caught my eyes:
[Has your life so far made you regret it?If you have no regrets, then congratulations, you beat time. 】
"The terminal, Paradise Station is here, please get off in an orderly manner, thank you for taking the ride..."
"Why are you in a daze, don't you want to take me home? Get out of the car now." The boy looked up at me.
"Yeah." I put away the book, took the boy's hand, and walked out of the train together.
Paradise Station, the empty platform, the silence.I led the boy and walked out of the station.I asked the boy:
"How do you go home?"
"You just come with me." The boy said.
When I got out of the station, what I saw was an endless golden wheat field. There was no city scenery here, let alone a road.There was nothing but wheat and the station entrance behind us.I looked at this scene in surprise, is this the Paradise Station?Was there such a place in this city before?
The boy and I walked hand in hand in the wheat field, the golden wheat ears were waist high, almost submerging the boy's head.He held my hand with his left hand, pushed aside the ears of wheat with his right hand holding the black ball, and walked forward with some difficulty.
My mind is a little confused, and the scene in front of me is a bit too absurd, making me feel that I may still be in a dream and have not yet woken up.I close my eyes and tell myself that when I open them next second, I will be able to see the normal scene.
Three, two, one, when I opened my eyes again, a big house with a strange style appeared in front of me.There is a large wheat field behind us, and the boy and I have crossed the wheat field at some point and arrived in front of this house.
"Is this your house?" I asked the boy.
The boy nodded and said:
"I'm home, do you want to come with me?"
I hesitated for a moment, and looked back at the wheat field. I didn’t know when the station was out of sight. I was a little confused, so I said:
"Then I'll interrupt."
The boy opened the door of the strange house and led me in.
The room was very dark, only a faint light was brought in as we entered.I squinted my eyes and looked carefully. There was no furniture in this room at all. Just near the door, a little girl carved into jade was kneeling and sitting next to a black-haired woman in black, staring at the black-haired woman. face.The black-haired woman lay on the ground again, as if falling asleep, motionless.
The sound of "pa" startled me, and then a firewood stick rolled to my feet.I picked up the firewood stick, looked up again, and saw a heroic woman, her face hidden in the shadows, holding an axe, standing in front of me, stretching out her hand to me, obviously wanting to beg for the axe matchstick.
I handed the matchstick into her hand, but she didn't take it, and kept her hand out there, not knowing what it meant.
I sighed, and thought that I should have gone crazy. In this strange room, there was a dark-haired woman who was dead, a silver-haired girl in a daze, and a woman holding a The woman with the ax chopping wood, I have begun to admire my imagination, and such a weird scene can appear in my mind.
"Hey, is this really your home? Are these people your family?" I asked the little boy.
But the little boy didn't answer me.
I turned around and found that the little boy was looking outside the house. Outside the house, there was a little red fox squatting. The fox has red pupils and was staring at us for a moment.
fox?
"Do you regret it?" the fox asked suddenly.
Do you regret it?Do I regret it?
The scene suddenly changed, and everything around it turned black, leaving only a circle of light.The silver-haired little girl, the woman with the axe, me, and the little boy occupied four positions, and there was a beam of light in the center that hit the red fox.The black-haired woman did not appear.
The red fox turned around, faced the woman with the axe, and asked:
"Do you regret it? Regret that you were born in this world, regret that you never expressed your deepest love to your sister, regret that you fell in love with that woman again, and at the same time hurt that woman severely."
"Why do you have to regret this kind of thing? Time brings maturity and understanding to everyone. You don't have to regret the mistakes you made when you were young and ignorant. I use my present and future to treat her well, that's all. Enough," said the woman with the axe.
The red fox nodded, turned around again, and faced the silver-haired little girl:
"What about you? Do you regret it? Did all the hardships you have suffered from birth to now make you regret meeting A Niang?"
"One cannot choose one's origin. I am the child of my mother and my mother. I am the child of my mother's 33 years of hard work. I can feel her love for me even though I have never met her. After seeing her, I am even more convinced that her feelings for me will always be selfless and self-sacrificing. I am so grateful to God for allowing me to have such a mother. I don’t regret it. How could I regret it? She is my mother. Mother." The silver-haired little girl said.
The red fox was silent for a moment, then nodded again.So she turned around slowly, and this time, she faced me.
"What about you? Do you regret it? Do you regret chasing her chariot in that icy and snowy world? Do you regret saving her from the rat demon? Do you regret having climbed up with her God Realm? Do you regret it? You will go to the hospital to look for her that day. If you have never met her, never fell in love with her, how can you experience all the heart-piercing pain in the world? You are a wolf, you shouldn’t have So many human emotions, do you regret it?"
"Hehehe, do I regret it? That's a good question. If I have regretted it for a second, it is probably impossible. I am a wolf. If it is not a coincidence, I have no chance to realize so much. I I have existed, waited, missed, been happy, despaired, and looked forward to it. It is my greatest blessing to be in love with her in this life. Therefore, no matter how difficult and dangerous it is, I will never regret it. I love her, I will never regret it!"
Ah...I understand...I understand, where is this place, what are we doing, everything, I understand.
The red fox finally turned to face the little boy and asked:
"What about you, do you regret it?"
The little boy raised his head, and there was a little confusion in his clear black eyes.
"What is regret?" he asked.
The red fox didn't answer, but walked slowly and walked up to the little boy.The beam of light hitting it has been moving with it, like a spotlight on a stage.
The red fox raised its paw and said to the little boy:
"Come on, don't keep holding on to that black ball, give it to me."
The little boy hesitated.
"You are too lonely, playing ball alone, too lonely, let me play with you." The fox said.
"Really?" the little boy asked.
"Really." Fox replied.
"Won't you disappear after playing with me?"
"No, I will always be with you." Red Fox said.
The little boy slowly raised his hand and put the black ball on the red fox's paw.But the fox threw the black ball to me, and as soon as I put the black ball into my hand, the black ball quickly turned into nothingness and chaos in my hands.The boy stared blankly at this scene, unable to react for a while.
"Do you regret it?" the red fox asked the boy again.
The boy was stunned for a while, and finally said:
"I regret."
"So let's start over, okay?"
"…it is good."
As soon as he finished speaking, the world began to turn upside down...
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