snow wolf ballad

The feeling of hot and cold is much better, the tormenting pain and itching in the chest and abdomen have faded away, and I just feel that I am in the waves, washed away, ups and downs, floating, and have nothing to rely on.There was darkness in front of him, and he couldn't open his eyes and move for a long time. He seemed to be imprisoned by an evil feeling in the dark, and the roar of the evil beast was still echoing in his ears.

Finally, after an unknown amount of time, Xuanji felt that the darkness in her eyes faded away, and there was light illuminating her world through her eyelids.The heavy body was finally relieved, and she could feel her fingers and toes, and then her limbs.

In a daze, a pair of gentle hands were stroking her forehead and cheeks, who... who?Master?Or... teacher's wife?

Mrs....

Sister Xuelang was silently wiping the cold sweat off Xuan Si's face, suddenly, Xuan Si grabbed her hand, and then Xuan Si burst into tears, obviously extremely sad.Xueyue was startled, and hastily called her softly:

"A Si, don't cry, don't be afraid, wake up, you just had a nightmare."

Xuanji was like a well-behaved child, after listening to her words, he really opened his eyes slowly with trembling eyelashes, his black eyes stared at the scene in front of him, unable to react for a long time.

"A Si? Do you remember me?" Seeing her tears streaming down her face, Sister Xuelang couldn't help feeling extremely sad, so she had to wipe her tears away.

"Little sister?"

The person in front of her was wearing an apricot white soft shirt, her black hair was loose, her figure was petite, and her face was graceful and graceful. Although the style of her clothes and her temperament were much different from before, she was a little sister, how could Xuan Si admit that she was wrong.But... How can my little sister be by her side? She is clearly separated from me in two worlds, and I haven't seen her for a long, long time.

Did you hallucinate yourself?

"Little sister..."

But Xuan Si felt sad from it, she really didn't care whether she was hallucinating or in reality, the sadness in her heart was too hard to express at the moment, she could only cry, shed her tears, maybe it would make her feel better.

"Don't cry...don't cry..."

Sister Xuelang saw her weeping, so she had no choice but to comfort her and wipe her tears.And Xuanji wept intermittently:

"Little sister... teacher's wife... teacher's wife is gone, master... master is gone..."

How could Sister Xuelang not know this, even if no one told her what happened in the God Realm, but now, only Xuelang King and Xuansi came back in such a state of distress, but Yaoji has never been seen, so it may have been a long time ago.She just kept comforting herself, maybe she just got lost by accident, and she can always be found.But now the sobs came out of Xuansi's mouth, and finally his inner guess was confirmed.

In my memory, the peerless and magnificent woman was as cold as a solitary smoke, as soft and cold as snowflakes.He never said what he meant, but he cared more about himself. At the beginning, he was ignorant of the world, and he regarded her as his younger sister. Later, when he blossomed into beauty, he gradually treated her with the respect of a teacher.It has been so many years, and the memory is still as clear as when they were not separated.Elder sister... Elder sister loves her so much... Sister Xuelang seemed to have a big mouth in her heart, and she was so sad that she cried with Xuan Si.

She hugged Xuan Si, tears fell down her chin to her cheeks, and then slipped into Xuan Si's mouth, so bitter and hot.Xuan Si suddenly understood that she was not dreaming, all this was real.She returned to the human world, finally back.

But returning like this now is better than never coming back.

"Little sister... What year, month and day is it now?" After an unknown amount of time, Xuan Si gradually calmed down, and Sister Xuelang finally straightened up, wiping away her tears.

"Now it is the Zhao family in the Song Dynasty. Today, the title of Shengshang is Dazhong Xiangfu. Today is September [-]th of the seventh year of Dazhong Xiangfu."

"Song Dynasty..." Xuan Si muttered, "2000 years..."

Sister Xuelang was silent and lowered her eyes silently.

"Master... Master respects her..."

"Don't worry, Sister, she is not dead, she is still alive, now she came back with you, and she is lying in another room."

"Then... child..."

"The kids are fine too..."

"That's good...that's good..."

"That kid, what's his name?"

"...Big name Bingji, nickname... Binger..."

"Bing'er..."

Having said that, the two of them looked at each other, feeling sad, and shed tears again, but the tears were silent.

Xuansi woke up, and the red fox also rushed over. Now Xuansi's spirit is not good, and he is a little sluggish.They did not ask her what happened.After Xuan Si learned that Master was lying in another room, he didn't immediately ask to see her.Perhaps, she has already foreseen what the master will look like at this moment, and it is really difficult for her to face it.

After a few days of resting on the bed, Xuansi was finally well enough to get out of bed and walk.It's just that all the abilities she had when she was in the God Realm are gone, but the ability level of her now is not much different from that of ordinary monsters.When Xuan Si was in the God Realm, he visited the Great God Fuxi, and the Great God seemed to like her very much, and specially taught her a set of mystical calculations.It is said that after learning the great success, one can calculate all the affairs of the world, and even calculate the number of life and death, and reverse the number of fate.But Xuansi has always been stupid, especially not good at this kind of brain-intensive technique, so he just learned a little bit and discarded it.

Xuan Si couldn't forget the tragic situation in the God Realm these days, and remembered this method of mysterious calculation.He couldn't help trying to figure out what happened in the God Realm, but he couldn't see anything clearly as if covered by a layer of fog.Not reconciled, she started to calculate Yaoji's life and death, and the result was very strange, it was not a clear picture of death, but it was like looking at flowers in a fog, and there was no clear result either.She was puzzled, but remembering the tragic situation when her teacher died, she couldn't help shaking her head again, secretly thinking that she was not good at learning, and now she will hate the books when they are used up.

In the end, she thought that she had been feeling a little lackluster recently, tired and exhausted, and thought that her magic power was not as good as before. She didn't know whether it was because of a serious injury or some other reason, so she made a divination for herself.Everyone knows that fortune-telling never counts oneself.But she had no taboos, and really made a divination for herself.Unexpectedly, this hexagram turned her face pale.Her lifespan is not long, only 700 years, and she may not be able to live with the sky any longer.She calculated it several times, but the hexagram became more and more clear, and she couldn't help but not believe it. Although 700 years is not short, she can no longer adapt to the short life of human beings.What's more, people around me are full of long-lived people. If I only have 700 years to live, it will be another miserable thing for them.Thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling sad secretly.

On the following night, after dinner, Xuansi, Red Fox and Snow Wolf had a long talk for two hours in the house, and explained in detail about the God Realm.On the second day, Xuan Sicai finally mustered up the courage to visit Snow Wolf King's house.

"She has been like this for a long time. If you feed her soup and water, she can't drink it. She just stares at the top like this. What... what should I do?" The three gathered around Snow Wolf King's bed. , the red fox said worriedly.

"I tried it too, but no matter how I talked to her, there was no response." Sister Xuelang said.

"Have you ever handed the child to her?" Xuan Si asked while holding back his sadness.

"I handed it over, but she... didn't even look at it. Isn't it her own?" Sister Xuelang said resentfully.

Xuan Si was silent, only paced to the side of the fence bed, and hugged the child.The child frowned and was falling asleep, looking so pitiful that Xuan Si almost cried again.Pity her for being a heartless and foolish person, but now she sheds tears every day, as if she has become a person made of water.

"Let me try, little sister, sister red fox, can you retreat for a while."

Although they don't know what Xuan Si is going to do, they will try any method as long as they can cheer up the Snow Wolf King no matter what.So, Sister Xuelang and Red Fox left the house first, and waited on the stone bench in the courtyard outside the house.

Xuan Si stood silently by the bed for a while, then lifted his clothes and knelt down straight, kowtowing to the Snow Wolf King.

"Master, no matter whether Master can hear you or not, this disciple has something to say today." She paused, seeing that the Snow Wolf King really didn't respond, she continued:

"Master, the disciple officially worshiped at the feet of the master that year. Now counting the time, it must have been 34 years. During this journey, the disciple has never been separated from the master and his wife. I believe that the master understands the character of the disciple, and the disciple will never lie. Just say the same thing. Master, in the battle in the God Realm that day, at the end, I saw my teacher’s wife was smashed into pieces by the red light and turned into blood-colored snowflakes. You should also see all this with your own eyes. If you don’t believe me, today’s disciples will say every word I will tell you clearly and plainly. The teacher’s wife is dead! Please see the master’s condolences. The dead are gone, and the living still need to live. When the teacher pushed you away, she must want you to live. I don't want to see you depressed like this. Don't let the teacher's wife feel sad!"

Xuan Si knelt down and kowtowed, but the Snow Wolf King remained silent, but the circles of his eyes gradually turned red.

Xuan Si saw that the Snow Wolf King was still silent, so he continued:

"Master, Bing'er is still very young. It is the flesh and blood of you and your teacher's wife. Don't you just ignore it? Don't you be afraid that my teacher's spirit in heaven will blame you? It took so much pain to give birth to such a precious child, you How sad she must be to abandon it now. Master, the unfilial disciple will kneel and kowtow beside your bed from now on, I hope you can cheer up as soon as possible, and don't let Master's wife down."

After finishing speaking, he kowtowed again.

"Master, the teacher's wife has reached the blissful state, I hope you will look away with condolences, don't let the teacher's wife be sad!"

After speaking, kowtow.

"Master, the teacher's wife has reached the blissful state, I hope you will look away with condolences, don't let the teacher's wife be sad!"

After speaking, kowtow again.

"Master, the teacher's wife has reached the blissful state, I hope you will look away with condolences, don't let the teacher's wife be sad!"

After speaking, kowtow three times.

After saying this, he kowtowed.Xuan Si used her stubbornness to confront the Snow Wolf King on the bed, using the cruelest words, trying to make the Snow Wolf King get up from the bed.

But while she was talking, knocking and knocking, her eye circles were as red as blood, and tears fell like rain.These words are not ruthlessly scratching her own scars.But no matter how sad she was, how much she cried, she still kowtowed so stubbornly, shouting loudly, sentence by sentence.This is not only for Snow Wolf King, but also for herself.

In the courtyard outside the house, the red fox and the snow wolf sister were already weeping. The distance is so close, how can a mere door hide it from them.Xuan Si said every sentence, every sound of his head was like a hammer hitting his heart.

After an unknown amount of time, Xuan Si's face was covered with blood, the ground was cracked by her, and there were still traces of her blood in the cracks.Although the Snow Wolf King was still lying down, her fists were already clenched tightly. Finally, she uttered the first sound since she came back. The voice was extremely hoarse and hollow.But there is a heart-rending persistence:

"She's not dead..."

"Master..." Xuan Si couldn't knock anymore, his hands supported the ground, tears mixed with blood, dripping down.

"How could she die? She is the most beautiful scene in this time. She is the symbol of ice and snow in winter. As long as there is winter in this world, as long as there is ice and snow in this world, she will not die."

The Snow Wolf King struggled to sit up, Xuan Si hurriedly tried to help her up, but he felt dizzy and couldn't stand up after all.

"A Si, I understand your thoughts. I don't know that you all wish me well. Of course I also know that she wants me well. Do you know what I've been doing in bed for so long?"

Xuan Si raised his head, wiped away the blood that fell into his eyes, and remained silent.Now that the Snow Wolf King can get up and talk, it is a great comfort.She had succeeded, but she was not at all happy.

"She once asked why there are four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter in this world. It would be great if there was only winter. She was right, there should be only winter in this world. I...I want to erase the other three seasons in this world, and make this world The world has turned into a snow country. This way...so no matter where I go, she will be by my side, and I can take her to see the world's mountains and rivers. She has been married to me for so many years, and has been locked in the Snow God Palace She never took half a step. She has such a playful temper, so she really wronged her. It's all my fault, I'm useless. Now it's all right, I can...I can take her..."

"Master!...Master..." Xuan Si was heartbroken.

"But, but Asi! Tell me why, why I don't have the power of ice and snow? In the past, as long as I wanted to, it would be easy to turn this world into a snow country. But why, why can't I do it now? Why the power of ice and snow in my body Li went away from me, leaving only this damn golden light! Golden light! Golden light!!!" There was a wave of red gold heat all over her body, she rolled over from the bed, knocked over the chair beside her, and woke up Bing'er.Binger burst into tears.

"Master! Master..." Xuan Si hurriedly crawled over and hugged Snow Wolf King.The red fox and snow wolf sister outside heard the movement, and hurriedly opened the door to come in.

"I lay on the bed, groping for my power inch by inch. I tried to find my power of ice and snow. This power came from her, and it was my most cherished power. But I couldn't find it, I couldn't find it...I found it It's not here..." She gradually calmed down, the golden heat wave just now disappeared, her whole body seemed to be hollowed out, and she lay down in panic and cried.

"A Si, tell me, she's not dead, right?"

"Yes, the teacher's wife is not dead, so you have to live well, Master." Xuan Si hugged her and cried.

"She's not dead, I'm going to find her. There's no her here, we... Let's go back to Tianshan, she must be there, she's waiting for me."

"Okay, okay, Master, let's go back to Tianshan."