snow wolf ballad

"Tired? Why don't you sit down and have a rest?"

"Ah."

Opening his mouth in embarrassment, Zi Mu felt that his throat was tight, and his heart was as soft as a ball of cotton wool, but it was blocked in a panic.The red fox, which has always been outgoing, has restrained its previous publicity at this moment, but is so quiet, so quiet that it makes people panic.

The love of the three generations and the complete emotional memory of life are all imprinted in their minds, as if they had really experienced it in person.Zimu and Honghu don't know where the fake Bodhisattva came from, where did he come from such a skill, it would be too far-fetched to say that these are all hallucinations, as masters of illusion, how can Red Fox fail to see the relationship between the three generations It does not belong to the category of illusion at all.What's more, why this false bodhisattva would ask such questions to test them is still the most incomprehensible point.

If it was purely to prevent them from rescuing the imprisoned Xueji monster, it would not be more effective to kill them simply and neatly according to the style of the Shinhwa members.Now this behavior, on the contrary, seems to be delaying time, or even... helping the two of them to untie their knots.

Untie the knot... Thinking of this, Zi Mu couldn't help but smile wryly, why didn't he know that those things he was entangled with were really not worth mentioning in the long river of time, as a monster with a long lifespan, entangled with those 3000 The previous hatred was too childish and immature.In fact, in a certain corner of her heart, there has long been a voice saying: Forget about that, stop torturing yourself and her.Whenever this voice sounds, another voice will stubbornly clamor: Forget what, how can those hatreds be easily forgotten, forget, how can you be worthy of your own brother and your people?

However, nowadays, the so-called those who are worthy and sorry are actually long gone from this world.Whether she is worthy or sorry, the judge is only herself.If she feels that she is sorry, she will let it go naturally; if she always feels that she is sorry, then she will never let it go.All the Jiao clan has been extinct except her, and the environment of the earth is no longer suitable for the Jiao clan to survive. Even she herself is lingering on her last breath, continuing to live with the help of the seabed spirit gathering space built by the lord.Life is passing by all the time, but she spent her precious time being angry with herself. Now that she thinks about it, she is really stupid.

Yes, I am so strong, so strong to the extreme, if she does not bow her head, she will never bow her head.In the final analysis, it was just that she refused to let herself go.

Isn't that the case with the red fox?She was angry with herself, and with her, and this tone became more and more unbearable as time went by.As a great demon with a long lifespan, she always feels that she has plenty of time to spend with her and with herself.However, perhaps because of their long lifespan, they cannot see many things as clearly as mortals with short lifespans.Because I don't know how to cherish, I never know how to let go.

Three lives and three lives, three love relationships, in fact, they didn't live long in these three lives, because these three lives were all ups and downs, separated and reunited, covered with scars, and suffered a lot.After going through all kinds of hardships and finally getting together, I realized how precious the time we can spend together is.

These things, in fact, Zimu and Red Fox have already figured it out. It stands to reason that they should also cry with each other, mourn the time that has passed away, and talk to each other, stay together, and don't waste a single point one second.However, the slight embarrassment and estrangement spread between the two demons, which made the two demons feel very uncomfortable.I don't know what the reason is, what is missing, could it be that after so much experience, in the end, time has changed and the relationship has deteriorated?

Then, how can we talk about the sea dry and the stone rotten, unswerving until death?

Confusion and worry ate away at the hearts of the two demons, making them gradually ignore the changes in this white space.It wasn't until the black shadow gradually spread around the two that they realized that, out of nowhere, the overwhelming black shadow engulfed them, and the white light space in front of them still became pitch black.

"What's going on?" The red fox looked at the scene in front of him in surprise.

"I feel that black shadow is very dangerous and must not be touched. Let's go quickly and get out of here." Zi Mu said, holding her hand.

The two demons stopped talking nonsense, and hurriedly retreated to the place where the white light shone.However, the speed of the darkness encroaching is getting faster and faster, from east to west, from north to south, going up to the sky and entering the earth, they are completely refusing to give way to the two demons.No matter how they escaped or avoided, they were still shrouded in darkness in the end.

Zimu tightly held the red fox's hand. Here, her demon consciousness and normal vision were all deprived, and even her senses of smell, hearing and taste were all degenerated, leaving her in darkness.Only her sense of touch was still clear, she didn't dare to let go, she was afraid that once she let go, she would completely lose the trace of the red fox and never find her again.

The red fox also held Zi Mu's hand tightly, not daring to let go.At this moment, her only thought is to hold her tight and not let go.

However, the test has only just begun.In the darkness, the two were unable to communicate, not only unable to speak, but also unable to hear each other's words. The demon consciousness was blocked, and they could not transmit spiritually.The red fox tried to write on Zimu's arm and communicate with her, but found that she had forgotten how to write. To be precise, she no longer knew how to write.This made her panic for an instant.After a while, as if knowing her intention of writing, her whole body was frozen and unable to move.Not only her, but even Zi Mu felt that she was being pinned down.

There wasn't much time for the two of them to think about ways to save themselves. Suddenly, a voice sounded in Zimu's mind:

Strange, how is the word purple written?Why can't I write?

Huanji?Zi Mu was surprised, why did Huanji's voice sound in his heart?

At the same time, the words that came out of her heart also rang out from the bottom of Red Fox's heart.The two were stunned at the same time, Zi Mu tried to say in his heart: Huanji, can you hear me?

However, after waiting for a long time, Huanji didn't answer, because she didn't hear Zimu's words at all, and she was also trying to communicate with Zimu.

After a while, suddenly Zimu heard the red fox's voice full of resentment:

Zimu, why don't you answer me?

Huh?I don't answer?I didn't even hear you answer me?Zi Mu was confused.Why is this so? Could it be that the words that have been thought out by the brain cannot be conveyed to the other party?

After trying a few more times, the two demons were sure that no matter how hard they tried to communicate, they couldn't achieve it. On the contrary, sometimes thoughts that popped up inadvertently could be conveyed to each other.As a result, the two monsters are a little discouraged. When will this aimlessness be a head?Could it be that you should give up thinking and just follow your heart?

Negative emotions such as anxiety, fear, and hidden anger spread in the hearts of the two, and were infinitely magnified in the dark space. The two of them seemed to have become extremely bad-tempered people. The resentment in their hearts became more intense, and all kinds of negative emotions It couldn't stop ringing in the other party's heart.

If it wasn't for your sister, my brother wouldn't have died!

My sister was killed by you!

Have you ever thought in the past thousands of years that you have to pay for the sins you committed back then.

I did something wrong?Have you ever thought about whether you have loved me even for a moment in these thousands of years?

Suddenly, a thought popped into Zimu's mind:

That fake bodhisattva seemed to mention that Huanji once betrayed me, and Huanji actually admitted it. Could it be that she really did something to offend me?

This idea naturally sounded in Huanji's heart, she panicked for a moment, and unconsciously thought:

Why did she think of that incident again, my sister and I were really bewitched at that time.

elder sister?Daji?Hearing Huanji's unconscious thoughts, Zi Mu was shocked, and a lot of guesses popped up in his heart.Could it be that the two sisters, Huanji and Daji, really have emotions beyond their own sisters?She once saw Huanji working so hard for Daji. For a moment, she also had such thoughts, but she was quickly suppressed by herself, and then she never thought of it again.In her opinion, it was because of their sisterly love, so why would they have other thoughts.But I didn't expect it to be...!The shock in her heart could not be added.

This long series of thoughts also clearly sounded from the bottom of Huanji's heart. Huanji was angry and anxious, and felt ashamed. In addition, the secret hidden in the deepest part of her heart was revealed like this, as if the last fig leaf had been taken away. Ripped away, almost on the verge of collapse.The incident in my mind began to tumbling uncontrollably, and all of them were conveyed to Zimu.

It turned out that Huanji, who was still a girl, already had a hazy feeling for Daji.This emotion was not apparent at first, but it flourished after Daji sacrificed herself to King Zhou in order to keep her innocence.But she herself didn't know what kind of emotion it was. She only knew that her sister had lost the most precious thing of a woman and her freedom for herself, and everything was for herself.She can die for her sister and fulfill all her sister's dreams.

Later, many things happened, my sister gradually changed, and she gradually fell into contradictions.Sometimes she clearly knew that what her sister did was wrong, and she still helped her sister to do it without hesitation.In her heart, there are tens of millions of people in the world, but there is only one sister. I can be sorry to others, but I cannot be sorry to my sister.But after all, she is different from Daji, she also has her own personality and ideas, because she and her sister live in very different environments, gradually the two sisters have formed completely different personalities, and their views and opinions on many things are very different.If she must be worthy of her sister, then she must be sorry for herself.

Struggling and painful, the red fox still chose her sister, gradually ignoring the contradictions in her heart.Later, when she met Zi Mu, she intensified the hastily covered up conflict from another angle.In that cave, she fell deeply in love with a person, who besides her sister, was another person who made her desperate.

So what kind of emotion does she have towards her sister?

When she came out of the cave three months later, she broke up with Zimu and went to Chaoge alone to visit her sister.At that time, Chaoge had already become the abandoned capital of the former dynasty, and her sister was imprisoned in the Shang Palace.She only saw her sister again through the relationship of several great monsters left behind by the lord.However, she did not expect that she would do a very outrageous thing impulsively during this meeting, which made this meeting the last meeting between her and her sister, and also created the deepest love buried in her heart for thousands of years. demons.

She quarreled with her sister, she didn't remember how they quarreled, she just remembered that her sister slapped herself in anger, covered her face and watched her sad and crying, and impulsively stepped forward and kissed her sister.Although it was just lips touching, the element of venting was far more than love, but it was still very out of line, so out of line that she ran away immediately, so that she didn't dare to look at her sister's expression.

Later, I thought about why she kissed her sister at that time, maybe she really couldn't tell what her feelings for her sister were?She thought that to love one person meant that she could do everything for one person, but when she could do nothing for two people, she was completely confused.Whether my affection for my sister is love, family affection, or both.

During the first test of the truth, the false bodhisattva asked her if she had ever betrayed Zimu, and she answered yes.Because she really thought she had betrayed Zimu, and after establishing a relationship with Zimu, she still got entangled with her sister, and even kissed her sister.However, Libra accused her of lying, thinking that she had not betrayed Zimu.Even now, she still can't figure out why.She doesn't care what Tian Tian thinks, she only cares whether Zi Mu thinks it's a betrayal.

In the darkness, the red fox's complicated thoughts had calmed down, and she was only waiting for Zi Mu's judgment, perhaps the verdict would be more appropriate.Whether she can get Zi Mu's understanding, whether she can see her heart clearly, everything is left at this moment.

At this moment, Zi Mu suddenly felt that she could move the right hand holding the red fox, and she knew that the right to judge was in her hands at this moment.If she lets go at this moment, then the two of them will definitely end here; if she doesn't let go, it means that she will open her heart and accept this relationship completely from now on, without any worries.

Silence spread. Although the red fox could not move, the sense of touch was still there. The hand holding his hand was still cold, but it was sweaty and extremely slippery.She could feel the tension and struggle of the other party, maybe she was thinking, maybe she was hesitating, the red fox could no longer hear her voice, there was never a moment when she was so desperate and longing.It turned out that she cared so much about her thoughts, she didn't want her to misunderstand, and she didn't want her to think that she had betrayed her.

Wait, why do you think that way?

Suddenly, she felt a clear light, she had always been very clear about her feelings towards her sister, she respected and liked her sister, but she never thought of staying with her sister forever.She is willing to give everything for her sister, but that is not love. Family affection and gratitude cannot be compared with true love.She loves her sister because she is her own sister who loves her; she loves Zimu only because she is Zimu.

And at this moment, Zimu also figured this out almost at the same moment. She only felt that her body had suddenly regained her freedom in the darkness. Hold her tight.

"Huanji...Huanji...Huanji..." she repeated, murmuring her name.With tears streaming down her face, the red fox hugged her tightly. At this moment, the two had an unprecedented connection.

"Ah Zi, can you blame me?"

"How can I blame you, I only blame myself for being too stupid and stubborn."

Honghusu groped her cheek in the dark, finally touched the softness, and kissed her without hesitation.In an instant, a scalding hot current erupted in the hearts of the two of them, and the hot current merged and erupted, and in just an instant, they drove away the boundless darkness around them.The world is bright and bright.The two couldn't help raising their hands to cover them, and suddenly heard a scream, and when the strong light passed, and opened their eyes again, it was still in the garden of animals, and the fake Bodhisattva began to melt as if it had been poured with lava. People feel hairy.

"What... what's going on here?" Zi Mu was surprised.

"This monster, I'm afraid it's a monster with supernatural powers like his mind, able to control the emotional direction of others. Now it's probably burned by our emotions, and it seems that he can't survive."

"This is too strange. Logically speaking, since this monster has such supernatural powers, it should have killed both of us long ago. Why did it die by itself instead?" Zi Mu said.

But the red fox smiled and said: "Don't forget, we almost stepped into the trap several times and died. It set us up to death. For example, the betrayal trap in the first level not only works in the first level, but also In the third pass, we almost deviated from each other. In the second pass, there were many hardships, and if we made a mistake, we would be doomed. If we hadn’t been steadfast, and we had hit the right path, we might not have survived. But since ancient times Emotion is the most indescribable thing ever, but it tries to control emotions in vain, so it is self-inflicted."