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Yi Xiaoan stared at this message for a long time, and the other party seemed to know what she was worried about, and replied again:

【You come alone. 】

【Of course, if you don't mind sister Shuyan knowing, you can come together. 】

Shu Yan looked at the message. Although Yi Qianqian was rude to Yi Xiaoan before, she had never said anything to her in such a confident manner.

Or about her mother.

From Yi Qianqian's standpoint, to say this so confidently...

"Are you going?" Shu Yan asked softly from the side.

"Go." Yi Xiaoan didn't hesitate.As for Shen Ling's matter, even if someone she hates digs a trap for her to jump in, Yi Xiao'an will choose to jump in without hesitation.

"Do you want your sister to go with you?" Shu Yan continued to ask softly.

Yi Xiao'an was silent for a while and nodded: "Let's go together."

If it's a small matter, then there's no need to hide it from Shu Yan.If it is not a trivial matter, then there is no reason to hide Shu Yan.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Yi Xiao'an and Shu Yan came to the cafe on time.

Yi Qianqian chose a very inner box, this cafe was originally located in a wealthy area, the environment privacy and the quality of coffee are excellent, so I don't worry about not being able to talk about anything.

Yi Qianqian arrived earlier than them, probably because she went to high school, and she didn't dress as childishly as last year. She wore a simple white T-shirt and jeans, and her hair was deliberately pulled back like an adult.

The moment Yi Xiaoan sat down across from her, Yi Qianqian was obviously shocked by Yi Xiaoan's temperament and expression, she was stunned for a moment, and then asked the waiter to order three cups of coffee.

They didn't talk directly, Shu Yan and Yi Qianqian briefly asked about Shu Minglang's recent situation, and when the waiter served all the coffee and closed the door, Yi Xiao'an looked up at the one next to Yi Qianqian Kraft paper bag:

"Go ahead."

His tone was frighteningly cold.

Yi Qianqian also seemed to be iced by her, Yi Xiaoan and Shu Yan sat on the side, and Yi Qianqian sat alone on the side.Even if Shu Yan deliberately sat a little farther away, it's not difficult to feel that she is protecting Yi Xiao'an at all times.

Yi Qianqian couldn't help but smiled wryly.

"Yi Xiao'an, do you really hate me so much?" Yi Qianqian asked.

Her tone was not aggressive, as if she really wanted to know the answer.

"Is this question related to what happened today?" Yi Xiaoan frowned slightly.

"It's related." Yi Qianqian followed her tone.

Yi Xiao'an paused for a moment, and still gave Yi Qianqian a cold look: "Talk about something."

"..."

"Yi Xiao'an, you probably don't know, I have seen you since I was very young."

"That was when you went back to City D, and I happened to go back too. I saw you near that house. I didn't know you, but my father told me that it was you, and I should call you sister."

"I was very young and didn't know why my mother was unhappy, but when my father told me that was my sister, I was really happy."

"Until I actually saw you later and called you sister. Do you remember how stinky your face was that day?" Yi Qianqian asked her.

Yi Xiaoan really didn't remember.

Memories of the past will be automatically and selectively blurred, especially those about Yi Qianqian and her family.But she didn't forget that feeling, and it wasn't good.

"Yi Qianqian, are you blaming her?" Shu Yanshi interrupted softly.

Yi Qianqian stopped, the girl who just entered high school could not control her emotions well, she became excited after saying a few words, and her face turned red.

"I don't blame you, on the contrary, I also want to tell you, maybe you hate me because of the family problems of the previous generation, then I hate you because of personal reasons, because you have always been there since I regarded you as my sister. Do that to me!"

"Yi Qianqian." Shu Yan called her in a deep voice.

Yi Qianqian was startled, her eye circles were a little red when she said that, her hair was scattered in front of her head, she stretched out her hand to stroke it quickly, and continued to look at Yi Xiaoan panting.

"So?" Yi Xiao'an raised his eyes, looking at her very calmly, unlike the indifference just now.

"That's why I want to tell you Yi Xiao'an." Yi Qianqian put her right hand on the coffee cup, holding the cup tremblingly between her five fingers, as if she wanted to shake all the coffee out:

"For so many years, you think that what my mother and I owe you and your mother, and what father owes you and your mother, are actually the opposite."

After Yi Qianqian finished speaking, she pushed a kraft paper bag at her side in front of Yi Xiao'an, as if she kept saying "reversed" after so many years of festivals, and all the questions and answers were already here.

The three were silent for a while, and Yi Xiaoan reached out to touch the kraft paper bag.

Shu Yan saw that her fingertips were visibly trembling.

Yi Xiaoan got the kraft paper bag, opened it, and a smell of dusty old paper came out of the paper bag.

There is a letter and some photos.

Yi Xiao'an took out the letter, before she opened it, she saw the flamboyant words on the envelope, which were Shen Ling's handwriting.

It was a letter written by Shen Ling, her mother, to her father, Yi Sen.

Yi Xiaoan took a breath, and opened the letter in front of the two of them.

The letter was not long, but Yi Xiaoan read it for about 5 minutes before putting it down.Shu Yan has been observing Yi Xiaoan's emotions nervously, until she relaxed her fingers, and a piece of dusty and yellowed old paper fell silently on the table.

It's Shen Ling's handwriting, she won't admit it.

The time of writing the letter was when they were not yet divorced.

Shen Ling said that she didn't hate Yi Sen, on the contrary, she was very grateful that Yi Sen was still willing to accept the agreement between her parents and gave her such a marriage when she was most sad and helpless.

As for Yi Sen's later emotional choice, Shen Ling also expressed respect, because such things as fate cannot be changed.Emotions too.Sometimes what happened is what happened, no matter sooner or later, no matter right or wrong, nothing can be changed.

At the end of the letter, Shen Ling apologized again, just like Yi Sen apologized to her later, she said that the one who should say sorry is her.Now, she can finally feel less sorry.

There is also a "she" mentioned in the letter, not Yi Sen's "she", but Shen Ling's "she". , it is definitely this word.

When I went to the Jiangnan water town in Shen Ling's hometown last year, the old lady's words suddenly rang in my ears again.

"The daughter of the old Shen's family is blessed. She can draw. She is attracted by the filmmakers. She seems to be funded by female stars to go to college."

Shen Ling, female stars...

Yi Xiaoan's thoughts wandered for a moment, and the hand holding the envelope didn't notice when the nails were embedded in the palm.

"Xiao An"

"Xiao An"

Shu Yan called her softly at the side, Yi Xiaoan raised his head suddenly, his eyes seemed to be covered with mist, he was stunned for a moment, and then took out those photos to look at, they were all dull pictures washed out from old cameras. Aya's photo.

There's one where she's drawing, and one where she's thinking, and one where she's messing up the kitchen with her apron hanging up and cooking.

There is also a photo of Shen Ling and Yi Sen.

It seemed that she was on a long swinging chair in a park. Shen Ling was probably pregnant. The long yellow dress showed her stomach slightly, and she was eating an ice cream. Yi Sen tilted his head and looked at her tenderly. side wife.

This is the first time Yi Xiaoan saw a group photo of his parents.

No, it should be the first time I saw a group photo of their family of three.

Yi Xiao'an turned his head and looked at Yi Qianqian who was also emotionally unstable with a little bewilderment.

"I found this among my father's belongings when I went back to my hometown last time. He has kept and hidden these things very well, and has hidden them so deeply for so many years."

"I know you were still young at that time, and a little girl couldn't understand what to distinguish. I just wanted to tell you Yi Xiao'an that Dad didn't owe you anything. He was your dad and also my dad. He used so many years of silence Your mother has carried so much..."

When Yi Qianqian said this, her voice trembled a little. A man who can do this for a woman must either regard her as someone he wants to protect in his heart, or his own sense of responsibility can almost be regarded as great.

"So Yi Xiao'an, Dad has never been worthy of your resentment for so many years. My mother and I have never owed you anything. The world has never owed you anything either."

Yi Qianqian finished these words with red eyes.When she discovered these things not long ago, she was also shocked and angry, and even wanted to arrest Yi Xiaoan immediately and beat her up.

And now, she is sitting in front of her, maybe Yi Sen's idea of ​​"sister" for many years has been deeply rooted in people's hearts, when facing this young girl, Yi Qianqian can't say a word of anger.

She just wanted to tell her that their father was never as bad as the rumors.

Because the one who really cheated mentally long ago, or never took that marriage seriously, was Shen Ling.

The air fell into dead silence for a while, Shu Yan didn't read the letter, she had already guessed a lot from Yi Qianqian's words.

She is seven years older than Yi Xiaoan. Back then Shu Minglang and Yi Sen were life-and-death friends, and she had heard something about Yi Sen and Shen Ling from her family.

Back then when Yi Sen was caught cheating on the insiders of the circle and took photos, he didn't refute a word and explained that half of his property was left to Shen Ling and Yi Xiao'an, and he was made a laughingstock by the circle for many years afterwards.

As for Shen Ling, she was not as depressed as the divorced woman in people's images.Since then, she has been very close to the entertainment industry, and rumors of lace scandals have spread all over the sky, and she also knows about it.

and so……

"Then, do you hate me now?" Yi Xiaoan looked up at the girl who was a few years younger than her, and asked softly.

Yi Qianqian seldom sees her like this. Thousands of words came to her mind, but in the end she only moved her mouth: "Dad won't let me blame you, I don't want to make Dad sad."

"Thank you." Yi Xiaoan replied softly, stretched out his hand to put the photos and letters back into the kraft paper bag, and held them tightly in his hands.

"Is there anything else?" Yi Xiaoan's voice was very soft, as if deliberately hiding his emotions, and his attitude was almost cautious.

Of course Shu Yan knew that this was the expression she used to hide her emotions since she was a child, so she got up and walked to Yi Xiaoan's side, looking at her nervously.

"Not anymore." Yi Qianqian replied softly.

"Okay, then I'll go first. Thank you." Yi Xiaoan repeated softly.

"Are you taking the letter and photos away because you are afraid that I will make them public one day?" Yi Qianqian asked.

Yi Xiaoan stopped in her tracks.

Like a very light wry smile, and like a child who has never experienced anything to deal with the affairs of adults, Yi Qianqian tried to shake his head behind Yi Xiaoan's invisible:

"Sister, I remember the last word my father said to me."

"He said he always owed you, but it wasn't your mother or him who was wrong. It was that era."

"That era that can't accommodate many."

It was only after nine o'clock when Yi Xiao'an came out of the cafe. She didn't take the car, and just walked forward with the kraft paper bag in her arms.Shu Yan didn't reach out to hug her, but followed her silently all the time.

Yi Xiaoan wore a pair of small leather shoes with a heel, the straps of the shoes were a little loose, Yi Xiaoan ignored it, and just walked towards the Jingshan Mansion step by step like that.

Yi Xiaoan walked for nearly 10 minutes for the journey that was supposed to take up to 10 minutes before returning.

As she got to the end, her steps became more and more unstable, Shu Yan of course noticed it, she wanted to go over and hug Yi Xiaoan back, but in the end she didn't bother her.

After getting home, Yi Xiaoan and Shu Yan said sorry and went upstairs first, Shu Yan didn't say anything, she went to take a bath and boiled a glass of milk first.

After a while, the door rang, and Yi Xiaoan came in with a soft voice.

She only turned on the small light in one room, but Shu Yan didn't turn on the big light. She walked to the bed with a simple medicine box in her hand, and without saying anything to Yi Xiaoan, stretched out her hand to lift her calf up for a rest. on his own leg.

Yi Xiao'an shrank back subconsciously, and after realizing that he couldn't hide, he didn't hide anymore.

Yi Xiaoan leaned against the pillow at the head of the bed, and there was the kraft paper bag on the bedside table beside him, his eyes seemed to be looking at Shuyan, and he seemed to be thinking of something else.

Shu Yan didn't say a word to her, just looked at Yi Xiao'an's feet.

The ankles of both feet were already bleeding, Shuyan took out alcohol cotton balls, and carefully wiped and applied medicine to Yi Xiaoan, and then put on a waterproof band-aid.

Shu Yan knows best how alcohol irritates the wound, but Yi Xiao'an never seems to feel any pain.Shu Yan's movements were very light and soft, until she finally finished everything, put her legs back on the bed gently, and turned to look at Yi Xiao'an.

"Xiao An." Shu Yan called softly.

Yi Xiao'an seemed to wake up from a dream, looked at Shu Yan, the corners of his mouth barely raised a little: "Ah, I'm fine, thank you sister."

"Xiao An." Shu Yan frowned slightly.

They are lovers now, and they said before returning from the United States that no matter what they encounter, they must face it together.Shu Yan didn't say these things, she just looked at Yi Xiao'an and waited for her.

The two looked at each other for a while, as if hiding the last grievance deeply and spreading it, Yi Xiaoan's voice trembled slightly:

"Shu Yan."

"Well, my sister is here." Shu Yan moved forward.

Yi Xiaoan sniffed, the mist in his eyes became more hazy:

"I want to find someone, a female star, can you help me?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-04-2401:32:44~2021-04-2501:39:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: aloof1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: brine shrimp ate 20 bottles of fried shrimp crackers; 6 bottles in late autumn;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!