miss each other

Seeing Jiang Nanxu suddenly mentioning Xu Wangchuan, Cheng Cheng was also a little confused. How could she know what the master of mathematics who was running around all day was doing.

"I don't know, aren't you very close to her?" Cheng Cheng looked at Jiang Nanxu speechlessly, wondering if this person was sick, and she didn't know Xu Wangchuan well, how could she know what she was doing recently.

"I don't know, she didn't tell me."

Jiang Nanxu heard that Cheng Cheng's tone was a bit off-putting, and he couldn't help but feel aggrieved, with a submissive obedience look, not as arrogant as calling the wind and rain outside.

Shen Nian, who was walking beside Cheng Cheng, heard the name again, his thick eyelashes fluttered and blinked, his heart contracted subconsciously, and his chest swelled inexplicably.

"Maybe it's because of other things, but she's really terribly thin." Cheng Cheng and Jiang Nanxu had a better relationship than Shen Nianyi, so he spoke gently to Jiang Nanxu, and immediately changed his tone.

"What happened to Xu Wangchuan?"

Shen Nianyi, who hadn't met Xu Wangchuan for a long time, originally didn't want to recall that night including that person, but when Cheng Cheng and Jiang Nanxu said that she was not in a good state recently, she still asked.

Perhaps her intuition told her that it had something to do with it, and she still felt guilty towards Xu Wangchuan, so she asked.

"I've lost a lot of weight. I guess it's because I've been stressed and tired recently." Cheng Cheng never thought about the two of them in that direction, so she didn't think much about her sudden question.

Shen Nian lowered his head and pursed his lips, did not speak again, and went to the cafeteria with Cheng and Jiang to eat.

She tried to play down the matter gradually, how she had nothing to do with her, and there really was nothing between them except that one-night stand.

It's just that Xu Wangchuan likes her, but she also clearly rejected her, and it has nothing to do with her that she can't get over this hurdle.

Yes, she has always been ruthless and selfish towards those she does not love.

The nights in early summer still carry the coolness of the end of spring. As soon as the sky darkened, the dormitory buildings in the school were lit up, and there was an endless stream of couples coming and going.

Shen Nianyi wore a black knee-length skirt under a solid-colored shirt, pure and seductive, talking and laughing with a tall and handsome boy all the way.

The boy is dressed casually, looks handsome and handsome, and matches well with the girl with a beautiful face.

"Nianyi, did that person named Fang bully you?" Ming Chi looked at the girl with doting eyes, and he had heard some gossip about Shen Nianyi, so he was very worried about this girl who had been watching since he was a child. The state of mind of the grown-up sister.

He is two grades higher than Shen Nianyi, and he just came back from an internship in his senior year. Because of Fang Jianzhou, he rarely had any contact with Shen Nianyi, and the outside world didn't know about their relationship.

According to the family relationship between the two families, he and Shen Nianyi had been engaged to be a child relative since they were young, and he was also Shen Nianyi's fiancé according to the elders.

It's just that Shen Nianyi and he are crooked, so this kind of thing can only be explained clearly to Shen Ming and his elders when they are older.

They all have their own lovers. Marriage is such an important matter that it is not a child's play.

"No, we broke up a long time ago." Shen Nianyiling looked at the pure leather handbag that Ming Chi gave her, and shook her shoulders indifferently, expressing that she was fine.

Indeed, the number of times she thinks about Fang Jianzhou is gradually decreasing.

"If she makes you feel wronged, I will kill her." Ming Chi regarded Shen Nianyi as his own younger sister since he was a child, so he naturally couldn't tolerate any sand in his eyes.

"Okay, Brother Chi, you can send me here, or Brother Bai will be jealous again."

Being sent downstairs by Ming Chi to the dormitory, Shen Nianyi tugged the sleeve of his jacket coquettishly to tell him not to send it off again, and acted like a little girl to him.

There was a warm smile on Ming Chi's face, and he pampered the girl's girl's head pamperingly, signaling her to go up by herself.

"Nian Yi, when the time comes, Qi Bai and I will treat you to dinner together." The tall and handsome boy raised his hand at her, and handed her the snacks in his hand.

"Goodbye, Brother Chi."

Shen Nianyi stepped on her small leather shoes and stood in front of the door with a large bag of snacks. Under the clear moonlight, the girl smiled like a flower, bright and moving.

Ming Chi thought about going back at night to accompany the vinegar jar at home, so he didn't stay any longer, and turned around and left after greeting Shen Nian.

Seeing Ming Chi who hadn't seen him for a long time, Shen Nianyi's face that had been dull for a long time had a smile on her face and a little more radiance in her eyes. She carried the snack bag and walked upstairs quickly, preparing to go back to rest and sleep as usual.

"Very happy?"

As soon as she reached the second floor, a voice she could never forget sounded on the landing. Shen Nian suddenly raised her head to look at the person standing at the corner with her arms crossed.

It was Xu Wangchuan whom I hadn't seen for a long time.

Familiar with black clothes and gray trousers, with a thin figure, the eyes that once looked at her with incomparably fiery eyes are now as calm as spring water.

The slight smile on Shen Nian's lips fell instantly, she licked her red lips that were painted with bright lip gloss, and turned sideways trying to walk past her.

But that hand moved faster than her, just like that holding her slender arm, the scorching temperature of the other party came over.

"Xu Wangchuan!"

Unable to break free from her shackles, Shen Nian raised her beautiful eyes and glared angrily at that person.

A small number of students passed by in the stairwell, and from time to time they gave curious eyes to the entangled two people.

"Shen Nianyi, do you know what you're doing?" Xu Wangchuan's jawline was tense, there was a hint of hostility in his brows and eyes, and his tone was much colder than before.

She returned to the dormitory earlier than usual, but she never wanted to run into Shen Nianyi and her rumored partner.She saw with her own eyes that boy rubbing her head dotingly, but Shen Nianyi not only didn't push him away, but also grabbed his clothes and acted like a spoiled child.

The scene in front of her set off a turbulent wave in her heart, which has always been calm. Unprecedented waves of anger and jealousy rushed in, burning her sanity to pieces, especially when she thought of her recent scandals and what she once said those words.

Since you won't sleep with me, I can always find someone else...

For the first time, Xu Wangchuan, who was in various complicated and ambiguous moods, lost control, and just wanted to ask her to clarify.

"What, what's wrong with you?"

Shen Nianyi had never seen the other party so out of control, and the rebellion in his heart surged up, and his voice involuntarily cooled down.

"Do you know what you're doing?" Touching the girl's cold eyes, it was as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on her. Xu Wangchuan's original doubts that were pressing on his heart were so cold that he didn't ask any questions, and his voice became louder. Helpless.

That's right, what right does she have to accuse Shen Nianyi, whether it's her former girlfriend's friend or one-night stand, what right does she have to accuse her.

An inexplicable depressive emotion swept over her, and it also made her feel lonely like never before.

"Of course I know what I'm doing, but you, what are you doing." The girl asked her back.

The girl's delicate face rarely showed an angry expression, and even the temperature in her eyes fell to the bottom, and even impatience and disgust could be seen from it.

"I……"

Xu Wangchuan loosened his fingers holding her arm, and there were turbulent waves in his no longer calm eyes, not knowing how to deal with himself.

"release."

Because of her distraction, Shen Nianyi easily shook off her arm.

"Xu Wangchuan, don't make me hate you."

Shen Nianyi held the snack bag and gave her a cold glance with beautiful eyes, and passed by without the slightest bit of nostalgia. She walked so fast that she disappeared in a blink of an eye.

In the stairwell where people come and go, Xu Wangchuan stood where she was. She lowered her eyes, but clenched her hands into fists. Her clean brows were filled with repression and forbearance and a gloom that matched her calm temperament.

Shen Nianyi rushed back to the dormitory angrily, opened the door and frightened the other three people in the dormitory.

"Nian Yi, what's wrong with you?"

Zhao Xinyan paused for applying the mask, and looked at the person who threw the snack bag on the ground. She didn't understand why Shen Nianyi, who was more gentle, was so angry.

The other two roommates also cast curious glances at her, not quite understanding why the eldest lady was angry.

"It's okay, these are the snacks Brother Chi bought for you." Shen Nianyi's beautiful eyes, which were still cold just now, gradually returned to the gentleness of the past, she lowered her head and unwrapped the snacks package and sent them to her roommates thoughtfully.

"Wow, Mr. Grass is too kind." Her roommate, who was in the same department as her, happily took the snacks and threw a meaningful look at Shen Nianyi.

Since Ming Chi has been doing internships and living off-campus, they don't know about the private friendship between Shen Nianyi and Ming Chi.

Although in the eyes of Shen Ming and his elders, the two of them were indeed a talented and attractive unmarried couple, perhaps this failed relationship made the relationship between the two even more confusing.

But Shen Nianyi regards Ming Chi as his own brother, while Ming Chi regards her as his younger sister. From childhood to adulthood, there is no other affection between them except brother and sister.

"Nian Yi, are you and Brother Ming together?" The other roommate, who has been admiring the beautiful love of flowers and grasses, has stars in his eyes, and his face is full of an expression that I have been stunned.

Both of them focused their attention on Shen Nianyi, they didn't notice Zhao Xinyan who was holding a snack and his expression changed, and Shen Nianyi who was going to wash up in his pajamas naturally didn't notice this scene either.

"No, don't make wild guesses."

Shen Nian gave the curious two a funny look, then quickly went to the bathroom with his pajamas.

"Oh oh."

But those two people didn't believe it at all, they both thought that Shen Nianyi was embarrassed and shy, so they teased and teased him even more.

"Don't talk nonsense, Nian Yi has been single since the breakup." Zhao Xinyan, who was pressing her face, glanced at the two and explained.

"Maybe, maybe these two are secretly together hahahaha." The roommate who knocked on cp was still in the excitement for a long time and couldn't get back to his senses.

"Don't talk nonsense, be careful when you come out and beat you."

Zhao Xinyan froze slightly imperceptibly, she glared at each other angrily, and the two stuck out their tongues and calmed down.

"Why are you so cruel?"

"Ghost knows she..."

Although the two didn't discuss any more, the whispers continued to babble, and Zhao Xinyan put on the mask and held her neck up to pretend she couldn't hear it.

"Nian Yi is definitely with Brother Ming."

"My beautiful CP, Brother Ming is so handsome..."

Although 422 and 421 are the dormitories next door, they have always been too quiet. Except for Song Wei who plays video with Fang Jianzhou on time every day, the other three seldom talk loudly.

Cheng Cheng is used to focusing on skin care and beauty every day after returning home, while Jiang Nanxu and Xu Wangchuan are usually doing questions.

Xu Wangchuan, who still had a paralyzed face, hung his head and held a pen to draw on the draft paper, exuding the message that strangers should not get close to him.

After washing up, Jiang Nanxu wiped the water from his hair and face, looked at Xu Wangchuan's silent and self-closing appearance, hesitant to speak, then completely shut up and went to bed.

In the whole dormitory, except for the fluorescence of the mobile phones on the three beds, only the light on Xu Wangchuan's desk was still on.

Xu Wangchuan, who didn't care about the calculations as soon as he came back, was immersed in the state of his brain running rapidly, and he didn't realize the changes in the surrounding environment at all.

It wasn't until the night was getting dark that she stopped writing, and her black eyes were ecstatically looking at the group photo of high school on the table.

Among the row of students wearing blue and white school uniforms, the girl with soft and clean appearance and ponytail seemed to be particularly conspicuous inside, and she could always be found at a glance.

Her eyes are bright and shining, as bright as stars, and when the tails of her eyes are lightly raised, the waves are shimmering, and there is a gentle and indifferent smile on her delicate and pretty face.

The blue and white school uniform reveals the girl's youth and innocence, and also witnesses her gradual transformation.

Xu Wangchuan stared at the old photo for a long time, but the smile on his lips was slightly bitter.

She put down her pen, and her eyes were glued to the girl as if she couldn't take her eyes off, as if she knew it was out of reach but still enjoyed it.

Obviously she has nothing to do with that girl named Shen Nianyi, and she is not familiar with her on weekdays, but at some point she quietly infiltrated into her life, making it impossible for her to look directly at her feelings for her.

Was it from the casual greeting or the first birthday gift, or was it that she never looked at her through colored glasses, or that time she secretly helped her out.

She clearly remembered that it was the second semester of the sophomore year of high school, Fang Jianzhou was the deputy monitor at that time, and Shen Nianyi was the life committee member.

The class collectively had to pay 200 yuan for insurance, and the head teacher asked Unification to hand it over to the life committee for statistics. Xu Wangchuan, who was staying at the school, did not go home to get the money because she knew that her grandma had paid the tuition for her at that time. It is estimated that there is not even 200 yuan.

So she didn't tell her grandma, she wanted to raise all the money by herself, but at that time she was just a high school student who was busy with her studies.

Later, she found a job, that is, every night after self-study and school, she secretly went out to do chores for the owner of the barbecue stall outside the school.

The boss who has been in the society for many years sees her as a student and charges her by the hour she works. Xu Wangchuan may never forget the feeling of working hard for eight yuan an hour.

Later, she went out to do odd jobs for two hours every night. After two weeks of hard work, she only paid 200 yuan. She thought she could pay the insurance premium, but when she went back that night, she was told that the barbecue stall was closed and the boss ran away.

What Xu Wangchuan felt at the time was that the sky was falling, and he was depressed and gloomy like never before. It was the last day, and the class teacher counted the list of the number of people who paid the fee.

Hearing the familiar names from the teacher's mouth, Xu Wangchuan, who was writing the test paper with his head down on the surface, was very nervous and flustered for the first time.

Although she is a fearsome school bully in No. 17 Middle School, she is aloof and unreasonable, but after all she is only a [-]-year-old girl who has strong self-esteem and is afraid of embarrassment.

Obviously she was ready to be ridiculed and didn't pay the money, but unexpectedly, the head teacher called her name.

"Xu Wangchuan, Zhao Mingyan, Ni Binbin... all the students have paid their fees on time from the above points. This time, we have paid all the fees in our class. As for the suspension of school at home..."

The homeroom teacher was still talking, but Xu Wangchuan seemed to be completely deaf. She turned her head slightly to look at Shen Nianyi, the life committee member who was sitting not far from her, with puzzled eyes.

It happened that Shen Nianyi also looked at her, but the other party just smiled softly, bright and warm, without the slightest bit of disdain or other emotions in his eyes.

Perhaps Xu Wangchuan, who still had a semblance of reason at that moment, fell completely, and became no longer the former self.

Just because of the 200 yuan at the beginning, she later offered everything she had with her own hands.

Because only she preserved the fragile pride and self-esteem of a young girl.