On the daily life of nemesis

However, while covering their chests, Xi and Xi took the soup that Xiang Zhuzun handed over, and after taking a sip, they finally suppressed it a bit. It seemed that they really couldn't talk when they were eating, and this speech was so straightforward. Now, to put it bluntly, if he hadn't been teasing him, he would basically not be able to laugh... But their old man is cold and humorous, so he may suddenly make a cold joke for you at any time, but he used to be with you Xi still thought it was nothing funny, but after spending so much time with Xiang Zhudi, she was gradually infected by his emotions. Maybe this is what they said to cater to, and she became more and more attracted to Xiang Zhudi. Zhulian tilted that side, and Xiangzhulian became more and more like himself.

"I usually say that you can't talk when eating. You didn't believe it at the time? Today is good, I finally choked." Xiang Zhulian looked at the child next to him helplessly. People feel more solid and reliable, but this mentality is immature like a child, and I really have to take good care of him in the future.

"Tch, I listen to the two sentences you usually say every day, but let's not repeat the same sentence, old man? It's easy to get tired of listening." A child in his 20s still feels a little uncomfortable when he hears someone speak in that educational tone.

"That's right, I can't say no to you, so you just pretend to be mine and say nothing. I admit it, can I? You old man can eat with peace of mind now?" Xiang Zhulian straightened the collar of his clothes and then looked at him He waved his hands to the child beside him, facing such a child, he had to admit defeat in advance, otherwise he would be entangled in it all the time, this is like giving sugar, you can give more but you must not die.

"Well, that's about the same, then I'll eat." However, when he saw each other with a more correct attitude, he felt a little more comfortable. He picked up the silver chopsticks and started to eat with his head down again. His gaze stayed on the medical record on the desktop. Since he entered the door just now, he found that his child has been staring at this medical record. Could it be that this condition is more difficult?

Thinking of this, Xiang Zhuyou coughed lightly, and then asked casually, "When I came in just now, I found that you were looking at that little notebook very intently, what is on it?" At this time, even if you understand something, you have to pretend to be stupid , Only in this way can you win the trust and sympathy of your child, otherwise he won't tell you about his career.

But he and Xi picked up a piece of potato and put it in his mouth, then he pointed to the medical record book on the table, "I'm just looking at that medical record, because I have another operation tonight, so I have to check it carefully so that there are more It takes time to prepare, isn’t it like this for doctors? You have to double-check before the operation.”

But he and Xi were chewing the potatoes in their mouths, and when they heard the words, they curled their lips. He suddenly remembered what he and Xi told him about Pang Zhen that day, saying that Pang Zhen was sick, even if it was him that day If he didn't choose to die like that, he wouldn't be able to live for too long in the end. At that time, Xiang Zhutong only cared about his brother and didn't think too much about what he said to Xie, but when he thinks about it now, he always feels that something is wrong.

In doubt, he suddenly twirled his little finger, "I remember last time you told me about Lao Pang, you said he was sick... I'm a little curious about what kind of disease he has?" Xiang Zhulian pretended He stared at the medical records on the table indifferently, but suddenly paused with Xi Wenyan's hand holding the chopsticks. He frowned slightly and thought for a while. I knew it before he came back because he had been in the hospital and I was the doctor in charge of him."

However, what he and Xi said seemingly plainly was enough to set off a turbulent wave in Xiang Zhuzhang's heart. He suddenly remembered that as early as a few months ago, Pang Zhen called himself in the afternoon and told him to go to the hospital to pick him up. , Said it was an old problem...Because Pang Zhen had mentioned to himself before that his old problem was that he would always suffer from dizziness. At that time, Xiang Zhulian thought it was vertigo. The terminal stage of the disease... No wonder he went to the pharmacy to buy medicine at that time. It turned out that it was all to suppress the disease... What kind of vertigo was just a cover left by Lao Pang. Don't tell yourself?If I had said it at the time, I might not have gotten to where I am now after surgery...

Thinking about it, I can't help feeling a little regretful, "Why did he choose to leave like this in the end? He has been enduring it until the end, and it is himself who suffers? Why doesn't Lao Pang think about himself more? He basically I was always thinking about my brother, and I was still worried about my brother until he died. Although my brother's illness has recovered these days, the wound in his heart has never healed... He is basically I spend a whole day in the office every day, but these days I always feel..." Xiang Zhulian felt a little creepy when he thought of what his brother said to him these days, those words It was as if he was worried about explaining something to himself.

"I understand him, because Lao Min also endured this kind of pain back then. When he said those words to me in the restaurant, he was also very sad. The feeling of powerlessness and despair can only be experienced by themselves. You know that losing someone What does it feel like to be the one you love the most? That feeling is like the heart has been ruthlessly poached away, as if losing the soul is like a walking dead, just like Jack and Rose in the Titanic." But he was helpless He smiled, although he hadn't experienced it, he was still a little afraid. He didn't know how long he could be with Xiang Zhutong like this, but as long as we were together for a day, we should cherish every minute and every second we spent together, and don't leave it to the future. next to any regrets.

"I really sympathize with Pang Zhen, and I also feel sorry for the love between him and your brother. God made a huge joke with him when we were already together. That day you leaned in my arms in the rain, so you didn't I didn't see your brother's desperate expression when he hugged Pang Zhen, he just covered his abdominal wound and kept holding his hand no matter how he called Pang Zhen, he didn't speak any more, just died like that into his arms."

"Yeah, people always realize it after they lose it."

Xiang Zhulian sighed softly and looked at Que and Cong, but at this time Que and Cong happened to be looking at him too, maybe this is because they have a mutual understanding, the casual eye contact between the two represents thousands of words, and life is full of love. So many decades in such a hurry, after passing away, they are no longer there. They are no longer the young and frivolous children, and they don't have the enthusiasm that they could do everything for love. Maybe love can last a lifetime like this.