On the daily life of nemesis

Just when Xiang Shaoqian reached out and took the shampoo, the person in front of him suddenly began to sob, maybe it was caused by emotions, right now Pang Zhen couldn't stop crying whenever he came into contact with Xiang Shaoqian, just now The emotions and tears that he had been suppressing for a long time really burst out at this moment, and he was also very wronged in his heart, who would not want to meet his lover?But there are some inexplicable factors that are interfering with them, and what's more, now that I am like this, I really...

Seeing him like this, Xiang Shaoqian's heart also softened. He hugged Pang Zhen's thin body from behind, but he still couldn't stop his crying, but it became more and more violent, "I beg you, don't look at it." I....I don't want you to see me in such a mess, I don't deserve to be with you anymore...really..." Sitting on the edge of the bathtub, Pang Zhen's hand kept Leaning on the bathtub, his eyes gradually became more rosy with tears, but his thin body couldn't help trembling in Xiang Shaoqian's arms.

At this moment, Xiang Shaoqian only felt that his heart was going to be broken. He was so thin that he couldn't imagine. Even the spine on his back was protruding, which made people feel distressed. "I don't care, I don't care about these I really don't care, all I want is you, it has nothing to do with your appearance, Pang Zhen, I beg you too...I beg you don't push me away, really, you have been silent these days Worrying enough, now that you say that again, I'm really going crazy, I haven't even returned home for a month, every day I don't know how I fell asleep on the table.... No matter how delicious the meal is, I still don’t want to take a bite. Really, I can’t eat, swallow, sleep or sleep in those days, and I really can’t live any longer.” Xiang Shaoqian also sincerely confides his love to his lover Suffering, he hasn't had a good life these days... Thinking about Pang Zhen every day is really going crazy, and now he is sitting there like a working machine, signing documents mechanically all day long, but his heart He has already flown away with Pang Zhen, so what is the difference between him and the walking dead?

"Xiaoqian, I'm really not worth it...Really, I am in danger at any time now, and I don't want to drag you down...I don't want you to get hurt for me, if I can, I just want to protect you forever " Pang Zhen said in a hoarse voice while sobbing, crying and crying, and his heart hurt a lot... There seemed to be a demon in his heart disturbing him, and every time he missed it more and more, that demon would always It was haunting his heart...but Xiang Shaoqian didn't care about it, he suddenly embraced Pang Zhen in his arms, the warm body temperature pressed against his skin, which felt a little relieved.

"You don't know how I got here these days, I also thought a lot in those days... I want to leave everything behind, leave everything I have now to find you, desperate to find you, we no longer need These identities don’t need those painstaking efforts to live. I really just want to be with you. Even if I live an ordinary life in the future, I will feel happy. We bought one on the side of the island just like we said in Phuket. House and then raise a dog and just live together, okay? We don’t want anything, and I don’t care about anything, take you and let’s run away, okay?” Wrapping his waist and face against his On the cold skin, Xiang Shaoqian begged and said that he longed for Pang Zhen to respond to him, and also longed for him to hug him like before.

When Pang Zhen heard the words, he shook his head in pain and let the tears fall, it's too late, it's too late, Shaoqian... I really don't have much time, and the old man has been forcing me , They may kidnap you at any time, after all, he is not a merciful person. If I said that at the beginning, I might try my best to escape with Shaoqian, but now my physical condition is really serious. It won't last long...he also wants to stay with Xiang Shaoqian and live with him forever, but he can't do it...God doesn't allow it.

Caressing Xiang Shaoqian's face, he took a deep breath and said softly, "Shaoqian, if one day I leave you, you must remember not to miss me or miss me...so that even if I leave I still can't feel at ease, I just want to have a little bit of my own dignity...I just want to leave you the best side of myself, even if you recall it in the future, at least it will be happy, not those sad memories ....In my life, I don’t regret anything. It’s really my greatest luck that you can fall in love with me, so don’t do anything for me anymore...it’s really not worth it Pang Zhen smiled bitterly leaning on his shoulder, Xiang Shaoqian kept shaking his head, he couldn't believe that these words came from Pang Zhen's mouth, they had promised to be together forever in this life, why now Those vows have turned into bubbles?Is he really willing to leave me alone in this world?Are you really so cruel?

"If Pang Zhen really has such a day, I also hope that you will remember what I said at the beginning. Whether it is life or death, you and I will never be separated again in this life. Even if you die, I will not live alone. In this world, I will not betray our love, and I will not let you down. Now I only hate myself, and I only hate myself for waking up too late. If it could be earlier, we will definitely not be like this now. "Xiang Shaoqian hugged Pang Zhen and said with a slight frown, but Pang Zhen suddenly laughed when he heard the words.

"Xiaoqian, wash my hair again, you haven't washed my hair for a long time." Pang Zhen smiled lightly, turned around and said to Xiang Shaoqian expectantly, and Xiang Shaoqian said Startled, then nodded happily.

"Okay, come on, let me wash your hair." Xiang Shaoqian took the nozzle and adjusted the water temperature and gently stroked the soft, broken hair. The original wine red hair color had already faded to black, and for some reason Xiang Shaoqian still likes his current appearance very much. Compared with the unruly appearance at the beginning, this obedient appearance in front of him really makes people can't help but love him.

"Is the water temperature okay?"

Touching his hair, Xiang Shaoqian asked softly, Pang Zhen nodded lightly and closed his eyes in enjoyment, but when the warm water slid over his hair and stuck to his scalp, Pang Zhen slightly raised the corners of his mouth , although this is the last intimate contact, but this life is worth it, although I still miss it, although I still don't want to give up... But there really will not be any changes, and the gears of time will not come back again. As if the fate will not change, some things are destined to be faced and cannot be avoided. Maybe he should really talk to that person.