On the daily life of nemesis

The weather that afternoon was sunny and sunny, the man arranged for the captain to dock the cruise ship at the edge of the island, and Pang Zhen also changed his clothes and walked over at this time, the man glanced sideways at him before finally He opened his mouth and said, "That's right, changing into decent clothes to meet your beloved is not much better than your decadent look before?" Leaning on the railing, the sea breeze brushed his temples, and he could faintly see some mottled hair. Silver threads shone in the sunlight.

Pang Zhen wore a clean white shirt with a pair of black slim-fit trousers, but he looked very thin, and the clothes were much bigger than before, but fortunately, his clothes racks were good enough to hold him. It's just that his face was a little pale in the cold sea breeze. Although the man didn't say anything, he was still a little worried in his heart. After thinking about it, he suddenly took it out of his coat pocket. A small glass medicine bottle was handed to Pang Zhen who was beside him, "Take this medicine first, or else I'm afraid you won't be able to persist until then. I'm not afraid of [-], just in case." The man said lightly, but Pang Zhen He took the medicine bottle in his hand in a daze, then opened the lid and poured out two white pills. Looking at the letters on the pills, Pang Zhen felt a little dazed for a while... From going abroad to Now he has finished taking all the medicines prescribed in the hospital, and his condition has not improved at all, but it is getting worse. Maybe it is really like what the director told him when he was in the hospital, he chose to use medicines to suppress his illness. He has to bear the consequences brought about by it. After all, he himself did not choose surgical treatment at the beginning. Maybe there was still a glimmer of hope to save it, but now it is impossible to say anything... It is the late stage, basically. In the later stage, there is no need for treatment at all.

"Suddenly I don't want to take medicine any more, and I'm a little disgusted with medicine." Pang Zhen stared blankly at the medicine bottle in his hand, but his thoughts kept surging, and there seemed to be a trace of worry in his eyes. The man heard his words Shi naturally understood something, yes, not only he, but also himself would hate taking such a lot of medicine... But seeing his condition getting worse day by day, if he really stops using it Will it happen if I take drugs?  …

Calmly staring at the sea level, Pang Zhen narrowed his eyes slightly and said as if recalling, "You know what? I had a dream in the hospital before this. That dream was scary and real. It was so real that I still can't remember it." I can't forget that dream, and my back gets chills when I think about it." Hearing Pang Zhen's words, the man couldn't help being curious, what kind of dream could make him so worried?

"What dream? Let me hear it." Seeing this, the man also turned his head and looked at Pang Zhen who was aside. Pang Zhen smiled suddenly when he heard the words, and then leaned on the railing and pointed to the calm sea. Said, "I dreamed about my father, and I also dreamed about Shaoqian. In the dream, we only needed to get closer to the coast, and we would fall into the cold and abyss-like sea and be washed away by the turbulence. In the dream, I My father held Shaoqian hostage with a knife. At that time, the knife was sticking to his skin. I was afraid that my father would hurt Shaoqian... and I didn't know where the thought came from, so I rushed towards him. My father's direction tightly hugged his waist to prevent him from hurting Shaoqian with a knife... Fortunately, Shaoqian escaped, but the knife stabbed my abdomen in the process of swinging , and how I forgot how I lost consciousness at that time, I only remember that my father and I fell into the sea at that time, and was washed away by the turbulence.... The real pain was really exists, but Shaoqian has been calling my name heartbreakingly on the shore. I want to call him, but the sea drowns my consciousness...I can't even say a word...these Today, I didn't sleep well either... I kept repeating this dream over and over again in my mind, and I was almost in a daze." After he finished speaking calmly, his eyes gradually became more lax.

The man has been quietly listening to what he said, but the more he listens, the more he feels something is wrong. If the dream is reversed, it may not be true...but repeating a dream over and over again must have a different meaning ...But after all, it's not good to tell Pang Zhen like this, what if he thinks too much about it?Forget it, let's comfort him.

The man pursed his lips thinking about this and said, "Don't think too much, dreams are usually reversed... The reason why you can have this dream repeatedly must mean that you have been thinking about these things in your subconscious, after all Science has ever verified that what is dreamed in a dream is not necessarily accurate, so you should stop thinking about it... It is useless to think about it too much. A dream is a dream that can never become a reality. Are you alive and well?"

Pang Zhen couldn't help but feel better when he heard the man's advice. Although he also knew that the dream was reversed...but to put it bluntly, he still felt a little uncomfortable. One day it will become real, and this feeling is getting closer and closer.

"I also know what you mean, but isn't a person's life determined by God? How old you can live is the way to live. In fact, even if that dream doesn't come true, I won't live long. In the end, my disease will only get worse and worse, and I will die suddenly at the end... In fact, I have no regrets in my life. The only thing I regret is that I should tell Shaoqian that I like him. Maybe we The two will stay together for a long time, and will not miss those precious 11 years. In those 11 years, I loved the madness and the forbearance I loved, but what's the use of it anyway? I can't make it up, I I don't dare...... I just hate my cowardice, if I can be half as ruthless as my father, I won't be reduced to this level now."

Hearing the words, the man suddenly turned his head and stared at him meaningfully, "No, you are wrong, if you were half as cruel as your father, you might not be with your lover now... and Your lover will not fall in love with you because of this, do you know why he loves you? Because of your kind heart, you are different from your father, you have flesh and blood, you are a real person, not a heartless and heartless person like your father Heartless person, child, you should be thankful, thankful that you did not become like your father, you should thank fate," the man said earnestly, Wangtian said, after all, he still had some palpitations about Pang Zhen's father, after all, he was The situation really hit him too hard, and the injury was too heavy, maybe he was the only cruel person he encountered in his life.