On the daily life of nemesis

However, in the past few days, his physical condition has been getting worse and worse, and his bones have become thinner and thinner... Although he is taking those suppressive drugs, it can only stop some pain. It's the source of the disease, it's the heart... As time goes by, the disease naturally gets worse and worse... Even now, even when he takes a deep breath, his heart hurts like hell, he can't go to see each other , and will not let him see that he is neither human nor ghost.

Leaning on the railing, the sea wind kept whistling in his ears, and inadvertently blew away his wine-red hair, and scattered it to his temples, but he just smiled with tears in his eyes, "Shaoqian, when I finish my busy work, I'll take a few minutes." I'm going to see you... It won't be long, really it won't be long before we meet again, you have to be good." His voice was hoarse from crying in the sea breeze, but even so, he still didn't want to let Xiang Shaoqian could hear any sad tone, why should you put your own pressure on someone you love?Isn't it enough to just watch him happy?

Xiang Shaoqian was still leaning on the table with one hand at the temple, but his temples were already soaked with tears, and the knuckles that had been clutching the phone were gradually turning white. It didn't know how long he suddenly hoarse and lowered his voice. Said in a low voice, "But I miss you, I just want to see you at this moment, that's all." Xiang Shaoqian's voice sounded a little begging, but it couldn't help but make people feel sad. At the same time, Pang who was far away on the island However, when Zhen heard this sentence, his expression couldn't help but startled, and tears flowed down his cheeks uncontrollably...The cold tears mixed with the salty taste slipped on his lips, but it was so sad Perhaps because he was afraid of making any sound, he suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth, forcing himself not to make any sound.

"Did you know? Xiao Zong and Director Que are together. I knew it when they picked me up at the airport holding hands that day. Although they have gone through twists and turns, it is good to show their hearts. I can see Xiao He loves the director very much. I am really happy for the two of them seeing how sweet and affectionate they are... No matter how difficult the road ahead is, as long as the two people are close to each other and hold hands even if they are walking in the distance Mountains and snowy mountains, even if there is no end to the road ahead, at least they will not feel lonely, because they both know that even at the last moment of life, they will be accompanied by each other. The love between the two of them is not easy...We Is the love between two people so easy? 11 years...hehe...11 years, we were not able to be together in these 11 years, and it was not until later that I suddenly realized that I was already there I have fallen in love with you for 11 years, but I have always kept it in my heart... because you once said that we will be friends forever... In fact, I also understood that you wanted to be with me when I was at your house What to say...but I didn't let you go on, that's because I wanted to find a time, just the right time...in Phuket I confessed to you, I couldn't bear to make you sad , makes you sad...Actually, Pang Zhen...I never told you that I have regarded you as a part of my life as early as those 11 years, but you didn't know it. ..just like I didn't know you loved me back then."

The sea is still covered with layers of waves, just like his heart is turbulent... It is really lucky to meet someone who loves each other and loves each other in this thousands of worlds... ..But there are various reasons why we can't be together...Shaoqian...Don't blame me for being cruel, but this time I really have my own difficulties, I can't bring my own safety to you at the same time , I tried my best to hide my news just to prevent that demon from finding out... If he finds out my whereabouts, all my efforts will be almost in vain.

Almost all of them are together, and they can stay together happily, but what about me?What kind of life do you live incognito?What kind of person do you miss day and night?Oh my god...you are really unfair, you have already let us stay together, and now you are breaking us up...

"Okay, Shaoqian...the signal here is not very good...in a few days...I will go back in a few days, you have to be good, you must have a good rest, don't I will feel distressed if I stay up all night reading documents by myself." Pang Zhen took a deep breath before speaking slowly, and after a while he hung up the phone suddenly.

But here, Xiang Shaoqian has been holding his mobile phone for a long time, but what comes to his ears is no longer the gentle voice of that person... but the cold beeping sound..... After trying to warm his heart, he still couldn't feel any warmth. He just felt that his whole body had fallen into a cold abyss, unable to see the way forward and unable to retreat.

Hanging up the phone, Pang Zhen suddenly smiled...the smile was mixed with tears and those unfinished words...smiling and laughing, tears could not stop sliding down the eye sockets, as if at this moment All the strength in his body was exhausted, he lost his own gravity, and slowly slid down along the railing, until he fell powerlessly to the ground, then he smiled and looked into the distance, but his hands were still tightly clenched. The phone was never released for a moment... The man in the cabin had actually heard the conversation between the two of them just now, he couldn't help but sighed and walked over slowly, seeing Pang Zhen so decadent He also shook his head helplessly and said, "Why do you say you are doing this? If you miss him, go see him...why leave regrets for yourself?..."

When Pang Zhen heard this, he just smiled and took a deep breath...he hated himself for being like this...and also hated for being so cowardly...as if at this moment he could only bury himself hysterically. All the anger in his heart was spoken out, Pang Zhen raised his finger and pointed to himself with a smile, "Look at me, I don't look like a human, I don't look like a ghost... what right do I have to see him?" The current me is basically going to die at any time...I don't even know when I will get sick! Is this decadent me worthy of that radiant him? He is so outstanding...I How can I allow myself to drag him down...I don't want to, and I won't let myself drag him down! I really don't want...don't want to..." Pang Zhen frowned slightly angrily He said, his voice became weaker and weaker at the end...as if all the sadness was blown to the distance with the sea breeze, if he could turn into a breeze and reach that person with the air ...No matter what the price is, it is worth it, as long as I can see him... one last time.