On the daily life of nemesis

The hand holding the cup didn't let go. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. Zou Huocheng didn't say any more at the moment... Maybe it was because the amount of information given to him just now was too much. Time can't accept it, but I still have a chance, don't I?Those who are close to the water first get the moon... These words are not groundless after all.

But he and Xi pursed their lips slightly, trying to stabilize their minds. In fact, even if Zou Huocheng didn't say anything, he would have doubted it a long time ago. After all, he didn't refute when those little colleagues in the cafeteria made fun of the two of them last time. .....He understands his own habits, he also understands his likes and dislikes, how would he care so meticulously if it wasn't for the person he likes?And when he fell down, he still hugged himself so nervously, as if he was afraid that he would make a mistake... It's just a suspicion, it's just a suspicion, maybe Zou Huocheng's love was not so obvious when he was in college. ....He is too good at hiding...If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes in the cafeteria last time...I'm afraid he wouldn't know it until now, alas...

"Huocheng..." But Yuxi raised his eyes lightly and looked at the person opposite. Although his tone was flat, Zou Huocheng still caught a trace of gratitude on his face... .. He met his eyes with a bitter smile and asked softly, "Are you going to reject me?" Before waiting, he talked to Xi Zou Huocheng and said, "Actually, I have felt it a long time ago. The first time you and that man looked at each other on the road, I saw it... If you didn't like it, your eyes would not be so gentle, just like when I look at you now, it is full of deep love, This kind of feeling cannot be hidden, maybe it will be hidden in the heart, but it will never be hidden in the eyes... That man has always been hostile to me... In fact, the person you really like Is it the curator?"

After Zou Huocheng finished speaking calmly, he kept staring at Yu Xi's eyes expecting an answer... In fact, he didn't understand his mood at the moment... He obviously didn't want to hear heartless words. ...But I also want to know a result, maybe it is to give myself the comfort of silently guarding my unrequited love for so many years...Maybe only in this way can I let myself go...But Are you really willing?

But he and Xi took a deep breath and said lightly, "Yes, I can't refute what you said. The person I like is indeed him. In fact, I have liked him since then, but at that time we two It’s just that people don’t know it yet...Maybe it’s like the old saying, only after experiencing life and death together will we cherish the time spent together, and now I think so too, I and the old man together I have experienced several dangers, I have almost died, and I have supported and cared side by side... There have been quarrels, and there have been disputes, but the source of all these can't let go of love... Beyond brothers, I have reached the other side of love, I love him and I am willing to do anything for him.”

These words were like a cold dagger piercing the beating heart, as if Zou Huocheng only heard the sound of heartbreak at this moment. When I say this, my heart still hurts... Is it really just that I am one step late?Only one sentence is missing, and he is already lost...

"Yu Xi... Is it because I was a little late at the time? If I said it, would you accept me..." Even though his heart hurts, he still wants to hear this last answer After asking the reason clearly, he can let go....Although he will still be disappointed, as long as he is happy, isn't that what he has always hoped for?Even if the person who accompanied him to the end was not himself...

But he and Xi Wenyan shook their heads with a smile and said, "Huo Cheng, you are actually very good, both in terms of character and in one aspect, but the feeling is that the feeling can't come, of course I won't hide it. I didn’t have throbbing at the beginning, but that throbbing only stayed in the admiration for my seniors, you know? The kind of love I’m after is not a fast-food type of love that breaks up after eating, nor is it a steady flow of love that gradually grows stronger. , but the kind who can understand each other's thoughts even without saying anything, who can accompany and depend on each other until old age, and even in the future when the two of us look back, we will have a sustenance."

But talking to Xi calmly while the person opposite has been listening in distress.... Love can't get it, this kind of feeling is really the most uncomfortable, but what can I do?Now that people have already said that... what else can I say?Alas... Zou Huocheng, it's useless for you to think you are a smart person all your life, but you are a real loser in your relationship... People say that you get the moon first if you are close to the water... You actually lost to a person who showed up late... Maybe it's like what he said, even if he said it at the beginning, he still wouldn't like it, it was just admiration, just admiration.

"Hehe.....I never thought that I would still lose to you and him in the end. I thought that as long as I didn't give up and kept chasing you, you would naturally accept me...but I But I never thought that the relationship should rely on the initiative. Maybe I really have less initiative than him. Naturally, I have nothing to say about this, but Yu Xi, what I want to tell you is ...Even if you reject me, I still won't give up protecting you, even if it's just from the perspective of a friend, but I won't pester you anymore in the future, shall we still be friends?" Zou Huocheng let go of him at this moment Proudly frowned and said expectantly, he was looking forward to the other party's answer... After all, he really didn't want to lose a friend because of this matter, even if it was a lover who couldn't do it.

But he and Xi smiled sincerely and nodded, "Okay, we are still friends." After hearing this sentence, Zou Huocheng was relieved and at the same time made a decision in his heart, no matter what, even if it was a friend It's fine if my identity can silently guard and protect him, even if it's at the last moment of last resort, it's worth sacrificing me to protect him...just with you, will you blame me when you learn my true identity? ?This time it's not that I'm being cruel, it's that that man really only wants the life of the other person, but what happened is that you have been with him and can't act... that man can't wait Well, if this goes on like this, there is no guarantee that something unexpected will be done, I hope... just hope that you will not suffer any harm.