On the daily life of nemesis

"Actually, sometimes I feel that I am also quite miserable. I have endless money... I have the strength to be admired by thousands of people... But what about my lover? But he still left me. This feeling is really I'm so desperate. Did I, Min Yukun, do all the bad things in my previous life? That's why I have to torture me like this in this life? Really, living is too tiring. If I could, I really wanted to go with you back then, but I can't...Because I still have unfinished business, I will not let the murderer go unpunished!" The thin fingers leaning on the cold tombstone suddenly brushed the top of the tombstone. Although Min Yukun didn't show up much due to various reasons, he still ordered people to clean the place every day, just because Ah Tai loves to be clean, even when he left, he was clean...then he How could he tolerate a speck of dust on his tombstone?

What I feel in my hand is only the cold temperature, but it is also mixed with a sense of astringency... The person who has experienced it vividly is already buried in the ground, his bones, his soul, and his love... Absurd Tang, in a very short life...but all of this was caused by that person. The family member who was once dear and dear has now become a murderous, cold-blooded and ruthless demon. What a terrible thing thing?What for?It's just that the benefit of being slapped in the hand will not be taken away by death.

"You may blame me. After you, another person appeared in my life... You didn't even know that he liked me a year earlier than you, but I never came back after I went abroad. ...I used to hate him so much, but now I fell in love with him unknowingly...For a moment I was really tangled, how should I choose? Face it or not, don't face it It's not.... This taste is really going to kill me." At the end of the speech, a bitter smile suddenly crossed the corner of his mouth, and only he could understand the deep meaning in it.

"I like him, but I can't be with him...because I still have things to do, and he will face different people and experience different things in the future...This feeling is really better than It’s not bad in the past year, but now I’m no longer the me who can be desperate, and now I’m suspicious, cruel and even ruthless... Ah Tai, I’m no longer It’s me who used to be, I don’t even know myself anymore, I was not forced by anyone, but forced by this world!” Sitting crookedly in front of the tombstone, what he said was so desolate , the strength of the whole body seems to be pulled away at this moment. He has loved and hated... and complained about this world, but so what can he do?The person he loves still can't come back, but the person who loves him is chasing desperately... This feeling is almost suffocating.

His eyes had become a little slack inadvertently... The light and shadow in front of him became more and more blurred under the washing of the rain, he shook his head and said lightly, "Loving someone is too tiring, and this kind of life is too tiring. ...It's better to die in vain than to live in a daze every day, so that I can still be with you...you won't be so lonely." There was still half a sip of wine in the bottle, Min Yuyan sipped He pursed his lips and poured it all down on the ground.

"Toast you a glass of wine, the past will never look back...It is also a memorial to your dead love... May this glass of wine accompany you to sleep forever." The induction usually penetrates into the ground very quickly... From then on, all the love and hatred, the vivid past, all disappeared like smoke after today... With the wind, it was sent to a distant place , that distant place that he can never see or touch.

Seeing that all the wine was left on the corner of his mouth, he raised a self-deprecating smile, closed his eyes in pain and leaned against the tombstone, letting the rain fall mercilessly... I don't know how long he had a dream. .... In the dream, he dreamed of a fairyland on earth.... This dream was different from the dark and ruthless one in the past, and even the temperature felt around him was warm. Walking step by step, it seems that he was guided by an inexplicable drive to the end of the world... At the end, he saw the person who was dreaming day by day. It seems that the dazzling light is so dazzling that people can't open their eyes.

"Ah Tai...is that you?" Min Yuxuan frowned slightly and asked in disbelief. He was afraid that the person in front of him would suddenly disappear again if he was not careful, but he just said After a while, the person in front of him turned around and looked at him with a smile on his face, "Long time no see." The person in front of him said with a smile on his face, Min Yuzhen took a deep breath and seemed to be A little scared...it was indeed him, the person I kept thinking about...he was standing in front of me alive at this moment.

Min Yujun stepped forward and walked towards him with heavy steps, but the unrealistic light and shadow suddenly opened his arms and embraced him in his arms, "Shh, don't talk and don't struggle, I can't stay long Time... There are still people waiting for me in the distance, I have to leave in a while, this time I just came to see you." The embrace of the person in front of me is still so warm, but the touch is so warm Lightness...as if he would disappear if he hugged him a little bit harder...the voice was so ethereal when it came to the ear, it really made me want to cry in this kind of atmosphere.

"Ah Tai, I miss you so much..." Leaning on his shoulder? Min Yukun couldn't help trembling and whispered with his hands, but the person in front of him suddenly laughed when he heard the words, "I know you are so I've been thinking about me for years, the more you do this the more it makes me uneasy, back then I was willing to give my life for you, not because of anything else... just because I love you, although I know you now I have a new lover, although I am a little sad...but he can always be with you instead of me. I am very grateful to him...Seeing you alone looks really uncomfortable in my heart " Ah Tai's voice became more ethereal, as if it was about to disappear...

"Then don't you blame me?" Min Yuyun asked bitterly, but in the next second there was a warm touch on his head, "Fool, how could I blame you? Didn't I tell you before I died?" Do you wish you to live a good life?" Ah Tai said softly stroking the hair of the man in his arms.