A Guide to Depravity

Fei Ning did a long time of psychological construction before he opened his mouth to talk to his family, but after he finished speaking, everyone should eat and drink, and those who should drink a glass of water after meals are calm drinking water.

He also knew that since he was a child, no one in his family had discussed anything seriously, so he couldn't put on a serious look.What's more, he didn't want to make the atmosphere serious and serious. He wanted to make the atmosphere a little more relaxed, as leisurely as a chat after dinner.

But I didn't expect everyone to be so relaxed...

Zhou Yafang didn't even glance at him. There were a few plates and the last bit of food left, and she was still struggling not to waste any food.

"What's the matter?" Fei Yuanming asked Fei Ning in a brisk tone, with one foot still on the pedal of the chair next to him.

Fei Xingzhi and his sister-in-law were the most serious listeners in the whole family to listen to Fei Ning. After Fei Ning finished speaking, the two of them looked at Fei Ning with gentle and suspicious eyes, giving Fei Ning enough attention.

It also made Fei Ning feel more stressed.

It was probably the first time in Fei Ning's life that he had such a hard time speaking to his family, and he was even more nervous than the college entrance examination back then.

What should I say?

Parents, I want to say that your youngest son is gay.

Hi everyone I'm dating a guy.

My mother's craftsmanship is amazing, why don't I bring my boyfriend to dinner next time.

No matter how you say it, it feels a bit weird...

A lot of theories went through my mind for a while, but I didn't think it was appropriate, and I didn't think about it for long.After pursing his lips, he lightly licked the seam of his lips, and pried his mouth open with a light but serious tone instead of the tip of his tongue: "I found out that I like men." Hey.A modal particle was finally swallowed back into the voice by Fei Ning abruptly.

Speak slowly, with an upward tone, tense and at the same time trying to lighten the atmosphere.

"I also found out that I like aliens." Fei Xinghong didn't take Fei Ning's words seriously after listening, and performed a laugh out loud for Fei Ning on the spot.

???

Little brother, I'm serious, what are you doing.

The two young ladies also looked at Fei Ning with smiles.Fei Yuanming picked up the teacup and drank tea, "That's it?" in his eyes.Zhou Yafang glanced at Fei Ning and began to eat green onions.

knock.

It's all caused by the fact that there is no such serious tradition in the family.Fei Ning cleared his throat and spoke again.

"Cough, no," Fei Ning still spoke unhappily, "I'm telling the truth." There was an imperceptible cautiousness in his tone.

But I was embarrassed to watch the smiles on other people's faces gradually freeze.But you can probably guess.

Zhou Yafang's chopsticks holding ginger stopped, and the ginger slices lay back on the plate safely: "Say it again."

Fei Yuanming withdrew his foot from the chair pedal and stepped back on the ground.

The atmosphere was more serious than before, so Fei Ning's pressure was even greater. It seemed that he was going to break out in a cold sweat in the winter, and all the cells in his body were crying for breath.

"I'm gay." Fei Ning also went all out.

One second in the air seemed to be stretched into two seconds, and the silence did not spread before being shattered by the sound of chopsticks being slammed on the table.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Angry, Zhou Yafang didn't care whether the hand was hurting or not, her eyes were fixed on Fei Ning, "you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk indiscriminately, you have to think before you speak."

"I'm serious." Fei Ning replied in a deep voice.

Fei Yuanming frowned and didn't comment.

The three brothers and sisters were stunned by Fei Ning's words, not knowing how to react.

Not even sandalwood can calm the mind.

Fei Ning could hear his heart beating like a drum, but he couldn't predict what kind of mood and reaction his family members would have when they heard these words.I'm used to laughing and joking, and it's not that I haven't been scolded by my parents or had trouble with my brothers and sisters, but this kind of situation is really the first time in a century.

He had no idea what his family's attitude would be.

Fei Ning's parents frowned into continuous mountain peaks.Fei Ning was worried and apprehensive, his eyebrows raised lightly, and the tails of his eyebrows drooped. He was obviously the "culprit" of this matter, but he couldn't help but look innocent.

Fei Ning put away his usual attitude of laughing and playing with his family, but he was still unable to be serious. He sat up straight and waited for his family's reply in silence.

He is awaiting sentencing -- his family's acquittal.

But this good thing did not come for a long time, and what his family gave him was silence, and silence.

The house of a family of six was as quiet as if it was empty.

Fei Ning is a person who has to turn on the music even in the shower for 5 minutes. In such an atmosphere, embarrassment is not enough to describe his current mood. He is restless and does not want to make various small movements.Sitting there in a daze, like a stupid bird whose body froze after being frightened by humans.

I wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, my lips were pursed and then released, and I still didn't say a word.

The elders didn't speak, and the younger generations were even more silent as chickens.

Fei Ning missed Gao Wu and wondered if it was so embarrassing for him to come out with his mother at that time.He also thought that Gao Wu only came out with his mother alone, and now that he was facing a large table of people, he felt that his situation was a little more indescribable.

In this silence, Fei Ning also wanted to get serious and think about the countermeasures to deal with his family, but his mind and brain were at odds, twisting back and forth in his mind, only comparing his own situation with Gao Wu's.

Other little girls like to break off a petal of a rose and ask "Does he love me or not", Fei Ning has nothing to break now, and keeps repeating "I am difficult or Gao Wu is difficult" in her mind.A pointless question.

After a long while, Fei Yuanming stood up, broke away from the group of wooden men first, sat down in the living room and started smoking.

Fei Ning looked up, but in fact, only 3 minutes had passed.The waiting process is always longer than the actual time.

"Are you already with a man?" Zhou Yafang obviously suppressed her anger in her words.

Sister-in-law and Fei Xingzhi looked at each other, got up tacitly and began to pack the dishes and go to the kitchen to wash the dishes.Leaving Fei Xingyun, Zhou Yafang and Fei Ning on the table.

Reason tells Fei Ning that he should lie at this moment, but Fei Ning has a kind of obsessive insistence in his bones, that is, he doesn't want to lie. Some small lies that are harmless and innocuous on weekdays are fine, but this kind of lie is not acceptable.

He struggled a bit, but nodded.

"Is it Gao Wu?" Zhou Yafang's complexion was getting worse and worse, treating Fei Ning like a criminal who betrayed the class, wishing to torture him to extract a confession.

Fei Ning had no time to think about whether his mother's intuition was a little too accurate.Actually speaking, Gao Wu was not the classmate Fei Ning took home for the first time, but Gao Wu was indeed the only one Fei Ning took home two or three times.

At this moment, Zhou Yafang certainly didn't think about whether Fei Ning had thought about avoiding suspicions on weekdays. The only "accomplice" suspect that came to mind was Gao Wu.

she asked.

Fei Ning also nodded truthfully.

Fei Ning heard Fei Xingyun cursed in a low voice, glanced over secretly, and saw his eyes widen.

Zhou Yafang also heard Fei Xingyun's voice, and glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, Fei Xingyun and his mother looked at each other.Fei Ning wanted to laugh a little, but before he could secretly laugh, he saw the two of them looking back at him at the same time.

……

Fine.

Can't laugh anymore.

"Gao Wu are you chasing?" Zhou Yafang asked again.

"..." Fei Ning was speechless for a while, but still confessed, "He confessed to me first."

"Lie." Zhou Yafang said without hesitation.

Knock, Fei Ning's mentality collapsed.

"Mom, why don't we sit on the sofa and talk?" Fei Ning felt that he was sitting opposite Fei Xingyun and Zhou Yafang, a bit like going to court, and wanted to change places to ease this suspected confrontation.

"Okay." Zhou Yafang raised her eyes to look at Fei Ning, her eyes were sharp and scrutinized.

Fei Ning went to sit by the sofa, one seat away from his father.Fei Yuanming still smoked silently.

"Stop smoking, it's really annoying." Zhou Yafang saw several cigarette butts stuck in Fei Yuanming's ashtray, the more she looked at it, the more annoying she became, and the smell of smoke became stronger and stronger in the air.

Fei Yuanming took a few glances at the mother and the child, but didn't agree, and continued to puff.

Zhou Yafang was so angry that she didn't want to talk any more, she sat next to Fei Yuanming and continued to point the gun at Fei Ning: "What are you talking about?"

"Just... talk about whether you agree with me and Gao Wu?" Fei Ning opened his mouth cautiously.

It might be better not to speak, but what Fei Ning said just now was more violent than oil, and Zhou Yafang's anger was aroused when he came out.

Zhou Yafang probably didn't expect that Fei Ning would really reply, so she understated it as if she didn't take it seriously, and she became even angrier.

"Did you make a mistake? Why did you suddenly say that you like men and then suddenly say that you are already with Gao Wu? You are no longer a child at this age. You have to be responsible to yourself and others when you speak and do things. You usually Playing computer, playing games, talking about live broadcasting, and traveling by yourself, the family already depends on you. When others are your age, they have already started to make money on their own. You haven’t even done housework. Have I ever told you? The family will give you Money gives you time and freedom, and you are getting more and more outrageous now." Zhou Yafang could scold her children all day and night without stopping, "I gave you too much freedom?"

After finishing speaking, he stopped and waited for Fei Ning to reply.

Fei Ning has been very tired of his mother's swearing since he was a child: he will bring up all the old things, he is full of breath, his lung capacity is extremely high, he will wipe out the things that are worthy of praise, and turn the small things that are worthy of scolding into big ones. It can be praised or scolded directly, and people with 80 points can be scolded to the point of worthless.

The usual Fei Ning could only express his resistance with silence.

"Look at your cousins, cousins, cousins, and cousins, which ones are at your age and haven't fallen in love yet, and those who are a few years older than you even have children. When you say 'I like men', you think it's so light and easy. Have you explained to your family? You won’t get married in the future and you won’t have children? Who will provide you with security? Do you only like men or both men and women? Are you and Gao Wu just for fun or serious? How do you tell each other? Parents explain? Are you worthy of your family and Gao Wu?" Ms. Zhou Yafang, the pea shooter, continued to output and then stopped.

Today is different from the past, today Fei Ning does not want to just respond with silence from beginning to end, no matter whether his mother acquiesces or opposes his silence, he will be braver this time and explain more, even if it is a weak explanation , even though his mother might not listen at all.

"How do you know I'm not serious?" Fei Ning asked back.

"You're serious." Zhou Yafang raised her voice, and she stood up suddenly.There was a balcony behind her, and she took out a clothes hanger from behind and lashed at Fei Ning with lightning speed.

I am angry.

When I was young, only Fei Xingyun was beaten at home. Zhou Yafang explained before that it was because Fei Xingyun was the first child and had insufficient education experience. When Fei Xingzhi was first born, Fei Xingyun would occasionally be beaten for being naughty. When Zhou Yafang hit Xingyun, Zhizhi also cried and refused to listen.Later, after Fei Ning came, he never hit the child when he was angry.

Fei Ning was really beaten today, and the experience of being beaten came unexpectedly.

Fei Ning let out a muffled snort, the place where he was hit was burning with pain as if separated by a layer of clothing.

Fei Xingyun was also frightened by this accident, he hadn't seen his mother beating someone with a clothes hanger for many years.I used to have iron hangers in my house when I was a child, but now they are thick plastic hangers, and it’s windy to shake the hangers.He hurried to fight.

Zhou Yafang smoked Fei Ning and was dragged by Fei Xingyun. Fei Xingyun wanted to take the hanger, but she didn't let go.But in fact, she also regretted it after she did it. It was the first time she beat Fei Ning, and she felt distressed after the fight.

"Hey." Fei Yuanming swallowed hard, and put out the cigarette he was smoking on the side of the vat, "If you have something to say, please say it, Fei Ning is already so big, don't hit it."

Fei Yuanming loves the child, and persuades Zhou Yafang every time he makes a move.

Fei Ning was stubborn, his hands were twitching in pain and he kept silent, staring at his mother.

The sister-in-law also ran out of the kitchen after hearing the commotion in the living room, and Fei Xingzhi followed. She didn't know what happened, but saw her brother covering his hands.

Fei Xingzhi pulled up Fei Ning's sleeve, and a red swelling appeared in front of everyone's eyes immediately.

"It's okay, Fei Ning's rough skin and thick flesh will disappear in two days." Fei Xingyun continued to pull his mother, and finally took the hanger over, "Mom, don't worry about him, he is an adult, his own business Take responsibility for yourself."

Fei Ning pursed his lips and remained silent.Fei Xingzhi looked at the injury on his brother's hand and didn't say a word, silently standing in front of his brother and feeling sorry for him.

The sister-in-law stood beside Zhou Yafang and held her other hand.

"Don't go to the tomb-sweeping tomorrow, let me reflect on it at home, so that my ancestors won't be upset when they see you." Zhou Yafang was still stubborn, but her tone was no longer so aggressive.

Feining still didn't speak.

Fei Yuanming first expressed his disapproval: "Is there any reason for him not to go? Everyone has to go to worship the mountain every year."

"Why are you helping him with the conversation, and you didn't react when your son likes men?" Zhou Yafang was puzzled.

Fei Yuanming was quiet for a while, and then said: "Anyway, you must go to sweep the tomb." He didn't agree or disagree.

Seeing this, Fei Ning probably understood the current situation. His parents probably disagreed, but his father's attitude was not as fierce as his mother's.But as he guessed, his brother and sister are all facing him.Xing Yun was just surprised at first, but after being surprised, he acquiesced to his younger brother's behavior.Zhizhi is almost a brother-in-law, and the younger brother can do whatever he wants.

My hand still hurts, but my heart is relieved.

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The author says:

The Sundial Sweet John

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