A Guide to Depravity

The mall was closed, Fei Ning took Gao Wu to the night market again, stopping at every shop that was open late at night.

At 03:30 in the morning, the whole city was darkened, and sporadic lights were still on, which did not make the starlight more obvious. There were few pedestrians on the street, and the breeze blew the fallen leaves on the ground from time to time.

The drowsiness was abruptly dispelled for a few waves, and then came back again.

"Are you sleepy?" Gao Wu was still wandering outside in the middle of the night for the first time.Gao Wu's house used to have access control, and Gao Wu's parents generally didn't let Gao Wu go out to play around, and he couldn't come back later than nine o'clock after going out to play.

"Sleepy." He didn't do any exciting activities tonight, and he walked for several hours anyway, Fei Ning was a little tired and sleepy at the moment.

The night became darker and thicker, the longer he stayed up late, Gao Wu became more and more energetic.On the other hand, Fei Ning has already started to yawn continuously.

"Would you like to sleep for a while later?" Gao Wu asked with his head turned sideways.

"No, a true warrior dares to stay up the latest night and watch the most beautiful sunrise." Fei Ning tilted his head and yawned again, and couldn't help asking, "Why don't you look sleepy at all?" Gao Wu and himself are not in the same camp when it comes to staying up late.

Gao Wu still yawned around eleven o'clock, that's when he usually goes to bed, and now it's past that time.

"If you're too sleepy, you won't be sleepy anymore." Gao Wu smiled, took Fei Ning's hand and put it in his pocket.

"Is it the same as not being hungry after being hungry for a long time?" There was no one on the street, and Fei Ning generously rented out the right to use his hand to Gao Wu for free.After a while, Fei Ning turned around and stood in front of Gao Wu, took both of their hands out of their pockets, and put the other hand on Gao Wu's other hand, holding the other's hand Started bouncing backwards.

"Yes." Gao looked at Fei Ning, who was also walking backwards smoothly, and nodded with the corner of his mouth hooked, "Why do you always make metaphors without food?"

"A person's life can't be separated from food. Using food as a metaphor is easy to understand." Under the night, Fei Ning couldn't see Gao Wu's face clearly, and he was also happy to see the other party happy.

"If you haven't eaten it before, wouldn't it be impossible to understand what you said?" Gao Wu held Fei Ning's finger. This road is a flat road. Gao Wu told him from time to time whether there was anything on the ground that would trip him. stones or trash.

"I use common metaphors." Fei Ning's current state is like a mobile phone that is charging video games. The game consumes faster than charging, and the power slowly drops. After being discovered, the game is turned off, and the power is slow. rise slowly.

"It's almost time to cross the road." Gao Wu stopped, pulled Fei Ning closer, let go of the other hand, then grabbed Fei Ning's waist and pulled himself, "See where we should go .”

Fei Ning responded in a low voice, took advantage of the situation and hugged Gao Wu's waist, and stuck to Gao Wu's body like a large doll: "I'm so sleepy."

"Don't stay up late next time." Gao Wu suggested sincerely.

"Let's do the math next time." Fei Ning said in a low voice.

It wasn't too far from the sea, and after encountering a few passers-by, Fei Ning didn't make any more intimate moves with Gao Wu.

There were other people on the coast, and some people slept on the long stone benches in the green flower beds with newspapers spread over them.I can't tell why I have to wander outside in the middle of the night, and I don't look like a homeless person with clean and tidy clothes. I'm still a little old, and I don't seem to be pursuing the romance of sunrise.

Gao Wu and Fei Ning walked towards a gazebo near the sea.The gazebo is on the way down to the beach, with the beach below and the sea in the distance.

"It would be great if I had money." Fei Ning touched the ashes on the bench, and it was within the tolerable range. He pulled Gao Wu and prepared to sit down.

"Do you still care about money?" Gao Wu stopped him, took out a tissue from his bag and wiped it carelessly.

"I didn't care about it before, I always felt that money is not everything, but later I was slapped in the face by life, and I always felt that it is absolutely impossible to have no money." After sitting down, Fei Ning took out a coat and put it on the two of them, hugging each other sideways whispered.

"Why are you so emotional all of a sudden?" Gao Wu tilted his head and leaned on Fei Ning's head.

"When I was young, I felt that money couldn't buy happiness. Now I feel that happiness really needs money to buy it. If you don't have money, you can't buy anything. You need all kinds of VIPs to listen to music. Sometimes I feel that it's hard to work without money. It's good to work the night shift." Tired, people who have to go out to work early in the morning are also very tired, and they are tired and may not make money. Speaking of which, I used to think about why I worked so hard to develop smart home robots instead of cleaning landfills It's a machine that works. I'm too tired." Fei Ning was rarely depressed as he spoke.

"Everyone has their own choice, there is always someone to do the dirty and tiring work." Gao Wu's thinking is similar to that of Fei Ning.Graduating from high school is like a dividing line. I used to only study. If I don’t pay attention, I can’t see the gap between rich and poor with my classmates.After graduating, each has a future, saw a lot of things, and gradually realized his own insignificance.

"I'll work hard to make money to support you in the future. After graduation, you don't have to go to work. You can do whatever you want at home and play wherever you want." Fei Ning's self-motivation came unexpectedly.

"What dream?" Gao Wu chuckled and refused.He never thought of relying on others to support him in his future life. Even Fei Ning, he didn't want to get used to relying on others.

The waves slapped the shore lightly, snapped, and then slowly receded.

"That's not what I meant." Fei Ning didn't even open his eyes, and hugged Gao Wu like he was hugging a pillow.

"What do you mean?" Gao Wu's hands on Fei Ning's shoulders wrapped around Fei Ning's hair with great interest.

"I didn't treat you as my wife." Fei Ning nestled on Gao Wu's body, but Gao Wu's body was not warm, and Gao Wu's bare face and neck were also cold from the wind blowing all night.

"I thought you were going to talk about nurturing." Gao Wu said lightly, "Didn't you ask me to support you before?"

"Bao Yang is some bloody love story... Besides, did I say that?" Fei Ning recalled whether he had said this, "Oh, it seems that I said it, I was joking."

"These words you're saying now are very domineering, are you joking?" Gao Wu said.

Fei Ning was silent for a while, pulled Gao Wu's hand to peck and kissed, and said in a soft voice: "Probably a little serious." After a pause, he continued: "It doesn't matter whether it's about raising or not, who in the family Making more money does not necessarily mean high status, I just hope that you can do what you like to do and don't need to worry about material conditions."

It was probably the first time he said these words. Fei Ning didn't speak very fluently, and he often paused slightly when he said certain words.

Gao Wu was a little surprised that Fei Ning used the word "home". He didn't expect Fei Ning to think so far, and thought it was just a whim.Gao Wu can accept him to raise Fei Ning, but he cannot accept Fei Ning to raise him.People with less favorable pasts have higher self-esteem.

He didn't mean that if he raised Fei Ning, he would treat him as a weak and easy to bully, he just subconsciously couldn't accept other people's support.

Fei Ning's words were a bit stumbled, but Gao Wu could tell that he was sincere.

It seems, again, suddenly, a little, small, touched.

"What about you?" Gao Wu moved his fingers around the end of Fei Ning's hair upwards, and replaced his whole palm with his fingers, stroking into his hair.

"I don't have anything in particular that I want to do. Anyway, I'm just muddling along. My original ideal was to be a waste." Fei Ning suddenly smiled, "But now that I have you, I just want to be someone who can make money." waste."

The last sentence sounds a little... lingering?

Gao Wu was startled by the adjectives that popped up in his mind and got goosebumps.Touching temporarily gave way to the weird words, and once again occupied the home field, but for a while, I didn't know what to say.

How did you think so far?

The words he wanted to ask reached his lips and were swallowed again.If this question is really asked, it will give people the feeling that Gao Wu never thought about the future with Fei Ning—although he really didn't have time to think about it.But that can't be said.

"Why did you say you didn't want to make it public?" Gao Wu had no choice but to ask this question. Since he had already thought about it so far, why did he only want to hide it at this stage?

"Ah..." Fei Ning drew his tone, "Because I don't dare yet."

"You still have something to be afraid of?" Gao Wu's tone sounded a little smiling, and he couldn't tell if he believed Fei Ning's words.

"Of course there is. You have also visited my house and had dinner with my uncles and aunts. Our house is quite traditional, and I am also quite traditional. I feel that our school is also quite traditional. Yes." Fei Ning moved his head, and let go of Gao Wu's arm.

He changed his posture and simply lay down with his head resting on Gao Wu's lap.Gao Wu wanted to put the coat on Fei Ning, but Fei Ning stopped him, sat up and covered Gao Wu's lap with the coat, and continued to use his thigh as a pillow.

Gao Wu said "Oh" seriously, but Fei Ning couldn't figure out what it meant.He stopped Fei Ning and pulled up his clothes again to cover Fei Ning.

Fei Ning also compromised, forget it.

"What do you mean by 'oh'?" Fei Ning didn't feel comfortable lying down, and the chair was a bit chilly, but fortunately it was made of wood, and it might warm up after covering it, but the hardness couldn't be changed.Fei Ning was lying flat on Gao Wu's lap with a pillow. It was uncomfortable to lie on this kind of hardwood chair for a long time, and the height of the pillow was not right, nor was it soft enough.

"'Oh' means I know." Gao Wu's thoughts drifted a little, and he began to think about when to tell his family, or whether to say it.When I was in high school, it was better to have one thing more than one thing less, and I didn’t dare to gamble on the attitudes of the people around me. Now Gao Wu actually never thought about hiding his sexual orientation.

"Speaking of which, your confession was very casual at that time." Gao Wu said suddenly.

Give me a kiss, and my boyfriend will go eat hot pot with you.

It seems pretty random.

"Did you put your heart into it when you confessed your love?" Fei Ning raised his eyebrows.He was lying here, and he could see Gao Wu's face when he opened his eyes, and Gao Wu kept looking down at him.

I like you, can you be my boyfriend?

If you compare these two sentences with who is more careful, it is really difficult to compare.The timing when the two of them mentioned it was as calm as discussing where to eat next time. In fact, they both experienced countless thoughts in their hearts before saying this sentence.

Maybe it seemed impulsive at the moment of speaking, but this impulse is based on reason.

Gao Wu smiled, but didn't answer.

"Don't try to change the subject. Does anyone else know that you like men?" Fei Ning raised his eyebrows to the hairline.

"Yes. That Fang Yuan who came last time knows it, and Chen Yan also knows it." Gao Wu said.

"Who is Chen Yan?" Fei Ning blinked and looked at Gao Wu.

Only then did Gao Wu remember that he hadn't mentioned Chen Yan's name to Fei Ning, his eyes moved slightly: "That's the friend I mentioned to you before in high school who always ordered takeaway and drank coffee."

In the dim night scene, Fei Ning couldn't see Gao Wu's expression clearly even at a distance of face to face.

"Why do they know?" Fei Ning didn't know so many twists and turns, so he just asked curiously.

"They were my best friends in high school," Gao Wu replied.

"What about now?" Fei Ning asked ambiguously.

This question is really hard to answer.

So Gao Wu smiled: "Now you are my best friend and only lover."

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The author says:

Gao Wu: What kind of dog stuff, my thigh is not soft enough for you to pillow?

Fei Ning: Well, I didn't say anything.

Someone: But you thought about it!

Regarding the confession, yes, the confession of trash CP is quite casual...too trash!

"Two Just Right" Wangfu Band, a super sweet song, a super sweet band.