A Guide to Depravity

"Are I and others really the same to you?"

After this question was asked, Fei Ning's answer was very simple. It was the answer that came to mind at first instinct, and it was also the only answer.

Different.

Fei Ning did not dare to speak out easily.

Everyone is an individual, and of course they are all different.

In Fei Ning's interpersonal relationship, everyone is different. There are many friends, but there are strict boundaries.

One circle is strangers, one circle is people who know, one circle is people who must keep in touch, and one circle is people who will keep in touch. Only Fei Xingyun was included in the circle.

Parents and sister are on the edge of the innermost circle, very close but not talking about everything.With Fei Xingyun getting married, Fei Xingyun's intimacy is also going to the edge of the circle. He is still the closest big brother, but he will no longer be as close as before.

And in this short period of two months, Gao Wu changed from a stranger to a classmate, to a friend, which is easy.It is difficult to walk step by step towards the innermost circle of Fei Ning.

Approaching from the outermost to the inner depends on objective conditions, while the continued in-depth development of the relationship depends on something that can only be explained clearly with mysterious fate.The innermost position is rather short than excessive.

There is no shortage of people who can chat and have fun, Fei Ning has a long mouth, and he can chat with people from all over the world. He recognizes the diversity of values ​​and is willing to accept different viewpoints.What I still long for in my heart is a person with three views.

What Fei Ning needs is not a person who "I have experienced your pain, so I can understand how you feel now", what he needs is "I am also experiencing your pain, so I feel the same as you now" people.

Someone who can stand on the same ground and feel the same way as him.This same feeling has to be that the other party is like this, not because of accommodating him.

He has a crush on Gao Wu, there is no need to deny that.

But this goodwill has not fermented enough to allow Fei Ning to put Gao Wu into the circle in one fell swoop.

It's not that the lovers above AUO are not full, Fei Ning has spent a lot of fragmented time thinking about the difference between friendship and love, and he has not thought through it thoroughly.Maybe it's sex.But whether it is a friend or a lover, in fact, they can stay together for a lifetime.

Being a friend is not the same as being a lover.

Fei Ning once thought that if he died alone, he would have to earn enough money to support his retirement when he was young.If you can meet someone who is ready to talk to you who is also ready to die alone, the two can still be a partner, and good brothers will walk together for the rest of your life.

In recent years, it has also been reported that a group of single old friends live together to spend their later years of life, and Fei Ning thinks it is also feasible.

But it's all as friends.

Being a lover is different.To say something different, Fei Ning himself didn't think clearly, he didn't resist homosexuality, but he never thought that he would become one of them.

This is not the same.

It's just different.

It turns out that this feeling can be accumulated slowly, but Gao Wu suddenly doubled the progress, but the road of feeling may not have an end. If it gets closer, it may be forward or backward.

"Do you want to deny it?" Gao Wu spoke first.

With solid walls and clear fields, when the enemy comes, we retreat; when the enemy leaves, we pursue;Gao Wu's history is really good, and now the battle plan has reached the step of "the enemy is stationed and we are harassing".

Fei Ning sighed lightly, moved his wrist, and broke free from Gao Wu's hand: "It's different." He pulled out the plug, wound the cord twice casually, and put the hair dryer back into the bag.

"What are you worried about?" Gao Wu asked again.Gao Wu didn't want to force Fei Ning to agree to him now, but he always felt that Fei Ning still had some concerns in his heart. He was afraid that the distance between the two would not advance or retreat. Take two steps.

"What do I have to worry about? The only thing I worry about now is whether your illness will be cured." Fei Ning walked away and hung the hair dryer back on the hook at the door. "I just bought two kinds of medicines. Your resistance has also dropped. If there is any trouble, I am ready to send you to the hospital at any time. I don’t want to think about anything now. I just want you to be healthy. When you are safe and healthy, it will not be too late for us to talk about other things .”

Gao Wu didn't dwell on this issue any longer, but instead said: "You have a crush on me." He used an affirmative sentence.

"Yes." Fei Ning didn't use silence to make a detour, anyway, he would be exposed in front of smart people.

Gao Wu said the sentence just now with full confidence, but it was another surprise to get Fei Ning's answer without hesitation. He wanted to say something, but before he opened his mouth, he couldn't help but bend the corner of his mouth.

After turning around, Fei Ning just caught this smile, and smiled helplessly: "I remember when you first came, you couldn't make a smile for three days, why are you smiling every day now?"

"Laugh if you want to laugh. Is it against the law?" Gao Wu's body reaction was a little sluggish due to the fever, but his mind was clear again, and he didn't feel bad.

Can a sick person indulge their emotions a little?This is justifiable.

"It's not against the law, just laugh." Fei Ning cupped his hands.

"Is it time?" Fei Ning moved the stool and sat on the side of the bed, "How many degrees?"

Gao Wu took out the thermometer and squinted: "39 degrees 2."

"Hiss, high fever." Fei Ning knelt on the bed with one leg, took the thermometer to check, "Should I go to the hospital?"

"I don't want to go, I don't want to get an injection, I don't want to take medicine, I don't want to move." Gao Wu put down the pillow, slipped under the quilt, and put on a soft attitude of refusing to continue talking.

"Why do you make so many excuses?" Fei Ning didn't like taking injections or taking medicine, but the needles stuck in his body, so he still had to be persuaded.

"No, I'm going to sleep." Gao Wu's voice was muffled under the quilt.

Fine.What else can Fei Ning say?I had to close all the curtains so that the other party could have a good night's sleep.It might be good to wake up.People still have to dream.

When Gao Wu fell asleep, Fei Ning was idle and took out his clothes from his bags.

After taking out Gao Wu's bag of clothes, Fei Ning saw a familiar little thing, and after a long pause, he took the room card and went out.After pouring out the washing powder, Fei Ning switched to the super-fast mode, and leaned against the roof in a daze. The buildings here are a bit like the buildings in his childhood.I didn't go back until I finished drying the clothes.

Fei Ning sat on the stool and looked at Gao Wu.

The other party didn't seem to be sleeping soundly, turned over several times and curled up into a ball.

In order to ventilate before, Feining drew the curtains and did not close the windows.Now he walked over and closed most of the windows, leaving only a [-] cm wide space at the end of the bed for ventilation, and then stacked the quilt on Gao Wu's body, still feeling the warmth with his hands.

Alas, what to do?

Search the solution in the search bar: first find the cause of fever and body temperature, and decide on a specific treatment plan.

Why does Gao Wu have a fever?Is it wind-cold fever or wind-heat fever?What is the difference between the medicine for wind-cold fever and the medicine for wind-heat fever?Can I take the medicine I just bought?

Fei Ning searched more and more question marks on his head, but was speechless.It's better to wait for Gao Wu to wake up, and if the fever hasn't subsided, go to the hospital directly.Why bother to be such a half-hearted doctor.

Fei Ning bought two towels, one of which was thicker, and he gently raised Gao Wu's head so that it was pillowed under Gao Wu's head.

When Fei Ning put his arms around Gao Wu's head, Gao Wu woke up in a daze, and hooked Gou Feining's palm with his fingers: "Sleep together?"

"..." Fei Ning wrung out the other towel without a word, and put a hot compress on Gao Wu's forehead, "Calm down."

Towels are reheated when they are cold, and reheated when they are cold.After a lot of tossing, Fei Ning didn't know what to do to make Gao Wu more comfortable.

Such Gao Wu looks strangely fragile, sickly, and it is particularly unbearable to look at.

Seeing that even the game in his hand is not good, he was originally recording the screen on his mobile phone and planned to use it as a material later, but he gave up after recording and stared at Gao Wu in a daze.

After being in a daze for a long time, I couldn't figure out why, and finally continued to record the game.

The blackout curtains blocked most of the light, and the sunlight was seen fading through the gaps, and finally the outside and inside were both dark.

When Gao Wu woke up, he felt abnormally heavy on his body, and when he lifted the quilt, he found that it was the weight of the quilt.After pushing away the two layers and getting out of bed, I opened the curtains again.

The hotel that Fei Ning booked was located near the commercial street, and the bustling city lights shone in at night, making it difficult to see things in the room.

After a while, Fei Ning woke up when he heard the movement, raised his head from the bed in a dazed way, his arms were numb from the pillow.

"Is it better?" Fei Ning turned his wrist, his voice hoarse.

"Yeah." Gao Wu stood by the window watching the people and cars moving around, "What time is it?" He was still a little groggy when he woke up, and his voice was as soft as glutinous rice balls wrapped in flour.

Fei Ning was caught off guard and felt that he had been teased, like a small feather had poked his heart, and he woke up immediately.He picked up his phone and unlocked it, "It's 06:30."

The time on the screen reflected 18:28, and Fei Ning's stomach also felt hungry: "Would you like to order a takeaway?" Fei Ning sat up and stretched. He hadn't tried to sleep on his stomach for a long time. Now the muscles all over the body are sore, the pillows of the hands are numb, and the blood circulation in the legs is not smooth, and they are also numb.

"Go out and eat." Gao Wu turned around and leaned against the window sill, his expression was against the light and he couldn't see clearly.

"It would be better if you don't blow the air anymore, right?" Fei Ning took a moment to stand up, "I don't know where there is a porridge shop outside, so it's better to take it directly." He raised his head and hit again a yawn.

"Aren't you bored?" Gao Wu asked Fei Ning to go out, but Fei Ning refused, and Gao Wu also didn't want Fei Ning's trip to stay in a hotel because of himself.

Feining paused for a moment, and then said: "It's because the game is not fun or it's because you can't sleep well. Why do you want to go out?"

Gao Wu took a look at Fei Ning's expression, and saw that the other party's expression did not seem to be lying, but Fei Ning left him an impression that he loved to play and wander around. Gao Wu always suspected that Fei Ning had been wronged.

If Fei Ning knew that Gao Wu thought so, he would probably also find it funny.It's true that you like to hang out, and staying indoors while traveling isn't that hard to swallow.Time is used to kill, the key is mentality.

"Go out," Gao Wu remained silent for a while but still insisted on his original idea, "I want to go out for a walk." I want to go out for a walk in a strange city with you.

"...Okay." Fei Ning had no resistance to Gao Wu's softened voice.

When Fei Ning was a child, he would occasionally put the ice cream in the cup on purpose, and eat it by the spoonful as soon as it melted.Fei Ning felt that Gao Wu's voice was like that now, like ice cream that had just melted, cold and sweet.

Who can stand this?This matter cannot be known by Gao Wu!

"Take another temperature?" Fei Ning took out the thermometer from the bedside table.

"..." This time it was Gao Wu's turn to be a little speechless, "Let's talk about it when we come back, the temperature doesn't mean anything, what I feel now is the truth."

There is some truth, huh?

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The author says:

Fei Ning: Does Gao Wu come with his own BGM ("I am a fox who has practiced for thousands of years...")?

Gao Wu: There is no sweetness in my voice, you think it is sweet because you think my voice is sweet!

Cranky Old Mother Author: If I didn't think these two bastards needed time to develop their relationship, I would have tied them together with a red thread, so angry!

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