[Black Basket] Golden Light in the Center of the Rainbow

?Midorima never thought that one day, he would see such a scene.He is a very old-fashioned person who is not good at communicating with people, but he will go all out in everything he does, because only by doing his best can he get his destiny.It was the first time he felt that there was something wrong with him when he was in the second year of junior high school, and it was still something wrong with his brain.He never felt that there was something wrong with his mouth addiction, his luck obsession, and his morning divination addiction, and he didn't care what others thought, but he felt that there was an annoying guy who was always making noise, but he To let him be noisy and not avoid it, but to talk to him and prepare a Gemini lucky thing for him, this must be a sickness in the head.

Later, he felt that he fell in love with this shiny golden idiot.

At this moment, he knew that he was in love with this person.He loves Kise Ryota.

Because of this kind of extreme anger and distress, it is impossible to show up to ordinary friends or people you like.He loves him very much, deeply.So he hates.

Only when you love someone will you hate someone.

He hated the person who hurt Huang Lai, and wished he could kill him now.This kind of tyranny and impulsiveness never belonged to Shintaro Midorima, and at this moment he found that he had failed.In addition to his father's calmness, wisdom, rigidity, appearance and everything, he still inherited something from his mother.

extreme emotions.

Midorima took off his coat as quickly as he could and wrapped it around Kise, carefully hugging him.When he picked him up, he realized that his hands were tied behind his back, because they were already stiff and cold from being pressed under his body.It's winter now, even in Kanagawa, it's very cold, he's lying outdoors with almost nothing on... How long has it been?Midorima rubbed his fingers lightly, only to find that he was pinching something in his hand, and it was very tight.It took a little effort to pull it out, and Midorima was stunned.

It was the knife he gave him when he left.

Midorima bit her lower lip hard, closed her eyes and tried to calm herself down, cut off the tie with a knife and covered his hands in front of his chest, simply packed up all the scattered clothes and took them away, and quickly walked towards Huang with the person in his arms. Seto ran past the rented house here.Things can't stay here, although there are very few people, it's not good if people see it and think it's some big event that caused trouble.It cannot be blamed that the public often does not hand over some matters to the police, because there are too many things to worry about.For example, Midorima now has to worry about Kise's emotions.

"...!"

"...se..."

"Yose!!"

There was a messy voice calling in my ears all the time, and Kise couldn't hear it clearly, but the voice was very persistent, it rang over and over again, and the last one finally came in clearly.What are you calling...it seems to be...your own name...

I don't want to open my eyes, I don't want to...

Please, let me be quiet, let me sleep... I don't want to wake up.

Woke up and couldn't see anything.No light, all darkness.

Although Midorima knew some medical skills, he learned surgery from his father, and he really didn't know why Kise never woke up.He took a bath for him, cleaned his body carefully, wiped his body with warm water to invigorate his blood, and poured some hot soup for him, even if he lost consciousness due to hypothermia, he should wake up.Could it be... that he was too stimulated... did he have a mental breakdown?Midori's heart tightened, and his heart ached even more.

At this time, he hadn't thought about who would rape Huang Lai. The location of this place is very remote, and the possibility of encountering thugs is not small.What he is most concerned about now is when will Huang Lai wake up.The cooked roasted onion soup with gravy was reheated twice, and Midorima even tried the stupidest method of using the smell of food to wake people up, but it was a pity that Kise was not Murasakihara, so it didn't work.

Midorima sat beside his bed, looking at the man's bloodless face, a trace of despair suddenly surged in his heart for some reason.He held Huang Lai's hand in his palm to warm it up a little bit, leaned over and kissed lightly on the pale forehead: "Hui Lai...wake up, please..."

He didn't even know that one day Midorima Shintaro would say such a thing.

Midorima went to wring a hot towel for Kise to wipe his face, just when he entered the room, he suddenly felt a slight incongruity in his field of vision, and then realized that it was Kise who moved his hand just now, and hurried over to hold his hand carefully.Kise's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly opened a little.Midorima's heart suddenly relaxed, his whole body shook, and he smiled unconsciously: "Kise...Kose? Can you hear me...Can you see me clearly?"

Huang Lai seemed a little dazed, stared blankly at Lujian, and said in a low voice for a while, "...Little Lujian?"

"It's me." Midorima breathed a sigh of relief, and held his hand tighter: "Finally woke up... Do you feel better now? Is your body cold?"

Kise shook his head, followed Midorima's movements and squeezed his fingers, and said in a low voice, "Little Midorima, I had a nightmare...a terrible nightmare..."

Lu Jian was stunned for a moment, his heart ached like a piece of flesh had been gouged out, and he twitched from the pain.He picked him up and let him lie in his arms.Kise leaned against him, closed her eyes, felt relieved by the familiar smell, and then began to feel pain everywhere in her body.Especially... the place behind him.

The golden-brown eyes were wide open, no emotion could be seen, but tears were shedding little by little.Midorima panicked, and stroked his hair with her fingers, the movements were clumsy but extremely gentle.Kise slightly tightened his fingers and gripped Midorima's clothes, but didn't speak, Midorima felt hot on his chest.He was crying, and crying very hard, but it was a silent cry, without a sound.

Midorima didn't ask him what happened, and didn't do useless comfort, but just hugged him tightly.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm here." That's all Luma said.Kise didn't respond, he added: "I asked Akashi to accompany you?"

Kise froze, immediately shook her head vigorously, even pushed Midorima away, and shrank into the bed by herself: "Don't...don't call him, please...don't tell anyone about me... …May I?"

How could Midorima have the heart to say no, and nodded, "I won't tell anyone. You are very tired, and your body is a little weak. I cooked you onion soup, do you want some?"

Huang Lai shook his head: "I have no appetite." Then said: "I want to sleep."

Midorima nodded: "I'll accompany you."

Huang La still shook his head: "Go out, I want to be alone."

Midorima can't help it, he has always been helpless with Kise.I had no choice but to nod, put a hot towel on the chair beside the bed for him, and put his mobile phone on the bedside: "I'm right outside, I can hear you if something happens."

Kise didn't answer, but huddled tightly under the quilt.

After Midorima went out, the room was empty and cold.Huang Lai has lived here for almost a year, and he has never felt that the small house he rented was so empty and cold.He took the electric heater next to him and covered it in his arms, but he still felt cold in his chest, no matter how warm it was, there was no temperature.

He actually still remembered almost everything Haizaki said before, very clearly.I am a weak person who can do nothing without others, and no one really cares about me... a pawn, is I really just Akashi's pawn?

Thinking about it, that's right... People like Akashi Seijuro, there is no reason for him to look favorably on him, there is no reason...

Then how do other people... think of themselves...?

Thinking about it now, it's really just my own wishful thinking. I like to pester Aomine 1on1, I like pestering Midorima to go home together, I like pestering Kuroko to let him take care of me more, I like pestering Murasakibara to make trouble for him.

Now all I can think of are negative things, Kise doesn't seem to be able to think of good things, I only remember Aomine's saying that idiots don't jump over you are sweaty and disgusting, and I remember Midorima's saying that Gemini and Cancer don't go home with me , I remember Kuroko saying Kise-kun please don’t come over, I was very troubled, I remember Murasakihara said Xiao Huangzi didn’t have snacks today, it’s so annoying, I remembered Akashi said Ryota, you are the weakest, if you don’t practice hard, you will lose the starting position.He obviously didn't care about it at the time, and he always smiled and reconciled with everyone before, but now he can't help but think about such things all the time, and he is dizzy, and the despair of collapse has been completely swallowed before he can resist it.

In the eyes of my favorite friends... am I an annoying existence?

Huang Lai's body shook uncontrollably, and he threw the electric warmer into the bed and hit the wall. He wrapped the quilt tightly, but felt cold.And loneliness... This kind of coldness is a cold heart, a heartache that suddenly feels that I have been alone all this time, and I have never gotten anything.It turns out that Kise Ryota, you are nothing from the beginning to the end.Even the most disgusting enemy, his purpose of provoking you is only to demonstrate against the strong he values ​​through you.

Kise lowered her head and pulled her hair with her fingers. She couldn't stop sobbing, and finally burst into tears.He wanted to cry, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't make a sound, biting the quilt with his teeth, tears and snot rubbing against the quilt, but he still couldn't cry at all.Because of the severe sobs, the pain in the chest was tearing, the eyes were blurred from crying, the body swayed, and fell off the bed.

Instead of falling to the cold floor, he fell into a warm embrace.Before...he was redeemed by this embrace.Kise raised his head to meet Midorima's distressed eyes, turned his face away and raised his hand to push him away, but he couldn't use any strength.

Luma hugged him tightly, lowered his head and kissed Kise's forehead, Kise dodged his touch, waving his hands wildly to push him away.Midorima tried hard to hold down his hand to keep him from moving: "Kise...Kose, calm down—Ryota!" The first time he called his name, Kise was stunned, and his hands froze In mid-air, he looked up at the green room.Midorima's glasses were just knocked off by him, maybe he couldn't see clearly, Midorima was very close to him, so close that Kise could count his long eyelashes: "Calm down... don't be afraid. I know you don't want me Here, although I don't know why, but... what I want to tell you is that I want to be here. I want to be here with you, I always want to be with you, whether it's playing ball or accompanying you to and from school every day, I I like to be with you. So, let me be with you now."

Huang Lai looked at him, still crying.

Suddenly, it warmed up.

But this warmth, I can't want it... because I also like Xiaolujian very much, so... I can't want it.