[Black Basket] Golden Light in the Center of the Rainbow

"Little Akashi, little Akashi, don't cry."

Akashi was thinking, Ryota has been calling me by my name for a long time, why did he suddenly change it again?

Kise in front of him still looked like a high school student, with a green face that Akashi was no longer familiar with. He smiled at Akashi, still dazzling, but with a shy feeling: "I like little Akashi the most. .”

Akashi wanted to say, I like Ryota too, I love Ryota, the person I love the most in this world is Ryota—but he found that he couldn't open his mouth, and reached out to touch Kise's face, but couldn't even There is no strength in the hands to manipulate.

"Little Akashi, are you lonely?"

Akashi couldn't speak.

Kise sighed slightly: "Actually, I know that you won't be lonely, Akashi, because Akashi is very powerful. If you are so strong that others want to feel sorry for you, it may be disrespectful to you. But even if you don't I will be lonely... I will, I am not as strong as Akashi, looking at you, I will be lonely. Every time I see Akashi who always stands a little far away when everyone is together, I miss it very much I want you to come over a little bit more and stand with everyone. Although everyone is laughing silly, they are very happy."

Akashi tried hard to make a sound, but couldn't speak, so he could only watch Kise talking to himself.He suddenly found that even if he could speak, he didn't know what to say.

"I always see little Akashi's back... in front, a firm back. I want to be with little Akashi, I want to stand by your side, I want to stand beside you, you don't need to look back, just turn sideways slightly The place I saw - because I really like Akashi a lot. If the goal is the horizon, what is left to the world is the back view... I really like this powerful Akashi the most." Kise He laughed, leaned over, hugged Akashi tenderly, and kissed him lightly on the corner of his lips, "So I want to stand with little Akashi...

"Want it so so much……

"But, if... If, I can't, please Akashi, please go on, okay? Don't pay attention to me, I'm just one of so many people who follow Akashi..."

Akashi wants to shout out, he wants to say that you are not, you are different from everyone!You are the one I love, the one I want to be with for the rest of my life, there will always be the only place by my side only for you - why can't he speak, why can't he speak! ?Akashi watched the beautiful and sunny Kise fade away in front of his eyes. He could see the youthful boy in junior high school running past him with his basketball in his arms. He saw him curled up on the sofa in high school Here, holding the mobile phone carefully looking at the person with a cute smile through the balcony glass, he saw the person in a cosplay costume kneeling on one knee and saying to himself "Give me my heart" with extremely firm eyes, he saw To the person who threw himself behind him without any hesitation——

Akashi suddenly realized that this was the first and only time he looked at Kise's back.

He has been walking in front, proud and lonely but never admitting to being lonely. Never walked behind him, he always felt that he should protect him, take care of him, and give him all the good things in this world that he can give.

The only time she was protected by him was a heart-piercing pain.

Akashi suddenly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the snow-white ceiling—where is Ryota?

Akashi wanted to sit up, but his body seemed to be at his limit. He didn't move at all, and his right hand was completely numb. He wanted to raise his left hand to tear off all the complicated and obstructive tubes on his arm, but found that his left wrist was actually buckled by a steel buckle. Tightly strapped to the side of the bed.

"Don't move around, your right hand is hurt more than you think."

It was a familiar voice, but Akashi didn't immediately remember who it was. He raised his eyes and looked over. His facial features, which were somewhat similar to those of Midorima, now had a calm expression, without the usual sense of detachment.Midorima Shinichi stood up and walked to Akashi's bed, sighed softly, "Don't move, I'll tell you about Kise."

Akashi stopped moving immediately, staring at him closely.

Seeing this child who has always been strong and calm enough to make people doubt his age showed a child-like expression for the first time, Midorima Shinichi couldn't laugh, and sighed softly: "Don't be afraid, he is not dead, he has been rescued."

Akashi's body loosened suddenly.

"However, he didn't wake up either." Shinichi Midorima said again.

I don't know if Akashi didn't understand this sentence, he looked at Midorima Shinichi: "I'm going to see him."

"You haven't lost the bottle yet."

"I'm going to see him."

Midorima Shinichi pursed his lips slightly, but still walked over, pulled out the infusion tube for Akashi, and pressed the button to undo the steel buckle.

"Two days have passed." Shinichi said softly, "Shintaro just left, saying that your father came to see you. Kise is not out of the ICU yet, you can only take a look at him outside."

When he heard "Father", Akashi paused, then nodded slightly, looking very obedient.

Standing outside the door, Akashi even felt dizzy when he finally saw that person through the glass.He couldn't move his right hand, only his left hand was pressing on the door, and he stared at the person on the bed without blinking. With his excellent eyesight, he could clearly see the small white mist that fainted from time to time on the breathing mask.

He is alive.

His Ryota...alive.

Akashi laughed, and tears fell.Akashi covered his face with his left hand, smiled and wept, just leaning against the door and refused to move a step, as if this would bring him closer to his lover.

Akashi Masomi stood a dozen steps behind him, watching quietly.Akashi Shintaro stood beside his uncle, looking at Akashi worriedly.

After a long time, Akashi Masomi sighed slightly and walked over.

"Seijuro."

There was an imperceptible trace of stiffness in Akashi's body for a moment, but he quickly covered it up.His eyes were still fixed on Kise who was lying on the bed, and his voice had changed back to the usual calmness of Akashi Seijuro who always had everything under control.

"Father."

Akashi Masomi looked at his focused eyes, and he didn't know what it was like in his heart.He also glanced into the ward, and said, "Do you understand what I said before?"

Akashi Masomi naturally said a lot to his only son, but Akashi's body froze, as if he immediately understood what he was referring to.Akashi finally turned around and looked at Akashi Masomi, his face still pale, and although his eyes were calm, he still looked a little fragile.

Akashi never denied how powerful his father was.But he also never thought he couldn't get past him.He admires his father, but he doesn't like him.

Akashi's father, in fact, loves Akashi's mother very much, but he is not strong enough, or he cannot find the balance of family business and love.In front of the family business, he chose to ignore his beloved, and let Akashi's mother die early in loneliness.From that moment on, Akashi swore to himself that he must surpass his father, and he would find a way to achieve both.He will not let the Akashi family decline, and if he loves him, he will never wrong his lover.

"Seijuro, you think you can do everything as long as you hold the real power—but you are still too naive. However, there are some things that even my Akashi family needs some pain to understand."

This is what Akashi Seito, who came to see Kise, said to Akashi on the day of the school festival.At that time, Akashi was rarely provoked into anger. He really wanted to say don't think that no one can do what you can't do, but his self-restraint and self-cultivation prevented him from losing his composure in front of his father. Seto turned and left without saying a word.

But thinking about it now, Akashi only felt his heart ache tight.

He is not strong enough.He thought he was careful enough, but in the end he still missed.He was too arrogant, and he pushed the enemies who thought he was not good enough - Takao would have a car accident, Ryota would not be able to wake up until now, it was all his fault.

He was wrong, too outrageous, almost irreparable mistake.

Akashi Masomi raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder: "I won't say anything about your affairs. The matters of the Yamabuki group and the Watanabe family, including the woman surnamed Uehara, I have already let Shintaro handle it. Juro, this is the last time I will act for you. After all, the Akashi family is already yours. I think after this time, you are fully qualified to be the head of the family. If this child can wake up..." Akashi Masomi glanced at the ward Kise, "Then whatever you want to do, I won't have any objections."

After saying this, Akashi Masomi turned around and left. Shintaro glanced at Akashi, as if he wanted to say something to him, but he followed his uncle, and winked at Shinichi before leaving.Shinichi nodded slightly in understanding.

Akashi stood there motionless for a long time, then slowly turned around, looked seriously at Kise in the ward, lightly touched the glass window with his finger, as if he was tracing the outline of his lover in the air.

"Akashi-kun." Shinichi called out from behind, frowning slightly, "You should go back, your own treatment is also..." Finding that Akashi didn't respond at all, Shinichi sighed in his heart, pressed the center of his eyebrows, and said, "Wait a minute Se-kun still has inspections, you will get in the way here."

This sentence had an effect, Akashi paused slightly when he heard the movement of his fingers, looked at it a few more times with some reluctance, turned around and walked to his ward without saying anything.

"Shintaro should be at your home recently, and may not have time to see you. But he let you rest assured that he will take care of those things." Shinichi followed behind him, telling him what Shintaro had no time to say.

Akashi just nodded slightly.

When he returned to the ward, Akashi lay down, ignoring how Shinichi Midorima tormented him, and closed his eyes directly.However, his appearance is more cooperative.Shinichi then did the nurse's work, replaced the medicine bottle with a new one, and gave Akashi an injection.There are already several distinct pinholes on the white arm, and Zhenyi sighs inwardly.Such a beautiful boy should obviously be very attractive, but why did he develop such a domineering and unreasonable character for himself.

Akashi lay quietly, eyes closed, his mind was a little blank, and he didn't know what he was thinking.He hadn't been in such a state of empty mind for a long time.Since he was a child, he has been learning too many things and doing too many things. Complicated plans and plans, whether it is courses, clubs, companies or even love, require him to work hard and think about every step. A foothold to make sure nothing goes wrong.He suddenly realized that maybe his mind was a little overloaded.

After lying still for a while doing nothing, Akashi realized belatedly that there seemed to be someone in the room.