song for the city

The bell rang just as he entered the classroom door, and Lao Wu on the podium cast a warning look, thinking that he would not swear on the first day of school.

Liang Zhang sullenly took out his English book and prepared to read. Later, Lai Yu poked his back with a pen, and he tilted the bench back, leaning his ear closer: "What's wrong?"

Lai Yu covered his face with a book, and said quietly: "The homework is under your drawer."

There are several homework books piled up in the drawer. It's hard for Lai Yu not to write himself to death, and he has to write in different fonts.Liang Zhang was so moved that he almost cried bitterly, thinking that Lai Yu was a good brother who lived and died together, and grew up doing bad things together.

Liang Zhang pretended to be coy: "Thank you, Xiao Yuyu, I'll pack your lunch this week."

"Tell me these things." Lai Yu smiled.

After the first period of get out of class, they would change seats after finishing their homework. Lao Wu was a free-ranging head teacher, and Class Two was a good class. He allowed the students in the class to decide where to sit, provided that they had to go to the office and get his approval.

Liang Zhang originally wanted to sit in front of Lai Yu, but Lao Wu refused, saying that the two of them would definitely talk when they sat together, and at most there should be one person between them.In this way, he also told Liang Zhang that his grades at the end of last semester had dropped a lot.

Lao Wu wanted to arrange Liang Zhang to sit in the first row, but he was too tall and could only fit in the last row. Before leaving, Lao Wu patted him on the shoulder earnestly: "I know you are under a lot of pressure, your parents expect you If it’s too high, don’t force yourself too much, just relax.”

After returning from the office, Liang Zhang was unhappy, and Lai Yu asked him: "Why are you so depressed, your parents' place is still the same?"

Because of Liang Zhang's incident, Lai Yu was also beaten up by his father, but their family is quite relaxed.

Liang Zhang shook his head wearily, leaned against the wall and sighed: "No, they compromised and agreed to allow me to take the C University exam."

"Isn't that a good thing? Didn't you go out just to get your parents to let you go to C University?"

"That's not what bothers me."

"Could it be that you miss the little girlfriend you met in Day City?" Lai Yu approached mysteriously, he still remembered the question Liang Zhang asked him on QQ.

At that time, he thought that it turned out that Liang Zhang didn't understand love because he didn't meet the right person.It is said that southern girls want to be more lovable, and Liang Zhang probably likes wilder ones.

Look at him like this, I really can't see it.A fool in love is enlightened, how sad a bunch of girls in their school should be, Lai Yu can't help but sigh.

To some extent, Liang Zhang was indeed worried about his "little girlfriend". He counted on his fingers, and he hadn't seen Xiang Pei for ten days.

Before school started, he could still chat on QQ, but Liang Zhang couldn't touch the real person, and he always felt indebted. He often stared at Xiang Pei's avatar in a daze before he finished typing.

Xiang Pei's profile picture was changed to that of Xiang Pei drawn in Liang Zhang's diary. The picture is a bit blurry, with his logo long hair and earrings.

In fact, the brush strokes are scribbled and drawn by Liang Zhang, but Xiang Pei likes it very much.

Liang Zhang shook the back of his hand towards Lai Yu: "What are you thinking, I'm just worried about starting school."

Lai Yu crossed his hands and put them behind his head: "It's annoying to start school, and you have to start working hard again. Hey, tell me what you did in Day City, and what happened to love."

Liang Zhang glanced at his watch: "It's time for class, I'll tell you slowly during the meal."

"Got it."

Lai Yu wanted to go back to his seat when Qiao Yujie came over. She was still sitting in front of Liang Zhang and behind Lai Yu.She smiled at Lai Yu and Liang Zhang, and greeted Liang Zhang.

Seeing her approaching, Lai Yu became a little unnatural, and hurried back to his seat.

The end of the third class is the opening ceremony. Today the sun is very strong and the temperature is fatal. The last wave of summer attacks is very violent.

The opening ceremony of No. [-] Middle School was held on the playground. Stepping on the grass, Liang Zhang felt the soles of his feet getting hot, and his head became dizzy every step he took.There were complaints in the class one after another. The headmaster on the rostrum spoke very passionately and fell into a state of selflessness. In fact, he couldn't move the group of students who were so hot that they were so hot.

After the principal No. 20 said "students", his speech finally ended, followed by the dean of senior three and student representatives.

Liang Zhang's legs became weaker and weaker, the sun seemed to be rolling in front of his eyes, waves floating in the air layer by layer, his skin was so hot that he couldn't feel it, and the back of his neck was sweating.

I don't know how long the meaningless speech will continue, Liang Zhang's thoughts have already drifted elsewhere.

I don't know what Xiang Pei is doing now, he must not be freed from his sadness.

Knowing that Xiang Guo passed away, Liang Zhang was not too surprised.

There is no room for recovery from Xiang Guo's illness, and he doesn't have surgery, so he can't survive simply relying on medicine.

There was no so-called medical miracle, and there was no advance warning. Xiang Guo's death came suddenly, and Liang Zhang could fully imagine Xiang Pei's collapse.As an outsider, he was stunned for a short time after learning the news.

Except for his incompetent mother, Xiang Guo is Xiang Pei's last relative in the world. Even Xiang Guo is not considered competent, but Xiang Pei enjoys a father's love from him, which is temporary and eternal.

Blood is thicker than water, and the pain caused by the death of a loved one cannot be healed with time, and it is a trace engraved in my heart for a lifetime.

You Jing said that Xiang Pei's condition is very bad recently, and Chu Ranfei left, and Xin Yu also started school.

Stowaways are facing disbandment, and no one can become a band.It was too lonely to sing to Pei alone on stage at night.There are still a lot of people talking about him, but Xiang Pei seems too stranger, no one dares to provoke him.

Speaking of Xie An'an again, one night his head was tied, and he was directly admitted to the hospital.Xiang Pei's way of revenge is the most direct, and there has never been any twists and turns.

Liang Zhang was very sad because he was not by Xiang Pei's side at this difficult time.

If he was still in Day City, he would definitely hug Xiang Pei and tell him that everything would pass.

It's a pity that he was in Nanchuan, and all he gave Xiang Pei was the cold font on the computer, so what effect could it have.

Liang Zhang seemed to be able to feel the warmth of Xiang Pei's palm, the slight trembling of his eyelids when he kissed him, and the mint smell on his body.

Liang Zhang clenched the mints on the back molars, pressed the tip of his tongue, and took another breath to wake up his brain.

With a sensitive nose, Lai Yu bumped Liang Zhang's arm: "Are you eating mints?"

"Ah."

"Didn't you dislike mints before?"

Liang Zhang stroked the candy wrapper with his fingertips, and looked outside the school wall: "Now I like it, I like it very much."

School life was more tiring than Liang Zhang working outside for two months. When he got home at exactly 10:30, he lay on the bed and had a free time. He loved this moment after school every day, and he didn’t have to think about anything.

There was a knock on the door, and Yin Jing brought him milk in, and asked him with concern if he was feeling well today.

Liang Zhang said no, he was very tired and wanted to go to bed early.

Liang Zhang drank half a glass of milk, regained some strength, and took out his hidden cell phone.

Usually unable to play computer games, Liang Zhang could only send text messages to Xiang Pei.

Xiang Pei said that he went to Xiang Guo's funeral today.

There were very few people at the funeral, Wu Li and her daughter stood at the front, the girl was crying all the time, but Wu Li didn't, but her eyes lost their luster, staring blankly at Xiang Guo's posthumous photo.

Probably the tears have already been cried.

After the funeral, Wu Li rarely had a peaceful chat with Xiang Pei. She said that she was very confused about her future life. On weekdays, she had a strong appearance, but Xiang Guo was the pillar of their family. Now that he is gone, life still remains to move forward.

My daughter still needs to study, which means spending money, and getting married after finishing her studies. Life is long.

Xiang Pei did not speak, and did not react too much to Wu Li's confusion.

He knew that Wu Li also understood that it was meaningless to talk to him about it, she just wanted to find someone to talk about it, and Xiang Pei was the only one.

In the face of death, this woman who secretly opposed Xiang Pei let go of her selfishness and meanness, and was willing to call his husband Xiang Pei's father.

But what's the point of a father who has passed away.

Xiang Pei's sympathy for her was only sympathy.

Liang Zhang's fingers moved on and off the keys, and he deleted a long paragraph of words that he had typed.

In the end, he only sent five words.

Liang Zhang: Are you still uncomfortable?

Xiang Pei: I have passed the uncomfortable stage, but I feel that my inner peace is too much.

Liang Zhang: Get a good night's sleep, you will definitely be happy when you dream about me!

Xiang Pei didn't reply immediately, Liang Zhang guessed that he must be smiling, so his goal was achieved.

Liang Zhang rolled on the bed several times, and his depressed mood at school improved a lot, and he began to look forward to Pei's response.

Xiang Pei: What did you do at school today?

Liang Zhang pouted in disappointment, resting his chin on the pillow, and began to ramble about what he did today, the opening ceremony was so hot that he shut himself up, the teacher talked about the unavoidable topic of struggle, and he also mentioned the infusion in the hospital last night.

After sending the text message, Xiang Pei's phone call followed.

Unexpectedly, Liang Zhang scrambled to answer the phone, afraid that his parents would hear him, so he deliberately lowered his voice: "Hello?" He was nervous and happy, "You really are willing to pay the phone bill."

Xiang Pei asked, "Is your stomach better?"

Liang Zhang blinked happily, turned over, lay on his back, his fingertips were all relaxed: "The pain is gone long ago, otherwise why would I have to transfuse overnight."

"Oh."

There was a very slight sound of electric current in the phone, and Liang Zhang's ears were a little itchy, so Xiang Pei didn't speak again.

Impatiently waiting, Liang Zhang smacked his lips: "Don't you say anything else?"

"Say it, I just want to hear your voice."

"Hearing your voice, I will be much better, and I feel that life is not so heavy suddenly."

The back of the phone was hot, and Xiang Pei's voice came through the receiver, soft and unreal, as if floating in mid-air.Liang Zhang's hand holding the phone was gradually tightened, and he hugged himself tightly, rubbing his head against his arm.

"Then you heard clearly, Xiang Pei," Liang Zhang said word by word, "I miss you so much."

"It hurts to think about you."

In the past few days, Liang Zhang often said that he misses Xiang Pei. His love and longing are straightforward and warm. This time, he is the most powerful.

He also misses Liang Zhang with his soul.

"Silly boy, I'll see you when the Chinese New Year comes."

"Okay, what you say is what you say."

"I won't break my promise to you."

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