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What he said was water that was thrown out, and when Liang Zhang realized what he said, Xiang Pei had already left.

There were Xiang Pei's cigarette case and lighter on the bar, and he forgot to take them before he left, it was really not like him, maybe he panicked too, Liang Zhang felt the pleasure of winning a round, although it was shallow.

The empty wine glass on the table reminded Xiang Pei that he had come, and the RMB was under the glass.

Walking so gracefully, without any reaction to Liang Zhang's words, he patted Pei's ass and left.

Just now Liang Zhang was so angry that his whole body was dry and hot, now that he calmed down a little, he still felt that there was some breath in his heart, and he was not happy.He couldn't go out to catch up with Xiang Pei and then pointed at him and scolded him. Liang Zhang had no reason to blame him.

The word "cheap" was seared in Liang Zhang's heart, and it was oozing blood.Saying you hate it is better than insulting his likes.

Liang Zhang got annoyed looking at Xiang Pei's cigarette case, and tried to squeeze it with his hand, but it was still full. He thought for a while, and aimed at the trash can under his feet.

After aiming at the direction, Liang Zhang raised his wrist, but he still didn't throw it in.He turned the cigarette case and took out one.

Seven yuan a pack of Hongtashan, the red and white shell, a combination of hazards, the clear big characters on the shell are worse than not marked, smokers should take these words seriously, cigarettes have long been extinct up.Just like liking Xiang Pei, Liang Zhang knew it would be harmful, but still insisted on going his own way.

The key to quitting smoking seems to be quite painful.

The smoke was sucked into his mouth, and the filter was wet with saliva. Liang Zhang lit the fire obsessively, and the smoke floated from the other end. He took a deep breath, and the poisonous substances entered his mouth.

Said to Pei that he choked on a cigarette for the first time, and spit out all the smoke, which was not considered smoking at all, and had to go into the lungs.

The taste of the smoke was not as tempting as Liang Zhang imagined, it was slightly bitter and uncomfortable, but he didn't choke, and tried to inhale it into his lungs, followed by a little numbness in his mind, and a short period of extreme sobriety.

He thought he probably had a talent for smoking and a talent for liking Xiang Pei.

The road home was difficult, Liang Zhang rode his bicycle into a pit, and fell again, half of his buttocks were numb from the fall. His skin was prone to bruises, and it was estimated that his buttocks would be completely bruised after he took off his pants when he went back.

Touching the scene, the place where the skin was broken on the knee yesterday also started to act like a monster, whether it hurts or not.

Liang Zhang didn't react as quickly as yesterday and got up immediately, and sat on the ground for a long time thinking about life, thinking about why he was so unlucky, why his butt hurts so much, and Xiang Pei who occasionally flashed by.

He said that his love was cheap, and it was repeated in his ear like a spell.

The thought of finally emptying his soul, the wheels of the bicycle stopped turning.An aunt who sold pancakes in the front closed the stall and came over on a tricycle. Seeing Liang Zhang's distress, she asked enthusiastically, "Young man, are you all right, do you want to call an ambulance for you?"

The aunt's voice was so loud that it went straight to Liang Zhang's eardrums. He was so frightened that he looked up and saw the aunt's concerned eyes.

He got up, his butt didn't hurt so much, he patted the ashes on his hands: "No need, auntie."

"I saw you sitting on the road and thought you couldn't move because of the fall, why don't you want to sit on the ground, it's so dirty."

"I suddenly thought of something, but I didn't react." Liang Zhang answered honestly.

The aunt put on a look of reluctance, and took out a pancake from the stall behind: "Hey, think about life. Come on, auntie made an extra pancake today, just for you."

She was too sincere, Liang Zhang didn't refuse, took it over and said thank you, put the plastic bag in the front basket, and continued to ride.

However, things went wrong, and the chain of the bicycle fell off halfway. It was worthy of second-hand goods and lived up to Liang Zhang's final expectations for him.

Fortunately, it was not far from home, but Liang Zhang was so stuffed that he couldn't help yelling in the deserted street. The anger he had accumulated all night erupted at this moment, and he almost threw his bicycle on the road.

"Depend on!"

Liang Zhang thumped the door hard, wishing he could dent the door with the hammer. Now he was facing a very difficult problem - he didn't bring the key.

Obviously, Xiang Pei is not at home either.

Liang Zhang walked the distance from the bar to his home every day, and it was the first time that he had such a breakdown, swearing more than he had in the previous 17 years.Liang Zhang now understands that he still has the potential to curse people, which was simply buried before.

I pretended to be good for too long, and thought I was really a good boy.

Liang Zhang hesitated at the door for a long time, turning until he wiped off the ashes under his feet, but he was still too shy to call Pei.

The first number he saved when he bought a mobile phone was Xiang Pei's, but Liang Zhang never dialed it once.

Liang Zhang looked at the word Xiang Pei on the phone in a daze, and decided to wait a little longer, in case Xiang Pei returned in the next second.

After playing the No.20 game of Snake and eating the pancakes, Liang Zhang knew that Xiang Pei didn't plan to come back tonight.

There is no one to hide from him, Liang Zhang resolutely plans to sleep on the street.

Of course, he didn't really sleep on the street, and the money in his wallet was not enough to live in a hotel. At the end of the road, Liang Zhang knocked on Youjing's door late at night.

As Liang Zhang's second acquaintance in Day City, so for the time being, You Jing received him generously and brought Liang Zhang a change of clothes.

After Liang Zhang came out of the shower, You Jing sat on the sofa and watched TV. A classic ghost movie was playing on the screen. Liang Zhang glanced at it, and the camera just cut to the face of the female ghost, which was quite realistic.But Liang Zhang is not afraid, he has always disbelieved in these things, even if he had him, he would not do anything wrong, ghosts would never come to him.

You Jing covered his eyes and shrank into the sofa.

Liang Zhang was full of mischief, and touched You Jing's neck with his hands: "Give me back my life—"

Youjing is like a frightened bird, bouncing up from the sofa with fast speed and smooth movements.Sure enough, it is said that fear brings out the greatest potential in people.

Seeing clearly that Liang Zhang was behind it, You Jing pointed at the door and yelled, "Get out!"

Liang Zhang laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his back, and he slumped on the sofa: "You're afraid you'll still watch it."

"Exercising your courage is not enough!" You Jing felt ashamed after knowing it, and threw a sofa cushion to attack Liang Zhang.

Liang Zhang caught it, and looked at You Jing a little embarrassedly: "Brother Jing."

You Jing frowned, knowing that Liang Zhang's words were not good, he pretended to vomit: "What's the purpose of this tone? Let the fart go."

Liang Zhang sat upright solemnly, and was about to salute You Jing: "I want to stay at your house for a few days, and then find a new place to live."

"What's the matter with you and Xiao Pei?"

"My mind stuck, I said I like him."

Liang Zhang avoids the important and ignores the trivial, and selectively omits the step of him kissing Pei.

You Jing was still too shocked to speak: "Awesome, Liang Zhang." He gave Liang Zhang a thumbs up.

In just a few words, You Jing's shock was all contained in it. He turned off the ghost movie, and it was obvious that female ghosts no longer had any attraction for him.

"How did Xiao Pei answer?"

"What else, thank God he didn't yell at me, but he is avoiding me. I think I can't let his house go back, so I just move out."

You Jing didn't know what to think of, he shook his head and said vaguely: "It's probably not all because of this..."

Liang Zhang didn't hear clearly: "What?"

"It's nothing. Why don't you just go home. If you go back now, your parents will definitely make some changes. Don't let them worry about it. You can't stay here forever."

"I know." Liang Zhang had contacted Lai Yu, and his parents didn't give up looking for him, and they broke down day by day. Liang Zhang didn't fall asleep the whole night after he found out, and sat by the window staring at the moon going down and the sun coming up.

He knew better than anyone that it was time for him to go home.

"But I can't bear to ask Pei."

It is self-willed and ignorant, but Liang Zhang has been sensible for 17 years, and he will not be able to return to the original Liang Zhang long ago.He looked at the sporadic lights outside the window, drew light trails by hand, and muttered to himself: "At least I can see him now."

The author says:

I'm going to die of laughter from everyone's comments, why have I turned into a marmot and kept ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! !Brother Pei expressed that he was very tired: I am enlightened, I am enlightened!