[Kuroko's Basketball] Real Girl

Since she couldn't hold back having sex with her brother that night, in fact, her very timid heart was always anxious.It's good to have her brother here, she feels that she has a solid foundation in her heart.When she didn't have a brother, she always felt a little guilty, especially when facing her father.

In the year when my brother went to Kyoto, Koi hardly had dinner at home.They always go to Mai Uehara's apartment every day, because she lives alone, so the two of them buy vegetables and cook together, and sometimes they will play for a while before going home after eating.After returning home, at this time, my father had already been doing his own things upstairs, so there was no need to contact the other party, as long as he went directly to the room.In this way, the possibility of face-to-face with her father can be completely eliminated, and she doesn't have to be too frightened.

After all, she is not a person who can hide her emotions very well, nor is she good at concealing lies.

Occasionally, she would treat the other person as a stranger when she met them at home, without saying a word, or even raising her head—for fear of being seen by the other person.If it is really impossible to avoid dialogue, she will learn from what her brother taught her before, talk about other things at the left and right, and finish the matter with a few perfunctory sentences while avoiding the important ones.

What his father said before leaving for Kyoto really made Koi feel a heavier burden.When Akashi went to Kyoto, it wasn’t that he didn’t think that Koi’s timidity would make any mistakes, but later he thought that even if he was afraid of her being hurt, he still needed to cultivate her psychological quality, so he didn’t think too much about it except for reminding her often. Never cared about it.

Probably because he was a little too self-righteous, and when the two of them left Tokyo in the end, they both thought that there was no danger, but they didn't expect Akashi Zongzheng to investigate them secretly.

In the end is which part of the problem?I don't have the energy to think about it now.Akashi frowned, kneeling upright in front of his father, but thinking about what to do now.

Now that it has been discovered, it is necessary to give an explanation.Akashi Zongzheng is a man of one word, if he doesn't explain it well, he will not pass this test.Akashi didn't want to hurt Koi because of this, and until now he thought that Akashi Zongmasa valued himself more than Koi, so he would be more ruthless to this daughter than to himself.Anyway, because of his excellence in all aspects, he is destined to inherit his father's mantle, but Koi doesn't know what will happen.

Akashi's guess was right, the koi at this time was already in a daze.He just stood by the door with his eyes wide open, motionless, his mind was in a mess, thinking that he had been discovered!what to do? !what to do? !The whole person did not move at all.

Seeing their two brothers and sisters acting like this, Akashi Zongmasa's heart that had been silent for more than ten years was instantly filled with anger, and he shouted at the koi: "What are you doing in a daze! Why don't you come over and sit down for me?!"

"Ah! Yes—yes!!!" The first time Koi saw her father like this, she was terrified.He didn't even know what he was doing, he just walked a few steps quickly and sat next to Akashi with his legs bent, not daring to lift his head.He kept his head down and continued to be dazed.

The entire Japanese room fell silent again, as if a needle could be heard falling on the ground, the atmosphere was very tense.The koi just felt as if he couldn't breathe, and he could only hold his breath and try not to be crushed to the ground by the huge weight.

Akashi Zongmasa looked at the two people on the opposite side who didn't dare to show their anger, and felt angry and anxious in his heart. He wanted to speak several times, but he didn't know what else to say to them.Want to scold fiercely, but feel distressed all the time.

This is his child!The palms and backs of his hands were full of flesh. No matter what happened, they were the greatest responsibility and burden of his life, the people closest to him, and the people who inherited his blood.But obviously, one because of his laissez-faire and the other because of his overly strict teaching, both embarked on a path that was doomed.

For the first time, he clearly understood the resentment that Koi and their mother had towards him back then, and the remorse she felt when she was dying before the other party died.I blame myself for being in poor health, I blame myself for not being able to protect my children anymore, I blame myself for having no choice but to leave them behind.

Perhaps at that time, she saw a hopeless future.

His throat moved, and when Akashi Zongmasa spoke, his tone was less cold and weak than before, but he seemed to be holding his last hope, maintaining his only composure: "How far is it?"

Is there... is there really no room for retention?

He had a little luck, hoping that things didn't turn out to be the worst.It is also somewhat selfish and does not want to face the facts that they do not want to face.Maybe the little bit of weakness and luck in that Akashi Seijuro came from here.

However, Koi, who had been frightened for a long time, didn't dare to speak at all, or let alone organize language, her mind was empty and she didn't know what to say?So the one who spoke was Akashi who kept forcing himself to be calm, "Do everything you should do and what you shouldn't do..."

"Bastard---------!" Before Akashi Seijuro finished speaking, his calm and composed attitude aroused Akashi Zongmasa's anger. For the first time, his anger was exposed, and he stood up unbearably. I just wanted to wave my hand to hit him—————but my hand still couldn't fall.

The koi who had been silent and unresponsive finally recovered.Her face was full of tears, terrified, afraid, restless, trembling but firmly stood in front of her brother, not only Akashi Somasa, but even Akashi himself was surprised.

That timid, cowardly, sensitive, and even a bit selfish and closed Akashi Koi said word by word, "It's none of my brother's business, I was the one who seduced him that night! It's...it's me, it's all my fault! I'm sorry , it's all my fault, it's my fault——Dad——don't do this——Dad——"

She was so flustered that she even uttered the word that she had never dared to utter.

However, it was the "Dad" that made Akashi Somasa feel decadent, he put away his hands as if he was old, and sat down on the ground slowly, with mourning and surprise in his eyes, and finally fell into a stagnant water.

Seeing his father like this, Akashi pulled Koi's clothes and told her to get out of the way.Then he stood up and walked over: "This is the end of the matter, what we need to consider is how to solve it. The Akashi Zongmasa in my heart is not like this, father, this incident does not blame anyone, but there are too many accidents in life. The reason for this is too complicated to explain.”

Their distortions have been caused over the years, and everyone has made different choices. It is no wonder that it has become such an unrecoverable situation.

The room was silent again, but the feeling of daggers being tensed just now was gone. The koi stood there looking left and right, feeling really uneasy.To put it bluntly, it is all the result of her selfishness up to now.If she had been able to restrain her feelings back then, if she hadn't been so childish and naive back then, she wouldn't have been like this if she had matured a little bit.

The more she thought about it, the harder her tears fell.

Seeing the koi like this, Akashi Zongmasa felt very distressed.It seems that he doesn't care about this daughter, but in fact he just doesn't know how to express and how to get along.If possible, he wanted to keep the child behind him so that she could live a carefree life.

He did, but so bluntly that no one could understand.When he saw the koi crying abnormally in the courtyard after Akashi left, he became suspicious.Then he hesitated again and again because of his excessive desire to control and sent someone he trusted very much to investigate, Akashi Zongmasa hoped that his feeling was wrong for the first time.However, when he finally saw the document and saw that his thoughts were confirmed, he didn't feel very angry or worried at first. Instead, he thought of his little daughter.

The child he hoped to be bright and beautiful forever, in the end, still inevitably fell into a deeper abyss.

Thinking of this, Akashi Munemasa couldn't help but waved to Koi: "Come here."

"Dad—Dad?" Koi was a little scared and did not dare to step forward, nor did he dare to look up at the other party.In her eyes, the words father and terrible are synonymous.

Akashi Zongmasa saw her hesitation, he sighed silently, and lowered his voice so that his words could sound softer, so as not to frighten his little daughter.

"Come here, Koi."

She raised her head quietly, but was stunned for a moment, and then walked over in a strange way.Her father, who had always been meticulous and made people feel cold all over, looked at her very softly at this moment.It reminded Koi in a trance that long, long ago, when she was still young and her mother was still alive, she had seen such an expression on this face.

It's just because the age is too long, those warm memories have been selectively forgotten by her.

The father reached out to hold her hand, and looked at her intently, as if he was looking at her, but also seemed to be observing.

The child he was protecting with all his heart had grown too much before he knew it.It's just that in his eyes, he always felt that she was too young.Even if he wanted to blame, he couldn't open his mouth.So he pointed the finger at Akashi again: "You stay here, Koi packs up and returns to Tokyo with me. Let's separate for a while."

"Why?! I don't want to do this! Dad!"

However, before Akashi had time to object, the koi jumped up directly, trying to pull out the hand held by his father but was caught tightly by the other party. "I don't want to! I can do nothing, just brothers and sisters...at least...at least..."

Obviously, it was hard for her and her brother to get to where they are today, and the two of them can be together, but in the end, all the things she did were due to failure? !If you really want to do this, if you really can't be a couple,

At least don't separate.

"You all need to calm down. Seijuro, first think about what you want and how to solve it in order to achieve your goal. Let's talk about it after you have thought about it." Akashi Munemasa returned to his usual calm and self-possessed face. "As for the koi, do you think you can really face this matter now? You don't understand yourself, so why not talk about it?"

"I'll send you abroad."

The author has something to say: the corners of the board are bent four times, and the chess is destroyed. ↑Go terminology, write it out to pretend to be B~ If you play Go, you will probably understand the two results that will appear in this shape, Mrs. www...it's your mother...well, lighten up. 【Lie down_(:з」∠)_