[Kuroko's Basketball] Real Girl

When watching the game that day, what Haizaki said was always in Koi's mind.

She felt disappointed, not because she knew that Haizaki could not compare to the current generation of miracles, but because the other party really gave up on himself.That made her seem hopeless, because she had always had a sense of substitution.

After being abandoned by the Teiko Basketball Club, Haizaki is very similar to himself who has always been unable to integrate into life normally.So when Koi encouraged Haizaki, why didn't he encourage himself?As a result, what I saw in the end was the result of being suppressed by reality and completely hopeless.

It really makes people feel depressed.

Afterwards, Diguang entered the final with an absolute advantage. In the final, because they met a very difficult opponent, they played very difficult, but for them, this will only make the game more interesting.The result is certain, that is victory,

win!

The full-time competition ended successfully, but Huizaki seemed to have disappeared from the world and couldn't be contacted anyway.Koi was very worried, but before that, he did say that he wanted to have a quiet time until school started, so don't mind if he can't get in touch.At this time, she also felt very powerless, as if as a friend, she was completely unable to bring any positive energy to the other party.

Her life is still as ordinary as usual, but this ordinaryness always makes her irritable.

There are a lot of things accumulated in my heart, and I don't know who to tell or how to say it.In this case, this summer vacation, which was supposed to be very pleasant, did not end happily.Koi recalled the conversation she had with Heizi before, when she swore she would never give up, but now she felt a little powerless.

It turns out that liking is not the whole of feelings.Just relying on these favorites to do things will still lead to nothing in the end.She always thought that as long as she married her brother, the two of them would be bound together, but it was not like that.Her thinking is too naive and naive, even people who like each other will not be able to stay together.

Not to mention the people they shouldn't be together.

But since she knew there was a problem, she didn't know how to solve it, and she didn't know how to tell her brother.Did you tell your brother to let him stay with you all the time?Or do you want your brother to make some promises?She had already pushed her brother to the cliff, and there was no way to push her any further.

I don't know what to do to make myself feel a little better.

What Koi didn't realize was that she wasn't the only one who pushed Akashi to the cliff, but she herself was also pushed into the same situation by Akashi's possessiveness and tricks one by one.It is precisely because both sides feel strong insecurity that they are so tightly pressed against each other. There is an abyss in front of them and behind them, and they can't see redemption hanging in the air.

Just waiting to fall, or to get hope.

"I thought you wouldn't come to school..."

"Why didn't you come?" Haizaki was a little surprised when he encountered Koi waiting for him to leave school for the first time, but when he heard the other party ask, he realized that he was worried about something happening to him. "But I can't go back to school with you today. I'm going to find that guy in Hongcun. I have something to do."

Rainbow Village?Ah, it was Shuzo Nijimura, the former captain of the basketball team.She remembered that Haizaki had a good relationship with this third-year senior, and she often heard him mention each other.That's the handsome guy who bumped into me at the beginning of school, right?Because of her tall stature and friendly personality, she was the first person she talked to when she entered Teiguang, so she was very impressed.

"I have something to do..." Speaking of which, it should be that Senior Hongcun is leaving the basketball club, right?It is already the last semester of the third year, and it is impossible to participate in competitions and the like. Club activities will also be terminated at this time. Everyone must concentrate on considering the graduation exam and the whereabouts of high school.

Is it to say goodbye?It doesn't feel like something Haizaki would do, isn't he so emotional?

Curiosity is curiosity, but the koi did not continue to ask.Just smiled and said goodbye.

It has to be said that Koi really understands Haizaki's temperament very well at this point.He really didn't go to say goodbye, he went to Hongcun to get some advice.

Of course it's a basketball thing.

During the days after high school, Haizaki went back to his hometown to quiet down.Just ran into a childhood friend who was helping the family run the grocery store while attending a regular public school.When the other party asked him if he was still playing basketball, Haizaki couldn't say a word.

"You used to like playing basketball very much! I always remember that we participated in the competition together in elementary school, you know! We won in the end! But then you went to Tokyo with your aunt and the others... Big cities are not easy to mix Bar?"

"that's it."

"Speaking of which, I haven't played for a long time, let's play together!"

The two really played 1on1 all afternoon until they were exhausted.Finally, when he was resting by the basketball court on the street, his friend looked at the sunset in the distance regretfully and said, "I'm really envious. Actually, I don't want to run my family's store at all."

But their family's conditions are not very affluent. There are two younger brothers and a younger sister. The family of six lives on the income from the grocery store.He also likes basketball very much. It's not that he never thought about going to a famous basketball school, but most of those schools are private and the tuition fees are high.And he didn't have Haizaki's ability to get in by relying on basketball skills alone without relying on tuition fees.

After returning from his hometown, Haizaki suddenly understood.When he was decadent, there were still people envious of him.He really shouldn't give up so casually, he obviously has those things that others don't have.

Maybe some people can't catch up with others, but if they don't catch up, who knows?

He used to muddle along, and he didn't take basketball seriously and face up to his own abilities, so he became more and more inappropriate.Now that he wants to pick it up, he must work hard.As for what direction to go, it is impossible for his self-esteem to ask Akashi and the others, and he can only ask Hongcun.

Hongcun Xiuzao has always been very optimistic about him.

And before he became evenly matched with the Generation of Miracles, he never thought about telling Koi about it.Probably it was the man's self-esteem that caused the trouble. He hoped that what she saw was his tall and dazzling side, and he was unwilling to easily reveal the hardships behind it to others.

It's just that Haizaki never thought that it was because of his damn self-esteem that Koi's awakening was so late.Although he is not a fatalist, but looking at it later, he has to believe in such things as fate.

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