[Criminal Minds] The Waiting Behind

Michelle didn't know what she was thinking, so she made this suggestion out of nowhere.I regretted it as soon as I said it, and I saw a few pairs of eyes looking over in surprise.Is the suggestion too abrupt?Not to mention whether it was inappropriate to propose this shortly after they met, the key performance seemed to be that they understood the nature and process of their work... Michelle was a little embarrassed by the eyes of everyone, did she show her flaws again? "Uh, I was just talking casually."

"Actually, what Michelle said is also reasonable." Unexpectedly, Emily was the first to agree. This female detective with a gentle appearance and a strong heart obviously thought carefully about this plan. The confident face is really powerful.I like the demeanor of Yujie! Michelle's affection for Emily rose to a new level in an instant, and by the way, she was glad that her little thoughts had not been discovered for the time being.

"However, Hotch has just left, and now maybe he is enjoying family happiness with Haley and Jack." JJ is a little hesitant. As a common member of BAU, everyone knows how much Hotch respects his work, but he is also a very A good man who loves his family.At the critical moment, JJ was a little hesitant.

It has to be said that Michelle's heart is sour, and now even Michelle herself doesn't know how she feels.When I first learned about this CM world, my heart was still throbbing. After all, Hotch is the person I admire the most in CM, although it is more like facing a TV idol in my heart and a vision of a perfect man in my imagination.You know, longing is the emotion furthest away from understanding.Sure enough, when I met him later, I stopped thinking about it. After all, Hotch's family is still very happy now.It's just that every time I think of Hotch who is so happy that sometimes he can't help showing a happy smile, I feel endlessly sad for him——

How happy you are now, how sad you will be when you face the bad news later.

This kind of strong contrast is not something everyone can bear, but Hotch not only accepted it firmly, but also faced it bravely.He was devastated by Haley's body, but forced a smile on Jack's face, reassuring his mother that they were waiting in heaven.

Thinking of the scene where countless CM fans shed tears in her memory, Michelle felt that her eye sockets couldn't help being a little moist.At that time, I cried while watching, scolding the screenwriter fiercely in my heart.Obviously this man has already shouldered too much, why should he deprive him of his only happiness?

Every time she sees Hotch, or hears Man and Reid mentioning him, Michelle thinks about this scene again like masochistic.

Michelle knows that her mental state is somewhat dangerous, and many relationships often start with inexplicable regret.She didn't want to be the one who ruined other people's families, but she couldn't help feeling sorry for Hotch, a tragic man.Man is such a strange creature, who knows everything he should know, but his emotions can never be like reason. He is decisive when it is time to attack, and resolute when it is time to retreat.It is always indecisive and in a dilemma, like standing on a narrow log across the two ends of a cliff, always struggling with the choice of which side to go.

Let it be, Michelle smiled wryly, after all, she hasn't really liked Hotch yet.

Emily looked at Michelle, who looked very sullen after making the suggestion, and narrowed her eyes in doubt.Whether it's the experience as a profiler or the sensitive intuition as a woman, I always feel that Michelle has a little care when she mentions Hotch, just like the hazy care of a young girl in her youth.Could it be that they all guessed wrong, what Michelle cares about is not Reid but Hotch!This is a little troublesome. After all, Hotch is different from Reid or even Man. He has a sweet and happy family.And if Reid is really tempted by Michelle, will this relationship lead to the disintegration of BAU's internal relationship?

This is indeed a question worth thinking about, Emily's eyes kept wandering in front of Michelle and Reid, uncertain.Among them, Michelle met her gaze and pretended to avoid it, which confirmed her guess. Emily frowned habitually, and talked to JJ and Garcia later, don't make fun of Reid in the short term, lest he take it seriously when he has nothing to do.

At this time, JJ had already returned from calling Hotch, and tilted his head towards everyone in a relaxed manner, "Enjoy today's rest, I guess you will be busy tomorrow."

Facing everyone's questioning eyes, JJ explained with a smile, "Hotch made an appointment with Inspector McGee tomorrow to understand the specific situation face to face. If it is really necessary, go to the local area and explain the possible seriousness of the problem to him subjectively, and get involved in the investigation. jurisdiction. He meant that he didn’t want to appear superior.”

Michelle raised the corners of her mouth clearly, it was typical Hotch's style, trying his best to cover everything.And all of this was caught by Emily who watched Michelle carefully, and she became more and more sure of the idea in her heart.

A few days later, Virginia ushered in a rare rainy day.It's not pouring rain, but the continuous drizzle makes people's mood involuntarily irritable.As the evening approached, the humid air was filled with the eagerness of everyone to go home.Pedestrians on the street are in a hurry, and they are no longer leisurely and comfortable in the past.The cold autumn rain is like covering people with a veil of melancholy, which is not obvious, but still exists.

Quantico BAU Hall. Reid had just finished doing crossword puzzles in the newspaper, rested his tired body after the plane ride, looked out the window, and saw such a picture of the bleak autumn wind.

"What's the matter? Thinking about the case that just ended?" Suddenly there was a warm and hard touch on his face, and it was Emily who stuck the steaming coffee mug to it.

"Thank you." Reid came back to his senses and thanked him embarrassedly. "Well, I always devote myself to studying the psychological state of murderers. This time it is obviously a scavenger with a plot of God. He classifies people according to his own judgment standards and regards him as a type of person who has no merit in society. Social erasure."

Reid lowered his head and took a sip of the strong black coffee. He didn't know whether it was the warmth of the entrance or the effect of caffeine. Reid instantly felt his body and mind stretched out, and the bleak and depressed emotions in his heart seemed to have subsided a lot. "Sometimes I know what they're thinking, but I just can't seem to get it, uh...you know what I mean?"

Although the expression was a bit incoherent, Emily naturally understood what Reid meant. She put down the coffee cup in her hand, stood up, and put her hands on Reid's shoulders: "Of course. If you can really understand that feeling, you are not a Doctor of BAU but It's the serial killer we're going to catch."

Reid raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and looked at Emily who was comforting himself from the bottom up, "Well, I know." He lowered his eyes again, pursed his lips suddenly, and frowned, "Emily, do you have something to say?" You want to talk to me? You have been watching me hesitate to talk these days, and now you come to chat with me again. This is not like what you will do after work, usually Man comes over. "

As expected of a genius with an IQ of 187, although sometimes he is a little guilty, but most of the time he still has a keen intuition. Emily shook her head imperceptibly, pulled the chair closest to Reid and sat down decisively, posing a He came in the posture of prodding and having a long talk.