Cannon fodder attack dressed as high-cold school grass

"No, it's all my fault." Su Bai's eyes were red, he kept shaking his head, he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at Yu Heng, the young man's lips trembled, his face was pale, and there was an unprecedented scare and timidity on his face.

Su Bai felt like his heart was being torn apart, and every word he said was like cutting blood in his chest with a knife, with tearing pain.

"You don't...don't mind me, it's all my business." It was my own wishful thinking.

The boy's voice trembled, but Yu Heng could hear the guilt and despair in the trembling.

His heart beat suddenly, and Yu Heng felt that he was out of breath. The original thought had been clearly stated by Su Bai, and it was directly shown in front of him, and he could no longer avoid it.

A trace of innocence flashed in Yu Heng's eyes, Yu Heng's hand froze in the air, why did it happen, it shouldn't be like this, Su Bai... how could Su Bai like him!

Su Bai is the hero!

Yu Heng put his hand down, he could hear his heart beating "thumping", as if a thin thread capable of changing everything was being held in his hand, with just a light touch, he could change everything. all of these.

Yu Heng froze, his brain was filled with countless pictures, countless pieces of glass, composed together, with a blazing light.

Su Bai raised his eyes and saw Yu Heng's retreating hand, a trace of self-mockery flashed across his eyes, he closed his eyes in despair, a tear leaked from the corner of his eyes, with a fragile like crystal.

It should have been so long ago, it turned out to be so, and in the end it was wishful thinking...

Su Bai suddenly regretted it. If he hadn't made such an intimate gesture that day, then Yu Heng would not have noticed that they could still be friends, and none of this would have happened.

But...he couldn't control himself!

When he saw Shen Xi touching Yu Heng's hair, Su Bai felt that he was going crazy with jealousy, and his impulsiveness overwhelmed his rationality. Su Bai was sure that if Yu Heng hadn't avoided him, he would even have wanted to kiss him. The corner of that lip.

The dense pain in his heart overwhelmed Su Bai. He looked at Yu Heng and wanted to say something, but only tears flowed down his face.

It turns out that this is how it feels to be rejected by someone you like...

For a moment, Su Bai even wanted to fall into a deep sleep, and if he fell asleep, it shouldn't be so uncomfortable...

A finger touched his face lightly, stopping the teardrops on his face.

"Su Bai..."

Yu Heng sighed lightly.

"Do you know what you're doing?"

The boy's nose was flushed from crying, his face was swollen, and his usual elegance and delicacy were no longer there.

I know, of course I know...

Su Bai panted lightly, he yearned for the temperature of Yu Heng's fingertips.

Not knowing where the courage came from, Su Bai suddenly leaned over and hugged Yu Heng, his arms wrapped around Yu Heng's waist, and his head rested on Yu Heng's neck and shoulders.

once,

Just this time.

He indulged this time.

Feeling the blood vessels in Yu Heng's neck vibrate with the frequency of his breathing, Su Bai felt that this embrace had exhausted all his courage.

However, he will never regret it!

He is greedy for this last temperature...

Yu Heng's hands froze at his sides, motionless.

The boy's clear and shallow breathing slowly sprayed on Yu Heng's neck, making him feel hot and itchy.

The breath smelled of Su Bai's tears, as salty as sea water.

With a lump in his throat, Yu Heng made a swallowing movement.

He hugged it back with his hands, feeling the boy's trembling body.

Su Bai seemed to have lost weight again, and even hugged him a little bone-crunching, this is how much he tormented himself.

Yu Heng suddenly felt distressed, Su Bai should be like the favored son of heaven, how could he become like this because of him.

Feeling that the body in his arms seemed to have calmed down because of his hug back, Yu Heng suddenly felt even more distressed.

Yu Heng has never been in love, he has always been alone, because he knows that only he is truly reliable.

Many people have confessed to him before, but he has never felt like this, flustered, flustered, and at a loss.

"Hey, don't cry..."

The voice was so soft that it was unbelievable, Yu Heng was afraid that he would scare Su Bai, so he could only keep hugging him back.

After a long time, he suddenly heard the muffled voice of the boy in his arms: "Did I bother you?"

Su Bai choked up: "I'm sorry... But, but I just can't control it!"

His behavior is like out of control, out of control!

"No..." Yu Heng shook his head lightly, stroking the boy's back, "Do you really like me?"

Yes, Yu Heng has been avoiding the word "like", but now, he can no longer escape.

"I like it..." Su Bai said softly, "I really like it, I've never liked it like this before..."

Like to want to see, want to watch, want never to be separated.

As long as Su Bai thinks that Yu Heng will reject him, his body will go numb, and every bone in his body will tremble.

"You... don't hate me, do you?"

Su Bai's voice trembled, if Yu Heng would tire of himself because of his liking, the boy could not imagine what he would be like.

Asking this sentence is like a judgment on oneself, with a heart-wrenching determination.

"……Will not."

Yu Heng hugged Su Bai back, he looked at the boy's gloomy expression, and stretched out his hand to pinch the boy's cheek.

"Why are you so stupid..."

Sighing, Yu Heng half hugged Su Bai, he looked at the teardrops on Su Bai's eyelashes, and suppressed his urge to wipe them off.

"Why do you like me?" Yu Heng looked sideways at Su Bai, with unprecedented seriousness in his eyes.

Before that, Yu Heng never thought that Su Bai would like him, and until now, he also felt unbelievable.

Yu Heng had always thought that Su Bai and Tian Manyi were absolute official matches, and no one could separate them.

With this kind of thinking in mind, he ignored countless details that should have been suspected, and it was only now that he recalled the delicate details of the boy again.

Everything is no longer following the original track, and Yu Heng suddenly realized that he seemed to have been trapped in a certain strange circle, imagining everything with his inherent thinking, stubbornly and stubbornly following the direction he thought And unwavering.

How could Su Bai like him like this?

Yu Heng knew that he was alienated from others, and many people who liked him fell in love with him because of his face.

But Su Bai, he has never seen his true face, even so, did the other party fall in love with him?

"I don't know..." Su Bai shook his head lightly, his eyes were full of tears, rippling with waves.

Since when, when the misunderstanding between him and Yu Heng was resolved, or when he saw Yu Heng interacting with the children in the orphanage, or when there was no specific time, just getting along with each other, he couldn't help falling in love with him , the kind that cannot extricate itself.

Before, Su Bai still had the confidence to believe that he would work hard to make Yu Heng like him, and he would...

But now, Su Bai is afraid, he is afraid that Yu Heng will never talk to him again, and he is afraid that he will be disgusted by Yu Heng, this is something he simply cannot accept.

"Why are you still crying?"

Yu Heng just asked a question, but Su Bai cried again, the young man seemed to be soaked in water, as long as he said a word, he would cry.

"Don't hate me, okay?" Stretching out his hand to grab Yu Heng's sleeve, the boy's eyes were red, and he looked into Yu Heng's eyes with a kind of pleading.

Seeing this sad expression, Yu Heng was almost stunned, as if his heart had been shot by an arrow.

"No, no." Yu Heng felt at a loss for the first time, he comforted the young man in a low voice, but saw that the young man's face was ugly and frightening.

"I really like you." Su Bai raised his eyes with a sad expression, "If it bothers you, then I will never bother you again, just...don't hate me..."

Su Bai is not afraid of anything, he is just afraid that Yu Heng will hate him and ignore him, that kind of fear is more terrifying than anything else, and makes him sadder than anything else.

"I don't hate you, never..."

Yu Heng lowered his eyes, watching the young man grab his sleeve, the young man's strength is very small, Yu Heng can just lift his hand lightly to let his fingers be entangled, but Yu Heng didn't do it.

He watched the boy's chapped lips move.

"But you rejected me." There was grievance in Su Bai's voice, "You don't want to participate in the competition with me, not at all."

Su Bai still remembers that when Yu Heng said that sentence, his whole body was soaked in ice water, so cold that he couldn't feel any temperature.

His only feeling is that he is hated by Yu Heng...

"I was so shocked at the time that I didn't need to take what I said at all."

Yu Heng also regretted why he did that. At that time, he just thought, how could it be like this, how could it be like this. Thinking about it now, he was imprisoned in a certain kind of thinking and couldn't jump out.

"...you're comforting me, aren't you?"

Su Bai's eyes flickered, even if Yu Heng was comforting him, he was content.

"No, what I said is true." Yu Heng raised Su Bai's chin, looked at the boy's eyes with a hint of hope, his heart softened.

"If you still want to, then I would like to ask you to join me in the competition, is that okay?"

Looking at Su Bai with a smile, Yu Heng showed two shallow dimples.

"You...are you telling the truth?"

Looking at Yu Heng with eyes that hadn't subsided, Su Bai was afraid that he had heard wrong.

"Of course it's true. I feel very happy that you like me."

That's right, after the initial daze and fear passed, what Yu Heng felt was luck and joy.

It turned out that before he knew it, he and Su Bai had become so close. They were together in class and after school, and their getting along seemed to happen naturally, without any trace.

"I apologize to you for what I said earlier."

The corner of his lips touched the boy's eyelashes, and Yu Heng seemed to taste a bit of bitterness, which was the taste of tears.

With the saltiness of sea water, and a cool and refreshing atmosphere unique to teenagers.

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