The time trajectory of HP

?Chapter 68

When I decided to escape Hogwarts and be separated from him, I knew I would miss him, but I never thought I would miss him this much. Is he okay?is he safeDid you have a good rest?Are you scared?It is said that two Death Eaters were stationed in the school, was he being bullied?I left him for 2 full months and missed him for 2 full months.I couldn't hold back my desire to see him several times, but I was almost caught by the Death Eaters, and I was scolded by the Aurors who protected me. Hermione even slapped me, but I couldn't stop my desire for him .

Because of my abnormal behavior, they knew about my love affair with him.Sirius was nagging at me every day, he definitely didn't mean me well, Ron's parents Mr. and Mrs. Weasley were telling me to wake up, even Lupine and Tonks were telling me that I shouldn't fall in love with him.But I deaf to these.Why can't I love him?How could he have ulterior motives for me?He is not the same as before, he was not born to be a jerk, he started to trouble me only because he didn't like me, even if his parents are with that person, it doesn't mean that he is there.I also know that he loves me.We'll even have kids in the future, and a closer look shows that even though Ivor is blond, he looks more like me, and he has eyes like mine.

I'm obsessed with Draco, and there's nothing wrong with that.

But they always think that my falling in love with him is definitely under his magic. Even Ron and Hermione, who have always supported me, hesitated.You all support Lupine in testing me against the Dark Arts?What a joke, our love is real, our hearts are connected, we are in love!I forbid you to question us.

My anger didn't make them compromise. Hermione even said that the future we know is all Alan's one-sided statement. It's hard for her to judge which ones are true and which ones are false.But I know very well that Alan really loves my future self.Even if I don't want to believe it, it's a fact that actually happened.

My godfather who hated the darkest magic used speedy imprisonment on me, Lupine said sorry to me, and then raised his wand to me, muttering words, the wand glowed red like a flashlight, scanning me, from the toes My skin and nerves felt pain from head to brain.After that, the magic wand slowly pulled out a red thread on my temple, and the people around me exclaimed when they saw the red thread, and their faces changed again and again.As I watched Lupine put the red silk into the glass jar, I heard something in my brain seem to snap.I stared blankly at Hongsi, stunned.

"Look, Harry, this is the evidence that the bastard boy controls you. Do you still love him? No, you don't love him at all. He manipulated your feelings."

Sirius' angry voice was so harsh that it made my ears ring, and I tried to get rid of the thoughts that shouldn't be in my mind, I wanted to prove it.

"No, I love him. It's not true, he didn't control me, he really wanted to get rid of Voldemort." I retorted vigorously.

"Of course he wants to get rid of the mysterious person, so he wants to control you to help him. As long as you fall in love with him, you can selflessly dedicate yourself to do anything for him."

"It's not like that." He didn't hold me back.

"What's that red thread coming out of your brain? This is the clear evidence."

"Then who will tell me what that red thread is? You have to give me convincing evidence."

I was growling, I was retorting angrily, because I swore in my heart that I would trust him no matter what happened, and I was true... But there was a voice in my heart that questioned: What is this red thread?Did he really do it to me?Did he really manipulate me?No, I have to trust him, he won't do this to me.

"Lupine, what is this red thread?" Hermione asked.

"I happen to know this. It was very popular in my student days. It's called love locks. It's more practical and more effective than love potions, because it can guarantee that a person will not change their hearts and be loyal forever. One is banned, because of the side effects, people who are caught in love locks will become more and more fascinated by their lovers for no reason, and cannot leave their lovers. Gradually, they begin to obey their lovers unconditionally, which is no different from slaves. So This magic is also nicknamed Love Slave," Lupine explained.

"That's why Harry is restless and always wants to see him," Hermione said suddenly.

"You've heard what that scumbag Malfoy did to you, and you're still thinking about him. He wants to control you, make you obey him like a house-elf. Wake up, Harry. You can't Love such a guy." Sirius firmly held my shoulder, fortunately I was wearing thick clothes, otherwise his unmanicured nails would have dug into my flesh.

"The premise of using the love thread is that you are really in love with him, and if he uses magic on you, you have to promise yourself that you will love him forever. Think about it, Harry, has he ever done this to you?" Unlike Sirius' anger, Lupine has always been calm, and his old face is very kind.

"No, I swear, when I was with him, he never used this kind of magic on me." I recalled the past carefully, and it didn't concern myself.

"What about when you are asleep? Even if you are half asleep, as long as you answer, it will take effect." Lupine said.

"Impossible, we didn't spend the night together, he has no chance." I insisted.

"But you were together that night on Christmas Eve, weren't you?" Ginny, who had been silent on the side, suddenly spoke, which attracted everyone's attention. I was complacent about finding a reason to refute, and I was immediately chilled by her basin of cold water.

That night was the first time we spent the night together, and even after two months, I still clearly remember his lovely sleeping face, his figure is so thin and long, his skin is pale and bloodless, but his pores are very fine , not as hairy as me.His skin is very delicate. I held Qiu's hand and knew a girl's skin. His skin felt like a girl's. I said it seriously, but he was so angry that he twisted my ear hard.We were together all night, and I still remember the touch of every piece of his skin, every detail he did, and every word he said. After I fell asleep, I still dreamed of our beautiful future, I dreamed His smile in the movie is deeply imprinted in my mind.

"Harry?" Hermione's voice brought me back to reality.

"But it doesn't prove that he did this to me."

"Don't be silly, Harry, who else would use this kind of magic on you but him? They won't be the only roommates who can touch your sleeping face?" Sirius is still reluctant, and he is trying to I set up an image of an evil Malfoy.

"Maybe Alan did it? He always suspects that I will empathize with others. In any case, I will not believe that Draco did it. If he didn't admit it himself, I would not believe it. No one will mention it in the future." It's a matter. I'll take care of it myself." I bit my lip, accidentally exerting too much force, and a heavy smell of blood filled my mouth.

"Harry!"

"Please, Sirius, don't mention this matter again, and none of you will speak ill of him again, just treat it for me, okay? The premise of locking love is that I fall in love with him, isn't it? At least I still love him of."

I don't want to hear any more bad things about him from them, I need to be alone.

It is wrong to turn normal love into a perverted emotion like a slave, but even if he did it, I don’t think I have any reason to blame him. After all, we know the bad future from Allen, maybe he is afraid of me Will leave him, afraid that I will empathize with others, afraid that one day I will not love him.Even if he doesn't say it, I know he's worried about it.

I know he doesn't trust me.Of course I love him, but, personally, if I knew that he would leave me one day, I think I would do something unusual.

Since the red thread was pulled out, perhaps because of the disappearance of the magic effect, I have calmed down a lot. I am no longer crazy enough to see him. My will has become firmer, and I clearly know that I have to do it. What.Only by finding a way to kill Nagini and kill Voldemort would I have the chance to see him again.

I've been on the move these past few months to avoid the Death Eaters.The Burrow and Place Morgue are no longer safe, and I've moved to 6 places in just two months.There are very few people I can trust, they are all relatives and friends I am very familiar with, the Ministry of Magic is useless, most of the high-ranking officials have been under the Imperius Curse, and even the Minister of Magic Slinky Kejie has disappeared.

I met Bellatrix twice and failed to kill her each time, people around me were always injured and died.The guilt in my heart gradually replaced my thoughts on him. I seldom spend time thinking about him. I have to learn a lot of magic, especially the very aggressive black magic. training, including healing spells.At the same time, I'm extremely thankful that none of the Death Eaters I hurt had his parents.

Another month has passed, winter is gone, and spring is still bitterly cold, I am still very busy, busy training, busy avoiding Death Eaters, busy finding a way to kill Voldemort, but how to kill Najib Still clueless about this, I'd love to connect with Voldemort, I'd like to know what he's thinking, but they're trying to stop me, no doubt I learned Occlumency to keep him from peeping into my brain, rather than exposing my Whereabouts, I am even more afraid that he will know my relationship with Draco, and that there is another Ivor, so I have to give up this idea.

I only spend a few minutes thinking about it when I'm sleeping, is he okay?what is he doingIs he thinking of me too?How much does he love me?Do I love him as much?And maybe, like Ginny said the other day, maybe I don't love him that much, look, I'm not so crazy since the red thread was pulled out.

Is this really the case?But why every time I close my eyes, my mind is full of him.And I have to drink a glass of milk with sedatives before going to bed to keep myself dreamless?He must have used other spells on me, even if I wasn't so crazy to meet him, I couldn't stop him from living in my head.

When a person is lonely, he always thinks wildly. Every time I go to sleep, I always try to get rid of those wrong thoughts.

Merlin, is there any way for me to know about him?Even if it's just a hello?I can't be satisfied with seeing him on the map anymore. ?