The time trajectory of HP
Chapter 101
Is Malfoy a Death Eater? He also studies the Dark Arts. You know I hate that, but you're with him. "
"So what, I like him."
"You like him? How dare you like him, he's a Death Eater."
"So what about Death Eaters, isn't it just black magic, and I will too."
This sentence of Severus completely annoyed Sirius, his fist mercilessly hit Severus in the face, his sudden change of attitude made Severus fearfully remember the shadow left by his father , curled up on the seat in fear, letting his anger fall on himself.
"Oh my god, stop beating, Sirius, stop and imprison quickly." Lily screamed in horror, a binding spell bound Sirius, threw him out of the car with magic, closed the door, and hugged Sese Trembling Severus. "My God, what's the matter with you. Don't be afraid, Sev, don't be afraid, I'm here."
"Let go of me, damn it, I'm not finished with you." Sirius was still kicking the door outside the carriage.
"What's the matter with you, Sirius, aren't you friends with Severus?" Lily shouted angrily towards the door.
"Don't disgust me, who is friends with that kind of person. Don't pull me, James, snot, just wait and see." Sirius' shouting voice finally disappeared in the carriage.
Severus hugged Lily, his mind went blank, his smart brain couldn't sort out what happened just now, why did Sirius beat him, he swore not to say that word, why did he call him a snotty man?
Severus still had hope in his heart, hoping that Sirius would come to apologize to him with a smiley face like he usually did, and if only he would say sorry, they could go back to how they were before.It's a pity that this kind of thing seems to be used to shatter hope. Not only did Sirius not come to apologize, but he encouraged the group of four to bully him. The thin and small Severus was powerless to resist the four people. Although Lily protected him, it was useless. They always have a way to take Lily away.They also found books related to black magic research in his schoolbag, and Dumbledore deducted points. After that, everyone in the school knew that the genius Severus Snape was a black magic fanatic. The tragedy became the laughing stock of the whole school, Slytherin looked on coldly, Gryffindor maliciously humiliated, Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw laughed wantonly,
Even Lily, the only spiritual support, is mad at him for studying black magic.Severus begged in every possible way, he swore not to touch those books again so that Lily forgave her, and Severus did not touch the Dark Arts anymore.
From the 4th grade, James stopped harassing and pestering him as before, but pursued Lily in a high-profile way. To Severus' despair, Lily seemed to have a crush on James. Could it be that Lily wanted to leave him too?No, Lily can't leave him.
"Fancy, tell me, is there any way to make Lily like me more?" Severus asked sadly while sitting on the window sill with the cat in his arms, looking at the moon in the sky.
Fanxi was just a cat and couldn't speak. She licked Severus' face and rolled in his arms coquettishly.
"You said, is there any medicine that can make me and Sirius go back to the past? I know he didn't mean it, he was just angry with me because of black magic, I won't touch that thing, he will forgive me, no more Bully me right?"
Severus scratched Fanxi's stomach and played with her, but the psychological wound was getting bigger and bigger. He didn't want to go home. What should he do in the future?
But people’s hearts are tired, expecting such things is just a product of self-indulgence, Sirius Black didn’t forgive him because he didn’t touch black magic, and he still bullied him every day with his accomplices in different ways, West Fleurs thought wearily, if you can't be friends, you can't be. Why bother, he knows that Sirius Black is such an arrogant and rude person who likes to entertain himself with boring and malicious pranks.Severus knew his character, and he deserved to be hated.
Until the end of the fourth grade, Severus couldn't find his cat again. Thinking of Fandy, a bad premonition came to his mind. He called around anxiously and found a group of cats in the small garden. People, he pushed through layers of crowds, and was horrified to find that Fanxi was hanging on a tree branch with dried blood on her body.Among the onlookers, the Gryffindor four stood at the front.
"What you did was what you did, how dare you do it. How dare you! Hang a Fuchsia!" Severus called out his own magic that caused Sirius to hang upside down in mid-air.
"Disarm you! Calm down, Severus, there is no proof that Sirius did it. Sirius gave you Vancy, and he wouldn't do it." Lily hugged the furious Severus, afraid He pounced on him and killed Sirius.
Sirius stared at him sullenly, neither resisting nor speaking.
"Who else but him? Potter? Who else in the whole school would treat me like this, tell me." Severus yelled at his beloved girl angrily.
"I'm sure it wasn't James and the others. Let's talk about it after we find out, please, Severus."
Severus was crying in despair, he had never been so angry with her before, obviously the victim was him, but why did you protect Black and Potter?Tell me why Lily, are you in love with Potter?Are you leaving me?
Severus pushed Lily away, took off poor Vancy and hugged her in his arms, looking at Sirius and James with vicious hatred in his eyes.After that, he buried Fanxi next to Fan Di.Since then, he has never had any pets.
In the end, it was never found out who did it, but Severus could swear that the quartet had something to do with it.Perhaps from then on, he sowed the seeds of hatred for the two of them, and never reconciled in this life.
The group of four didn't seem to make him feel better. James Potter always made things difficult for Lily because of his feelings for him. They didn't know what bad things they said about him in front of Lily, which made Lily's attitude towards him change. Something went wrong, until the cold autumn in the fifth grade, when he was thrown into the cold black lake by the four of them, he was almost dragged to the bottom of the lake by the mermaid, Severus was shivering in embarrassment, and he was dragged ashore by someone, how much he wished Lily He can clearly see the essence of James Potter, but he is disappointed that although Lily defended him and scolded the foursome, from James' unrepentant laughter, he knew that he didn't care about Lily's scolding at all, because Lily would forgive Him, because Lily is in love with him.
"Severus, James promised me he wouldn't do this to you again."
"You're actually looking at my jokes, aren't you, Mudblood!" Lily slapped Severus hard as soon as he opened his mouth, and James also stepped forward to punch him hard.He covered his swollen face with regret.No Lily, it wasn't my intention, I didn't mean it, no, don't look at me like that, don't hate me.
"So that's how I am in your heart. I really admire you, Severus."
"No, don't go, Lily, I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it, forgive me, please, Lily." Severus rushed to grab Lily.The cold disappointment in her eyes pained him.
But James came up and punched him again. The other angry students surrounded him and didn't let him get close. He fell to his knees, his heart ached and his body ached. He wanted to cry, but his tear ducts dried up a long time ago.
"I told you it's impossible, why bother to humiliate yourself?" Sirius laughed and squatted down next to his ear, then left with a big laugh, mocking his bloody wound.
Severus' weak body suffered from the cold in the water, coupled with the mental shock, made him seriously ill, and what made him almost worse was that Lily never came to see him.
After he recovered from his illness, he pestered Lily, even if he squatted in front of the portrait at the entrance of Gryffindor, he would wait until Lily forgave him.But Lily said to him: Let it be between us, Severus, I still regard you as a friend, but in the future, I will keep in touch with you less, you are Slytherin, you love black magic, but I hate those, I'm afraid that continuing to be with you will make me hate you even more.
Lily is serious.She greeted Severus with a smile as usual, but her smile was polite and distant. She was in a high-profile relationship with James Potter, showing off her affection, but she never wanted to talk to Severus again. Les said something.Since Lily broke up with him, the foursome no longer bullied him maliciously, because James had no reason to target Severus, and those teasing and humiliating were nothing compared to the 'well-meaning' pranks that had happened before. It's a small thing.
☆、【Sirius X Severus】Self-deception 4
?Severus discovered that the Gryffindor foursome were doing something that was enough to get them expelled from school. He thought maliciously, could they just disappear if they revealed this secret, and never What about pestering Lily?But Severus tracked it down for a long time, and knew nothing except that they would disappear overnight on the night of the full moon.
Not long after the start of the sixth grade, Sirius came to him and said.
"I have something very important to tell you. Do you know the screaming shack, the scariest haunted house in England? It's the one near the school. Tomorrow night, when the moon is full, go there if you're brave enough. From the secret passage in the school kitchen. Get out, there is a trap at the Whomping Willow, and the Whomping Willow will not hurt anyone if you trigger the trap, go in from there, and I will wait for you there."
"What trick are you trying to play again, you think I'll be fooled?" Severus sneered.
"Don't say that, Severus, I didn't mean to tease you, really, why don't you trust me just once?"
It's been a long time since I heard him call his name so intimately, it's really disgusting to hear.
"Do you think I'm stupid? Is there anything you can't say now that you have to wait until the night of the full moon to go to the screaming booth?"
"It's very important, really, I can't say it now, I can only wait until tomorrow night, I want to tell you a secret, don't you really want to know?"
"What conspiracy do you have to tell me this secret?" Severus narrowed his eyes suspiciously, and he concluded that there must be a fraud in it.
"Think about it, I haven't bullied you for more than three months, I don't want to do those stupid things anymore, why can't we reconcile? Like before? I want to tell you this secret to show my sincerity. Seeing is believing. Is it?" Sirius's face was cramped, and the word lie was almost written on it.Of course Severus wouldn't believe his intentions.The so-called no bullying for three months is just because it happened to be in time for the summer vacation. After all, Sirius made fun of him yesterday, so today he is asking for reconciliation?Do not make jokes.He knew how much Sirius hated him.Severus hadn't forgotten how he had been humiliated the day of his Junior Wizarding Exams.
Severus didn't respond to him, but when he thought of that unknown secret, he still felt itchy in his heart. Seeing those people sneaking out again, Severus hesitated for a long time and followed secretly. He wanted to look at Black What kind of tricks are he playing? He has studied a lot of useful magic, and he swears that if they dare to play tricks on him, they must look good.
He triggered the mechanism of the Whomping Willow as Sirius said, and the Whomping Willow did not move. There was indeed a secret passage over there. He walked along the secret passage and came to the Shrieking Shed.A strange sound came from the screaming booth, as if something was holding back the pain and making a whining sound, what's going on?Is it really haunted? But he has been here several times and there is no ghost at all.
"Luminescent flickering." As soon as he yelled this spell, he smelled a strange fishy smell. Severus had been in contact with many potion ingredients and was very familiar with this smell. It was the smell of a wolf. Could it be that there Wolf?Damn it, Blake tricked him into feeding the wolves.
His fear was raised in his throat, and a wolf was hiding in the dark and staring at the delicious food in front of him.Severus ran away in fright, the wolf chased him out, Severus tripped and fell to the ground, and then the moonlight, he found that it was a werewolf, and there was a werewolf here.Just as the werewolf was about to pounce, a figure threw him to the ground from the side, avoiding the werewolf's attack, and he bound the werewolf with a binding spell.Pulled the startled Severus to his feet.At the same time a big black dog emerged from the grass.
"I didn't ask you to save him." The big black dog turned into a human and roared at the person who saved Severus, and he knew it was Sirius Black from the sound.
"You almost let him be bitten to death, it's not fun, Sirius, don't play this kind of game in the future." James Potter went to check on the bound werewolf, hugging him in his arms to comfort him.
"Blake? In order to keep your secret, you decided to let a werewolf bite me to seal my mouth, right?" Severus pointed his wand at Sirius, and glared angrily at Peter who appeared from the side.All three are together, missing on a full moon night, werewolves, and James Potter cares about werewolves, what does that mean?Remus Lupine is a werewolf.
"Misunderstanding, Severus." Sirius said with an apologetic smile.
"What a misunderstanding. I'll tell Dumbledore how you killed me."
"Quickly imprison." A curse hit Severus from behind, and Severus couldn't move at all, his eyes rolling in their sockets angrily.
"Please, Snape, this is really a misunderstanding. We didn't want your life, but Sirius. Anyway, what happened tonight can only be a secret for the five of us." James pointed at him with his wand Make a silent gesture. "Close your throat and seal your throat."
James then lifted the binding spell.
"Don't think I won't poke it out if you use this kind of magic." Severus said angrily.
"You're not afraid of backlash, just say it. You'd better keep it a secret," James said.
Severus was so angry that he almost bit his lip, he wouldn't do something that hurt himself, what do they mean?To have a werewolf come and bite him, and then suddenly save him, and it was saved by that dastardly Potter, was humiliating.By the way, they tricked him here just to keep the secret from leaking out, and chose to 'shut his throat' so that he would never tell the secret for the rest of his life.
Since the secret couldn't be revealed, he could only swallow his anger.
Life in grade 6 is still going round and round, repeating the same thing every day, and Lily is still unwilling to talk to him.The group of four often teased and teased him, and Severus gave up while suffering, because no one cared whether he touched black magic or not anyway.He hopes to pursue powerful power, use the resources provided by Lucius to re-study black magic, and also make breakthroughs in potion science. Lucius said that he will introduce him to the great Dark Lord.Severus naively believed that a person who could be admired by Lucius, even if he was evil, was a great person, and he would definitely achieve something by following him. On the other hand, the reason why he wanted to join was because Those Gryffindors hated Death Eaters and the Dark Arts.Anyway, in their eyes, he was already a dirty and evil wizard, why not make this a real fact?
One day, he must make Black and Potter look good.
Then came the seventh grade, ushered in the Triwizard Tournament, which will be held at the Durmstrang Academy of Magic, Severus was selected as the representative of Slytherin, of course it was academic, but no one had any hope of winning on top of him.The representatives of Gryffindor are actually James and Sirius.Couldn't Merlin's rotten underpants make his last year as a student a little more comfortable?
Back in the last summer vacation, Severus thought of a good idea to make James hate Lily, thanks to a certain Potions class that inspired him.After several improvements and experiments on the prescription, after Lucius almost fainted in shock, Severus finally let out a smirk of satisfaction.Finally made a finished product.
It is almost impossible for a man who is a man at heart to make feminine expressions and movements, unless he is a genius with outstanding acting skills. It is impossible for a man who has read countless flowers to be attracted to such a woman. interest.But if a man completely turns into a woman who is more feminine than a woman, then what kind of man can resist such a deadly temptation?
Not long after arriving in Durmstrang, after the first match started, Severus took drugs and deliberately appeared near the group of four, not only attracting the attention of a group of men, but also successfully attracting the attention of the group of four. He pretended to be a contestant One of the warriors, Potter, intentionally flirted with him, but the effect was not obvious. One was because the other three people warned James that he had a target, and the other was that Sirius had taken a fancy to him and always blocked his sight and stood in front of him. dangling.Seeing that these two games have passed, there is no chance to date James, so that the reporter can take some useful photos and publish them in the "Daily Prophet".
"Will you be my dance partner? Dear Viola." Sirius swayed in front of his eyes once again, and put on a disgustingly infatuated look.
"But you're not a warrior, Sirius." Severus, pretending to be Viola, lowered his head shyly, but actually cursed the annoying stupid dog thousands of times in his heart.
"Why waste time on James? He has a girlfriend and a dance partner," said Sirius.
Mentioning this to get angry, damn James actually invited a 14-year-old cousin who is not too tall for a woman to be his dance partner.What exactly went wrong?So many people are obsessed with the glamorous Violet, but James just doesn't like him.No, I have to think of a different way, if the seduction fails, at least I have to use other ways to retaliate against him.
"I know I'm not a warrior, but I have a brave heart that doesn't lose to James." Sirius raised Vieira's chin and said affectionately. "Besides, there are reasons why James doesn't like you. First, he has a girlfriend. Second, you look a bit like someone he hates."
"Who?" Severus was startled, had he been spotted?He has increased the dose, no matter how you look at it, there is nothing similar to his original appearance!
"A nuisance you don't know, we don't mention him," said Sirius.
You're the nuisance, all of you are nuisances, Severus held back the twitch on his face and continued to smile.
"Tell me, how do I look like that, idiot. You hate me too?" Violet scolded.
"No, no, dear, don't say that, how could I hate you, I love you too late, your eyes are all cold, but your eyes are so beautiful that people like it, his kind is annoying .”
Damn it, Blake was comparing a man's eyes with a woman's, and he was a complete woman anyway, didn't he notice how wrong his words were?If he had a girlfriend, he would definitely be mad at him.
"What else?" Viola continued to ask with a half-smile.
"The hair is all black."
Now Severus will have to go black. Viola's hair is black and waist-length curly hair, while Severus's hair is a bit long, but it only reaches the shoulders. Severus is still underage, and his hair is cut The fall will always grow out, and he gave up.Sirius's methods of picking up girls are almost zero, except for his handsome face that can attract people, he basically loses both EQ and IQ.
"Why do you hate him?" asked.
"He loves everything I hate, he hates everything I love, he is doomed to degenerate. His hair is always greasy, his nose is big and ugly, his skin is so pale that it disgusts, and his indifference makes me angry, Being thin and short is annoying to look at."
"Do you know him?"
"what?"
Viola slapped him angrily, and Sirius innocently covered his face and looked at the angry beautiful girl inexplicably, his eyes full of confusion.
"You don't know him, you don't know why he fell for it, you don't know why his hair is greasy, why his nose is ugly, why his skin is pale, why he is indifferent, and why he is short and thin, you don't know these things, but you But hate him." Viola was angry at his humiliating adjective. "Presumably he hates you more, and he doesn't understand why you are targeting him, but I think he doesn't bother to know why you are. Because he doesn't care about you other than hating you."
"You're so kind, my dear, you actually think of him so much." Sirius's completely inappropriate response completely broke Viola's patience, and she slapped her again and left angrily.It's troublesome to pretend to be a woman. As a man, he should shake his fist.
"Honey, you haven't promised me yet, I will wait for you." Sirius yelled from behind.Viola cursed him thousands of times in her heart again, and at the same time raised her middle finger. ?
☆、【Sirius X Severus】Self-deception 5
?Self-deception 5
But in the end Severus still didn't resist Sirius' entanglement and agreed to be his dance partner.This ball was the last time he would see James, and he would take the opportunity to teach him a hard lesson.
On the day of the ball, as Viola, he put on the ball gown specially customized for him by Lucius, and he appeared at the ball holding the hand of Sirius. He was astonishing when he first appeared on the stage, surpassing the veela from Beauxbaton Girls' School Warrior, as a girl, he was very shy. Severus had never been used to being the center of attention, especially when he was ridiculed and looked at coldly. It was really uncomfortable to be stared at by so many people with admiration all of a sudden.Severus was a little thankful that he was a girl, otherwise, in a man's heart, he would be ashamed to find a hole to slip in.
The three warriors and their partners lead the dance and it's their turn.Sirius hugged Viola's slender waist tightly, and Viola suspected that Sirius was taking advantage of the opportunity.He struggled lightly, but Sirius hugged him even tighter.Merlin's rotten underpants, let the song end quickly, so that he can avoid clingy stupid dogs and take the opportunity to get close to James, otherwise he won't be able to prescribe medicine.However, Viola couldn't dance at all, and his posture was very bad. His high heels made Sirius pale and looked really painful. Viola smiled maliciously, and stepped on harder.
"You still refuse to tell me who you live in, or I can't invite you to my house." Sirius endured the pain and said.
"What are you doing at your house?" Viola said.
"Teach you to dance, obviously you need to practice more, we dance slowly, dance forever." Sirius flung Viola out, then pulled him back into his arms, startling him.
lifetime?Is this stupid dog flirting?Lucius once said that if a man who is not familiar with eachother says to a woman, he is definitely bragging, just to flirt, not sincerely. Thinking of this, Severus felt that he was even more disgusting, he didn't like it fickle person.
After the first piece of music was over, Sirius still held Viola's waist tightly, leaving other people who wanted to take over, and left bitterly, while James was dancing with other women and had no intention of chatting with her at all. Meaning, damn it, stupid dog, can't you find someone else?
"Why do you always look at others? I'm so close to you." Sirius clasped Viola's chin in displeasure, making him look directly at him.Viola was in pain, and couldn't help but groan. "Not only do you look like him, but you also have the same personality. You always look at others."
"Let go, if my jaw drops, I will kill you." Viola looked at Sirius who suddenly became irritable and sinister, feeling baffled. What nonsense is he talking about?Does he always change his temper like this?
"I'm sorry, honey, I didn't mean to." Sirius let go of his chin and smiled apologetically, looking very sincere.
But Viola knew very well that it was just an illusion.
"You must have done it on purpose." Viola said angrily.
"I really didn't mean it. Believe me, I was just jealous. I love you so much, but you always stare at James." Sirius said.
"You don't love me at all, and I don't like your hypocrisy." Viola said.
"No, my dear, I really like you and I really want to marry you. If you'd like to tell me your address."
"Married? Do you think I'm stupid? We just met."
"Time is not an issue, we have a lifetime to fall in love slowly."
"You...well" Viola still wanted to scold him, but unexpectedly his lips were kissed, oh no, he stuck his tongue in.Viola couldn't break free from the giant strength of Sirius, and wanted to bite him, but he pushed a pill from his mouth, a sweet and greasy taste spread over the taste buds, his body became a little limp, and his mind was a little dizzy, It was something like a drug, and damn it, Sirius Black came prepared, he couldn't guard against it.
Seeing that Viola no longer resisted, Sirius passionately kissed him presumptuously. Viola complied with his movements in confusion and responded instinctively.
"Honey, will you marry me?" Sirius enticed with a low voice kissing his ear.
"Okay." Viola responded obediently.
"say you Love Me."
"I love you."
……
When Viola woke up and felt the warm body, he opened his eyes suddenly, and found himself in Sirius' arms, being hugged tightly, he pushed him away, touched his body, it was good, And well dressed.Looking at the dark environment, they were in the warm indoor garden, he remembered that Sirius drugged him and kissed him, but his memory only stayed in the banquet hall, as to why he was here and what he did here He knows nothing.
"What did you do to me?" Viola drew out her wand and pointed at him.
Sirius stared at his wand with a stiff face and was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled gently, which made Viola flustered.He hated Sirius' volatile personality.
"Nothing, just kissing." Sirius laughed.
"why?"
"I said I loved you, darling." Sirius laughed.
"You don't even know who I am."
"It's secondary, the important thing is that we love each other."
"But I don't love you. Besides, even if I'm a Death Eater, would you still love me?" Viola felt an indescribable pain in her chest.He hated Sirius who was full of lies, and since he couldn't harm Potter, he could only take revenge on him.
Sirius' face twitched for a moment, and the smile returned quickly.
"You just love talking nonsense."
Viola put down her wand and threw herself into Sirius' arms. Sirius wanted to kiss him. He offered his cherry lips, and while Sirius was indulging in it, he took out a syringe-like thing that was smaller and thinner from his skirt , into his buttocks.Sirius fainted in an instant, Viola smiled sinisterly, stripped Sirius naked, and hung him up on the clock tower by magic. Durmstrang was falling into the winter night sky with fluffy snow. The school's snow is affected by magic, so it's not too cold, but it's enough to hang on it all night.
When Severus woke up in a fairly good mood early in the morning, he heard about the commotion in front of the clock tower this morning not long after he left the dormitory. Black from Hogwarts was revenged by a mysterious beauty Hanging on the bell tower for one night, I almost froze to death. This will be treated in the treatment wing, and I will have to recuperate for half a month.Severus was in a good mood and ate a little more of his meal that day.
Sirius's obsession with Viola was unusually deep, even if he was teased like this, which almost violated the criminal law, he didn't care about it, he still thought about the little princess, and wanted to see him again.Severus laughed at his perverted emotion and nearly got into a fight with him.
As for the kiss that day, it was like being bitten by a dog.
The memory of Hogwarts' seven years here is over.There are only a few words on one page in the diary about his three years of graduation. He graduated at the age of 18 and was recommended by Lucius to officially become a Death Eater. At the age of 19, Lily married Potter, and Lucius Narcissa married. At 20, Draco Malfoy was born and became godfather, secretly.Harry Potter is born.
Seeing this, Severus was so angry that he threw the diary away again. The damned Potter abducted Lily and gave birth to a little Potter. Similarly, Lily still did not forgive him.
When Severus finally finished reading the memories of his life, he sat in a chair and kept the stove burning, contemplating the pain that had happened over the years.
The young self who is in charge doesn't understand, and the middle-aged self who is a bystander doesn't understand anymore, then his brain really needs to be repaired again.He and Sirius have been entangled in personal grievances for many years, and he has long since forgotten the fact that they have been in contact with each other and even raised cats.I also forgot that I once wondered sadly why Sirius was unwilling to stop his evil deeds of bullying even though he knew he had given up black magic.
A selfish and cowardly guy like Sirius only uses escape, self-hypnosis and extreme violence to deceive himself and others.
"It's time to rest, professor. Tomorrow is the birthday party for little master Draco." Billy the elf appeared with a 'crack'.
"Are the presents ready?" Severus asked, resting his weary head.
"Everything is ready, Professor."
……
This year is Draco's second year in charge of the Malfoy family, which is of great significance. Malfoy has invited almost all the ancient families, even the poor Weasley family, which Lucius despises the most. It can be seen that Lucius It is really intentional to transition the current tense political situation.
Severus didn't like to join in the fun. After drinking with the protagonists of the Malfoy family, he came to the food alone and picked something to eat. Many former students who wanted to say hello to him stopped and walked away.
"Look who I saw, can you really see what's on the table? What's the matter with Lucius, aren't you afraid that his poor junior will fall down on the dance floor in embarrassment?" Very deliberate sneer.
"Who are you?" Severus said, giving him a cold look.
Sirius froze when he saw the joke, and pulled his face down.
"Sirius Black, you really don't remember me?" Sirius asked suspiciously.
"Remember, the one that was hung on the bell tower for one night."
"How old are you?" Sirius blanched and grabbed Severus' wrist.
"17! Just the age to remember your scandal." Severus withdrew his hand and rubbed his pinched wrist.
"Are you glad I'm being fooled like this?" Sirius snapped.
"I'm so happy, I even lost my appetite." Severus snorted coldly, and deliberately stuffed a piece of brownie into his mouth.
"I really don't know if your memory confusion is real or just pretending. Has no one told you that I already know the truth about Viola?" Sirius said.
"I thought you knew that from the start. Don't tell me you've been lying to yourself for 20 years" Severus said in surprise.
"What do you mean?"
"My wand, when I thought about the whole process carefully, I realized that, in fact, when I pointed at you, you already recognized that it was my wand, didn't you?"
"I didn't recognize it."
"Really? Looks like I overestimated your good memory. So? How do you want to get back at me?"
Severus wasn't on guard, didn't even touch his wand, instead he held his hand and looked at him coldly, he wanted to see how long Black's vengeance could last.However, Sirius just clenched his fists and held back, confronting Severus without saying a word.After a few minutes passed, Severus lost his patience and turned to leave, but was grabbed by the wrist again.
"I don't want to fight you at Lucius' house," Severus said.
"Then go outside after the banquet. It's time to finish it," said Sirius. ?
☆、【Sirius X Severus】Self-deception 6
?Harry and Draco held Sirius half compulsively asking him to go to Severus
"So what, I like him."
"You like him? How dare you like him, he's a Death Eater."
"So what about Death Eaters, isn't it just black magic, and I will too."
This sentence of Severus completely annoyed Sirius, his fist mercilessly hit Severus in the face, his sudden change of attitude made Severus fearfully remember the shadow left by his father , curled up on the seat in fear, letting his anger fall on himself.
"Oh my god, stop beating, Sirius, stop and imprison quickly." Lily screamed in horror, a binding spell bound Sirius, threw him out of the car with magic, closed the door, and hugged Sese Trembling Severus. "My God, what's the matter with you. Don't be afraid, Sev, don't be afraid, I'm here."
"Let go of me, damn it, I'm not finished with you." Sirius was still kicking the door outside the carriage.
"What's the matter with you, Sirius, aren't you friends with Severus?" Lily shouted angrily towards the door.
"Don't disgust me, who is friends with that kind of person. Don't pull me, James, snot, just wait and see." Sirius' shouting voice finally disappeared in the carriage.
Severus hugged Lily, his mind went blank, his smart brain couldn't sort out what happened just now, why did Sirius beat him, he swore not to say that word, why did he call him a snotty man?
Severus still had hope in his heart, hoping that Sirius would come to apologize to him with a smiley face like he usually did, and if only he would say sorry, they could go back to how they were before.It's a pity that this kind of thing seems to be used to shatter hope. Not only did Sirius not come to apologize, but he encouraged the group of four to bully him. The thin and small Severus was powerless to resist the four people. Although Lily protected him, it was useless. They always have a way to take Lily away.They also found books related to black magic research in his schoolbag, and Dumbledore deducted points. After that, everyone in the school knew that the genius Severus Snape was a black magic fanatic. The tragedy became the laughing stock of the whole school, Slytherin looked on coldly, Gryffindor maliciously humiliated, Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw laughed wantonly,
Even Lily, the only spiritual support, is mad at him for studying black magic.Severus begged in every possible way, he swore not to touch those books again so that Lily forgave her, and Severus did not touch the Dark Arts anymore.
From the 4th grade, James stopped harassing and pestering him as before, but pursued Lily in a high-profile way. To Severus' despair, Lily seemed to have a crush on James. Could it be that Lily wanted to leave him too?No, Lily can't leave him.
"Fancy, tell me, is there any way to make Lily like me more?" Severus asked sadly while sitting on the window sill with the cat in his arms, looking at the moon in the sky.
Fanxi was just a cat and couldn't speak. She licked Severus' face and rolled in his arms coquettishly.
"You said, is there any medicine that can make me and Sirius go back to the past? I know he didn't mean it, he was just angry with me because of black magic, I won't touch that thing, he will forgive me, no more Bully me right?"
Severus scratched Fanxi's stomach and played with her, but the psychological wound was getting bigger and bigger. He didn't want to go home. What should he do in the future?
But people’s hearts are tired, expecting such things is just a product of self-indulgence, Sirius Black didn’t forgive him because he didn’t touch black magic, and he still bullied him every day with his accomplices in different ways, West Fleurs thought wearily, if you can't be friends, you can't be. Why bother, he knows that Sirius Black is such an arrogant and rude person who likes to entertain himself with boring and malicious pranks.Severus knew his character, and he deserved to be hated.
Until the end of the fourth grade, Severus couldn't find his cat again. Thinking of Fandy, a bad premonition came to his mind. He called around anxiously and found a group of cats in the small garden. People, he pushed through layers of crowds, and was horrified to find that Fanxi was hanging on a tree branch with dried blood on her body.Among the onlookers, the Gryffindor four stood at the front.
"What you did was what you did, how dare you do it. How dare you! Hang a Fuchsia!" Severus called out his own magic that caused Sirius to hang upside down in mid-air.
"Disarm you! Calm down, Severus, there is no proof that Sirius did it. Sirius gave you Vancy, and he wouldn't do it." Lily hugged the furious Severus, afraid He pounced on him and killed Sirius.
Sirius stared at him sullenly, neither resisting nor speaking.
"Who else but him? Potter? Who else in the whole school would treat me like this, tell me." Severus yelled at his beloved girl angrily.
"I'm sure it wasn't James and the others. Let's talk about it after we find out, please, Severus."
Severus was crying in despair, he had never been so angry with her before, obviously the victim was him, but why did you protect Black and Potter?Tell me why Lily, are you in love with Potter?Are you leaving me?
Severus pushed Lily away, took off poor Vancy and hugged her in his arms, looking at Sirius and James with vicious hatred in his eyes.After that, he buried Fanxi next to Fan Di.Since then, he has never had any pets.
In the end, it was never found out who did it, but Severus could swear that the quartet had something to do with it.Perhaps from then on, he sowed the seeds of hatred for the two of them, and never reconciled in this life.
The group of four didn't seem to make him feel better. James Potter always made things difficult for Lily because of his feelings for him. They didn't know what bad things they said about him in front of Lily, which made Lily's attitude towards him change. Something went wrong, until the cold autumn in the fifth grade, when he was thrown into the cold black lake by the four of them, he was almost dragged to the bottom of the lake by the mermaid, Severus was shivering in embarrassment, and he was dragged ashore by someone, how much he wished Lily He can clearly see the essence of James Potter, but he is disappointed that although Lily defended him and scolded the foursome, from James' unrepentant laughter, he knew that he didn't care about Lily's scolding at all, because Lily would forgive Him, because Lily is in love with him.
"Severus, James promised me he wouldn't do this to you again."
"You're actually looking at my jokes, aren't you, Mudblood!" Lily slapped Severus hard as soon as he opened his mouth, and James also stepped forward to punch him hard.He covered his swollen face with regret.No Lily, it wasn't my intention, I didn't mean it, no, don't look at me like that, don't hate me.
"So that's how I am in your heart. I really admire you, Severus."
"No, don't go, Lily, I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it, forgive me, please, Lily." Severus rushed to grab Lily.The cold disappointment in her eyes pained him.
But James came up and punched him again. The other angry students surrounded him and didn't let him get close. He fell to his knees, his heart ached and his body ached. He wanted to cry, but his tear ducts dried up a long time ago.
"I told you it's impossible, why bother to humiliate yourself?" Sirius laughed and squatted down next to his ear, then left with a big laugh, mocking his bloody wound.
Severus' weak body suffered from the cold in the water, coupled with the mental shock, made him seriously ill, and what made him almost worse was that Lily never came to see him.
After he recovered from his illness, he pestered Lily, even if he squatted in front of the portrait at the entrance of Gryffindor, he would wait until Lily forgave him.But Lily said to him: Let it be between us, Severus, I still regard you as a friend, but in the future, I will keep in touch with you less, you are Slytherin, you love black magic, but I hate those, I'm afraid that continuing to be with you will make me hate you even more.
Lily is serious.She greeted Severus with a smile as usual, but her smile was polite and distant. She was in a high-profile relationship with James Potter, showing off her affection, but she never wanted to talk to Severus again. Les said something.Since Lily broke up with him, the foursome no longer bullied him maliciously, because James had no reason to target Severus, and those teasing and humiliating were nothing compared to the 'well-meaning' pranks that had happened before. It's a small thing.
☆、【Sirius X Severus】Self-deception 4
?Severus discovered that the Gryffindor foursome were doing something that was enough to get them expelled from school. He thought maliciously, could they just disappear if they revealed this secret, and never What about pestering Lily?But Severus tracked it down for a long time, and knew nothing except that they would disappear overnight on the night of the full moon.
Not long after the start of the sixth grade, Sirius came to him and said.
"I have something very important to tell you. Do you know the screaming shack, the scariest haunted house in England? It's the one near the school. Tomorrow night, when the moon is full, go there if you're brave enough. From the secret passage in the school kitchen. Get out, there is a trap at the Whomping Willow, and the Whomping Willow will not hurt anyone if you trigger the trap, go in from there, and I will wait for you there."
"What trick are you trying to play again, you think I'll be fooled?" Severus sneered.
"Don't say that, Severus, I didn't mean to tease you, really, why don't you trust me just once?"
It's been a long time since I heard him call his name so intimately, it's really disgusting to hear.
"Do you think I'm stupid? Is there anything you can't say now that you have to wait until the night of the full moon to go to the screaming booth?"
"It's very important, really, I can't say it now, I can only wait until tomorrow night, I want to tell you a secret, don't you really want to know?"
"What conspiracy do you have to tell me this secret?" Severus narrowed his eyes suspiciously, and he concluded that there must be a fraud in it.
"Think about it, I haven't bullied you for more than three months, I don't want to do those stupid things anymore, why can't we reconcile? Like before? I want to tell you this secret to show my sincerity. Seeing is believing. Is it?" Sirius's face was cramped, and the word lie was almost written on it.Of course Severus wouldn't believe his intentions.The so-called no bullying for three months is just because it happened to be in time for the summer vacation. After all, Sirius made fun of him yesterday, so today he is asking for reconciliation?Do not make jokes.He knew how much Sirius hated him.Severus hadn't forgotten how he had been humiliated the day of his Junior Wizarding Exams.
Severus didn't respond to him, but when he thought of that unknown secret, he still felt itchy in his heart. Seeing those people sneaking out again, Severus hesitated for a long time and followed secretly. He wanted to look at Black What kind of tricks are he playing? He has studied a lot of useful magic, and he swears that if they dare to play tricks on him, they must look good.
He triggered the mechanism of the Whomping Willow as Sirius said, and the Whomping Willow did not move. There was indeed a secret passage over there. He walked along the secret passage and came to the Shrieking Shed.A strange sound came from the screaming booth, as if something was holding back the pain and making a whining sound, what's going on?Is it really haunted? But he has been here several times and there is no ghost at all.
"Luminescent flickering." As soon as he yelled this spell, he smelled a strange fishy smell. Severus had been in contact with many potion ingredients and was very familiar with this smell. It was the smell of a wolf. Could it be that there Wolf?Damn it, Blake tricked him into feeding the wolves.
His fear was raised in his throat, and a wolf was hiding in the dark and staring at the delicious food in front of him.Severus ran away in fright, the wolf chased him out, Severus tripped and fell to the ground, and then the moonlight, he found that it was a werewolf, and there was a werewolf here.Just as the werewolf was about to pounce, a figure threw him to the ground from the side, avoiding the werewolf's attack, and he bound the werewolf with a binding spell.Pulled the startled Severus to his feet.At the same time a big black dog emerged from the grass.
"I didn't ask you to save him." The big black dog turned into a human and roared at the person who saved Severus, and he knew it was Sirius Black from the sound.
"You almost let him be bitten to death, it's not fun, Sirius, don't play this kind of game in the future." James Potter went to check on the bound werewolf, hugging him in his arms to comfort him.
"Blake? In order to keep your secret, you decided to let a werewolf bite me to seal my mouth, right?" Severus pointed his wand at Sirius, and glared angrily at Peter who appeared from the side.All three are together, missing on a full moon night, werewolves, and James Potter cares about werewolves, what does that mean?Remus Lupine is a werewolf.
"Misunderstanding, Severus." Sirius said with an apologetic smile.
"What a misunderstanding. I'll tell Dumbledore how you killed me."
"Quickly imprison." A curse hit Severus from behind, and Severus couldn't move at all, his eyes rolling in their sockets angrily.
"Please, Snape, this is really a misunderstanding. We didn't want your life, but Sirius. Anyway, what happened tonight can only be a secret for the five of us." James pointed at him with his wand Make a silent gesture. "Close your throat and seal your throat."
James then lifted the binding spell.
"Don't think I won't poke it out if you use this kind of magic." Severus said angrily.
"You're not afraid of backlash, just say it. You'd better keep it a secret," James said.
Severus was so angry that he almost bit his lip, he wouldn't do something that hurt himself, what do they mean?To have a werewolf come and bite him, and then suddenly save him, and it was saved by that dastardly Potter, was humiliating.By the way, they tricked him here just to keep the secret from leaking out, and chose to 'shut his throat' so that he would never tell the secret for the rest of his life.
Since the secret couldn't be revealed, he could only swallow his anger.
Life in grade 6 is still going round and round, repeating the same thing every day, and Lily is still unwilling to talk to him.The group of four often teased and teased him, and Severus gave up while suffering, because no one cared whether he touched black magic or not anyway.He hopes to pursue powerful power, use the resources provided by Lucius to re-study black magic, and also make breakthroughs in potion science. Lucius said that he will introduce him to the great Dark Lord.Severus naively believed that a person who could be admired by Lucius, even if he was evil, was a great person, and he would definitely achieve something by following him. On the other hand, the reason why he wanted to join was because Those Gryffindors hated Death Eaters and the Dark Arts.Anyway, in their eyes, he was already a dirty and evil wizard, why not make this a real fact?
One day, he must make Black and Potter look good.
Then came the seventh grade, ushered in the Triwizard Tournament, which will be held at the Durmstrang Academy of Magic, Severus was selected as the representative of Slytherin, of course it was academic, but no one had any hope of winning on top of him.The representatives of Gryffindor are actually James and Sirius.Couldn't Merlin's rotten underpants make his last year as a student a little more comfortable?
Back in the last summer vacation, Severus thought of a good idea to make James hate Lily, thanks to a certain Potions class that inspired him.After several improvements and experiments on the prescription, after Lucius almost fainted in shock, Severus finally let out a smirk of satisfaction.Finally made a finished product.
It is almost impossible for a man who is a man at heart to make feminine expressions and movements, unless he is a genius with outstanding acting skills. It is impossible for a man who has read countless flowers to be attracted to such a woman. interest.But if a man completely turns into a woman who is more feminine than a woman, then what kind of man can resist such a deadly temptation?
Not long after arriving in Durmstrang, after the first match started, Severus took drugs and deliberately appeared near the group of four, not only attracting the attention of a group of men, but also successfully attracting the attention of the group of four. He pretended to be a contestant One of the warriors, Potter, intentionally flirted with him, but the effect was not obvious. One was because the other three people warned James that he had a target, and the other was that Sirius had taken a fancy to him and always blocked his sight and stood in front of him. dangling.Seeing that these two games have passed, there is no chance to date James, so that the reporter can take some useful photos and publish them in the "Daily Prophet".
"Will you be my dance partner? Dear Viola." Sirius swayed in front of his eyes once again, and put on a disgustingly infatuated look.
"But you're not a warrior, Sirius." Severus, pretending to be Viola, lowered his head shyly, but actually cursed the annoying stupid dog thousands of times in his heart.
"Why waste time on James? He has a girlfriend and a dance partner," said Sirius.
Mentioning this to get angry, damn James actually invited a 14-year-old cousin who is not too tall for a woman to be his dance partner.What exactly went wrong?So many people are obsessed with the glamorous Violet, but James just doesn't like him.No, I have to think of a different way, if the seduction fails, at least I have to use other ways to retaliate against him.
"I know I'm not a warrior, but I have a brave heart that doesn't lose to James." Sirius raised Vieira's chin and said affectionately. "Besides, there are reasons why James doesn't like you. First, he has a girlfriend. Second, you look a bit like someone he hates."
"Who?" Severus was startled, had he been spotted?He has increased the dose, no matter how you look at it, there is nothing similar to his original appearance!
"A nuisance you don't know, we don't mention him," said Sirius.
You're the nuisance, all of you are nuisances, Severus held back the twitch on his face and continued to smile.
"Tell me, how do I look like that, idiot. You hate me too?" Violet scolded.
"No, no, dear, don't say that, how could I hate you, I love you too late, your eyes are all cold, but your eyes are so beautiful that people like it, his kind is annoying .”
Damn it, Blake was comparing a man's eyes with a woman's, and he was a complete woman anyway, didn't he notice how wrong his words were?If he had a girlfriend, he would definitely be mad at him.
"What else?" Viola continued to ask with a half-smile.
"The hair is all black."
Now Severus will have to go black. Viola's hair is black and waist-length curly hair, while Severus's hair is a bit long, but it only reaches the shoulders. Severus is still underage, and his hair is cut The fall will always grow out, and he gave up.Sirius's methods of picking up girls are almost zero, except for his handsome face that can attract people, he basically loses both EQ and IQ.
"Why do you hate him?" asked.
"He loves everything I hate, he hates everything I love, he is doomed to degenerate. His hair is always greasy, his nose is big and ugly, his skin is so pale that it disgusts, and his indifference makes me angry, Being thin and short is annoying to look at."
"Do you know him?"
"what?"
Viola slapped him angrily, and Sirius innocently covered his face and looked at the angry beautiful girl inexplicably, his eyes full of confusion.
"You don't know him, you don't know why he fell for it, you don't know why his hair is greasy, why his nose is ugly, why his skin is pale, why he is indifferent, and why he is short and thin, you don't know these things, but you But hate him." Viola was angry at his humiliating adjective. "Presumably he hates you more, and he doesn't understand why you are targeting him, but I think he doesn't bother to know why you are. Because he doesn't care about you other than hating you."
"You're so kind, my dear, you actually think of him so much." Sirius's completely inappropriate response completely broke Viola's patience, and she slapped her again and left angrily.It's troublesome to pretend to be a woman. As a man, he should shake his fist.
"Honey, you haven't promised me yet, I will wait for you." Sirius yelled from behind.Viola cursed him thousands of times in her heart again, and at the same time raised her middle finger. ?
☆、【Sirius X Severus】Self-deception 5
?Self-deception 5
But in the end Severus still didn't resist Sirius' entanglement and agreed to be his dance partner.This ball was the last time he would see James, and he would take the opportunity to teach him a hard lesson.
On the day of the ball, as Viola, he put on the ball gown specially customized for him by Lucius, and he appeared at the ball holding the hand of Sirius. He was astonishing when he first appeared on the stage, surpassing the veela from Beauxbaton Girls' School Warrior, as a girl, he was very shy. Severus had never been used to being the center of attention, especially when he was ridiculed and looked at coldly. It was really uncomfortable to be stared at by so many people with admiration all of a sudden.Severus was a little thankful that he was a girl, otherwise, in a man's heart, he would be ashamed to find a hole to slip in.
The three warriors and their partners lead the dance and it's their turn.Sirius hugged Viola's slender waist tightly, and Viola suspected that Sirius was taking advantage of the opportunity.He struggled lightly, but Sirius hugged him even tighter.Merlin's rotten underpants, let the song end quickly, so that he can avoid clingy stupid dogs and take the opportunity to get close to James, otherwise he won't be able to prescribe medicine.However, Viola couldn't dance at all, and his posture was very bad. His high heels made Sirius pale and looked really painful. Viola smiled maliciously, and stepped on harder.
"You still refuse to tell me who you live in, or I can't invite you to my house." Sirius endured the pain and said.
"What are you doing at your house?" Viola said.
"Teach you to dance, obviously you need to practice more, we dance slowly, dance forever." Sirius flung Viola out, then pulled him back into his arms, startling him.
lifetime?Is this stupid dog flirting?Lucius once said that if a man who is not familiar with eachother says to a woman, he is definitely bragging, just to flirt, not sincerely. Thinking of this, Severus felt that he was even more disgusting, he didn't like it fickle person.
After the first piece of music was over, Sirius still held Viola's waist tightly, leaving other people who wanted to take over, and left bitterly, while James was dancing with other women and had no intention of chatting with her at all. Meaning, damn it, stupid dog, can't you find someone else?
"Why do you always look at others? I'm so close to you." Sirius clasped Viola's chin in displeasure, making him look directly at him.Viola was in pain, and couldn't help but groan. "Not only do you look like him, but you also have the same personality. You always look at others."
"Let go, if my jaw drops, I will kill you." Viola looked at Sirius who suddenly became irritable and sinister, feeling baffled. What nonsense is he talking about?Does he always change his temper like this?
"I'm sorry, honey, I didn't mean to." Sirius let go of his chin and smiled apologetically, looking very sincere.
But Viola knew very well that it was just an illusion.
"You must have done it on purpose." Viola said angrily.
"I really didn't mean it. Believe me, I was just jealous. I love you so much, but you always stare at James." Sirius said.
"You don't love me at all, and I don't like your hypocrisy." Viola said.
"No, my dear, I really like you and I really want to marry you. If you'd like to tell me your address."
"Married? Do you think I'm stupid? We just met."
"Time is not an issue, we have a lifetime to fall in love slowly."
"You...well" Viola still wanted to scold him, but unexpectedly his lips were kissed, oh no, he stuck his tongue in.Viola couldn't break free from the giant strength of Sirius, and wanted to bite him, but he pushed a pill from his mouth, a sweet and greasy taste spread over the taste buds, his body became a little limp, and his mind was a little dizzy, It was something like a drug, and damn it, Sirius Black came prepared, he couldn't guard against it.
Seeing that Viola no longer resisted, Sirius passionately kissed him presumptuously. Viola complied with his movements in confusion and responded instinctively.
"Honey, will you marry me?" Sirius enticed with a low voice kissing his ear.
"Okay." Viola responded obediently.
"say you Love Me."
"I love you."
……
When Viola woke up and felt the warm body, he opened his eyes suddenly, and found himself in Sirius' arms, being hugged tightly, he pushed him away, touched his body, it was good, And well dressed.Looking at the dark environment, they were in the warm indoor garden, he remembered that Sirius drugged him and kissed him, but his memory only stayed in the banquet hall, as to why he was here and what he did here He knows nothing.
"What did you do to me?" Viola drew out her wand and pointed at him.
Sirius stared at his wand with a stiff face and was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled gently, which made Viola flustered.He hated Sirius' volatile personality.
"Nothing, just kissing." Sirius laughed.
"why?"
"I said I loved you, darling." Sirius laughed.
"You don't even know who I am."
"It's secondary, the important thing is that we love each other."
"But I don't love you. Besides, even if I'm a Death Eater, would you still love me?" Viola felt an indescribable pain in her chest.He hated Sirius who was full of lies, and since he couldn't harm Potter, he could only take revenge on him.
Sirius' face twitched for a moment, and the smile returned quickly.
"You just love talking nonsense."
Viola put down her wand and threw herself into Sirius' arms. Sirius wanted to kiss him. He offered his cherry lips, and while Sirius was indulging in it, he took out a syringe-like thing that was smaller and thinner from his skirt , into his buttocks.Sirius fainted in an instant, Viola smiled sinisterly, stripped Sirius naked, and hung him up on the clock tower by magic. Durmstrang was falling into the winter night sky with fluffy snow. The school's snow is affected by magic, so it's not too cold, but it's enough to hang on it all night.
When Severus woke up in a fairly good mood early in the morning, he heard about the commotion in front of the clock tower this morning not long after he left the dormitory. Black from Hogwarts was revenged by a mysterious beauty Hanging on the bell tower for one night, I almost froze to death. This will be treated in the treatment wing, and I will have to recuperate for half a month.Severus was in a good mood and ate a little more of his meal that day.
Sirius's obsession with Viola was unusually deep, even if he was teased like this, which almost violated the criminal law, he didn't care about it, he still thought about the little princess, and wanted to see him again.Severus laughed at his perverted emotion and nearly got into a fight with him.
As for the kiss that day, it was like being bitten by a dog.
The memory of Hogwarts' seven years here is over.There are only a few words on one page in the diary about his three years of graduation. He graduated at the age of 18 and was recommended by Lucius to officially become a Death Eater. At the age of 19, Lily married Potter, and Lucius Narcissa married. At 20, Draco Malfoy was born and became godfather, secretly.Harry Potter is born.
Seeing this, Severus was so angry that he threw the diary away again. The damned Potter abducted Lily and gave birth to a little Potter. Similarly, Lily still did not forgive him.
When Severus finally finished reading the memories of his life, he sat in a chair and kept the stove burning, contemplating the pain that had happened over the years.
The young self who is in charge doesn't understand, and the middle-aged self who is a bystander doesn't understand anymore, then his brain really needs to be repaired again.He and Sirius have been entangled in personal grievances for many years, and he has long since forgotten the fact that they have been in contact with each other and even raised cats.I also forgot that I once wondered sadly why Sirius was unwilling to stop his evil deeds of bullying even though he knew he had given up black magic.
A selfish and cowardly guy like Sirius only uses escape, self-hypnosis and extreme violence to deceive himself and others.
"It's time to rest, professor. Tomorrow is the birthday party for little master Draco." Billy the elf appeared with a 'crack'.
"Are the presents ready?" Severus asked, resting his weary head.
"Everything is ready, Professor."
……
This year is Draco's second year in charge of the Malfoy family, which is of great significance. Malfoy has invited almost all the ancient families, even the poor Weasley family, which Lucius despises the most. It can be seen that Lucius It is really intentional to transition the current tense political situation.
Severus didn't like to join in the fun. After drinking with the protagonists of the Malfoy family, he came to the food alone and picked something to eat. Many former students who wanted to say hello to him stopped and walked away.
"Look who I saw, can you really see what's on the table? What's the matter with Lucius, aren't you afraid that his poor junior will fall down on the dance floor in embarrassment?" Very deliberate sneer.
"Who are you?" Severus said, giving him a cold look.
Sirius froze when he saw the joke, and pulled his face down.
"Sirius Black, you really don't remember me?" Sirius asked suspiciously.
"Remember, the one that was hung on the bell tower for one night."
"How old are you?" Sirius blanched and grabbed Severus' wrist.
"17! Just the age to remember your scandal." Severus withdrew his hand and rubbed his pinched wrist.
"Are you glad I'm being fooled like this?" Sirius snapped.
"I'm so happy, I even lost my appetite." Severus snorted coldly, and deliberately stuffed a piece of brownie into his mouth.
"I really don't know if your memory confusion is real or just pretending. Has no one told you that I already know the truth about Viola?" Sirius said.
"I thought you knew that from the start. Don't tell me you've been lying to yourself for 20 years" Severus said in surprise.
"What do you mean?"
"My wand, when I thought about the whole process carefully, I realized that, in fact, when I pointed at you, you already recognized that it was my wand, didn't you?"
"I didn't recognize it."
"Really? Looks like I overestimated your good memory. So? How do you want to get back at me?"
Severus wasn't on guard, didn't even touch his wand, instead he held his hand and looked at him coldly, he wanted to see how long Black's vengeance could last.However, Sirius just clenched his fists and held back, confronting Severus without saying a word.After a few minutes passed, Severus lost his patience and turned to leave, but was grabbed by the wrist again.
"I don't want to fight you at Lucius' house," Severus said.
"Then go outside after the banquet. It's time to finish it," said Sirius. ?
☆、【Sirius X Severus】Self-deception 6
?Harry and Draco held Sirius half compulsively asking him to go to Severus
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