What kind of bad thoughts can I have after being reborn?

Zhao Jinshu couldn't help laughing as he looked at Doctor Xu's anxious back.Cheng Yu couldn't help being curious, "Is Your Highness familiar with Imperial Physician Xu?"

Zhao Jinshu nodded slightly, "Brother Daoist, do you know why I called you Axiu when I saw you in Anqing County?" Cheng Yu was slightly taken aback, at that time he thought it was Zhao Jinshu's youthful heart who had given him the name.

"Axiu, it's my mother's name!" Cheng Yu was slightly surprised.In his previous life, Zhao Jinshu never mentioned his mother to him, he only knew that his mother was a lowly maid.Because of Emperor Xuan's dew and grace overnight, Zhao Jinshu was born.Not long after Zhao Jinshu was born, this court lady was registered as a concubine.But not long after, Zhao Jinshu was adopted by the palace people, and the concubine died in the palace due to a cold.

"My mother is just the first servant girl in this palace. Because she is so good at embroidery, some court ladies and eunuchs call her Axiu! I remember that one year when the spring was cold, the windows in my palace were broken by the strong wind. As soon as the cold wind blows, I have a fever. Just when my mother came out to see me, I saw that my high fever did not go away. I remembered the method in my hometown. My mother stabbed the cinnabar in my ears. It is said that the king of hell likes good-looking little boys , my mother put cinnabar on my ears. This way, the ecstasy kid will think that I am a woman and let me go. Maybe I should die. That day coincided with the doctor Xu's pulse diagnosis for the maid, and my mother was on the way Stop him and discuss some prescriptions."

"Your mother... is fine..." Cheng Yu patted Zhao Jinshu on the shoulder, wanting to comfort him, but unexpectedly Zhao Jinshu turned around and hugged him, Cheng Yu froze slightly, unable to bear to push away her arms Zhao Jinshu trembled inside.He stroked his hair with his hands.

"I sometimes think that it would be great if I hadn't been born in this world. My mother will be released from the palace when she is 25 years old. I know that there is always someone waiting for her outside the palace, but when I come, my mother will be trapped and die in the palace. In this imperial city."

"Brother Daochang, you are fine. I thought you were fine the first time I saw you. I have never seen a person smile at me so gently. I still remember when you stood under the plum tree and looked at me I look like you, Brother Daochang, I..."

"What did you say?" Zhao Yuzhi stopped the hair in his hand.Liu Yuan knelt on the ground, trembling and repeating what he said just now.Just now he was ordered to invite His Highness, Young Master, but unexpectedly he came across such an unsightly scene.

"Slave, I just saw His Highness hugging the young master!" Zhao Yuzhi just wanted to get up when he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his head and his eyes went dark.He fell straight backwards, and the last thing he heard was Liu Yuan exclaiming His Majesty.

When he woke up again, the first thing he saw was the familiar yet unfamiliar curtain.Is he being sent back to the bedroom?The noisy voice in my ear gradually became clearer.

"You imperial doctors, when you are fighting for power and profit, you are not willing to be the queen. The emperor is sick every day, and you are pushing each other. The imperial hospital is full of rice buckets? And you concubines, dressed up on weekdays Not only did it not bloom for the royal family, but even a small seedling could not be seen!"

The concubines in the harem were so scolded by the queen mother that they dare not speak out, but they vomited bitterness in their hearts.Since the new emperor came to the throne, they changed their makeup every day, but His Majesty didn't know if he hadn't recovered from the blow of the previous emperor's collapse.Seeing them was like seeing a stake.

The Empress Dowager was originally a small businessman, so it was extremely inappropriate to reprimand her in front of foreign ministers.Zhao Yuzhi just wanted to speak to stop him, but before he could say anything, he coughed twice.

"Mother... Queen Mother, it's none of other people's business, it's my own problem."

Tears welled up in the Empress Dowager's eyes, and she took Zhao Yuzhi's hand, "Son, you are the emperor of the Daxing Kingdom, and the luck of the entire Daxing Kingdom is with you. Your son, you will be fine!"

Zhao Yuzhi didn't feel like pulling back his hand, "Mother, I have troubled you and my uncle to worry about state affairs these days! My son feels deeply guilty..."

The empress dowager's eyes flashed with guilt, and she took the medicine bowl from the maid beside her.

"Emperor, you drink the medicine first. When you recover from illness, mother will discuss with your uncle and you will be in charge." Zhao Yuzhi looked at the dark medicine juice in the bowl and shook his head.

"Mother, I want to ask you something." The queen mother paused slightly with the spoon in her hand, "The emperor's health is critical, so I can talk to you after you drink the medicine."

Zhao Yuzhi shook his head with a pale face, and the Queen Mother couldn't help trembling slightly when she saw such a scene.I could barely hold the spoon.One hand gently held the trembling wrist, Zhao Yuzhi's wrist was like a piece of red-hot chromium iron.

"Mother, do I have a younger brother?"

The queen mother's tears fell involuntarily, and she gestured to the personal eunuch with her eyes.After a while, the imperial physicians and concubines in the room were all invited outside the palace.The queen mother wiped her tears desperately and shook her head. "Prince, don't listen to other people's nonsense. Mother only has you as a son in this life. You can rest assured to recuperate. Mother will invite the best doctor for you."

After speaking, he left the dragon bed as if he wanted to escape.It's just that her wrist is still held by Zhao Yuzhi.

Cheng Yu and Zhao Jinshu who were outside the hall looked at each other.Hearing that the emperor had fainted, the two of them ran over.But when the queen mother and the concubines arrived, the two of them were squeezed to the periphery.Now that the concubines have been kicked out, the two of them are closer to the main hall.Cheng Yu frowned slightly, and signaled Zhao Jinshu with his eyes, "Axiu knows about this?"

Zhao Jinshu nodded his head slightly, perhaps because his face was slightly flushed because he confided his heart just now.Very few people in the palace knew about this matter.But it's not that no one knows, but everyone chooses to keep silent about it.Emperor Xuan's heirs were weak, and several princes and princesses of Mr. Zao died young. There was only one princess who was an adult, and a pair of brothers Zhao Yuzhi and Zhao Jinshu.

If there was another prince who was born with the same mother as Zhao Yuzhi, how rich and honored he is now compared to King Ping.

Seeing the flustered expression of the Queen Mother, Zhao Yuzhi felt a little more certain in his heart, and closed his eyes as if trying to calm down some kind of emotion.When he opened his eyes again, there was no panic in his eyes.

"Where is he now?"

"He's dead!" the Queen Mother sobbed, covering her nose with a handkerchief. "Huang Er, do you still remember the fire more than ten years ago?"

Seeing Zhao Yuzhi's pale face, the Queen Mother was even more sad, "That child's life is miserable, did he escape?"

Cheng Yu felt strange in his heart that the former emperor's heirs were not blessed.When Princess Yongning was born.Her mother was born with a small surname, but she also managed a prosperous life.Not even losing to some princes.Since the queen mother entered the central palace, she has always been favored.Why is this prince not recorded by historians, but instead raised in secret in the deep palace?

"Jinshu, Cheng...Xia Xiaohou, come in!"

When the queen mother saw Cheng Yu who pushed the door and entered, her face suddenly became a little distorted.This child is more like Cheng Huaisu than ten years ago.

"You also heard outside the door just now that I have a younger brother. This younger brother was born with me!"

Since the founding of the Daxing Dynasty, there has been a saying that twins are inauspicious.Ordinary people have twins in their families.If you don't believe it, you can set off firecrackers and drink moon wine as usual.But the twins were born in the royal family, and things were much more serious.Usually just stay one and go one.One prince was left in the palace, and the other was abandoned.But since Emperor Wen ascended the throne, such bad habits have become rare.

Cheng Yu immediately understood in his heart that Zhao Yuzhi was the eldest son, the concubine, and the current emperor.Naturally, no one could have the same face as him.Even if this person is his own brother.Obviously, the two have the same parents and the same blood.But being robbed of all the honor and attention by another self, he doesn't even have the qualifications to live under the sun.

"As an older brother, I didn't protect my younger brother at all! I think he must have resentment..." Panting slightly, he stretched out his hand to Zhao Jinshu: "Jinshu helps me to sit down for a while." Zhao Jinshu hurried forward, He lifted Zhao Yuzhi and stuffed a pillow behind his back.

Although Zhao Yuzhi's face was still a little pale, it was much better than before.

"Liu Yuan, the Empress Dowager is tired. You send the Empress Dowager back to the bedroom first, and let all the concubines disperse. I want to settle this matter myself."

After the queen mother left, Zhao Yuzhi's expression gradually softened.

"Since the death of my father, my body has not been as good as before. In the past six months, I have been having nightmares. I always think that it is caused by the excessive sadness of my father's death."

Looking at Cheng Yu, he still lowered his head.Zhao Yuzhi said again: "It must be that younger brother who has always hated me, Xia Qing, can you let me meet him?"

Cheng Yu had doubts in his heart. He naturally knew what Zhao Yuzhi meant, but the pain of leaving his soul was not acceptable to ordinary people, not to mention Zhao Yuzhi's sickly body.

"The body of the holy dragon is precious, and the guilty minister is willing to leave his soul to share the worries of His Majesty!"

"This..." Zhao Yuzhi's expression moved slightly, as if he couldn't bear it and said: "This will cause Xia Qing to suffer. Xia Qing understands this matter for me. If you encounter any difficulties, just speak up."

The movements of the palace guards were extremely fast, less than a cup of tea.His cage appeared right in front of the case.

Cheng Yu looked at the talisman papers inside, incense sticks, iron bells, and wooden swords were all there.

Melt the talisman water and drink it up.

Zhao Jinshu stretched out his hand to catch Cheng Yu's fallen body, but he didn't dare to help Cheng Yu onto the dragon bed.He simply leaned Cheng Yu's head on his lap, looked up and saw Zhao Yuzhi staring at him thoughtfully.Zhao Jinshu's face was slightly hot.

When Cheng Yu got out of his body, it was already dark.The best time to leave the soul is after sunset, when the soul loses its physical body as a barrier and cannot stand the blazing sun during the day.

Sticking to the Taomu sword, he walked around Zhao Yuzhi.Haven't seen any suspicious shadows.Cheng Yu simply withdrew his sword and walked towards the Royal Garden.

Today's Royal Garden seems to be no different from ten years ago, Cheng Yu feels a little ridiculous.Life is one life, vegetation is one autumn.The flowers of today are no longer the flowers of the past.Only the magnolia tree above the head seems to be much thicker than in memory.I still remember a child throwing stones into the lake under the magnolia tree.

The corner of Cheng Yu's mouth curled up, and he couldn't help showing a little smile.