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Matt has been restless all day today.

Lin Nan took sick leave without warning in the morning, and now his position has been vacant. Matt asked him how he was doing, and he just faltered and didn't say what was wrong.

After getting off work, Matt parked the car at the railway crossing and waited for the red light.A Caltrain rumbled by, and the countdown showed 2 full minutes.

Matt rolled down the window to get some fresh air.He was depressed and worried about Lin Nan all the time, afraid that something would happen to him.

When was the last time someone was this nervous? Matt himself forgot.

His longing for love has gradually faded with age, and is no longer as intense as it was in his youth.

It's like riding a roller coaster many times, knowing when to climb, when to dive, when to make a 360-degree turn, and when to stop abruptly.

When you are passionately in love, you clearly know that the secretion of dopamine will return to normal at the moment, and when you fall in love, you also know that no matter how painful it is, there will be a day when you will get better.

He even knew when to let go and how to walk away in order to give both parties a decent ending.

Everything about love seems to have no suspense. Falling in love is like a spoiled movie, or like a game where the outcome is told in advance.When the love is strong, I predict that it will go out, and when the heartache is extremely painful, I know that everything will eventually pass.

For these reasons, he hadn't had a heartbeat for a long time.

So when this slowly sprouting crush appeared, even he himself felt incredible.

How could he still feel his heart?

Most of the time, no matter how violent Crush is, it will cool down sooner or later if left unchecked.But he didn't want it to cool off just yet, at least not yet.

"Just take a look and make sure he's okay," he convinced himself.

So he turned the car around in the next second, stepped on the accelerator, and drove towards Lin Nan's house.

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At the same time, Lin Nan was stuffing sheets into the washing machine.Although there are aunts who come to clean up at a fixed time every week, he is embarrassed to leave these "evidences" to aunts to clean up.

He stared at the white sheets circling in the washing machine in a daze.

Looking back on this journey, when was he "bent" by Qin Chuan?

From entering the job, to being fired, to getting married, and then living together.Thinking about it carefully, each step is like a series of traps set by Qin Chuan, and he himself jumped one after another without hesitation.

Qin Chuan didn't ask indiscriminately yesterday, he was so rude to him...

So hateful!

Although Lin Nan was very angry with Qin Chuan, he was most angry with himself!

Why?When he finally realized that he had been designed and tricked by others all along, why he still couldn't control himself and got deeper and deeper?

Is it because I have no brains, no reason, or is it subconsciously willing to submit obediently?

This mess seems to be unreasonable.

The most hateful thing is that once he remembered what happened last night, his body reacted shamelessly again, and the small/tent/tent swelled up unconsciously...

"Am I a pervert? Why can't I stop wanting it even after being treated roughly? What's wrong with me?"

A doorbell rang, interrupting Lin Nan's thoughts.

"Maybe it's a courier?" He thought to himself, so he didn't answer the door.

After 2 minutes, the doorbell rang again, and he walked to the door, looked out from the peephole, and found that it was Matt.

Ahhhhhhhh, what can I do, now he has a large hickey mark on his chest, and the little brother under his crotch is also very energetic at the moment...

"Wait a minute... wait a moment... I'll open the door after I clean up the house a little..." Lin Nan shouted to the outside.

At present, there is an urgent need for a plan to delay the attack: how can we calm down the little brother who is just excited?

"Yes!", Lin Nan was quick to think, and began to meditate in his heart: "Lagrange multiplier method, L'Hopital's rule, Cauchy's formula, Taylor series, Fermat's last theorem, twin prime numbers, Riemann's conjecture, C++ , Python, javascript, the United Nations, the IRS, DMV, the midnight bell, the old corpse in the mountain village, Song Xiaobao, Han Zigao..."

After reciting it like this, I don't know which vocabulary played the role, but the little brother calmed down anyway.

He hurried to the bedroom to find himself a turtleneck sweater and put it on indiscriminately, so as to cover the marks on his neck.

Lin Nan quickly ran to the living room and opened the door, panting, "Why are you here?" The damn sweater was too hot, and sweat covered his forehead.

Matt: "I'm sorry, but I was the one to say hello. I just wanted to see you. Just make sure you're okay."

Lin Nan pretended to cough twice: "Oh, I'm fine, thank you for coming to see me. Would you like to come in and sit for a while?"

Matt hesitated a little and said, "Okay."

Lin Nan opened the refrigerator and asked, "What would you like to drink? There are orange juice, beer, sparkling water, and coconut water."

"Ice water is fine," Matt replied.

Lin Nan added ice cubes to the water and brought them to Matt.

The moment he stretched out his hand, the strangle/mark on his wrist slipped out from under the sweater.

Lin Nan was shocked, he quickly withdrew his hand and put it behind his back.

Matt saw Lin Nan's wrist was bruised, grabbed his arm back, and asked eagerly, "What is this?"

Lin Nan: "No... nothing..."

Matt found that Lin Nan was still wearing a turtleneck sweater in this warm weather, and he couldn't help feeling suspicious.

A terrifying thought spontaneously occurred to him: "Qin Chuan hit you?!"

Lin Nan was stunned, thinking: It's over, it's over, how can I explain this?

He searched his guts, trying to find a reasonable and plausible excuse to bring this matter over.Can't admit to Matt that the bruises are because of that shit...

Lin Nan: "No... nothing... I'm really fine..."

Matt was anxious: "If he hits you, we can go to the police now!!!"

Lin Nan quickly explained: "No, no, this..."

Just when Lin Nan was at a loss, Qin Chuan suddenly appeared at the door of the house.

Qin Chuan saw Matt from the doorbell camera 15 minutes ago.

He was very anxious, so he speeded all the way, overtook on the right side, changed lanes in a snake shape, ran yellow lights, and drove crazily to his home.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Matt holding Lin Nan's hands, his eyes full of pity.The two are still so close!

Qin Chuan's blood pressure soared in an instant, and he shouted: "Did you rob someone and come to Lao Tzu's house?"

Without hesitating for a second, he swung a heavy fist and hit Matt firmly on the left side of the face...

The author says:

lagrange sorry