Scumbag's contract canary

Tang Du became addicted to Yuan Xi's index finger wearing his ring, and lay on the bed playing with his hand all the time.Yuan Xi turned his back to Tang Du, and was held in his arms. Every time Tang Du rubbed, Yuan Xi felt the blood vessels in his fingers connect to his heart, creating a cavity of sour water.

Tang Du asked him whether he wanted to stay in Washington or go back to San Francisco, his tone was brisk, as if Yuan Xi was prepared for wherever he chose, and he was looking forward to it.

Yuan Xi moved under the blanket, but there was no obvious answer.

Tang Du was considerate of his inability to speak, so he came up with an idea temporarily, saying that if he wanted to go back to San Francisco, he would kiss his fingers, and if he stayed here, he would kiss him.

Obviously, Tang Du thought that Yuan Xi wanted to stay, so when Yuan Xi's warm lips touched his fingertips after a while, Tang Du was not very happy.

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Tang Du found out that something was wrong with Yuan Xi very late, his breathing was very suppressed, with a slight nasal sound in his light exhortation, and he was reluctant to turn his head for a long time.

Turning on the light in the room, Tang Du sat up and lowered his head from a high place, only to see Yuan Xi covering his face with big teardrops rolling out from between his fingers.

His mind went blank for a moment, and Tang Du took out a lot of paper at Yuan Xi's face at a loss, wanting to wipe it for him, but he didn't know where to start, with a clumsy look.

When Yuan Xi was like this before, Tang Du would only ask him coldly, "Why are you crying again", and then reluctantly go to coax him.

Yuan Xi felt a little funny when he was sad, sobbing and couldn't stop, Tang Du carefully picked him up from his armpit.

Yuan Xi pressed his forehead against Tang Du's chest, feeling that his whole body was full of muscles, which made him feel uncomfortable at all.

After returning to San Francisco, there were still two days left for Yuanxi's May Day.Tang Du said that he would not have time to accompany him until the last day, and Yuan Xi could only have dinner with him in the evening.

After dinner, Tang Du would drag him around the street, and they would hold hands among the crowds, like a real couple, not just kissing and having sex.

Sometimes Yuan Xi would stare at Tang Du's sleeping face in a daze, wondering if Tang Du treated him well, and then found that this was a question that couldn't be answered because he couldn't locate it.Tang Du didn't even ask why he cried that day, it must not be because he cared about Yuan Xi's emotions or wanted to leave him a separate space, but felt that Yuan Xi crying on the bed was too common.

Tang Du really thought so.What he didn't understand was that Yuan Xi was unhappy in San Francisco.

Yuan Xi has been lacking in interest since the opening ceremony, and he couldn't even look at the paintings with him. He said that he loves art so much, but he didn't even have any paintings that he wanted to take home. Tang Du never found out that he stayed in front of any work for more than unusual time.

He thought he was considerate enough, but he just forgot to check the information of the artist himself.

How can there be a person who is sometimes very considerate, sometimes self-righteous, sometimes naive and proud, sometimes cruel, sometimes makes you think that he might also like you, and sometimes looks down on you indifferently.Tang Du's various behaviors often make Yuan Xi feel that he is in a dense and dark forest, afraid and lost.

The night before Yuan Xi was going to leave, Tang Du went back to the hotel early, took off his suit and changed into a casual jacket, and Yuan Xi, wearing a sweater and denim, got into the car without saying where he was going.

The car was getting farther and farther away from the urban area. Looking out from the straight road, the Ferris wheel with colorful lights stood in the darkness.

When Tang Du actually took out the ticket to the playground, Yuan Xi felt something collapse in his heart.

"You seem to like playing these things very much, so I want you to see where it would be more fun."

Yuan Xi took the one that belonged to him, and his chest heaved at a place Tang Du didn't notice.

After entering the amusement park, Tang Du took Yuan Xi straight into the shopping mall selling souvenirs. Yuan Xi's wrist was held in his palm. .Swag "You like to buy things in this kind of place, don't you?"

It was only in the shopping mall that Tang Du let go of Yuan Xi's hand, looking around purposefully.

Yuan Xi didn't want anything, so he followed him around.

Tang Du stayed in front of each shelf for a very short time, without exception, looking from top to bottom, from left to right, and quickly went to the next shelf without picking up anything.

Yuan Xi gradually became sure that he was looking for something, and he was so focused on finding it that he ignored the text message Yuan Xi sent asking what he wanted to buy while holding the phone.

In the end Tang Du didn't pick what he wanted, and pretended that nothing had happened, casually pointed to the cabinet full of plush toys, "Choose one."

Yuan Xi dubiously took away the smallest white bear, saw Tang Du raised the corner of his mouth, and reached out to touch his face.

"Pay the bill."

Tang Du took the bear away from Yuan Xi, and Yuan Xi went to the door to wait for him. There were many children in the shopping mall. Yuan Xi looked down at them playing for a while, and suddenly his head sank.

A mainspring is put on.

Yuan Xi looked back and saw Tang Du, who held a gift bag in his hand, revealing a bit of the white bear's fur.

"Let's go." Tang Du held his hand, making Yuan Xi not only unable to see what was on his head, but also unable to touch it.

Tang Du's appearance in the amusement park is a bit funny, which is specifically reflected in the fact that he always stands in front of various amusement facilities with a serious face, and analyzes for Yuan Xi how fun they are compared to the danger factor. In the end, I followed Yuanxi to many very scary projects with an attitude of resignation.

Yuan Xi thought Tang Du was afraid of heights, but in reality he wasn't.He walked up and down steadily, as if he was still at the scene of a press conference, which made Yuan Xi find it interesting.

On the road, he met a man in a doll costume selling cotton candy, Tang Du even took the initiative to buy one for Yuan Xi, Yuan Xi looked at the cotton candy and then at him, but Tang Du still didn't say a word and didn't explain.

They sat on a bench by the lake, Tang Du watched over Yuanxi to eat, and he had to eat before leaving. At this time, he came up with his theory, saying that it is very difficult to eat food with sticks on the road with so many people. irrational.

Listening to what he said, Yuan Xi wanted to do something that did not conform to Tang Du's rules.Because at this time, he will talk a lot, unlike the person who has always been cold and cherishes words like gold.

After Yuan Xi finished eating the marshmallow, Tang Du whispered as if he couldn't help it: "When are the fireworks?"

Yuan Xi was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Tang Du to take him to watch the fireworks. Seeing that he had to wait for a long time, he sent him a message cruelly: The fireworks in the playground are usually at seven or eight o'clock, so you may not be able to see them. arrive.

It's not possible that you won't see it, but you will definitely not see it. When Yuan Xi got the ticket, he saw that the fireworks display was an item to attract tourists, and the time and place of the start were marked in very clear words.

Tang Du didn't pay attention, and acted like he really wanted to see it, which made Yuan Xi a little disappointed.

After reading Yuan Xi's news, Tang Du paused on the spot for a long time, frowned and said to himself, originally his voice was very low, but Yuan Xi overheard him: "There are no fireworks, what are you doing in the amusement park?"

Yuan Xi walked a long way on his own, and he didn't care that Tang Du walked so fast and was thrown far away by him.

In the end Tang Du chased him angrily and asked him what he was doing, but Yuan Xi ignored him.

Tang Du immediately realized that Yuan Xi seemed to be angry, and he couldn't figure out the reason. At the same time, the fact that he couldn't see the fireworks hadn't passed yet. When they entered the playground, their happy mood froze to ice with the stiff atmosphere.

After walking forward with his head depressed for a long time, Tang Du asked in a blunt tone: "Is there anything else you want to play?"

Yuan Xi shook his head, and Tang Du said, "Oh, let's go."

This is the time Yuan Xi played the fewest items in the playground.

Probably because the time they stayed was too short, even the driver didn't expect it. They had to wait a while for the car to come after they left the playground.

Tang Du didn't speak, Yuan Xi knew he must be angry, but because he was also sad, there was no way to coax him.

The car finally drove over, Yuan Xi took a breath, opened the back door and was about to get in, when Tang Du threw the bag containing the white bear into the car from behind, which shocked Yuan Xi.

He got into the car after a while, picked up the bag that had fallen under the seat, and dusted the exposed fur.

The movement of raising his head was too sharp, and Yuan Xi saw the rearview mirror hanging on the front seat.He wears a penguin windup on his head.

During the time in the car, Tang Du kept looking down at his phone. After getting out of the car, he walked in front, and he didn't want to hold Yuan Xi's hand.

They went back to the hotel in silence. Tang Du sat on the sofa in the living room and turned on his laptop. Yuan Xi guessed that he might have to work, so he went back to the room first.Yuan Xi carefully put away both the clockwork and the bear, fearing that Tang Du would throw them away.

After washing up, he went to the small kitchen to find water to drink. Tang Du stood in front of the French window smoking a cigarette. After watching him drink the water, he called Yuan Xi's name for the first time tonight.

"Come here, Yuanxi."

Yuan Xi put down his cup and walked over. Tang Du thought he was too slow, so he grabbed his shoulder and brought him to him, hugging him like he liked his body very much before.

Two or three minutes later, gorgeous fireworks exploded in the night sky outside the 3-story building, illuminating Yuan Xi's dark eyes.

Tang Du didn't look out the window, but turned his head to look at Yuan Xi, almost touching the corner of his lips.

"If you don't, you can only watch what I put."

It seems to contain an apology for wronging you, or it can only be so arrogant without it.Yuan Xi pretended not to stand still and fell down, stuck to his lips, and was quickly kissed slowly. Yuan Xi had never received such a gentle kiss from Tang Du, as if he was a rare one in Tang Du's world. Treasures, even expressing love needs to be careful.

The colorful fireworks outside the window flickered on and off, Yuan Xi thought that Tang Du must have suffered a lot this time, as none of them were really watching the fireworks.Tang Du may just be flirting, but Yuan Xi is giving his heart tiredly.

He asked himself again, is all this right?Is there any other method?

On the day of leaving San Francisco, Tang Du sent Yuan Xi to the airport. He was still answering the phone in the car, checking work matters with his subordinates in fluent English. Yuan Xi knew that he had delayed Tang Du's work, so he got off the car. When he was about to stop, he stopped Tang Du and asked him to stay in the car.

Even though Yuan Xi told him that he used to fly frequently, not to mention that there would be no accidents with the driver, Tang Du still expressed his dissatisfaction with Yuan Xi otherwise.

But since Yuan Xi began to gradually understand that Tang Du was often just a paper tiger, he boldly and firmly said that he would go by himself.

Tang Du remained silent, looking at him with the deep eyes that Yuan Xi was afraid of, and finally kissed his forehead, and cursed: "White-eyed wolf."

Yuan Xi smiled, Tang Du seemed startled by this, and then Yuan Xi entered the airport with his luggage.

The suitcase was a little heavier when he left, because Yuan Xi took some things with him, such as the white bear, and the penguin clockwork, which was a hundred times more beautiful than the ones bought in domestic playgrounds.

After landing, they made a video call. Tang Du confirmed that Yuan Xi had arrived home, but at that time he was very busy and was sitting in the partner's office waiting for the next meeting. Yuan Xi wanted to say goodbye, but the camera suddenly captured It was Andrew who handed over the documents.

Andrew inadvertently looked up and saw Yuan Xi, before the smile on his face was finished, the video was hung up by Tang Du.

Yuan Xi thought that the phone was broken, but it was unlikely that he bought it after thinking about it.

A few minutes later Tang Du sent him a text message to the effect that he slipped his hand just now and now he is working.

It will take about half a month for Tang Du to stay in the United States.

Yuan Xi is already in his third year of junior high school, he has finished many professional courses, and spends most of his time polishing his works.

Going to the art exhibition is not completely uninspiring, at least Elson is right in saying something, for example, more people don't understand paintings, but only understand prices.

Every time Yuanxi raises his pen, he thinks of Tangdu.There are so many painters in the world, everyone has a muse, and now Yuan Xi has one too.

In the second half of the month, because Tang Du was too busy with work, their contact times decreased, but Yuan Xi's works got better and better.

He didn't draw Tang Du, but himself, but it's not entirely correct to say that, because Tang Du has already lived in Yuan Xi's body, the traces Tang Du left for him, the habit that Tang Du gave him , the countless emotions that Tang Du caused him... Tang Du took over Yuanxi without even realizing it.

Yuan Xi knew very well that this painting had to be completed before Tang Du came back, otherwise he would completely lose his immersion.

He began to stay in the studio endlessly, and every meal was only delivered by Irene, but he rarely ate.He didn't have time to think about anything other than pens and colors. The curtains were drawn all the time in the studio, and the lights were turned on day and night. That's all there is to the world.

Yuanxi does not own Tangdu, a world without Tangdu is the whole world.

It was Irene who first found out that Yuan Xi was wrong, but Yuan Xi had explained to her the importance of this matter before entering the studio. At that time, Irene worriedly asked him if there was nothing wrong. Yuan Xi didn't even give her affirmation. She just smiled and showed her the words on the screen: This is normal.

There is always a painstaking process, whether it is Yuan Xi's works, or Yuan Xi's love.

Ever since he was sentenced to lose the ability to talk, Yuan Xi never thought that his life would be smooth and peaceful.

Irene was hesitant to report this matter to Mr. Tang who was far away from Chongyang. Before Tang Du brought Yuan Xi here, he had made it clear to Irene that the only thing she had to do was Take good care of Yuan Xi, but now she obviously failed.

It's just what Yuanxi has become in the past half month, because Irene has never entered the studio, and she doesn't know.

In the end, Irene chose to communicate with Yuan Xi first.She didn't leave immediately when delivering lunch, but stayed in a room next to her, and walked out suddenly when Yuan Xi opened the door to pick up something.

Then Irene froze in place, even suspecting that there was something wrong with her eyes.

In just ten days, the flesh on Yuan Xi's face was gone, his whole body seemed to be only a skeleton, wrapped in thin and casual clothes, his hair grew a little longer, and his eyes became more depressed.

It's not that she has become ugly, but that Yuan Xi seems to have been completely reborn, becoming another person in this world.

A poor man who is neither sad nor happy, and sees the light of day.

Irene covered her mouth and began to cry. She was not afraid of Tang Du's scolding, but was deeply worried about Yuan Xi.

Yuan Xi stepped forward to give her a hug, and typed for her to read.

It was difficult for Irene to see what Yuan Xi wrote from her eyes blurred by tears: Don't worry about me, at least I have something very important.

Irene couldn't understand, she waved her hand and told Mr. Tang that she had to tell Mr. Tang about it. Handsfree is turned on.

Tang Du didn't answer the first call.

Irene glanced at Yuan Xi, and he showed a faint smile that he didn't know whether he had escaped a disaster or was a little disappointed.

Tang Du still didn't answer the second call.

This time they looked at each other, Yuan Xi snatched Irene's cell phone and started calling by himself.

The third call was answered, but it was not Tang Du, but Chen Jingyun.

"Irene?" Chen Jingyun's tone was a little surprised, but also in a hurry.

Yuan Xi returned the phone to Irene, and listened with his head down.

Irene only answered "Yes", and Chen Jingyun went on to say: "It's been very busy here recently, so let's make a long story short if you have anything to do, it's not particularly important and we'll solve it after Mr. Tang returns to China."

Irene glanced at Yuan Xi, Yuan Xi shook her head, Irene sighed, and said, "Okay, there's nothing wrong."

Chen Jingyun immediately hung up the phone.

Yuan Xi showed a comforting smile to Irene, took the lunch she prepared and returned to the studio.

The door of the room was closed, the lunch was placed on the small table, and more than half of the tray was suspended in the air.

Yuan Xi hugged his knees and wrapped his body up. From here, he could see the painting at a glance. The naked half-length teenager with a hollow expression was looking at himself reflected in the glass, with his fingers resting on a delicate carousel. superior.

It's only a little bit close, and a ring needs to be added to the root of the finger, but Yuan Xi has been unable to write for a long time.It seems that as long as you paint, you will be dragged back to reality by invisible hands.

Yuan Xi has nothing but his incomplete self, and Tang Du's love and care are all in his illusory imagination.

He belongs to the unimportant things.

Yuan Xi began to regret that he refused Tang Du to send him off at the airport that day. He should have hugged Tang Du and kissed him passionately, forcing Tang Du to fill him up, threatening him to say that he loves himself very much, saying that Jealousy and possession. Desire is because of love.

The last few minutes of these beautiful dreams he presides over are priceless and precious.

Because of Yuan Xi's cowardice, he even lost the last chance to have Tang Du.