Yahan ice blue
1 Must be happy
After waiting anxiously for a long time, the doorbell finally rang at three o'clock in the afternoon, and the person who came was undoubtedly Ling Han.
I opened the door and hugged Ling Han.
After entering the room, I checked Ling Han's face carefully, for fear that my uncle would get angry again after I left.I can't feel the grievance of being beaten, but if Ling Han is beaten, I feel more heartache.
"Don't worry about it, I'm fine." Ling Han's eyes were a little red and swollen, "He never beat us and my sister since we were young."
"That's because you and the eldest sister are too well-behaved and obedient, impeccable, so naturally they won't be beaten or scolded."
"Yes, but no one can stay the same for decades. Being with you is probably the most disobedient thing I have done in my life, and it is also the most unacceptable thing for him. Parents are kind to us, so we must Take care of their feelings."
"What do you mean?" Could it be that Ling Han was successfully "brainwashed" by his uncle?
"I mean, today is the first day of the new year, we should be happy. You must not have eaten, I bought hot porridge and grilled wings, you can eat while it's hot."
"It's been a long time since I've eaten grilled wings, Han, thank you!"
What should come will always come, and you can't avoid it even if you try your best, just like what should belong to you, you can't escape no matter what.
Ling Han skipped the "big event" in the morning and chatted with me as usual.
I, who hadn't recovered yet, accompanied her as if on thin ice, trembling every minute and every second, for fear of hearing her say any words about "separation, parting, farewell".
Finally, my mind and body returned to peace, and Ling Han shocked me with another piece of news that made me unbelievable.
Fifth day, Sister Yu's wedding!
"Don't you know? It's impossible that Sister Yu didn't tell you. I always thought you knew too." Ling Han obviously didn't believe my ignorance.
"I really don't know about it." Sister Yu, why do you want to get married?And why won't you tell me?
"At the beginning of January, Sister Yu sent us an invitation card."
"Have you seen that man?"
"No." Ling Han shook his head, got up and walked to the spacious balcony with floor-to-ceiling windows, folded his arms around his chest, "I was surprised to receive the invitation, and she told me not to tell you."
"Hehe, is that right? I'm not an important person, and I can't compare her relationship with you." I laughed at myself.
"Lan, this matter, I would rather be as you said."
"I'm talking nonsense just as a joke." I excused a little uncomfortably, "Sister Yu's marriage is a great joy, and the best gift is a sincere blessing."
"Do you think Sister Yu will be happy?" Ling Han's question was a bit weird.
"The man she chooses is definitely right. Even if he is not rich and handsome, he must be a blue-chip stock with outstanding personalities and unlimited potential, so they will be very happy..." I said a lie that even I couldn't believe it.
"Whether your guess is correct, you will know when you go to the wedding venue and meet with me on the fifth day of the lunar new year!"
"Before the fifth day, I want to meet Xiaoqi first."
"Sister Yu brought Xiaoqi back to her grandma's house for the New Year, and she is probably planning some wedding at her mother's house, so she may not be free to meet friends alone."
"Desolate and desolate, you don't need to cry when you get married. Han, do you think marriage is really an inescapable shackle for women..."
"I hope, no."
Eventful autumn should be changed to eventful winter.I embraced Ling Han from behind: "I hope to have a person with one heart and one head. We will break through successfully. I will not talk about marriage with anyone except you, and I will not let you fall into the trap of a man because of a man again." The resulting marriage vortex."
On the third day of junior high school, my dad arrived at the Gucheng Airport at eleven in the morning.
I explained the reason to Ling Han, and after I went to the airport to pick up my dad, I rushed back to my hometown to visit the graves of the deceased old people.
My mood was much heavier than in previous years. I even knelt in front of my grandma's grave and shed tears that I had held back for many days, not only for myself, but also for Ling Han, and for others, as well as for family and love.
"Let's go, don't be sad. Grandma and the others will see your filial piety." Dad patted me on the shoulder and comforted me.
"Dad, I'm sorry, I have something to do today, so I can't accompany you. You go back to the hotel to rest first, and I'll see you tomorrow." I wiped my tears and stood up.
"Go to work if you have something to do. It's rare for me to come back for a few days. There are also many friends here who can get together. It's not a problem to ask them to invite them to dinner, haha..." Dad never refused to go home. Afraid of hurting the scene.
"Small wine makes you happy, but big wine hurts you!" I exhorted with concern.
"Don't worry, I'm not a heavy drinker. Besides, they can't get me drunk. Don't you know your father's drinking capacity?" Dad socialized a lot, and he also practiced drinking well.
"Yes, yes, I count you a thousand drinks without getting drunk, so why don't you pass on your good drinking capacity to me." I snorted.
"You are a girl, why do you want to drink so well?"
"It's beneficial and harmless."
"Find a reliable boyfriend in the future, especially if you have to pass the test in terms of drinking capacity. Let him stop you from drinking to reflect his bonus points, right? So, you are not too young, and you have found a boyfriend Don’t hide it from Dad, remember to bring it to me.”
"There is no distinction between men and women in entertainment at work. I don't need others to stop drinking and owe favors. As for the matter of falling in love, you can do it so that I can play freely."
"I didn't care about you anyway, you can figure it out yourself."
In the afternoon, I borrowed a car from an old classmate and drove straight to the city where Sister Yu's parents lived for more than two hours.
Park on the side of the road and call Sister Yu.
"Hey, my dear, Happy New Year!" Sister Yu's voice was cheerful and smiling.
"Sister Yu, are you happy now?" I couldn't reply her happy new year with the same joy, I just wanted to find out why she was getting married!Is it really a love between a man and a woman?
"Why do you ask that?" Sister Yu froze for a moment.
"I want to see you."
"Where are you? Ling Han told you, Xiaotian, don't blame her, I begged her..."
"I don't blame anyone, I just want to see you, I want to hear you say your choice, and hear you say that you are very happy, instead of being forced to get married and surrender to reality."
"Xiaotian, what's the difference between being happy and not being happy? The important thing is to live life. Xiaoqi likes him very much..."
"Just pretend I'm rude, please come and see me?"
"Ok."
Sister Yu was very surprised that I appeared in this city. She told me to wait for her in a well-known and easy-to-find park.
After parking the car, I walked to the gate of the park and ordered a cup of black coffee at the open-air cafe.
After waiting for about 10 minutes, sister Yu called to ask me where I was. I walked out of the awning with my mobile phone to search for her, and then waved my arm to her.
"Does Ling Han know you're here?" Sister Yu's first words.
"no one knows."
"Do you want to sit and chat, or go for a walk in the park?"
"Let's go to the park."
"Ah."
"Wait, let's buy a hot drink. What do you drink?" Walking and talking consumes energy, and you will inevitably feel thirsty on the way. Holding something in your hand can also reduce some discomfort.
"No need." Sister Yu twitched her hair beside her ears, "We won't be walking for long."
Before the meeting, I had accumulated thousands of words full of deep emotions that I wanted to confide in, and I also drafted a draft full of doubts that I wanted to ask for proof.After meeting, I don't know where to start, where to ask.
What I saw and heard at the bar made me subconsciously classify Sister Yu as a daughter, but when I think about it carefully, where did Sister Yu admit anything?
Everyone's definition of happiness is not the same. It is indeed abrupt for me to "sabotage" in such a rash way.
However, the reluctance in my heart could not lie to myself.
There is an emotion lurking in the forbidden area, which has never broken ground and germinated, but has kept a low profile and absorbed the essence of the sun and the moon, and has survived in the form of seeds for a long time.
I dare not pursue it, dare not disturb it, even "killing" it is in vain.
"Did you enjoy the Spring Festival? Are you and Ling Han okay? Uncle, did you make things difficult for you again?" Sister Yu asked me three questions in a row.Three seemingly unrelated, but closely linked issues.
"It's not good, I have a showdown with my uncle."
"What? You came forward and said it?" Sister Yu paused in surprise, "Uncle must have been pissed off. Where is Ling Han, how is she these days?"
"It shouldn't be too bad. While she has to stabilize her father's mood, she has to take time to comfort me."
"It's conceivable how much Ling Han needs you. You have come so far without saying a word, how can Ling Han explain? Xiaotian, you can drive back before it is dark. At such a critical moment, you You shouldn't leave Ling Han to face it alone."
"I didn't abandon her." I vetoed Sister Yu's judgment.
"Well, I can tell you clearly now that my decision to get married must be made after careful consideration, and you can't influence anything if you know it early or late." Sister Yu was domineering.
"I can't control anything." I felt a breath stuck in my throat, like a stalk, "I thought we were friends, why don't you care about your friends?"
"Yes, we are friends, I have received your concern. Thank you, Xiaotian." Sister Yu said politely.
"The person who is going to marry you, do you love him?"
"He and I are very suitable, and we need each other very much. As Xiaoqi grows up, she needs a father, a father's love, and a complete family. And the person you mentioned, he can do it very well."
"Sister Yu, you clearly know that I'm not referring to this. Even if you take a step back, if you let Xiaoqi know that you sacrificed your happiness for her..."
"Sacrifice? How can we talk about it?" Sister Yu smiled incredulously.
"I overstepped." My heart throbbed, "Maybe I have misunderstood all this time, as long as you are happy."
"The past is unbearable. Who doesn't have one or two absurd love-hate entanglements in their life? It's no big deal. So don't think wrongly about the accident that happened in the bar that year."
"Hehe, if you don't mention it, I can't even remember what happened that night." I forced a smile on my face, "Sister Yu is broad-minded and magnanimous, so kind."
"Don't you think I'm doing well?"
"Ah."
"Xiaotian, everyone has their own aspirations, you and Ling Han have chosen the path you want to take, then go on unswervingly!"
"I will."
"Go back, don't make Ling Han worry." Sister Yu, who has experienced many battles in the society, doesn't need my persuasion, she smiled elegantly, "The day after tomorrow, come to the wedding with Ling Han and Xiao Ruan, if you are willing to."
"Okay." I was completely defeated by this woman with super aura!
Unknowingly, the sky was also getting dark. We walked slowly around the park road for a full circle, and checked the time, which was exactly 10 minutes.
Sister Yu said she drove her own car, so there was no need for me to take her home.
Standing in the parking lot, I hugged Sister Yu politely, and whispered in her ear sincerely: "Sister Yu, I hope you won't treat me like a child anymore, if there is anything I can help , just open your mouth. Also, please be happy."
Sister Yu hugged me back, stronger than me: "I also wish you and Ling Han a long and happy life!"
I got in the car, rolled down the window calmly and waved goodbye to Sister Yu.Then start the car and close the windows.As for me, my nose was sore through the car window.
happy?sigh?Or other unknown emotions...
Between people, the most difficult thing to sort out is feelings. If you can't explain it in words and want to say it, but you can't explain why, then you deserve to do it yourself.
I kind of miss the self who dared to express love to Ling Han when he was young and who dared to reveal his feelings.
Now, this self who has been ravaged and polished by the years is not only better able to hide his thoughts, but also more self-righteous, and he has not even been able to get rid of the bad habits of cowardice and impulsive words and deeds.
I think it's not just that today's trip was wasted, it's that the past four years have been wasted!What to save my IQ and EQ!
Back in the old city, I entered the world of neon lights.
In this big city where lights and shadows intersect, there are too many people floating around, and too many hearts are erratic.
When I was a child, I liked the freedom of dandelions, the chicness of rising and falling with the wind, and falling leaves will return to their roots wherever they float.
When I grew up, I changed my state of mind, and what I wanted was nothing more than a corner of life.
I want a home, a place that doesn't need to be gorgeous, and I think of it when I'm tired; I want a home, a place that doesn't need to be big, and when I'm scared, I won't be afraid...
Who doesn't want a home, but there are people who don't have it, and they can only wipe away the tears on their faces.I am so envious that he can go home after being injured, but I can only be alone, looking for my home alone - "I want to have a home"
This song from my childhood memories suddenly entered my mind.Don't tell me, the familiar sad melody is really catchy.
I "can" sing, but I "can't" sing.
The author has something to say: 20151022, I saved five chapters without knowing it, and it will be aired together today, and the ending will be this month.
I opened the door and hugged Ling Han.
After entering the room, I checked Ling Han's face carefully, for fear that my uncle would get angry again after I left.I can't feel the grievance of being beaten, but if Ling Han is beaten, I feel more heartache.
"Don't worry about it, I'm fine." Ling Han's eyes were a little red and swollen, "He never beat us and my sister since we were young."
"That's because you and the eldest sister are too well-behaved and obedient, impeccable, so naturally they won't be beaten or scolded."
"Yes, but no one can stay the same for decades. Being with you is probably the most disobedient thing I have done in my life, and it is also the most unacceptable thing for him. Parents are kind to us, so we must Take care of their feelings."
"What do you mean?" Could it be that Ling Han was successfully "brainwashed" by his uncle?
"I mean, today is the first day of the new year, we should be happy. You must not have eaten, I bought hot porridge and grilled wings, you can eat while it's hot."
"It's been a long time since I've eaten grilled wings, Han, thank you!"
What should come will always come, and you can't avoid it even if you try your best, just like what should belong to you, you can't escape no matter what.
Ling Han skipped the "big event" in the morning and chatted with me as usual.
I, who hadn't recovered yet, accompanied her as if on thin ice, trembling every minute and every second, for fear of hearing her say any words about "separation, parting, farewell".
Finally, my mind and body returned to peace, and Ling Han shocked me with another piece of news that made me unbelievable.
Fifth day, Sister Yu's wedding!
"Don't you know? It's impossible that Sister Yu didn't tell you. I always thought you knew too." Ling Han obviously didn't believe my ignorance.
"I really don't know about it." Sister Yu, why do you want to get married?And why won't you tell me?
"At the beginning of January, Sister Yu sent us an invitation card."
"Have you seen that man?"
"No." Ling Han shook his head, got up and walked to the spacious balcony with floor-to-ceiling windows, folded his arms around his chest, "I was surprised to receive the invitation, and she told me not to tell you."
"Hehe, is that right? I'm not an important person, and I can't compare her relationship with you." I laughed at myself.
"Lan, this matter, I would rather be as you said."
"I'm talking nonsense just as a joke." I excused a little uncomfortably, "Sister Yu's marriage is a great joy, and the best gift is a sincere blessing."
"Do you think Sister Yu will be happy?" Ling Han's question was a bit weird.
"The man she chooses is definitely right. Even if he is not rich and handsome, he must be a blue-chip stock with outstanding personalities and unlimited potential, so they will be very happy..." I said a lie that even I couldn't believe it.
"Whether your guess is correct, you will know when you go to the wedding venue and meet with me on the fifth day of the lunar new year!"
"Before the fifth day, I want to meet Xiaoqi first."
"Sister Yu brought Xiaoqi back to her grandma's house for the New Year, and she is probably planning some wedding at her mother's house, so she may not be free to meet friends alone."
"Desolate and desolate, you don't need to cry when you get married. Han, do you think marriage is really an inescapable shackle for women..."
"I hope, no."
Eventful autumn should be changed to eventful winter.I embraced Ling Han from behind: "I hope to have a person with one heart and one head. We will break through successfully. I will not talk about marriage with anyone except you, and I will not let you fall into the trap of a man because of a man again." The resulting marriage vortex."
On the third day of junior high school, my dad arrived at the Gucheng Airport at eleven in the morning.
I explained the reason to Ling Han, and after I went to the airport to pick up my dad, I rushed back to my hometown to visit the graves of the deceased old people.
My mood was much heavier than in previous years. I even knelt in front of my grandma's grave and shed tears that I had held back for many days, not only for myself, but also for Ling Han, and for others, as well as for family and love.
"Let's go, don't be sad. Grandma and the others will see your filial piety." Dad patted me on the shoulder and comforted me.
"Dad, I'm sorry, I have something to do today, so I can't accompany you. You go back to the hotel to rest first, and I'll see you tomorrow." I wiped my tears and stood up.
"Go to work if you have something to do. It's rare for me to come back for a few days. There are also many friends here who can get together. It's not a problem to ask them to invite them to dinner, haha..." Dad never refused to go home. Afraid of hurting the scene.
"Small wine makes you happy, but big wine hurts you!" I exhorted with concern.
"Don't worry, I'm not a heavy drinker. Besides, they can't get me drunk. Don't you know your father's drinking capacity?" Dad socialized a lot, and he also practiced drinking well.
"Yes, yes, I count you a thousand drinks without getting drunk, so why don't you pass on your good drinking capacity to me." I snorted.
"You are a girl, why do you want to drink so well?"
"It's beneficial and harmless."
"Find a reliable boyfriend in the future, especially if you have to pass the test in terms of drinking capacity. Let him stop you from drinking to reflect his bonus points, right? So, you are not too young, and you have found a boyfriend Don’t hide it from Dad, remember to bring it to me.”
"There is no distinction between men and women in entertainment at work. I don't need others to stop drinking and owe favors. As for the matter of falling in love, you can do it so that I can play freely."
"I didn't care about you anyway, you can figure it out yourself."
In the afternoon, I borrowed a car from an old classmate and drove straight to the city where Sister Yu's parents lived for more than two hours.
Park on the side of the road and call Sister Yu.
"Hey, my dear, Happy New Year!" Sister Yu's voice was cheerful and smiling.
"Sister Yu, are you happy now?" I couldn't reply her happy new year with the same joy, I just wanted to find out why she was getting married!Is it really a love between a man and a woman?
"Why do you ask that?" Sister Yu froze for a moment.
"I want to see you."
"Where are you? Ling Han told you, Xiaotian, don't blame her, I begged her..."
"I don't blame anyone, I just want to see you, I want to hear you say your choice, and hear you say that you are very happy, instead of being forced to get married and surrender to reality."
"Xiaotian, what's the difference between being happy and not being happy? The important thing is to live life. Xiaoqi likes him very much..."
"Just pretend I'm rude, please come and see me?"
"Ok."
Sister Yu was very surprised that I appeared in this city. She told me to wait for her in a well-known and easy-to-find park.
After parking the car, I walked to the gate of the park and ordered a cup of black coffee at the open-air cafe.
After waiting for about 10 minutes, sister Yu called to ask me where I was. I walked out of the awning with my mobile phone to search for her, and then waved my arm to her.
"Does Ling Han know you're here?" Sister Yu's first words.
"no one knows."
"Do you want to sit and chat, or go for a walk in the park?"
"Let's go to the park."
"Ah."
"Wait, let's buy a hot drink. What do you drink?" Walking and talking consumes energy, and you will inevitably feel thirsty on the way. Holding something in your hand can also reduce some discomfort.
"No need." Sister Yu twitched her hair beside her ears, "We won't be walking for long."
Before the meeting, I had accumulated thousands of words full of deep emotions that I wanted to confide in, and I also drafted a draft full of doubts that I wanted to ask for proof.After meeting, I don't know where to start, where to ask.
What I saw and heard at the bar made me subconsciously classify Sister Yu as a daughter, but when I think about it carefully, where did Sister Yu admit anything?
Everyone's definition of happiness is not the same. It is indeed abrupt for me to "sabotage" in such a rash way.
However, the reluctance in my heart could not lie to myself.
There is an emotion lurking in the forbidden area, which has never broken ground and germinated, but has kept a low profile and absorbed the essence of the sun and the moon, and has survived in the form of seeds for a long time.
I dare not pursue it, dare not disturb it, even "killing" it is in vain.
"Did you enjoy the Spring Festival? Are you and Ling Han okay? Uncle, did you make things difficult for you again?" Sister Yu asked me three questions in a row.Three seemingly unrelated, but closely linked issues.
"It's not good, I have a showdown with my uncle."
"What? You came forward and said it?" Sister Yu paused in surprise, "Uncle must have been pissed off. Where is Ling Han, how is she these days?"
"It shouldn't be too bad. While she has to stabilize her father's mood, she has to take time to comfort me."
"It's conceivable how much Ling Han needs you. You have come so far without saying a word, how can Ling Han explain? Xiaotian, you can drive back before it is dark. At such a critical moment, you You shouldn't leave Ling Han to face it alone."
"I didn't abandon her." I vetoed Sister Yu's judgment.
"Well, I can tell you clearly now that my decision to get married must be made after careful consideration, and you can't influence anything if you know it early or late." Sister Yu was domineering.
"I can't control anything." I felt a breath stuck in my throat, like a stalk, "I thought we were friends, why don't you care about your friends?"
"Yes, we are friends, I have received your concern. Thank you, Xiaotian." Sister Yu said politely.
"The person who is going to marry you, do you love him?"
"He and I are very suitable, and we need each other very much. As Xiaoqi grows up, she needs a father, a father's love, and a complete family. And the person you mentioned, he can do it very well."
"Sister Yu, you clearly know that I'm not referring to this. Even if you take a step back, if you let Xiaoqi know that you sacrificed your happiness for her..."
"Sacrifice? How can we talk about it?" Sister Yu smiled incredulously.
"I overstepped." My heart throbbed, "Maybe I have misunderstood all this time, as long as you are happy."
"The past is unbearable. Who doesn't have one or two absurd love-hate entanglements in their life? It's no big deal. So don't think wrongly about the accident that happened in the bar that year."
"Hehe, if you don't mention it, I can't even remember what happened that night." I forced a smile on my face, "Sister Yu is broad-minded and magnanimous, so kind."
"Don't you think I'm doing well?"
"Ah."
"Xiaotian, everyone has their own aspirations, you and Ling Han have chosen the path you want to take, then go on unswervingly!"
"I will."
"Go back, don't make Ling Han worry." Sister Yu, who has experienced many battles in the society, doesn't need my persuasion, she smiled elegantly, "The day after tomorrow, come to the wedding with Ling Han and Xiao Ruan, if you are willing to."
"Okay." I was completely defeated by this woman with super aura!
Unknowingly, the sky was also getting dark. We walked slowly around the park road for a full circle, and checked the time, which was exactly 10 minutes.
Sister Yu said she drove her own car, so there was no need for me to take her home.
Standing in the parking lot, I hugged Sister Yu politely, and whispered in her ear sincerely: "Sister Yu, I hope you won't treat me like a child anymore, if there is anything I can help , just open your mouth. Also, please be happy."
Sister Yu hugged me back, stronger than me: "I also wish you and Ling Han a long and happy life!"
I got in the car, rolled down the window calmly and waved goodbye to Sister Yu.Then start the car and close the windows.As for me, my nose was sore through the car window.
happy?sigh?Or other unknown emotions...
Between people, the most difficult thing to sort out is feelings. If you can't explain it in words and want to say it, but you can't explain why, then you deserve to do it yourself.
I kind of miss the self who dared to express love to Ling Han when he was young and who dared to reveal his feelings.
Now, this self who has been ravaged and polished by the years is not only better able to hide his thoughts, but also more self-righteous, and he has not even been able to get rid of the bad habits of cowardice and impulsive words and deeds.
I think it's not just that today's trip was wasted, it's that the past four years have been wasted!What to save my IQ and EQ!
Back in the old city, I entered the world of neon lights.
In this big city where lights and shadows intersect, there are too many people floating around, and too many hearts are erratic.
When I was a child, I liked the freedom of dandelions, the chicness of rising and falling with the wind, and falling leaves will return to their roots wherever they float.
When I grew up, I changed my state of mind, and what I wanted was nothing more than a corner of life.
I want a home, a place that doesn't need to be gorgeous, and I think of it when I'm tired; I want a home, a place that doesn't need to be big, and when I'm scared, I won't be afraid...
Who doesn't want a home, but there are people who don't have it, and they can only wipe away the tears on their faces.I am so envious that he can go home after being injured, but I can only be alone, looking for my home alone - "I want to have a home"
This song from my childhood memories suddenly entered my mind.Don't tell me, the familiar sad melody is really catchy.
I "can" sing, but I "can't" sing.
The author has something to say: 20151022, I saved five chapters without knowing it, and it will be aired together today, and the ending will be this month.
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