goodbye sunny day

At the "Onitsuka Sword" press conference, the media were all staring at Qin Tian, ​​trying to get some information out of him.This time, Luo Qing, who was the heroine, did not show up due to schedule issues. This in itself was a news point that was thought-provoking, and the media used this entry point to test the relationship between Qin Tian and Luo Qing.Shen Siyuan pushes left and right for Qin Tian without any limit, but any sensitive questions are killed before the exit.The press conference ended without any risk, Qin Tian gave Shen Siyuan a grateful look, no matter what kind of selfishness he contained in his care, but this kind of protection is real.What Shen Siyuan said last night came to mind again.

"Qin Tian, ​​I like you, you can stay with me, I won't make it so difficult for you, my sexuality has been made public long ago."

"Qin Tian, ​​why don't you give yourself a chance? You will only be destroyed by him if you follow Si Jie now."

Qin Tian was in a trance for a moment. The road ahead for him and Si Jie was like a forest shrouded in mist. He could not see the road ahead and could not retreat. He had to wait, wait for the sun to rise, and wait for the fog to recede. How long shall we wait?Will Si Jie be persuaded by his parents, will he be swayed?Qin Tian was faintly uneasy, but he could only convince himself over and over again, no, he won't.

"I'll be the host for a while and invite the crew to dinner. You and Jia Jia's manager can come together." Shen Siyuan suddenly approached Qin Tian and Jia Yibing and said, dragging Qin Tian who was wandering back to reality.

"I'm still on the cusp, isn't it good?" Qin Tian evaded.

"Don't worry, the place I chose is very private and I won't be disturbed. You can take my car later." Shen Siyuan patted him on the shoulder after finishing speaking, and added, "What Manager Jia doesn't dislike Just take the co-driver."

"Young Master Shen, what are you talking about?" Jia Yibing said hastily.

"Then it's settled. I'll see you later, Qin Tian, ​​go up and take off your makeup first." Shen Siyuan nodded in satisfaction, and left without giving Qin Tian a chance to refute.

Looking at the figure of Shen Siyuan walking away, Jia Yibing said quietly: "Do you know? I heard that Young Master Shen's bisexual status is known to his whole family. Not only did he know, but he also accepted it."

Qin Tian suddenly turned his head to look at him: "Why did you tell me this all of a sudden? I have nothing to do with him."

"I'd rather you have something to do with him in the beginning, than you are in a dilemma now." Jia Yibing left these words and walked forward.

Qin Tian trotted two steps to catch up, and said, "Emotional matters cannot be predicted. I never thought that I would like a man more than a year ago."

The elevator door opened and the two walked in.The moment the door was closed, Jia Yibing suddenly asked: "Do you think I'm powerful? I didn't stop you when Si Jie was able to help you, but now I want you to separate."

Qin Tian looked at him unexpectedly, and answered after a while: "I know you are doing it for me. No matter what decision you make or what you think, the original intention is to wish me well."

Jia Yibing nodded slightly, looked at the innocent face in front of him and said earnestly: "I used to hope that you could grow up, adapt to the ecological environment of the entertainment industry, and be more at home, so that I would be more relaxed as a manager. But Now I feel more and more that being able to maintain the purest self is also an amazing thing. I thought about it all night yesterday and talked with Mr. Song for a long time. If you insist on retreating behind the scenes, we should not stop you. "

Qin Tian's heart felt as if it had been beaten hard by something, it was sore and congested. He originally thought that Jia Yibing would not agree to it even if he died, but he got a completely different answer after one night.He recollected Jia Yibing's words in detail. He didn't know whether he had let him and Mr. Song down completely, or they sincerely supported his decision to retreat behind the scenes. For Song Feihua and Yatian, this decision will make everyone uncomfortable for a while, but in the end it is still their own waywardness.

"Well... I want to go to the United States in two days. My dad sent me an email saying that my mom is in good condition recently. I want to spend a while with her while I still have the chance. As for the refund or not, wait for me Come back and talk about it." Qin Tian took a breath and said.

"Okay." Jia Yibing felt that there was a turning point in the matter, and his face became less tense.

Shen Siyuan's driver sent the two of them to the location of the dinner, which was a western restaurant in a private winery. Just driving in the car had to go through three checkpoints, and it was true that they would not be disturbed by outsiders.At the dinner, everyone talked freely, recalling all kinds of interesting things during the filming period, you and I made a fuss, and soon everyone was red-faced.

Qin Tian felt a little dizzy, so he went to the balcony to try to sober up.Lu Ming came out with a glass of red wine, shook the glass slightly at him, and asked, "Just now I heard from Manager Jia that you have a better schedule in the future?"

Qin Tian smiled embarrassedly, and said, "It's not just about being rich. What's the matter? Director Lu is looking for me for a new play?"

"I really have this plan. It's a Republic of China spy movie." Lu Ming didn't hide anything, and said bluntly, "You have helped me with He Pei's matter. This movie is still released by Paimeng. You don't have to worry about the follow-up publicity, you're just worried about the box office, this time you can only be the lead actor, but the cast is big enough, you can think about it."

Unexpectedly, his joke would come true. Qin Tian looked at Lu Ming in surprise, then nodded and said, "Okay, I'll discuss it with my manager."

As a young student in the rising period, there is no reason to step back and play the second male lead after filming the first male lead movie. However, Qin Tian's situation is special now, and no one dares to use a man who is flying all over the sky to be the leader. Giving an olive branch can be regarded as repaying the favor.Originally thought that "Onitsuka Sword" would be his farewell work, but now Qin Tian began to be a little uncertain about his idea of ​​retreating behind the scenes.He remembered that Fang Zichen had stimulated this idea at first. At that time, it was to give more space to the relationship, but now he wanted to give the relationship a chance. Once Side could not threaten his career, he could no longer Control the relationship between him and Si Jie.Some are similar to geckos that cut off their tails to survive. After cutting off their star path, they will grow new ways to survive.

Lu Ming took another sip of red wine and smiled at him: "Then I'll wait for your good news."

After Lu Ming left, the balcony became Qin Tian's exclusive small world again. The reason for his meditation was that he hadn't forced Qin Tian since he confessed last night, so he didn't follow him even though he was alone. It seemed that he wanted to give him time to think.Qin Tian thought mockingly, he has more time now, Jia Yibing gave him time to consider whether to retreat behind the scenes, Shen Siyuan gave him time to consider whether to empathize with another, and now there is another Lu Ming.However, there are some things that you can't figure out even if you give them time. Qin Tian secretly sighed that in the past 20 years or so, he may have really grown up but had no brains, so that he was caught off guard when suddenly faced with a complicated situation.

The temperature on the outskirts of City B was a bit low, and the cold wind blew Qin Tian's alcohol smell away a lot. He rubbed his stiff shoulders and prepared to go back to the restaurant.At this time, the mobile phone rang without warning. He took it out and saw that it was a strange call.

"Hello, is this Qin Tian?" A familiar yet unfamiliar voice sounded.

"Is... Si Jie's mother?" Qin Tian asked tentatively.

"It's me." Ye Meixin didn't expect that Qin Tian could still remember her voice, and was quite surprised.

"Do you have anything to do with me?" Qin Tian was also surprised that Ye Meixin would call him personally, her heart beating like a drum.

"Do you have time at noon tomorrow? I want to talk to you." Ye Meixin's tone quickly returned to calm, and she asked politely.

"Okay." On the other end of the phone, Qin Tian's legs were trembling, and his voice would tremble after saying the third word.He hung up the phone, covered his beating heart with his hands, and had no idea of ​​Ye Meixin's purpose for asking him out, but a bad premonition involuntarily surged in his heart.

The next day, the two met at a coffee shop near the hotel where Qin Tian was staying.After entering the private room, Ye Meixin was already waiting there. She was sitting gracefully on the sofa with her legs crossed, her hair neatly tied behind her head, her delicate makeup could not hide her exhaustion, obviously she was exhausted physically and mentally for her son's affairs.

Seeing Qin Tian coming in, she nodded slightly as a greeting, and said calmly, "Sit down."

Qin Tian was sitting on the sofa opposite, with his hands on his knees neatly, looking a bit cautious: "Auntie, if you have anything to say, just tell me."

"I'm sorry, I took the liberty to ask you out, isn't your current situation difficult?" Ye Meixin said slowly.

Hearing that she used the word "also", Qin Tian knew that Si Jie was probably no better than himself now, so he couldn't help asking: "Si Jie...is he alright?"

"I'm here today to hope that you can persuade him to give up on you, so that you can both have a better life." Ye Meixin stopped talking about him, and finally made it clear why she came.

Qin Tian's hands on his knees were clenched instantly, and his whole body tensed up. He tried to calm down his emotions, and said in a trembling voice: "Auntie, Si Jie and I are serious, we really like each other and want to have a good talk. "

Ye Meixin sighed inaudibly, and said: "From the time he introduced you to me generously, I knew that you meant something different to him. It's a pity that you are still too young to Treat love as the whole of life, and most of the time, love is not a matter between two people, but a matter between two families, I hope you understand that most of the major events in Si Jie's life cannot be decided by himself."

"Auntie." Qin Tian gritted his teeth and asked, "You are looking for me now, does Si Jie know?"

"He doesn't know." Ye Meixin looked calm, "If he knew, he might hate me as a mother. However, there is no mother in this world who is willing to watch her child torture herself."

"He tortured himself?" Qin Tian's eyes widened, and his voice suddenly rose several decibels.

A mist gradually formed in Ye Meixin's eyes, and she choked up and said, "In order to force his father and me to agree to your relationship, he has been on a hunger strike since he got home. He was so hungry that he had no strength, so he relied on drips to maintain it. He Dad is too stubborn, I really can't do anything, so I have to come to you for help, if you really love him, for his own good, you should know what to do is right."

Qin Tian seemed to have been slapped across the face, his face was on fire, and he was speechless for a while.He didn't expect that Si Jie's so-called method was to use bitter tricks to force his parents to submit. Si Jie, who was so slick and easy to do in the mall, was reduced to the point where he could only use self-mutilation to achieve his goal in front of his father. This shows how stubborn Si De is. What a horrible person.If Qin Tian had expected such a situation earlier, he would never have believed him lightly.

"What's right...what's wrong..." Qin Tian murmured, "We're just in love, so it's wrong?" He remembered the gay parade the two of them had seen together in Castro District, love is obviously okay Existence beyond race, gender and identity, how could it be a wrong thing to come to him and Si Jie?

"Auntie knows that you love each other, and at the beginning Auntie has accepted your relationship. But I didn't expect his father to object so strongly. Auntie can't tell you the various reasons involved in this, but today, you two If you persist, it will only hurt both sides. I have lived with his father for more than 30 years, and he is definitely not a soft-hearted person." Ye Meixin finally couldn't stop the tears from rolling down her cheeks, and her words were full of motherhood. worries.

Seeing the appearance of this strong woman who was also a well-known entrepreneur in front of him showing weakness, Qin Tian couldn't bear it, but when he thought of separating from Si Jie, his heart felt like a needle prick, and the dense pain almost beat him. Submerging him, he resisted the sharp pain in his chest and said in a trembling voice: "Auntie, let me think about it, I... can you let me think about it?"

Ye Meixin grabbed Qin Tian's hands and begged: "In the future, you two will be ordinary friends and cooperate, and Auntie will not interfere, but now, you must separate. He can only satisfy his father by getting engaged to Xia Yixing."

Qin Tian's eyes turned red immediately, and he laughed at himself, "So, not only do I want to break up with him, but I also want to push him to another woman?"

"Qin Tian." Ye Meixin held his hand tightly, hesitated and finally opened her mouth, "Si Jie is already 30 years old, it's time for him to talk about a girlfriend at his age, and he will get married in two years." , give birth to a child, and go through every stage of life step by step. This is my selfishness as a mother, you should be an aunt, please, separate, let him live his own life, and you have lived your own life , okay?"

Endless sadness welled up in Qin Tian's heart, he bowed his head in silence, and tortured himself.Is it your own life?That's right, isn't the life trajectory he should have followed just as Ye Meixin said?For the sad mother in front of him, Qin Tian couldn't say any words of reproach, because as soon as he raised his head, he saw another pair of eyes through Ye Meixin's tearful eyes - it was Su Tian, ​​it was his own mother who was there. Envious eyes when mentioning someone else's little grandson.

Only a dozen hours ago, I was still hesitating whether to quit the showbiz. Now compared with the expectations of the two mothers, this kind of thinking is simply wishful thinking and ridiculous.

"Auntie, can I...see him?" Qin Tian sniffled, "I won't tell you what you came to see me today, I just...want to see him again."

Ye Meixin wiped away the tears on her cheeks with a tissue, and nodded.She could tell that Qin Tian was a soft-hearted child, and he had already investigated his mother's illness. As a mother, she could even guess Su Tian's expectations for his son.Therefore, before coming, she confidently predicted that Qin Tian would agree.

In the evening, the Si family's car drove Qin Tian all the way to the suburbs. Qin Tian stared out the window with his eyes absorbed, without any focus at all.He saw the cedar trees on both sides of the road quickly receding behind him, and he looked panic-stricken. He saw the setting sun set in the distance, and the light gave way to darkness.He was suddenly a little curious about what Si Jie was thinking when he was held down by the bodyguards and driving on this road. He shouldn't be as desperate as he is at the moment.

The car stopped in front of a villa, and the house shrouded in the afterglow gave off a solemn and sacred illusion. Qin Tian vaguely thought that he was about to enter the wedding hall, and his lover was waiting inside.

"Please come in." Ye Meixin's polite voice came from beside her.

Qin Tian nodded and followed her to the villa.Si De hadn't come back yet, and there were only two servants in the living room. Seeing Qin Tian coming in, they showed some surprise on their faces.Qin Tian lowered his head, followed Ye Meixin all the way up to the third floor, and stopped at the door of the room guarded by two bodyguards. He knew that Si Jie was inside.

"This is the young master's friend, please open the door." Ye Meixin ordered.

When the two bodyguards saw that it was Madam who spoke...they obediently unlocked the room.Ye Meixin waited outside the door and let Qin Tian enter the room alone.

Si Jie had been starving for two whole days, and he was lying on the bed weakly. His face was pale, he was holding a bottle in his right hand, and he was still tied with three restraint belts. He had completely lost his previous expression.Originally, it was just two days without eating, which was nothing to the strong and strong Si Jie, but he wanted to run out the next day after he came back, and even jumped out from the balcony on the third floor at the risk of breaking his calf. It broke again and is now hanging from the end of the bed in a plaster cast.Seeing his miserable appearance, Qin Tian felt a pain in his heart, and almost burst into tears. What Ye Meixin said was far less shocking than what he saw with his own eyes. Qin Tian's heart broke and he made up his mind.

As if feeling a familiar aura approaching, Si Jie, who had closed his eyes to rest his mind, suddenly opened his eyes and turned his head.The moment he saw Qin Tian, ​​his originally dull eyes suddenly brightened up, like torches lit up in the dark night.

"You..." Si Jie struggled to sit up, but one leg was hanging, and the remaining three limbs lacked strength, coupled with the obstruction of the restraint belt, he struggled for a long time but did not get up.

"Lie down, don't mess around." Qin Tian cursed in a low voice, and walked quickly to the head of the bed.

Si Jie grabbed Qin Tian's hand and dragged him into his arms with such strength that Qin Tian suspected that he had just pretended to be half-dead.The two didn't care about talking, they hugged each other tightly and expressed their strong longing for these days with a long and deep kiss.Qin Tian was almost out of breath by Si Jie's kiss, and a negative thought floated in his mind - if he could really suffocate to death like this, it would be all over.

Si Jie felt that Qin Tian's breathing became more and more rapid, and finally let go of his red and swollen lips, and instead grabbed his hands and put them to his lips for a light kiss, then remembered to ask: "Why did you come here? "

Qin Tian was afraid of holding his needle, so Si Jie still held his own hand, and replied softly: "I begged my aunt to bring me here."

The man's kissing movement froze, he looked up at Qin Tian, ​​and said distressedly: "What are you begging her for? I will always find a way to get out."

Qin Tian turned his eyes away, did not look at him, and said: "Your mother will be worried, don't torture her like this."

Si Jie frowned slowly, as if he understood something, he lowered his voice and asked, "Did my mother bother you?"

Qin Tian shook his head, it's not against his will, Ye Meixin really didn't trouble him.Looking at Si Jie's calf covered with plaster hanging at the end of the bed, Qin Tian couldn't help but want to curse: "Are you an idiot? The way you said to get out is to break your own leg?"

Si Jie's face flushed, and he couldn't hold back his old face, and said: "I made an agreement with Fang Zichen, and he arranged for a car to pick me up. It's not the first time I've jumped on the third floor. It's not that high when I find the foothold. I know this fracture is still inertial."

Qin Tian rolled his eyes at him and said, "How dare you be imprisoned by your father before?"

"When I was studying, I sneaked out in the middle of the night...the door was too noisy." Si Jie said with a guilty conscience, but exerted some strength in his hands, as if he was afraid that Qin Tian would run away.

Qin Tian moved his embraced waist, sat up straight, and said to Si Jie with a serious face: "Tomorrow I will go to the United States to stay with my parents for a while."

Si Jie knew that Qin Tian didn't have any work arrangements for a while, so he wasn't too surprised by this decision.

"You should take good care of your wounds at home, don't torment yourself anymore." Qin Tian was on the verge of speaking, but he couldn't help but say it, his eyes drifted out of the window involuntarily.

On the contrary, Si Jie saw Qin Tian's escape, so he looked at him anxiously, and asked, "And then?"

"When I come back, I'm going to take on Paimon's new play."

"The chance that Shen Siyuan gave you?" Si Jie's expression turned ugly when he heard Paimon's name, "Do you think I can't cover you now?"

"It has nothing to do with Shen Siyuan." Qin Tian couldn't help retorting, "Anyway, this is my only chance now. Other films don't dare to invite an artist with such a bad record like me."

Si Jie's heart ached, Qin Tian's words were like a slap in the face, he opened his mouth and said three words: "I'm sorry."

"You don't need to apologize, it's me who should say sorry. I don't want to give up my stardom easily. After I go to the United States, let's not contact each other. According to the arrangement of your family, you should get engaged and get married. What about me? , also go back to my old way, continue to be my idol star, and be popular for a few years." Qin Tian took a deep breath and finished speaking, not daring to look at Si Jie's expression at all.

But even if he didn't look at it, he could feel his shock from Si Jie's bullying chest and the strength with which he squeezed his hands tightly.

"What do you mean?" Si Jie squeezed out the words from the roots of his teeth with red eyes. The breakup came so suddenly that his brain crashed and he lost the ability to think.He didn't even know where he got the courage to ask again, the original joy of seeing Qin Tian and that passionate kiss had turned into a joke at this moment.

"I said, let's not contact each other in the future." Qin Tian bit the bullet and repeated while suppressing the stabbing pain in his heart.

"Why?" Si Jie's voice seemed to float out of the foggy forest, ethereal and illusory.

"I've thought about it carefully. We are not suitable at all. One is a son and the other is an idol star. How can we talk about this relationship? I have to be responsible to my fans and Yatian, and you are also responsible to Zhengde. We It's better to get together and get separated." Qin Tian's nasal voice became more and more serious when he spoke, but he tried his best to cover it up.

"So, you want to break up?" Si Jie asked word by word.Qin Tian actually wanted to break up with him?At this moment, he only felt a sharp pain in his heart, so he couldn't care less about Qin Tian's expression of about to cry.Si Jie never imagined that he broke his leg like an idiot, starved for a few days, and finally saw someone, and before he had time to be gentle, he would break up with him.

Qin Tian's eyes were already red, but he still held his breath and said: "Yes, I want to break up. I'm tired and can't go on."

"I don't agree. I don't agree!" Si Jie growled suddenly, his eyes widened, and he grabbed Qin Tian's hands and refused to let go, his fingers seemed to be embedded in the flesh.

Qin Tian got up to leave, if he stayed for another minute, his tears would burst.He has already completed his mission, according to what Ye Meixin said, he and Si Jie should live each other's lives.But his hands were grabbed by the person on the bed, so hard, like a person hanging on the edge of a cliff, grasping a chance of life, and would not let go.

Qin Tian used the free hand to unclasp Si Jie's fingers one by one, the fingertips turned white because of too much force.He didn't dare to look at the other person's desperate eyes at the moment, he just wanted to escape from this oppressive room as soon as possible.Being bound on the bed, Si Jie couldn't use force, so he could only watch Qin Tian's hands come free.As soon as Qin Tian was freed, he immediately left the bedside, clenched his hands into fists and didn't give Si Jie the slightest chance to grab it.

"Qin Tian! Qin Tian, ​​come back! Don't leave, don't break up with me!" Si Jie's roar gradually changed into a pure cry.

Qin Tian turned to leave, when he suddenly heard a "bang" behind him, turned his head and saw that Si Jie broke the restraint belt that bound him, and fell off the bed.The drip needle detached from the back of the hand and brought out a string of tiny drops of blood. The leg in the plaster hit the ground with a stinging pain, and the pain made Si Jie's whole face wrinkle. I want to pull Qin Tian's trousers.

"Are you fucking crazy?" Qin Tian was so frightened by the scene in front of him that he almost stopped breathing, he ran over suddenly, lifted Si Jie's upper body and tried to drag him back to the bed.

Si Jie smiled weakly, raised his hand to caress Qin Tian's face, and said, "Look, you still can't bear to part with me, you love me so much, do you still want to break up with me?"

Qin Tian was taken aback, touched his face, only to find that it was already covered with tears at some point.

The two bodyguards outside the house rushed in when they heard the sound, and saw Qin Tian put Si Jie's arms on his shoulders and was trying his best to send Si Jie to the bed.The two hurried forward to help, laid Si Jie flat on the bed, and re-fixed it together with the restraint belt.This time Si Jie learned to be smart, and never let go of Qin Tian's hand from the beginning to the end, staring at him like a wounded animal, without blinking.Qin Tian really couldn't bear to just leave him and leave, so he stood silently watching the two bodyguards finish tidying up and left the room.

"I won't break up." Si Jie said as soon as the bodyguard left, as if angry.

Qin Tian's shoulders slumped, and he looked at him helplessly: "Then what do you want?"

Seeing that the other party's attitude softened, Si Jie's eyes lit up. He rubbed the back of Qin Tian's hand with his thumb, and said slowly: "I have a way to lower the stock price of Zhengde Films. When the old man comes to me, there will be negotiations. It's just that right now, the time is not ripe, so I haven't told you."