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After a round of hot songs, Yan Shaoxing broke out in a thin sweat, and when he and Mai Yantong retreated backstage, he was still immersed in the atmosphere of the hot songs and couldn't extricate himself.

After thinking about it, he turned his attention to the man beside him. He knew in his heart that no matter on any stage, the man beside him was the most dazzling existence, as if he was born to attract the attention of others.

Yan Shaoxing asked himself more than once, whether he admired Actor Mai more or loved him more.He understood that at the beginning, he only worshiped Actor Mai, which was the purest idol worship.But as the doorman of Mai's house, he has contact with Actor Mai on weekdays, even if it's just an occasional look, Yan Shaoxing can't lie to himself, this is indeed a heart-wrenching feeling, which has already surpassed fans' feelings for idols.

What really made him sure of his feelings was when the distance between him and him gradually shortened. He didn't have doubts, but he couldn't deceive his heart. He longed for the approach of Actor Mai. Purpose.

Yan Shaoxing gave Mai Yantong a comfortable smile, as long as Mai Yingdi was still by his side, then he would not back down.

Mai Yantong felt that Yan Shaoxing seemed to be thinking about something, and the tense atmosphere on him for many days was relieved, and he became clearer, and he felt a lot more relaxed.

"How do you feel?" Mai Yantong asked.

Yan Shaoxing nodded and said, "It feels good."

"I will join the group in three days. Come to the bar with me these few nights to get some insights." Mai Yantong felt Yan Shaoxing's happiness. Although he didn't show any expression on his face, he still couldn't hide the smile in his eyes. meaning.

"Okay." Yan Shaoxing didn't notice the smile in Mai Yantong's eyes, but felt that Mai Yingdi was a little colder, and he didn't have any more thoughts in his heart.

"Then let's go back first." Seeing that the thin sweat on Yan Shaoxing's forehead had disappeared, Mai Yantong took Yan Shaoxing back home.

Yan Shaoxing consciously took Actor Mai's hand, and Actor Mai did not struggle, but instead held his hand tightly, and led him through the crowded writhing crowd, and got into his dark black sports car.

"Why didn't Nanhe drive for Actor Mai?" Yan Shaoxing couldn't help asking when he was wearing a seat belt on the co-pilot. It seems that Mai Yantong has been driving alone recently, but as Nanhe It is impossible for Actor Mai's personal driver to leave his post without authorization.But when he saw the driver's blurry background a few times ago, Yan Shaoxing felt that it was not Nanhe.

As soon as he asked this question, Yan Shaoxing felt that he had slipped his tongue. Actor Mai had never told him that his driver was called Nanhe, and he looked at Actor Mai anxiously, for fear that he would doubt his identity.

Mai Yantong didn't feel anything unusual, and Yan Shaoxing couldn't read anything from his unchanged expression. It was obvious that Actor Mai had a lot of expressions when he was acting, but in reality he was facially paralyzed.

However, Yan Shaoxing thought about it and understood.Whoever was born in such a wealthy family would become as indifferent as him.The eldest brother inherited his father's business, the second sister owns the largest newspaper in the country, and almost controls the direction of public opinion, and Mai Yantong's career is the least popular among the three.

There are too many grievances and grievances among the rich and powerful families. As a small guard, Yan Shaoxing often hears how fierce the two brothers are fighting for the family property, and the second sister also intends to intervene.But then the three of them let it go, and now the three of them have their own achievements in their respective fields.

They didn't know the truth of the matter, and such things in the wealthy family were so well hidden that the servants didn't dare to blatantly criticize them, so they had to talk about it secretly, and the result was that the elder brother took charge of the family business.As far as Shao Xing has always thought that Mai Yantong is more suitable for business, although he is enough to become a god in the entertainment circle.

"He has already resigned."

Since Mai Yantong's 18-year-old debut, Nanhe has been driving for him for ten years, but Yan Shaoxing didn't think deeply about it. After all, everyone has his own choice.

Yan Shaoxing nodded, leaned on the seat, turned his head sideways, looked at the colorful night scene outside, found the most comfortable position, and became a little lazy.

In a trance, I heard the person beside me asking, "How much do you like this circle?"

Yan Shaoxing woke up suddenly, thinking about this question, he likes this circle because of this person, how much do he like this person?

So he nodded seriously and said, "I like it very much."

Mai Yantong didn't answer, Yan Shaoxing still looked out of the window, actually looking at the projection of Mai Yingdi on the window, and heard Mai Yantong ask again: "If one day, would you give up this circle for one person?"

Yan Shaoxing was a little strange, and asked unconsciously, "Why?"

Yan Shaoxing turned his head, looked at Mai Yantong's eyes focused on driving, and couldn't look away anymore.

After a while, I heard Actor Mai say: "Because there is someone who can destroy your circle."

Yan Shaoxing seemed to understand something in a trance, but he didn't understand anything, and then heard Actor Mai continue to say: "There is no power to cover the sky with one hand, if one day the existence of one person will destroy What about your world?"

At this moment, Yan Shaoxing felt the hesitation and uneasiness of this powerful man. These emotions that should not have appeared on him, he somewhat understood these emotions of Mai Yantong, as if he was himself at the beginning, and his attitude towards Mai Yantong .

The gap between him and Mai Yantong is not as simple as reliving a few lifetimes. He had fantasized about what he would become when he really stood beside this man, but he found that besides destroying this man's career and family, He can't do anything.

Not being able to accept feelings that shouldn't exist in their eyes, even though some people are quite open to such feelings now, most people still cannot accept them.

Even if she is a woman, her status is too different from Mai Yantong's, and it will have too much impact on the circle of the two of them.

Mai Yantong has someone he likes, right?Thinking of this, Yan Shaoxing smiled bitterly. He asked himself that he had only known Mai Yantong for a few days, and that Mai Yantong was not someone who would fall in love at first sight, so the person he liked would definitely not be him.

From this point of view, Mai Yantong's differences with him over the past few days may really be just to win over a potential actor, or just to enjoy the fun of growing up.And these words made Yan Shaoxing understand that Mai Yantong sincerely regarded him as a friend, and the depression in his heart dissipated a little.

"If that person really exists, he will not only destroy my world, but also his own world, won't he? But if two people bear it together, the pain will not be so uncomfortable."

When Yan Shaoxing said these specious things, he didn't know whether what Mai Yantong said was what he thought.Mai Yantong always keeps everything in his heart, and he doesn't know if his guess is the truth.

The silence lasted until Yan Shaoxing arrived home, he unbuckled his seat belt, and said to Actor Mai: "Goodbye."

"and many more."

Hearing Actor Mai's words, Yan Shaoxing stopped his hand that was about to open the door, and looked at Actor Mai suspiciously.

"Bring the phone here."

Without hesitation, Yan Shaoxing handed over his mobile phone.Movie Emperor Mai looked at Yan Shaoxing's counterfeit mobile phone, a trace of dislike flashed across his face, but he still entered his number, dialed it and immediately hung up, threw the mobile phone to Yan Shaoxing, and said, "This is my phone number. If you have anything to do, you can contact me directly."

The number left to Yan Shaoxing last time was another public number of his. Usually, his agent would help him handle these calls, and Yan Shaoxing had encountered several situations where his agent helped to transfer them.In this way, Yan Shaoxing can directly contact Actor Mai in the future.

"Okay." Yan Shaoxing nodded, got out of the car, and returned to his home without stopping.

Seeing Yan Shaoxing come back, Yu Mo just nodded and was busy with his own affairs.

Yan Shaoxing washed up, lay on the bed, fiddled with his mobile phone, went to the post bar to have a look, and saw that many people commented on the last post, Yan Shaoxing couldn't help being happy when he saw the comments Bundle.Although many people felt that Yan Shaoxing had offended their idols, many felt that YY was innocent. Seeing Yan Shaoxing being close to the real YY, they felt that their hidden heart of YY was greatly satisfied.

Yan Shaoxing had no intention of posting more. He looked at the comments and laughed for a while before opening the newsletter to meet. He changed the "Ah Mai Yingdi" into "Mai Yingdi's number" and then gave this New number note.

After hesitating for a while, he still typed "Ah Mai Yingdi", but after thinking about it, he smiled and typed "Love God". Note, I feel warm in my heart.Even if he can't be a lover, Yan Shaoxing feels very honored to be a buddy of Actor Mai.

It's just that Yan Shaoxing understands that he doesn't want to be like this for the rest of his life.

In the past two days, Yan Shaoxing read the script during the day, and went to the bar with Actor Mai to experience the script at night, and the days passed a lot faster.

"Dear Mr. Yan Shaoxing, congratulations on winning the role of Chen Chuquan in "The Sound of Warmth". The script has been sent to your email, please pay attention to check it. The crew will start shooting tomorrow at the background bar, please before 10 o'clock in the morning Arrive at the background bar, thank you." On the night before the filming of "The Voice of Warmth", Yan Shaoxing received this text message, and couldn't help cheering in his heart.However, he only sent a text message the night before the filming started, and it seemed that the crew was also hesitant about choosing him, but Yan Shaoxing didn't take it seriously.

He immediately told Yu Mo the good news, and Yu Mo was really happy for him, so he told Yan Shaoxing to go to bed quickly, and they would rush to the set tomorrow.