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"Shao Xing, Shao Xing, wake up soon?"

Who is calling him, why his eyelids are so heavy that he can't lift them up?

"Shao Xing, Shao Xing."

Why is this voice so sad, what happened?

The voice gradually died down, and he only felt that his hands were wrapped in a pair of warm hands. He desperately wanted to open his eyes, and felt a beam of bright light projected onto his eyelids.

With a struggle, he opened his eyes, and the sunlight outside the window came in unobstructed because of the drawn curtains. He closed his eyes tightly because of the strong light, and raised his hand to block it. Sunshine, but someone grabbed his arm.

"Don't move, this hand has been pricked." Mai Yantong immediately noticed that Yan Shaoxing woke up, saw him moving his hand, and quickly stopped his behavior.

Yan Shaoxing didn't struggle, closed his eyes for a while, and then slowly opened his eyes, looking at Mai Yantong who was a bit haggard, with a hint of distress in his eyes.

Mai Yantong noticed that Yan Shaoxing had woken up, brought a cup of warm water from the bedside table, helped Yan Shaoxing up, and fed him some water.

"What's wrong with me?" Yan Shaoxing looked at Mai Yantong in confusion, as if he hadn't realized what happened to him, nor why he was lying on the hospital bed.

Mai Yantong touched his forehead and found that his body temperature had dropped completely, so he felt much relieved and said, "You fainted while filming, the doctor said you had a fever because you were drenched in the rain for too long , and now the temperature has dropped."

Yan Shaoxing nodded, looking a little tired, lying on the hospital bed looking a little sick.

Seeing that he was not in good condition, Mai Yantong asked, "What do you want to eat?"

As soon as he said that, Yan Shaoxing felt hungry, but he felt that he had no appetite. The illness made him sickly, and he was not interested in anything. He shook his head and said, "I don't have anything to eat."

"Let me finish ordering the porridge for you." Mai Yantong suggested seeing his lack of appetite.

Yan Shaoxing nodded, turning his head to look at the bright world outside the window, listening to Mai Yantong's reassuring voice, his heart was filled with tranquility, and hearing the sound of Mai Yantong hanging up the phone, he still looked at the bright world outside the window. World, without turning his head, asked softly: "Do you think we can always be together?"

Mai Yantong immediately caught Yan Shaoxing's words, clasped his hands tightly, and said, "Of course, there is no doubt about it." He used two affirmative tones to express his determination, and got Liao Yan Shao Xing gave a very faint smile.

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Chu Haoran and Lou Xiangsi, who returned to China, were together again, but they didn't know that they were facing more severe challenges than the United States. In China, same-sex love has not yet been recognized, and their love can only be It is carried out in secret, and sometimes they are very frightened by other people's strange eyes.

Soon, their love affair was exposed to the public again. This time they encountered more violent attacks, and all the people around them did not support them. Even after the family members learned about the relationship between the two, they expressed their feelings Dissatisfaction and strong opposition.

Sometimes, the most desperate despair is just after the possession, all kinds of pressure make the two of them unbearable, Chu Haoran went abroad again to avoid all kinds of accusations, leaving Lou Xiangsi alone in the country, and their love also changed. Became distant.

For Lou Xiangsi, going abroad is always just an expression of escaping. In the past five years, he has become a coward in the face of their feelings and fled back to China, but this time he is unwilling to become a coward again. Chu Haoran's loss and severe depression He saw all the performances in his eyes, but he was powerless.In the end, Chu Haoran had no choice but to let Chu Haoran leave Huaguo, but he was still on this piece of land, with passion and dissatisfaction with this piece of land.

"Hao Ran." Lou Xiangsi looked at the haggard Chu Haoran, feeling very distressed. The bitterness in his expression revealed that his heart was not much better than Chu Haoran, but he knew that he had to be strong enough, otherwise the two of them could not Stick to it.

Chu Haoran stared blankly ahead, his heart was like a puddle of stagnant water, and suddenly his eyes were on Lou Xiangsi, a flash of sorrow flashed, and he suddenly became manic, pushing the quilt on the bed to the ground, lying on the bed, showing The appearance of large characters, with dull eyes, seems to be living in a world of one person.

Not hearing Haoran's answer, Lou Xiangsi called out again: "Haoran."

Still didn't get any answer, he walked into Haoran's bed, sat at the foot of the bed, looked at his dull eyes and asked, "Are you okay?"

Chu Haoran, who was severely depressed, often refused to communicate with him. Sometimes he shed tears without saying a word, sometimes he threw out the things in front of him manically, and sometimes he spent some very dark paintings silently.

He took Chu Haoran to see a doctor, but the doctor had no better way. After learning about their situation, the doctor suggested that changing the environment might alleviate Chu Haoran's condition. The reason why he changed to depression It was because the outside world gave him too much stimulation, Chu Haoran's family, friends and colleagues did not support him, and the closest family members even said that if they did not break up, they would sever the relationship.

Lou Xiangsi and the two resigned from the company, but they also had to resign. Lou Xiangsi returned to the point where he was poor in the United States and was looking for work everywhere, but he was worried about Chu Haoran's situation at home from time to time, and his His condition is getting worse, although Lou Xiangsi also understands that the more he stays at home, the more serious his condition will become.

However, the environment they faced was even worse. This matter spread very quickly, and even Lou Xiangsiang's going to be a tutor was rejected by each of them, so he could only stay in the studio all day, drawing a bunch of pictures. Take out the paintings and sell them everywhere. Although the price is pitifully low, Lou Xiangsi finally found his sense of direction.

Lou Xiangsi's figure was reflected in Chu Haoran's pupils. For some reason, his tears came down suddenly, and his emotions became very broken. The tears continued to flow down like water. He seemed to be aware of his own emotional breakdown. He covered his eyes and the tears that flowed wantonly.

Lou Xiangsi lay next to him, hugged him distressedly, and kept his words of comfort in his mouth, but he couldn't say anything. In the end, all his thoughts turned into deep sighs. He considered the doctor's advice. He wanted to build a home in this city, a place where Chu Haoran's family was present.

He used to be a coward who fled from the country of America and returned to the country of China, but came to this strange but familiar city to Chu Haoran without hesitation. He and Chu Haoran once thought about settling down in the country of America and creating a city of their own. home, but he ran away.

This time, he didn't want to run away, but found that sometimes it wasn't what he thought.

"I'll take you to America." Lou Xiangsi said after thinking for a long time.

Chu Haoran shook his head, he didn't want to do this in his heart, but he knew it might be the best for him, so he still kept silent without saying a word.

Lou Xiangsi hugged Chu Haoran tightly, and then said: "I still have unfinished business here, give me some time, I will build you a home in the United States, okay?"

Chu Haoran wanted to nod, but suddenly hesitated. He looked at Lou Xiangsi with red eyes, unable to make a decision for a while, and said after a long period of blankness, "Okay."

He added: "Let's break up."

Lou Xiangsi's expression froze over there, and he said, "What's wrong?"

"During this time, I have thought a lot." Chu Haoran said these words calmly, "Why do we have to go through so many hardships together, and finally become what we are today? I have thought too much. Responsibility, the only problem is that we don't trust each other enough, we're not brave enough."

"We will meet many people in this world, some people seem to be suitable, some people are only suitable, but in the end maybe you will meet the person who is the most suitable for you, maybe you will never meet in your life, but you I always believe that I can meet him, and I always think that what you are meeting now is the most suitable person for you. You once said that we met each other and hurt each other when we were the most naive, but now We are still very naive. During this time, what makes me sad is that you have become too much, not like the Lou Xiangsi we used to know."

After a long time of sinking, Lou Xiangsi asked in a hoarse voice: "Have you really thought it through?"

Chu Haoran nodded, and said firmly: "I have never been more clear than now."

Lou Xiangsi hesitated for a moment before replying: "Okay, I will go through the formalities for you to go abroad."

Chu Haoran nodded lightly, showing a faint smile, but Lou Xiangsi was very sad in his heart, but he didn't show anything on his face, just silently packed his luggage.

"Cut." After this scene was performed, Mai Yantong looked at Yan Shaoxing who was still lying on the bed with concern. During this period of time, his mental state was very poor. Others didn't notice it, but the careful Mai Yantong did.

"Are you ok?"

Yan Shaoxing blinked and saw Mai Yantong, but his eyes were still a little dull, and it took him a long time to react, and said, "Sorry, I'm a little too tired. I haven't slept well recently."

Mai Yantong was silent for a moment, and asked, "Can you do the last scene? The crew is not in a hurry. Let's start filming when you are in better condition."

Yan Shaoxing shook his head, sat up, and said, "No need."