[Hunter] Secret Lover

All kinds of memories are full of unwillingness, fear, resentment, and despair of their original owners.

Those emotions that do not belong to me are rampant in my body, clamoring for an outlet, and my head is buzzing because of this, I can't wait to use a sharp knife to cut my head open, not only to free myself but also to spray the elders Tuan has a face full of brains.

Every time I thought that the sharp pain I was receiving was the limit, but the next second I realized that I was wrong.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

... What a humiliation.

Even the self was deprived, just because the more terrifying emotions were still absorbed in my flesh and blood, tightly entwined, sleepless, just kept drilling deeper.

The feeling of adsorption is like when I went to the pond to play when I was a child, but when I got ashore, I found a leech quietly dormant on my calf—I was disgusted and scared, and tremblingly pinched the damned little vampire with my hands .I wanted to pull it out of my body, but not only was the fucking disgusting insect not expelled by me, but it burrowed deeper into my body uncontrollably.

...Inch by inch, slow but firm, with a clear feeling.

So the cold and sticky thing squirmed in, and there was nothing left on my calf except some blood stains.

The leech just goes in - the more you grab it, the faster it goes in, and then it blends with your flesh and blood.

— Actually, if the ultimate goal of those 'emotions' was to fit in with me, well, they succeeded.

"Ahhhhhhhh!"

Screams jumped out of my lips uncontrollably. When I heard the roar, it seemed that it didn't come from my own mouth: it was too far away.

It's not that the fact that I didn't cry out in pain represents some kind of fearless fighting spirit, it's just what I did in the end, some small unwillingness to show that's all.

——You can destroy my body, but my spirit will never yield.

But now...even this little power is gone, taken away without mercy.

I have lost everything.

I have nothing.

Nothing.

And the culprit behind all of this is...

So at that moment, all the calmness and composure I could be proud of was defeated in an instant, and I finally...finally hated Kurolo, Kurolo Rushiru.

Even though I can't do anything, I can't do any personal harm to Kuroro Rusiru, but this emotion called [hate] still erodes my only sensory cells in an instant.

Yes, I hate him for taking everything from me.

I really hate it.

It was night, and an unknown beast roared and then died.

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The elders wanted me to work for them day and night, but in fact, although they were afraid that I would have a nervous breakdown and didn't do it, thanks to them, I still couldn't sleep.

In fact, I have long felt that this ability is very tasteless-although you can obtain all the secrets of another person just through contact, it can be said that the activation conditions of the ability are simply ridiculously easy-but at the same time as acquiring memory, as the main body, I will It will be disturbed, and it will be very serious.

As I said before, my brain is like a computer, so when the file capacity (memory) exceeds the amount I can handle, the computer will freeze, and I am not so lucky, the consequences will never be the brain Crash—the crash can still recover =_=, at least I have to play with the whole dissociative identity disorder.

Dissociative identity disorder, also known as split personality, referred to as schizophrenia.

Far eyes + vicissitudes of life, so, this should be a fucking weak ability =_,=...

But the chicken ribs are only for me, and for the elders, I am just a tool.In other words, in the eyes of the elders, my function may really be no different from that of a computer.

Moreover, it is a very useful 'computer'. If you want to download any 'file', you can just grab it directly. It's not like a real computer. If you want to 'refer' to some small and small non-confidential information of the Hunter Association, you will have to crooked long time.

——Oh, you have to know that the people on Meteor Street are indeed incomparable to outsiders, but they don't have a registered permanent residence (just staying in Meteor Street can't get you a registered permanent residence, even if you can get a registered permanent residence with the power of the elders Ben, but I still need a hunter certificate. Of course, the elders will not just be satisfied with ordinary non-confidential information) ←_←

And what does it mean to have no account? —It just means you can't fill out that damn profile of the Hunter's Guild, and that's all.

When you meet someone who is not a real person, you can't punch him, you can't use him intimidatingly, you can't use soft and hard on him, you can't——!

...so you can do nothing but look at that damn glowing computer screen, and what's worse, there's that line——

Please fill in your personal information before downloading the required documents.

... Oh snow special = dish = convex! ! ! !

Convex fill peat ah ah ah ah ah (fall)!Labor and management do not have an account, can’t they?No way? Damn it! !Labor and management have no household registration and labor and management are proud!Labor and capital are so arrogant... Oh, not proud!You are not allowed to laugh!Who dares to laugh with a mustache = dish =? !

So I have to say, getting Paknotan, the elders really let out a bad breath =_=

So the final result is the tragedy of Paknotan.

After all, what—try to read the memories of fifty people a day ←_←?

In the past, I only had to worry about my own livelihood, and I didn’t use this ability much—you are really a powerful master, but you are really a garbage dump on the side of Meteor Street, are you everywhere? =Dish=?

Besides, at that time, I still needed to be wary of the real Paknotan-kun. I was afraid that if the ability to read memory was used too much, the Lord would destroy us on behalf of the moon... So to sum up, the previous me carefully restrained the ability to use it. , now the elders continue to challenge my lower limit for their own benefit (the lower limit of ability, those who think crookedly poke their eyes =_,=), I will be smart, which is a matter of time.

When the time comes...the time when I will no longer be me.

In other words, if the personality using this body is no longer 'I', then 'I' is no different from being dead.

Hmm... If I'm lucky, maybe part of this body will belong to me?But how much...?Half?one tenth?

↑... Hey, don't tell me that the three-digit number will be in the meeting =_,=!

But if you count it, fifty people a day, wouldn't it be three digits in two days ==+? !

Really, three digits in two days is so interesting~~ Hahahahaha~~

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Hey why are you not laughing ←_←...

Hey... I've been acting in a one-man show for so long, why don't you guys hurry up and cheer for my calmness before I die!Is my dark humor really not funny, really? Really? Really?Look at my sincere watery eyes before answering. Hey =_,=!

↑Voiceover: So...there is no such thing at all, I'm going to die, so sad for spring and autumn -_-||

In a sense, this can be regarded as the highest level of returning goods (up and down, left and right are second-hand goods) (look up ╯▂╰)...

Speaking of which, that fellow Emus suddenly disappeared for some reason, although last time he thought he really liked me, but now his attitude is really strange, well, no matter, he is dying anyway, these things If you can figure it out, just think about it, if you can’t figure it out, just let it go.

The slight tugging sensation brought by the iron chain finally turned into a dull pain after a long time. Presumably I don’t know how to walk when I get off now, right?

Well, if I can go back, I must write it down. After a person has been hung for dozens of days, the blood will basically no longer circulate inside the body, which will cause numbness in the lower limbs.

...Uh, by the way, I know how to read, can a normal person's physique last for so long?

Mo... I'll fuck it, external factors can't be ruled out. I suddenly found that I couldn't take anything with me. I was extremely depressed and started talking to the air.

"Let's think about it, how did we come to this place in the first place? - Oh, it seems that we passed through in a dream, but fortunately we didn't die at the hands of some 'favorite', otherwise we would be bloody old , do you mean I have something like a 'favorite person' =皮=?"

"Well, as soon as I woke up, I saw a bloody piece. By the way, the man who died on my body was really miserable hahaha~ Of course, he also successfully disgusted me orz..."

"I woke up only to find that I was hungry and tired. At that time, I thought I was going to die. I was so remorseful that I was going to apologize to the person I had offended unintentionally, but who was very important to me. Knowing that's not the worst-case scenario, like right now."

"Afterwards, I hung out with Uncle Titchton, who is really a good guy~~"

"...It's a pity that the uncle was killed by the god in a surprise attack later, but the uncle is already at that age, and he hasn't been able to get along well... I have to say that he was indeed killed by an instant—err, it seems that I have a poisonous tongue again , really disrespecting the dead, 囧."

"So I kept looking for other bastards to keep warm, and spent my life in a daze. I have to say that it was a decadent day, and I kept saying to myself ridiculously, 'I didn't kill someone, I didn't kill someone, I didn't kill someone' Tsk, I really don't know what I was insisting on at that time."

"Not long after, Lord Kuroro finally caught me with his great scumbag steps."

"Of course, I also agreed—although I didn't know why I agreed to go with Kuroro at the time, but now that I think about it, maybe it's because I've had enough of this aimless, walking corpse-like life."

"...Even if my fate is to die in the end, and it's because of a fucking reason like 'I'm in love with Kuroro and I'm willing to die', I will never be unwilling——Hey, I suddenly found that my bones seem to be It’s pretty crazy too =_,=”

"Thinking about it this way, the days when I acted with Kuroro and the others were really unforgettable memories, although the final result was this."

"Thinking about it carefully, in fact, Kuroro and Maggie Sauce are not that different from other people. It's just that there is something wrong with my mentality. I think they are special to me, so their every move affects my emotions. That's how big it is."

"Hey...Although I really want to go back to the past, but I still think it's normal now."

"Because it's too false, those pasts—they are so beautiful, so beautiful that they are so false, I think it's just a dream, and... I only dare to regard them as a dream."

"So, even now, I don't think I have any regrets."

"……real."

"..."

Those words from the heart that I dare not say in normal times resonate in the air through the vibration of my mouth, and finally pass to nothingness.

"I am not from this world, only my soul has fallen into a dying body for some reason, and I have also gone to a cheating place. From then on, I have to work hard to survive, and I will kill some people just to live for myself , and even did some things that I didn’t even dare to think about before.”

"In my whole life in this world, I have killed, betrayed, and been betrayed. The most painful injury in battle is that the phalanx of my finger was once broken, but the pain is not because it was broken but because it was re-wound. Picked it up, and now it's all over, and I'm going to be indirectly killed."

"These don't belong to me, but I still feel unwilling, but I can't do anything now."

"I don't have the ability to avenge the people I hate. I can't reach the normal world I yearn for, and now I have lost the right to move freely. So I can only let these things go and bury them in my heart."

"I'm dying, but remember—"

"I'm not Paknotan."

"My name is Cheng Liu."

In the lonely night, the girl smiled at the darkness. Although it was a very ordinary face, it was the first time that a humble expression appeared on it.

"Remember me, I used to exist in this world."

"I'm Cheng Liu."

Volume Two [end]

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