[Death] How can I throw you down

It was another day to go home, after school on Saturday, Goni weighed each book with one hand, finally stuffed the newspapers and test papers left by the teacher into the school bag, threw it behind her, and lazily walked towards Go in the direction of the school gate.

In contrast to other people's joyful expressions, she always put on a boring face no matter where she went, her slightly curly black hair just reached her shoulders, her oblique bangs blocked half of her right eye because she was too long, the only one among her facial features The good-looking eyes also reveal a deeply decadent atmosphere, which obviously won't leave a good impression on the teachers who are preparing for the college entrance examination.

——Especially her schoolbag that looks obviously empty and shriveled, even the deskmate who watches her sleep in class every day thinks she is hopeless.

"Going home?" The classmate who walked up to her and left late because of sanitation habitually greeted her, holding two wet and freshly washed rags in her hands.

"Well, probably." She also gave a symbolic smile, and her eyes only shifted a bit before looking back at the road ahead of her.The classmates who heard her answer were just taken aback, and then went on with their own business.

Walk out of the school gate, plug in your earphones, go through the traffic lights, and take the long way home.

Passing by her were grandparents leading elementary school students home from school, office workers after get off work, and roadside real estate agents who came out to smoke a cigarette because they had no clients.

At this moment, she is like a person who stays out of the matter, watching the world run according to its original track with cold eyes, but she can't find a place to put herself.Is this because the world is so big that there is no room for me?She sighed silently in her heart, she didn't know when she actually felt that she couldn't survive in the human world.

The theme song of the god of death played, she took out her phone, glanced at the name displayed on the screen, hesitated for a few seconds, and pressed the answer button, the sound coming through the earphones had a cold sense of mechanism.

"Mom?" She frowned habitually, already anticipating what the other end of the phone would say.

"The company organizes activities this week, and I will go back on Monday for the air ticket this afternoon. You should pay attention to yourself at home on weekends—" The voice over there was just an order, and she believed that if she didn't interrupt, the call would definitely end at 20 Hang up within seconds.

"Mom, what happened last time you quarreled with my dad?" When she asked this question, she couldn't help but stop where she was. At this time, the eyes of the people around her were blocked by her, and she even heard herself nervous. Heartbeat, for no reason.

There was silence on the phone for a long time, until someone shouted something over there, and her mother said again: "It's nothing, you take care of yourself and read your book well. Don't worry, your dad and I won't plan to divorce for the time being, wait You can talk about it in college."

Listening to the busy tone of the phone, she looked at the phone with the lock screen restored, and walked towards home.The previous song was played again in the earphones, but it could no longer enter her mind.

Go upstairs, open the door, enter the house, and turn on the computer.She turned on the Grim Reaper animation again and started to play it. The hand on the mouse was pressed several times, and the poor quality mouse creaked occasionally, as if it would break in the next second.

The progress bar happened to be stuck at the scene where Ulquiorra was analyzing Kurosaki Ichigo's combat power with a blank face. Her dark green eyes were deep and calm, and even Mount Tai collapsed in front of her. With facial features, she felt that she must be crazy. The long-suppressed thoughts burst out like a tide, drowning her, so that she forgot to breathe.

The animation continued to play, but she turned off the phone without warning, took a deep breath, and told herself, to get used to it, to get used to the days without him.

The darkened screen showed her face that was about to cry. She covered her face with one hand and put her arms on the table. After a long time, she suddenly felt the coldness behind her. She raised her head and wanted to close the window, but the darkened screen He saw a figure standing behind him.

She will never forget that moment of turning around.

Just turning around, she saw the face just now across a screen.I don't know when she changed into a light-colored long-sleeved shirt with a v-neck and black trousers. What made her unable to take her eyes off the most was the face that could be drawn with closed eyes.

At this time, his vision began to blur slowly, his eye sockets were faintly hot, and a drop or two of transparent liquid fell into the school uniform pants, and the pants on his legs were already wet in just a few seconds.However, she didn't even dare to blink, she just bit her lower lip and stared at him, for fear that he would disappear in front of her eyes in the next moment.

Ulquiola pursed her lips, until the moment she found her, she felt the breath in her chest relieved.Ermao, who was used as a guide dog all the way, obediently ran to the bottom of the bed. At this time, it didn't want to be noticed by Mama at all. It had a premonition that its end would be tragic, although it felt that it was worthy of praise for volunteering to find its father.

The anger hovering around her body also gradually dissipated. Seeing her miserable face crying, he stepped forward and gently wiped away the surging tears with the pulp of his thumb, his voice lowered a bit unconsciously: "Why? gone?"

Afterwards, she despised herself severely for a long time. Why did she patronize and cry when Ulquiorra was so gentle?

At this moment, she just shook her head, and grabbed the corner of his clothes with her only good right hand, so strong that her finger bones were faintly white.The moment she saw him again, all her psychological construction collapsed, and she finally realized that it was impossible for her to have the idea of ​​leaving.As long as he looks at her, as long as her shadow is reflected in those eyes, it's impossible for her to take even one step away from her.

I haven't eaten for a day because of laziness, and now I continue to vent for such a long time. When I recover, there is only one feeling, the world is spinning.

Always forgetting that she is still a fragile human body, she paid a terrible price for it.As soon as she closed her eyes, she was staring at her eyes. She stood up from the chair and tilted forward without taking a step——

No matter how well-prepared she is, she also wants to yell at the sky, "Fuck me!"

Ulquiorra caught her by the hand, saw her look weak and dying, his eyes stayed on her face for a long time, until she saw her struggling to get away from him with guilt, then walked quickly to the bedside table to call takeout.

Then she fell to the side, lying on the bed in big characters.Seeing Ulquiorra standing expressionlessly on the head of the bed, she evoked a smile: "Look, I'm just an ordinary person now, with no spiritual power at all. I have no right to stand by your side anymore. I don't want to be your weakness. How about this, I will try my best to help you out, you and Master Shi Lin and the others..."

The rest of her words were silenced in his almost materialized gaze, if it wasn't still summer, she thought she was blowing the cold wind from Siberia.

Swallowing with difficulty, she didn't know if she should lament Ulquiola's aura at this time, which she felt she hadn't seen for a long time.

The bed was not big, so Ulquiola just leaned forward a little and easily grabbed her hand. She felt her whole body being pulled towards him by a force, and looked closely at those deep green eyes, She has an unprecedented sense of crisis.

Ulquiorra's eyes were half closed, and she leaned over to look at her, and her cold words sounded in her ears word by word: "Tilia Agony, repeat what you just said."

All the hairs on Ge Ni's back stood on end in an instant, and she even felt cold sweat sliding down her forehead.

The two remained in this position for 10 minutes. On the one hand, Ge Ni didn't dare to say it again. She felt that she would die if she repeated it. On the other hand, she didn't want to compromise.Ulquiorra, on the other hand, was in a downright bad mood, and there was rarely a dead silence between the two of them.

Finally, the doorbell of the takeaway broke the silence, and she smiled, "Why don't we discuss this issue after dinner?"

After the meal, two solemn-looking people sat at both ends of the long dining table, and the dining table expressed a lot of pressure.

Ulquiorra always had an expressionless face, while Goni was expressionless because she wanted to discuss this topic seriously.

After staring at each other for 1 minute, Ge Ni realized that she really couldn't be silent with Ulquiorrabi. "Let me tell you a story."

She sighed as if giving up, and began to tell Ulquiola about herself, from her death a few months later, until Jinglingting met Tianshu Jun, entered the eleventh team, and met various captains The tragedy, and then to the imaginary circle, even interspersed with his own psychological activities in the middle.

"To sum up, I am a woman who has been cheated by a book. I even started to approach you for a purpose. For the sake of being so despicable, don't dump me carelessly." Song Ni made her concluding statement, touching her forehead to the table as if resigned to her fate, and her voice was weak.

Ulquiola listened to her narration from the beginning to the end without even frowning. At this moment, he just used his usual slow attitude and beat her heart again: "This is what you call, you have to stand on my side. Has been strong around you? I have seen your determination."

Ge Ni felt panicked in her heart for a moment, and when she raised her eyes, her eyes were blank.Obviously not like this, obviously she felt that she was not qualified enough, and obviously she was ready to take all the responsibilities, so why did she still find it unbearable to hear his words and wanted to justify?

Then she knew, when, when she had cornered herself, Ulquiorra, in his own way, stood before her and, though blocking all her way, gave her a Incomparably reliable embrace.

Now, she was forced into a corner by herself and put herself in such an unforgivable situation. When she heard Ulquiorra's words, she felt uncomfortable all over her body, and her hands were tightly clenched into fists. She turned her head to look at the other decorations in the living room, Ignore Ulquiola's cold eyes that made her feel pain.

A storm was brewing in Ulquiorra's dark green eyes, he suppressed all of this, just looked at Goni, looked at her turning her head in embarrassment, and looked at her who was obviously sad to die but pretended to be okay look.

The reason why he forced himself into such an embarrassing situation was just because he didn't want to hurt him.How could he not understand?

He knew a long time ago that this is a timid but stubborn woman who is willing to fight back when she is threatened. Hide in a safe place and run away like a rabbit.

Even if she refuses to admit it, compared with Bai Yan, she has too many shortcomings, so after finally losing her strength, she would rather leave him than stay by deceiving herself.And because he didn't want to make him sad, he took on all the betrayals.

Ulquiola didn't know whether to rejoice or sigh for meeting her.

"Anyway, I think I'm useless, I shouldn't stay, that's all." Ge Ni looked at the sofa, dropped this sentence with flickering eyes, and wanted to get up and leave.

In fact, we shouldn't meet today, otherwise, why would she feel so sad now that the world is dark, no matter how scared she is, she will be left in this world of feasting and feasting, and it is impossible for her to meet again in the future.And all of this is her choice.

"Strong power is indeed very important in the virtual circle. I don't deny this. But don't you even have the courage to start from scratch? Or is it so difficult to keep you by my side?" Ulquiola said After that, he leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes, and stopped looking at her back.

At this moment, who can see that the No. 40 blade with such powerful power can't even keep an ordinary person.He seemed to have seen the scene where Bai Yan said to him with a smile: "Ulquiola, I want to go back." Even their backs overlapped.

Ge Ni was shocked by his words, she heard disappointment from Ulquiola's words just now, that's all, but she also heard exhaustion.how can that be possible?As powerful as Ulquiorra...

In the next second, she spurned herself severely.Yes, I always felt that he was powerful, so I just made excuses to leave without even thinking about the solution to the problem.When encountering such a problem, her first reaction was to leave rather than solve it.It's because she denied her own value and thought she had found an excuse for him, but she didn't think about whether he would be hurt by it.

And after she turned around, she felt that ten thousand deaths were not enough.That cold and calm, wise and powerful man just leaned on the back of the chair with no expression on his face, but dark green tears spread from his closed eyes to his chin, and ran across his pale face, inexplicably making her My heart skipped a beat.

And he was leaning on the back of the chair, black shattered hair fell on his forehead, half of his face was under the light, and half was in the shadows. Suddenly, the apex of her heart was grabbed again, and her breath stopped halfway.

At this time, Ulquiola opened his eyes, the color of the green eyes continued to deepen, and the deepest color was precipitated. The nephrite-like eyes made Goni couldn't help but step forward and leaned against his. With his forehead, his right hand rested on his shoulder, and the depths of his black eyes bloomed with shining brilliance. He looked into the depths of dark green eyes, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I won't hide anymore. Unless you drive me away, I won't let you go again." Don't leave, okay?"

Ulquio stretched his hand to intervene in her loose hair, pressed her in his direction, and kissed her with a slight tilt of his head. The lingering and grinding kiss vaguely symbolized their intertwined destiny, stretching to the end of time.