The Dream of the Red Chamber of Huanzhu is not a dream

Ziwei was very haggard, Xiao Yanzi died, Erkang left, and even her love rival Qinger died, she felt extremely lost and lonely.

She wants a corner, a quiet corner, where she can slowly lick her wounds, hold her longing and blessings for Erkang, grow old slowly, and die slowly, so that this lovesickness can be touched God, allow them to continue in the next life.

But the quiet she wanted was always disturbed.

She didn't know why the queen insisted on her learning about housekeepers and directors. She never cared about these common economic affairs. What kind of marriage would she not marry? Without Erkang, she would not marry anyone, but why did they always Force yourself?

Inevitably, Ziwei gradually began to complain to the queen, compared to the concubine Ling who would come to comfort her with a big belly, the queen was simply too unreasonable.

Ziwei woke up from the dream again. There was Erkang in the dream. They lived happily together and had a clever son.

Ziwei wished so much that she could not wake up from the dream, but after waking up, it was still cold and dark outside the window.

Ziwei couldn't sleep anymore, so she got out of bed.Ling'er, the palace maid who was close to her body, heard the movement and hurriedly put on her clothes, but she heard Ziwei say: "Ling'er, go and get me the piano."

"Gege, it's not yet dawn..." Ling'er looked at the dark sky outside the door in embarrassment, there was still more than an hour before dawn, wouldn't playing the piano at this time disturb others?

Ziwei softly said: "Go and get it, I can't sleep, my heart is so painful, if I can't even play the piano, I'm afraid I will really die from the pain..."

Ling'er had no choice but to agree, and went to bring the guqin in.She was transferred to Ziwei's side after the Vulkan incident, and she didn't even dare to guess the whereabouts of the original palace maids and nuns beside Ziwei.Because the matter between Fu Erkang and Ziwei was so big, all the maids and eunuchs in the palace knew about it, and because of this, they saved their lives, but the people who served Ziwei close by were not so lucky up.

Ziwei sat down beside the piano, plucked the strings with her fingers, and sang a song: "The mountains are so long, the waters are so long, the mountains and rivers are so long, and the roads are so far away..." She sang and wept, calling frantically in her heart: "Erkang! , my Erkang, did you hear that?"

Ling'er's heart was cold as she listened to Ziwei singing a love song. At this time, the hard-working eunuchs who woke up the first were still asleep. Because of the silence, Ziwei's piano and singing could be heard far away.It's not that she hasn't persuaded Ziwei, but their princess, despite her soft appearance, is extremely stubborn, and it is extremely difficult to change things she has decided.They are just court ladies and slaves, how dare they strongly oppose her request?Su Er, who was transferred together with her, persuaded too much, and was begged by Ge Ge to be the queen, transferred away, and entered the hard labor bureau.At that time, Ling'er knew that serving Huanzhu Gege was a desperate situation, because they were afraid that they would spread Gege's affairs, so they had no way out.So Ling'er remained silent, she didn't dare to persuade her anymore, she was more obedient and obedient, and Gege was at least willing to intercede for her when something happened.

Ziwei played and sang for a while, and gradually there were sounds outside.

Ling'er's complexion became more and more obscure. Ziwei is not the only one who lives in Gege's house. Lang Gege and Si Gege are also living together. Every now and then, she is woken up early from her sleep, bringing the whole Gege with her. The maids and eunuchs in the institute have to get up more than an hour earlier, and they can't be lazy and rest during the day, so they are full of resentment?

Ziwei is Gege, and Qianlong is very concerned about Gege, even if other people are angry, they dare not take it on her. Pity Ling'er and the others who serve Ziwei, who are pushed aside and made things difficult without a trace. But there is still suffering that I can't tell.

Lan Xin didn't sleep much at night, and her spirits were a little low during the day. The queen felt distressed when she saw it, and became more and more dissatisfied with Ziwei.Therefore, when she knew that the servants around Ziwei were a little restless, she didn't beat and deal with them as usual, but just watched coldly. Only after Ziwei herself suffered a lot can she know that in this palace, it's not that you want to stay quiet, just Can stay in peace for a lifetime.

Concubine Ling looked at the back of Ziwei walking out of Yanxi Palace with floating footsteps, and the corners of her lips curled up triumphantly.

In the past, she placed high hopes on Ziwei, hoping that she would marry Fu Erkang, hoping that she could help the Fu family raise the flag, so that the Fu family could become her power above the court.Unfortunately, it all came to naught.

The current Ziwei can almost only be said to be an abandoned child, and can only be used as an abandoned child.

If Ziwei can be scheming, Lingfei is sure to give Qianlong the pillow wind and find her a powerful family to marry into, and she can still be her help.It's a pity that Ziwei, who knows nothing but love, still misses Fu Erkang. Doesn't she know that the more she misses Fu Erkang, the more Qianlong hates Fu Erkang?

Concubine Ling lowered her head, and the corners of her pursed mouth were slightly cold. Fu Lun had been transferred out of Beijing to become a small county magistrate, and it was no longer useful to her.But Fu's family is not in Beijing. If Qianlong resents Fu's family because of Ziwei's infatuation, there is no one to bear his anger. If the anger is transferred to her, it will even affect his perception of the little brother she is about to give birth to... …

Concubine Ling obviously felt that for her pregnancy this time, Qianlong was not as sympathetic and eager as her previous pregnancies, and the number of visits to Yanxi Palace was not as much as before.

The fifteenth elder brother born by Jin Suo was handed over by Qianlong to Concubine Yu to raise him. Concubine Ling had also seen that child before. He was very strong and looked like his mother, the most beautiful.

Qianlong obviously liked this youngest son very much, but what worried the concubine the most was a sentence Qianlong said unintentionally: "Fifteen is healthy, Concubine Yu takes good care of him. I still remember that when Fourteen was born, he was very sick. I didn't even dare to hug him at the time, and then I fell ill every day..." Qianlong's original intention may be to feel pity and miss for the fourteenth elder brother who died young, and he probably doesn't remember the fourteenth elder brother. What did my elder brothers and princesses look like when they were born.

But, hearing these words in the ears of Concubine Ling, the meaning is not so simple. Her heart is almost on fire, and she looks at Brother Fifteen with vicious eyes that can hardly be restrained: she is just a lowly maid. Why should my son compare with her fourteen?

Because of this, Concubine Ling fears and hates the fifteenth elder brother Yongyan.

Yongyan is only half a year older than the one in her womb, no matter how unwilling Concubine Ling is, there is no way to prevent others from comparing the two children.Concubine Ling watched Yongyan grow up healthily, with arms like lotus root joints, and small hands that were fleshy, smiling at everyone, showing the child's health and liveliness to the ground, Concubine Ling couldn't help but worry in her heart, if she What should I do if my child is not as strong as Yong Yan when he is born?Although she believes that her children must be smarter than Yong Yan, but before they learn to speak and walk, what people pay most attention to is whether the children are strong or not.

Concubine Ling's belly grew bigger day by day, and Qianlong also liked Yongyan more and more day by day.

Back then, the Fourteenth used his pitiful cry to win Qianlong's pity.And Yongyan used his laughter to win Qianlong's favor.

A child who cries gets milk, but a child who laughs is more likable.

Concubine Ling finally couldn't sit still, she thought, if there was no Yongyan, her child would definitely be able to get Qianlong's full attention.Even if Yongyan died young, Qianlong would definitely be sad, and the sadder he was, the more he would love and sympathize with the child she gave birth to.

Concubine Ling felt excited when she thought about it, but it was not so easy to get rid of Yongyan without involving herself.What's more, Concubine Yu resented her very much because of Yongqi's affairs, and she was very guarded.

After sorting out the hands in her hands, a cruel sneer appeared on the corner of Concubine Ling's mouth. Killing people with a knife is her favorite thing to do. If it goes well, she might be able to get that Concubine Xian who always looks at her out of the corner of her eyes Tear it off together, and give her the imperial concubine position!

Ziwei left Yanxi Palace, her face was very pale, and her footsteps were a little vain.

Ling'er hurriedly stepped forward to help her move forward.

Concubine Ling was made mad by the maids in Concubine Xian's palace. The two maids actually talked about the fourteenth elder brother who died young, saying that the fourteenth elder brother was very thin and weak. Compared with the fifteenth elder brother, he was almost Like a drowning kitten, no wonder it dies young.He also said that the one in the concubine Ling's stomach might be the same as the fourteenth elder brother. How could the fifteenth elder brother be healthy and lively?

If it was just like this, Ziwei would be sympathetic, angry, and help Lingfei to sue Huang Ama for justice, but she would definitely not have such empathetic burning anger and resentment!

Concubine Ling shed tears of grievance as she spoke, saying that if it was just that, although she was angry, she didn't intend to care about it, so as not to provoke a conflict with Concubine Xian, and take a step back.

Ziwei was very moved by Lingfei's tolerance and generosity, but she heard that Lingfei said that she was complaining for her and Yibi.

Ziwei's heart skipped a beat, and after repeated questioning, Concubine Ling told her that those two maids not only talked about Elder Fourteen, but also involved Ziwei.Saying that she is just an illegitimate daughter, how can it compare to the fifteenth elder brother, that is the real phoenix and dragon grandson, a truly noble person, unlike her, although the identity of the biological mother is more noble than Jinsuo, who gave birth to her However, she has never passed the Ming Road, so she will never be able to get on the jade plate or correct her identity for the rest of her life.

Ziwei couldn't help shaking when she heard it, and her face turned pale.

The concubine Ling felt aggrieved because of Ziwei, after all, Xia Yuhe later had a place, but it was a pity that Ziwei could not be recorded under Xia Yuhe's name, nor could she be listed on the jade plate.

When Concubine Ling said this, Ziwei felt more and more wronged, yes, her mother also has a position, she is Yibi, but she can't tell the world that she is her daughter.She clearly has a father and a mother, but she can't recognize her. She can only be a "adopted daughter" who has no father or mother, but only a foster father and mother.

Ever since she entered the palace, she has always been the princess that Huang Ama cares about the most, but no matter how much she loves her, she is just a righteous daughter!The righteous daughter is not the child of Huang Ama, who is justified in name, but the fifteenth elder brother is the biological son of Huang Ama, who is well known in the world, and is the blood of Aixinjueluo who is on the jade plate.It was a grand full moon, and everyone in the palace was celebrating for him.

Seeing everything that his mother had dreamed about, thought about, and hoped for all her life, Jin Suo had easily obtained it.And the identity that I envy but will never get in my life, brother fifteen has had it since he was born.Ziwei suddenly felt wronged, she had nothing left, no mother, no love, even the identity that she had always been proud of was like a bubble, crystal clear on the outside, but empty inside.

It's not that she doesn't know about these things, it's just that she subconsciously ignores these things because of Qianlong's love for other elder brothers.Now that she heard what other people said, she finally understood that no matter how much she deceived herself, in the eyes and hearts of others, her identity was always so embarrassing and would never change.

Ziwei was in a trance, she instinctively wanted to go to Qianlong, she needed Qianlong's affirmation of her, she wanted Qianlong to punish those two maids severely, to prove that everything they said was wrong.She has fallen into a kind of obsession, it seems that only if it proves that Jin Suo is still that slave, she and her mother will not look so sad, otherwise her mother who is a lady of the family will really become a joke, a slave No joke.

Ziwei was so dazed that she couldn't tell the way at all, and she didn't even notice which way Linger took her.

Several concubines headed by Concubine Xian and Concubine Chun came out from the Changchun Palace to greet the Queen, and ran into the distraught Ziwei in the Imperial Garden.

After Ling'er pulled her sleeves a few times, Ziwei came back to her senses and remembered that she was going to salute.

Ziwei frequently looked at Jinsuo standing at the back, and the swaddling baby behind Concubine Yu who was being held by the nanny, her heart was very messed up, and her salutes were also very uncoordinated, which seemed quite perfunctory.

Many people present frowned. In this world, not everyone can and needs to put themselves in your shoes and think about whether etiquette is not in place because of physical discomfort or bad mood. They put it in their eyes, that's why they perfunctory them like this.

As for the women in the palace, there are few women who can have a good impression of Ziwei, except concubine Ling or the former concubine De, who want to use her to curry favor with Qianlong, but there are almost none who are sincere.After all, it is hard enough to fight Qianlong with the women in the palace, and the women outside the palace have to come in and get involved with Qianlong regardless of their names, and the constant love makes all the women in the palace. If it wasn't for Qianlong's and Ziwei's face, they really wanted to ask, did they want to be rich and crazy?

But thinking about it, Xia Yuhe's retribution for this world might all be attributed to her own daughter.She is clearly the biological daughter of Qianlong and Xia Yuhe, but her father and mother don't recognize her, and she lives in this palace under the name of a "righteous daughter". It's uncertain what will happen in the future.

Don't look at Qianlong doting on her very tightly now, but that master has never been a long-term lover. No matter how much he really loves Xia Yuhe, there will be no shortage of women in this palace, and there will probably be more in the future.When Ziwei got married and left the palace, they would get along less, and there would be one or two more young Ge Ge and elder brother in the palace, Qianlong might not even think about her.

Therefore, smart women don't take Ziwei seriously, just ignore her, but now seeing her being so condescending, even saluting like a weak Liu Fufeng, she can't be happy in her heart of.

Among these smart people, Concubine Xian was never included.

When Concubine Xian saw Ziwei's graceful and graceful figure, and the weak willow and Fufeng's posture, she couldn't get angry in her heart: "What do you look like? You can't be wronged if you give us a salute?"

Ziwei looked at Concubine Xian, and when she thought that the maids in her palace were talking about her, her eyes turned red, and she sobbed, "Empress Xian, how could you..."

It's not a look of being wronged.

Ziwei subconsciously shut her mouth, she felt in her heart that whether she wanted to seek justice for Concubine Ling or complain for herself, she could only tell Qianlong, not in front of so many people, because only Qianlong would give it to her. She upholds justice, and the others will probably only laugh at her.

Concubine Xian looked at Ziwei's expression and couldn't help thinking of Concubine Ling. Concubine Ling often showed such an expression to herself, and every time, she would be more disgusted and annoyed by Qianlong, and she always suffered a lot.

Regardless of the high status of Concubine Xian, in the hands of Concubine Ling, she has suffered countless losses, but Concubine Xian doesn't know how to learn a lesson, and never avoids her edge. The more fighting spirit is, the more he wants to trample Ling Fei under her feet.

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Now seeing Ziwei made out of the same mold as Concubine Ling, who seems to have accusations and resentment towards her, it is inevitable to vent her anger, so she immediately gave Ziwei a disgusted look, and said coldly: "Sure enough, what is there?" What kind of daughter was raised by the mother, who brought in all the dubious things from outside the palace, and the three daughters competed for a husband, which is a face-to-face thing, and now she still dares to look affectionate and lovesick every day, thinking proudly Man, are you afraid that others won't know how unbearable you are? It really embarrasses Qing Dynasty. Fortunately, she is just a righteous daughter who grew up among the people, and she was not taught well outside the palace. Otherwise, this palace full of princesses , but they will all be dragged by you to the point of being pointed at by others."

Ziwei's eyes widened in disbelief, her face was as pale as paper, her body was crumbling.

"Shut up!" Qianlong roared from behind the concubines.

Everyone hurriedly turned around, only to see that Qianlong's face was dark, his eyes seemed to be burning with anger, and he was staring at Concubine Xian viciously.

Concubine Xian couldn't help but feel a chill down her spine, but she has always been so strong, she still straightened her spine, and bowed steadily, without any guilt or guilt.

Seeing her like this, Qianlong became even more furious.