[Pattern] Kelly pressed the Daoming Temple

I always feel like I'm doing something wrong, and there must be something wrong with me.That's why I couldn't stop crying.I must be doing something wrong...

"Don't cry, don't cry!" Simon kissed my tears...

"It shouldn't be like this...it shouldn't be like this..." I shouldn't be like this.I shouldn't refuse, I shouldn't come here, I shouldn't be with Simon... everything is wrong, everything is wrong!

"Hey, I'm not moving, just hug you, okay! Don't cry!" Simon wanted to hug me from me, but I turned my back to him, and my tears couldn't stop.

"I'm leaving!" I don't want to stay here anymore!I want to leave!

"I'll see you off!" Simon sighed behind me.After helping me get dressed, I pushed him away and let Jack, who was standing at the gate, take me back.I didn't see Simon's expression at that time, that's not what I paid attention to.I just want to leave as soon as possible, the sooner the better.

Back in the room, I watched the water in the bathtub gradually increase. When I walked into the bathtub, I felt that the water wet my pants and my clothes, and surrounded me warmly.

I heard the sound of my tears dripping on the water...

Me, so dirty!

Me, so dirty!

Me, let someone else touch me, I'm dirty, I'm not clean anymore...

I'm about to lose Ash...

I'm...so dirty...

"Kai Lizheng, your name is Kaili Zheng, you represent the next generation of the Zheng family. Do you know your responsibilities?" Grandpa looked at me across from me, I looked at Dad, and then half understood nodded.

"Then you must know your responsibilities! I will give you 10 years, and you must complete all your studies before you are 15! Do you understand?" I looked at my father again, why did my father ignore me?

"Kelly!" Grandpa yelled at me, and I nodded.

"Don't cry! You are the heir of the Zheng family, how can you cry?" Grandpa pointed at my calf with a cane and hit me hard, "Don't cry, crying means cowardice! That's the behavior of a coward! Don't cry! Do you hear me!" I dodged in fear, crying loudly, looking at my father who still didn't look at me.

"If you cry again, I will continue to beat you until you stop crying!" After a while, I changed from crying loudly to sobbing softly until my eyes were completely dark...

Dad, why don't you save me?

I was thrown into the icy sea, my grandpa stood aside, I closed my eyes in fear!

I couldn't breathe, and felt less and less breath, more and more uncomfortable.

Why, I became a member of the Zheng family?

Am I about to die...

It's good to die. Mark said that his parents are dead, and he will go to heaven after death, and live happily in heaven.After I die, will I also go to heaven, and will I be able to live happily?

I don't want to live so hard...

But, I'm so uncomfortable...so painful...

It's cold, it's dark in here...it's scary...

Who will save me, I don't want to die...

Daoming Temple, please save me... Please don't give up on me, please save me...

When I woke up, I found myself lying on the bed, and saw Asi falling asleep on the edge of the bed beside me.I turned my head away, not wanting to look at him.Looking at the sky outside the window, it is sky blue.

I felt someone enter my room, turned my head to see, it was the doctor.The doctor smiled at me and checked me.

"The fever is gone, just take a good rest!" After the doctor left, Asi woke up.

"It's okay, you have a good rest!" After he touched my forehead, I took his hand when I got up and wanted to leave.

"What's wrong with me?" It felt very difficult to speak, and it was very difficult to make a few sounds.

"You passed out in the bathtub! Burned all night. Been crying and talking in your sleep." Help me make the quilt and put my hands in the quilt.

"I'm sorry..." I heard him say sorry softly.I still held his hand tightly, but tears flowed out.

"I told you, you don't need to say sorry to me!" I will never be mad at you.Although sometimes I will blame you, but I will never be angry with you!

"...you have a good rest!" Asi let go of my hand, and I watched his back.My heart is empty.I lost him, although I never got him, but I really lost him...

"I'm sorry..." I whispered this sentence, but he didn't hear it because the door was closed.

I'm sorry, Daomingsi...

Daoming Sifeng is back, and because of the relationship between Daoming Siji and Makino Shancai, she decided to solve it by herself.When she came back, I was almost fine.I never went to school again, but sat in that red chair all the time, looking at the red roses outside.The rose flower has withered... just like my love.

"Kai Li!" Daoming Sifeng came to me, "You let me down! I thought you and Asi would be fine, but you let me down."

"Madame Daomingsi, I am also very disappointed in myself..." I gave a wry smile, then ignored Daomingsifeng and continued to be in a daze!How can I not know that others are disappointed in me, I can see it from Jack's hesitant expression.You were just the first to say that to me.

Anyway, I was very cowardly, just like grandpa said.

After Daoming Sifeng came back, he took drastic measures to resolve the relationship between Daoming Sisi and Makino Shancai.And I still listen to Jack tell me how firm they are.

"Jack, in the future, don't follow them anymore! Book a flight ticket for me to leave." I think it's time for me to leave here. "Okay. Is the lady going back to America?"

"I don't know where I'm going...where should I go? You can figure it out!" After saying that, Jack left.

I heard Asi and Daoming Sifeng arguing outside.

"I want to be with Shancai." Daoming Sisi's words revealed firmness.

"Kai Li is my daughter-in-law! You can't associate with that commoner anymore." Daoming Sifeng said calmly.

"I want to be with Shancai!" The content of their quarrel is similar. Asi said that he wanted to be with Makino Shancai, but Daoming Sifeng refused.We quarreled like this for a long time.

"Go out, I'm going to work. You have to figure it out for me, who do you want to be with!" It was rare for Asi not to refute Daoming Sifeng's words.I just heard the sound of closing the door, which was quite loud, which showed how angry I was.

Asi saw me and gave me a disgusted look, I lowered my head and laughed at myself.It turned out that I was about to leave, and he still hated me.Sure enough, no matter how hard I tried, it was the same.I thought that if I worked hard this time, he would fall in love with me a little bit, but it turned out that I failed like this.

I really can't get what I want...

I can't get my grandfather's approval, I can't get the care my parents give me, I can't get the love of Daoming Sisi...

I really should just give up...

When he left me for the first time, I should have given up...why persist like this?What a shame, Kelly Cheng.

"Please don't embarrass their love anymore. Auntie." I walked into Daoming Sifeng's room.

"I don't know what you're talking about, Kaili. When did you become so generous? I know Kailizheng is not like this!" Daoming Sifeng glanced at me and continued working.

"I, in fact, have always been like this, but you know, it's just my disguise." Pretending to be strong, I'm actually a coward!

"Okay, please go out!" Daoming Sifeng issued the expulsion order.

"Please, don't embarrass them anymore. I have already decided to quit. Please help them!" This should be the last thing I can do for him.

"Do you know what you are talking about? Why do you do this? Kelly, you are not like this. You and Asi are getting engaged. You should know this." Daoming Sifeng put down his pen and calmed down. looking at me.

"Because Asi is my savior! I want to repay him!" Also because I love him.I don't want him to be unhappy.If he is not happy with me, then I leave.He will be happy when he is with Makino Shancai, so I will try my best to help them.

Daoming Sifeng took a deep look at me.

"It's a pity, Kai Lizheng!" Daoming Sifeng returned his attention to the desk and continued to work without looking at me again.And I have no intention of staying.Get up and leave.

"I knew since I was a child that you would be Asi's wife. Who knew, fate played with you, but you gave in so easily. If you promise me a request, I will give them a chance." I was about to open the At the door, Daoming Sifeng said such words.

"Toj, I want you to represent Yingde in the competition. As long as you win the championship, I promise to give them a chance. How?" I didn't look back at Daoming Sifeng.

"I promise." I hope that when the time comes, you can do what you say.

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