The scum who always wants to divorce me

There was another silence in the room.

The window should not be closed tightly, the wind leaked in, and the wind sounded like ghosts howling.

It took a long time for Jiang Qihan to speak with difficulty, and then put the suppressant beside the bed.

"I won't go, don't be afraid."

He was very worried about Jin Annian, but he also knew that if he was there, Jin Annian would feel even worse, so he had to slowly leave the room.

"I'm at the door, call me if you need anything."

Jin Annian slowly raised his head, only to see a vague figure open the door, and then the door was gently closed again.

The abdomen was hot and itchy. Jin Annian pressed hard a few times to suppress this strange emotion, but it could not be relieved. He gritted his teeth and took the inhibitor, and then quickly injected it into his arm.

As the cold liquid entered his body, Jin Annian's brows finally slowly opened. Although the effect of the medicine did not work immediately, it gave him a great sense of security psychologically and gradually regained his sanity.

It was Jiang Qihan just now, Jin Anian knew it.

In fact, as soon as his fir scent appeared, Jin Annian knew he was coming.

He matched him so well that Jin Annian almost threw himself on him, luckily, luckily not.

After sitting in the room for an unknown amount of time, layer after layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, and the hot tide in his lower abdomen gradually faded away. Finally, Jin Annian gradually regained his composure.

Suddenly someone knocked on the door again. Jin Annian thought it was Liu Yunhe, but just as he was about to speak, he heard Jiang Qihan's voice.

"Niannian, are you okay? I bought you something to eat, are you hungry, do you want something to eat?"

Jin Annian was stunned, his mind was in a mess just now, he didn't hear what Jiang Qihan said, nor did he think that Jiang Qihan was still outside the door.

If he didn't reply to him, Jiang Qihan would probably think that something happened to him, so come in again.

Jin Annian walked to the door and said softly, "I'm fine, thank you, you can go back first."

Jiang Qihan sat at the door, looked at the closed door, and listened to the voice from behind the door, feeling extremely lonely. During Omega's estrus period, he should be well taken care of, held in the palm of his hand and cared for, instead of being alone in a dark room with a cold suppressant.

But this kind of thing, in the past three years, he has experienced it every month.

He is obviously so beautiful, so excellent, so lovable omega, if he meets someone else instead of himself, he will be pampered to have a beautiful smile on his face every day, instead of always frowning like now, He bowed his head and said nothing.

Jiang Qihan regretted it every day.

Even though they were so close, the things that blocked them seemed to never be able to dissolve them.

Jiang Qihan didn't say a word, Jin Annian couldn't hear his leaving footsteps, and the breath of the fir tree didn't weaken, so he knocked on the door with some doubts, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still there?"

The voice like Qingquan encouraged Jiang Qihan again. He cheered up and knocked on the door a few times like Jin Annian, "I'm here, I'm not leaving."

A little helpless, and a little funny.

What, it's like a spy connection.

"Are you hungry?" Jiang Qihan asked cautiously, "I watched the documentary, and I needed to replenish my energy after I ran out of inhibitors. I bought you cake and milk, would you like some?"

Jin Annian also sat down on the ground, "I don't want to eat cake..."

Jiang Qihan immediately stood up, "What do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you right now!"

"Wait a minute," Jin An said in a young voice, "Thank you for buying me an inhibitor today. If it wasn't for your help, I don't know what would have happened..."

Jin Annian's voice was very gentle. If he usually spoke to Jiang Qihan in this tone, Jiang Qihan would be overjoyed, but now Jiang Qihan just showed a wry smile.

Because he doesn't want Jin Annian to use inhibitors, if possible, he wants to hug Jin Annian, let the little omega in his arms, safely and happily through this estrus period.

"Don't you remember that we met before?" Jin Annian hugged his knees and said softly, "In high school, you went to our school to perform and asked me for directions. I was crying at that time. When you appeared , I was stunned, thinking to myself, how can there be such a good-looking person... You were really good-looking at that time, and you would not be cruel to me. You obviously can't comfort people, and you told me a lot... "

Jiang Qihan was stunned, and tried to search for memories in his mind, but he vaguely remembered something, but it was fleeting.

Jiang Qihan was a little annoyed, his memory had always been poor, he couldn't remember many things clearly, and sometimes he could forget the door code of his own house, it was the same when he saw Chen Feiyang last time, it took him a long time to remember his name.

Had they actually met before?

Jin Annian's eyes were a little wet, "I've liked you since then, but you didn't believe me, you thought I was lying to you, why did I lie to you... Later you treated me so badly, and I kept relying on you. I don't want to leave, I just want to see if one day you will remember that you used to be very gentle to me..."

Jin Annian didn't know why he suddenly said this, maybe it was because of the estrus period, all emotions were magnified and ready to explode, or maybe it was because they were sitting so close that he couldn't help but think of that night.

He wanted Jiang Qihan from that time.

Can you go back to that night, when the mistakes of the past three years have never happened, and give him back the gentle Jiang Qihan who made his heart beat.

"Why don't you remember me? Why can't you be nicer to me?"

Jiang Qihan could hear Jin Annian's crying, he just felt that his heart was going to be broken.

Jin Annian had never shown fragility and grievances in front of him so bluntly, even if he mentioned the past, it was mostly as if he didn't need to look back.

Asking him in a crying voice why he couldn't treat him better, Jiang Qihan's eyes turned red.

"I'm sorry, Niannian," Jiang Qihan said hoarsely, "I'm not good, I blame myself every day, because I was afraid that I would like you, so I intentionally hurt you and brainwashed myself, you are not cute, I am not cute Maybe I like you, I thought I would feel better if I did this, but in fact I am also very sad, no matter how I lie to myself, I still can’t help but pay attention to you, after the divorce I think of you almost every day... I like you so much , I'm still lying to myself, I'm really an idiot..."

Jiang Qihan's voice was like rain.

If it is really rain, it will wash away those embarrassing memories.

But in fact, it can't. No matter how much you regret what has happened, it won't help.

To miss is to miss.

What's the point of reckoning and blaming yourself over and over again.

He couldn't get past the barrier in his heart.

"Maybe you are tired of listening to these words," Jiang Qihan said with a wry smile, "I also think it's boring to say it over and over again, but I really, think about it every day, I'm not afraid that you will laugh at me as naive, one day I dreamed that I went back to the time when we first got married, I was so happy, after waking up, I have been in the Baidu time machine..."

Jin Annian curled his lips, remembering that Jiang Qihan asked what his favorite anime was in an interview before, he said Doraemon with a cold face.

"You were naive."

Jiang Qihan also smiled, and then asked him, "Niannian, let me send you back, it's not safe for you to stay here in this situation."

"I've used inhibitors, nothing unsafe."

"Then, then I'll watch over you outside."

"No need," Jin Annian said in a low voice, "I'm all in the same sect, it's not good for them to see you."