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Zhuo Wenqin was completely stunned, his lips parted slightly, and he didn't say a word for a long time.

Just now he was suffocated, his mind was dizzy, and he asked the question on impulse.

However, he has no regrets.

After all, this matter has been in his heart for a long time, and he can't guarantee that he can bear it until the next moment.

But what he didn't expect was that Qin Yi actually admitted it!

Zhuo Wenqin frowned, trying to calm down his ridiculously fast heartbeat, and kept thinking: What do you mean by admitting it?

When he didn't know about Qin Yi's sexual orientation at the beginning, he struggled for a long time. Now that he knew, before he could breathe a sigh of relief, he immediately remembered what Qin Yi said on the night of the Lantern Festival last year, that he liked that kind of "temper." Well, steady, gentle, funny, and good-looking" person.

So, Qin Yi likes men with those attributes... Which man is that?

Zhuo Wenqin's mind flashed Qin Yi's eyes when he looked at Xie Chixi just now, and then thought of Xie Chixi's character, and his heart skipped a beat—is the person Qin Yi was talking about Xie Chixi?

Qin Yi looked at Zhuo Wenqin's serious face, feeling very upset.

The country he lives in now is the same as the country he lived in in his previous life. The country still has a very ambiguous attitude towards same-sex marriage. Although there are proposals for same-sex marriage, it has not yet been clearly incorporated into the civil law.Moreover, since most of the people around him are heterosexual, Qin Yi usually does not deliberately try to test Zhuo Wenqin's views on homosexuality, so it is of course impossible to judge Zhuo Wenqin's attitude towards homosexuality at this moment.

I don't know if it's deception or something else, Qin Yi never thought about being gay before.

After all, he didn't intend to fall in love in high school at the beginning!

Since he didn't intend to fall in love, then there is no question of which sex he is.

Besides, he can't just tell someone that he is gay when he meets someone, right?

How strange that is!

Even though he said this to himself, he was still very nervous—compared with not wanting to hide his sexual orientation from Zhuo Wenqin, he seemed to be more unwilling to create a gap between Zhuo Wenqin and Zhuo Wenqin because of this matter, and he did not want to hide his sexual orientation because of this matter. I lost Zhuo Wenqin as a friend.

Especially now, Zhuo Wenqin's expression seemed unacceptable...

At first, Qin Yi was quite calm - because in his opinion, homosexuality is not something to be shamed.But as Zhuo Wenqin's silence became longer, he began to regret it secretly—he should not have admitted it just now, he should have vaguely dealt with it, or simply said that he has not met someone he likes, which is not quite right. Be aware of your sexual orientation...

But the words have already been spoken, and it is useless to regret it.

Qin Yi watched Zhuo Wenqin calmly, not knowing what to say to him for a moment.

It stands to reason that sexual orientation is a very personal topic, and Zhuo Wenqin will not affect Qin Yi's orientation in any way - he cannot become heterosexual because Zhuo Wenqin can't accept it.However, perhaps based on a sense of social identity, he still hopes that Zhuo Wenqin can understand him.

In this leisurely and quiet afternoon, the sunlight slanted on Zhuo Wenqin's forearm through the glass window, making his already fair skin clearer.

The two stood motionless on the balcony until the washing machine made a long "beep" before Zhuo Wenqin raised his head as if he had recovered.

The burst of rapid heartbeat has passed, replaced by a full sense of soreness.Zhuo Wenqin pulled down his trousers with the hands hanging by his legs, trying to pretend to be calm, but his dry tone betrayed him: "You, do you have someone you like now?"

Qin Yi was worried that Zhuo Wenqin would not even want to talk to him. Now that he heard the other party's question, he felt relieved and said frankly, "No."

"Oh." Zhuo Wenqin couldn't say what he was feeling now, although he was a little happy, but it couldn't compare to the loss in his heart.

He has grown up so much, he is used to being reckless, and he claims that he has never been afraid of anything, but when he thinks of the question in his heart, he feels a little timid.

Qin Yi waited for a while, but didn't hear Zhuo Wenqin's voice again, thinking that he hadn't fully accepted that he was gay, and didn't want to force him, so he just reminded: "The clothes are washed, don't you hang them up?"

Zhuo Wenqin turned around as if he was following an order, opened the washing machine, and took out the washed clothes one by one, his movements were as stiff as a wooden man.

He held all the clothes in his hands, and he couldn't dry them by himself.

Seeing this, Qin Yi walked over to help, but just as he stretched out his hand, before touching Zhuo Wenqin's clothes, the wet clothes in Zhuo Wenqin's hands fell back into the washing tub with a bang.

"..." Qin Yi was silent, thinking that Zhuo Wenqin might wish to be alone at this time, and said, "It's getting late now, so I'll go back to Qin Yuan first."

Zhuo Wenqin bent down and was about to pick up the clothes again, when he heard Qin Yi's words suddenly, he grabbed Qin Yi's wrist before he could think.

Zhuo Wenqin's hands were a little wet because he had just touched the clothes, but they were very hot. When the ring was put on, he felt a strange hot flush.

Qin Yi looked up at him.

Zhuo Wenqin let go of his hands awkwardly, and turned his back: "Wait for me, I'll dry my clothes and go back with you."

Qin Yi stared at the circle of water on his wrist, and wiped it off with his hand: "Aren't you going to stay at home until school starts?"

Zhuo Wenqin would go back to live in his own home every year during the long holidays, and only went to live in Qinyuan again when school started.

But it's a good thing that Zhuo Wenqin took the initiative to mention going to Qin Yuan!Because that means that Zhuo Wenqin doesn't mind his sexual orientation!

Qin Yi secretly rejoiced.

"..." Zhuo Wenqin suddenly realized that Qin Yi was right - he was going to stay at home until school started.Originally Xiao Zhang was going to drive back to Qin Yuan directly after sending him home today, but he was the one who asked Qin Yi to come in for a rest.

Thinking of this, Zhuo Wenqin threw the clothes back into the washing machine and freed his hands: "Then I'll take it to you."

Qin Yi did not refuse.

The two walked side by side, no one spoke, and the embarrassment that had finally dissipated surged up again.

There is something subtle in this quietness.Zhuo Wenqin held back for a long time but still couldn't hold back, turned his head and asked: "You are, when did you find out that you like men?"

Qin Yi followed and stopped.He knew that although Zhuo Wenqin was not as gossiping as Li Zixin, he would still be curious about areas he didn't know.

"It's very early." Qin Yi replied casually.

Zhuo Wenqin was not satisfied with Qin Yi's answer.He took two steps towards the living room, then turned around and asked, "How do you know that you are gay? Since you said that you have no one you like, how can you be sure that you like a man?...Actually, you may also like girls right? It’s just that you didn’t meet…”

Zhuo Wenqin's words were a bit incoherent.

In his heart, he is happy that Qin Yi likes men, but at the same time, he feels that Qin Yi is not telling the truth—he himself determined his sexual orientation because... because he likes Qin Yi, then What about Qin Yi?Qin Yi said that he has no one he likes, so how can he categorically express that he likes a man?

"It's not what you said." Qin Yi interrupted Zhuo Wenqin, and said with a smile: "I don't know whether I like men or not?"

"But what's wrong with girls?" Zhuo Wenqin lowered his eyes, still puzzled: "Girls are fragrant, soft, beautiful, and have uneven figures; boys... It's the same, you have what he has, how can you like men?"

These are the questions Zhuo Wenqin once asked himself.

He didn't know when he started to have this kind of emotion towards Qin Yi that was different from friendship, and that feeling was like a very thin thread, and when he found out, he wanted to bring this feeling back on track By the time it was too late—the silk thread had already been tangled up in a mess, and there were even countless dead knots in the middle.Unless it is cut off, it will never be separated again.

Qin Yi listened and finally understood - Zhuo Wenqin is a heterosexual!It's normal not to understand.Thinking about his previous life, he couldn't figure out why someone likes the same sex, but in this life, he seems to understand a little bit.

Moreover, who said that only girls can be fragrant, soft and beautiful?

Obviously boys can also be fragrant and soft, and they can also look beautiful!Zhuo Wenqin just...

Qin Yi thought half of it, and immediately stopped!

He raised his hand, intending to rub it on Zhuo Wenqin's head, but in the end it only landed on his shoulder, and patted it lightly, without further explanation: "It's just individual differences, don't get entangled."

No matter how hard he struggles, it is impossible for him to like girls, just give up!

Sure enough, Zhuo Wenqin didn't ask any more questions.He pursed his lips slightly, and after a while, he pretended to be relaxed and asked under Qin Yi's gaze: "You don't think you like me, do you?"

He originally wanted to say it as a joke, but he was so nervous that his throat tightened.So much so that the words were spoken, but instead of being joking, it was more like fearing that Qin Yi would like him.

Qin Yi didn't expect Zhuo Wenqin to ask such a question, and his heart trembled, and he was stunned for a moment.

He raised his eyes to look at Zhuo Wenqin, and saw that Fang was looking at him without blinking. There was no emotion in his dark eyes, but his lips were tightly pursed, obviously not as calm as he showed.

While waiting for Qin Yi's answer, Zhuo Wenqin felt his palms sweat, and quietly rubbed against his pants.

Qin Yi laughed out loud with a "sigh", hooked Zhuo Wenqin's shoulders under Zhuo Wenqin's astonished eyes, pulled him into his arms, and ruffled his hair as he wished: "Don't think too much."

He was taller and stronger than Zhuo Wenqin, and when he held him in his arms, Zhuo Wenqin looked thinner.

Zhuo Wenqin was taken aback by Qin Yi's sudden movement, and struggled to retreat.

He looked at Qin Yi fixedly, with a difficult voice, as if asking: "What do you mean?"

Qin Yi knew that Zhuo Wenqin didn't like others to touch him casually, not even Li Zixin who grew up with him, so he always paid attention to keeping a certain distance from Zhuo Wenqin. Used on Zhuo Wenqin.

But Zhuo Wenqin stopped him from asking, so he stretched out his hand to Zhuo Wenqin before he could think about it.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Mu Zili, An Luosiya